Tuesday, December 24, 2019

Holiday Crunch Time

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A very merry Festival of Lights to all of my Jewish readers. I hope this time brings warmth, joy, and love while among family - both related and found.

Sadly, Bitmoji doesn't have icons for any winter holidays beyond Hanukkah, Christmas, and Kwanzaa. The best options I have are...
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 So, instead, we'll go with the ones I found a couple of years ago, even though I don't have any artist credits....


I hope any and all who celebrated Solstice and/or Yule this year enjoyed their celebrations, and found warmth, comfort, and joy with their loved ones.

I still can't find a legit Happy/Merry/Blessed Saturnalia image on Google. They are all images of Ancient Roman statues or  snarky comments about Christmas really being Saturnalia. So... if you practice Saturnalia, I'm sorry for not having a personalized image for you, but I still sincerely hope yours went well. May you have rejoiced with beloved friends and family, and feel renewed for the upcoming year.

If there are any other holidays I've missed, please let me know in the comments section so that I can properly remember next year.

And for those who don't practice any religion, I hope you still had - or have - the opportunity to rejoice throughout the season, and have the time to reflect upon your friends, loved ones, your own self-care, and the blessings you've received this passing year. May the holidays go smoothly for you, and may your days be filled with warmth and happiness.

So, once again.
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So, to all of my readers, however the year, December, and this holiday season have treated you, I hope you enjoyed your celebrations, or will enjoy them, if they haven't happened yet, and that the last week of the year is kind to you.

Speaking of holidays, 'tis Christmas Eve, and guess who is, like, a week behind on everything....
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Hubby put up the Christmas tree, so there's that, and he just sorted the lights on it. It still needs to be trimmed though, so part of today will consist of me playing one of my favorite Christmas movies - The Nutcracker Prince - in the background as I FINALLY get around to fluffing and decorating the tree... just in time to take it down again in like two weeks...

...

It's going to be up until April again this year, isn't it?


Also, fear not, my absolute-favorite Christmas movie was already watched last week: The Muppet Christmas Carol.

I could also throw in Ernest Saves Christmas, A Christmas Story, It's a Wonderful Life, The Christmas Toy, A Muppet Family Christmas, and Santa Claus is Comin' to Town for my list of "must watch" Christmas movies since they're also staples, but they aren't as "essential." It just doesn't FEEL like Christmas for me without The Nutcracker Prince and The Muppet Christmas Carol. Now, of course there's other classics, but those are more "nice to watch if we have time" than "crucial to me feeling The Season." Ya know? Everyone has their own list, I'm sure.

Also, I never really worry about watching A Christmas Story any sooner than today anyway, since the channel TBS has a 24-hr airing of the movie from Christmas Eve into Christmas Day. One day the station will end this tradition, and I'll be left hanging without a copy to watch.... I do not believe today is that day though. So that's Future Me's problem.

Hubby and I still need to wrap gifts, but at least I got his done this morning. Which is why this blog post is late THIS week; I needed to make sure his gifts were wrapped while he was at work and out of the apartment.

Of course, I'm still ages behind on my cleaning, kind of moving things out to the edges of each room - as it were - so we could do things like put up the tree and wrap gifts in the meantime. So I'll probably want to dedicate some time to THAT.
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And guess what else I need to focus on today?

If you said "That ML Secret Santa story?" you are correct! Here, have a star.
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Yup. This week zipped by without me touching it at all. Like the dedicated writer that I am....

Last Tuesday I raced around while trying to finish that stupid-late blog entry; trying to beat the snow before it got too bad outside. It ended up being bad enough that we had to cancel our Writing Group meeting. I figured "sure, this is a good time to work on the story" but I got so caught up in the chores I needed to finish, and Hubby wanted to watch something - I think that's when we watched The Muppet Christmas Carol - so... no writing.

Wednesday was work, followed by cleaning and frantic Christmas shopping still. Then Hubby got his birthday gift to himself in the mail: 13 Dead End Drive. It's a Milton Bradley game from the early 90s that he always wanted to play, but never got the chance as a child. Same for me. So when Hubby saw it got a re-print/re-release, he knew he had to get it. Since we were both "denied" the opportunity to play the game as children, I took a time-out from my busy evening to help Hubby assemble the board game - and spend about 20 minutes trying to find a crucial rubber band about the size of those used on braces - and then play a couple of rounds with him.

We ended up missing the first half of The Masked Singer finale because we were playing. Whoops. We then tuned in for the second half, and by the time the show was done it was 10pm. I then spent the rest of my evening going through the other gifts submitted to the ML Secret Santa Tumblr, with hopes that it would inspire me to find a proper frame for my story; or a new idea for a story I'd feel more excited about.

No dice, but I am now up to about a half-dozen plot bunnies to use for later projects.

Also, of COURSE I thought of a cute winter-themed story idea YESTERDAY. I doubt I have time to write it out before tomorrow, and I WANT to get this story to my giftee by Christmas itself. Buuuuuut, I'm not opposed to maybe putting up this winter-themed story after Christmas, since it would still be during winter.

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As I mentioned last week, Wolfhearted wasn't available to D&D this week, which turned out to be a bit of a blessing. Normally Tuesdays are Laundry Day, but with the weather so bad, we had to push it back. Wednesday wasn't much better with the snow and icy/slushy roads, so it got pushed back again. Thursday still had more snow, but the roads weren't as bad as the previous two days. Which in and of itself was a blessing, because Hubby and I were running out of clothes.

Have I ever mentioned how much I hate having to use a laundromat instead of being able to just do laundry whenever I wanted at home????

While I was out anyway, I did more last-minute Christmas shopping, and picked up dinner. By the time the clothes were dry and folded, it was closing in on 10pm again, and I was getting a bit exhausted. I didn't have the mental strength to try to create something, so I zoned out on Tumblr again; catching up on the ML Secret Santa uploads.

Friday I was DETERMINED to get the tree up, clean, and squirrel away to write.

I had forgotten that Hubby and I already had plans to visit The Nerds: Rozsavaria and her husband Sarpadian. I had work as well, so between that, dinner, our evening visit to watch Pokemon: Detective Pikachuand then the three of them - Roz, Sar, and Hubby - playing Pokemon Sword and Shield, I didn't get home until 11pm. Certainly no time to write.

It was a good visit, though. Hubby and Sar rarely have schedules that match up to the point where they can hang out, so that was nice. Also, the movie was somehow about par with what I was expecting, better than I was expecting, and still in need of more polishing than I expected. It really just depended on what scene you were watching at any given time.

There were some quality inconsistencies is what I'm saying.

Saturday I had work, again, but Hubby finally had off. As I mentioned above, he cleaned up a lot of the dining room so he could put up the Christmas tree. Now, just to explain real quick, my "dining room" is actually just a random extra common room separated from the living room. We have a dining table in it, and so it is the "dining room" when really it's more of a multi-purpose room. Hence the tree being in it.
This was after Mom helped me and Hubby organize our place a couple of years ago.
I assure you it looks nowhere as clean now,
and that fact makes me cry, so let's ignore that....
Our Christmas tree is tucked behind the snack tables, on the other side of that wall the sofa table of games is butted up against.

Anyway, Saturday was still our standard Anime Day with Omnibladestrike and Hubby's one best man, whose online persona I actually don't know... so we're going to call him Goob. I don't recall if I ever gifted him a nickname here before, but Goob is a nickname we gave him IRL, so it works.

Hubby, Omni, and Goob were playing Pokemon Sword and Shield on their respective Switches when I got home, so I utilized that time to get more cleaning done. Part of me hoped they'd just Pokemon all night so I could squirrel away to write, but the boys really wanted to get to the anime. I didn't want to miss out on the advancing stories of the various animes we get in, so I stopped for dinner and anime... and kept going until Hubby passed out on the couch at about 11pm.

So... yeah... no writing again....

Sunday! Sunday I got out of work at 4pm! Clearly I had more than enough time to write then, right?

Especially since Hubby worked until 10pm, so I was alone in the house. That is six hours of cleaning and writing time. Riiiiight?
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The afternoon started off alright. I got home in time to watch the NY Giants kind of stumble their way into overtime, and then win their game.
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Then I did a large load of dishes, and cooked myself dinner. The night went kind of downhill from there. Dinner making did not go well; I'll spare you the details, it was a bunch of stupid stuff that piled up. Paying bills reminded me how little spare cash I had left for Christmas gifts I STILL had to get to finish our list off. Thinking about Christmas gifts reminded me that I haven't had time to finish up Hubby's Part II for his gift; the main reason I got him what I did. I also never had the time to make little stuffed animals for my niece and nephew like I wanted. I had forgotten to mail out Christmas gifts, so now everyone getting one mailed is going to have to wait until January for them.... sorry about that, guys.
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Since I was already in a downward spiral, the stress and time-crunch I was facing just imploded on me. The emotional, heart-string-pulling commercials that play around the holidays - such as the granddaughters making a memorial video for their grandfather, and the family having a flash mob create a yellow ribbon for military members coming home for Christmas - didn't help matters. There were also emotional stories about the football players that aired during half-time and in-between games. I don't remember any specific ones right now, but I'm fairly sure at least one was about a player talking about his mom and her sacrifices to help him achieve his goals. There's always at least one of those. I think there was also one about a player who - due to medical reasons - had to give up playing shortly into his NFL career, but is now a coach and how fulfilling that is.

At 8pm there was a re-airing of the finale of The Masked Singer, and since I missed that first hour on Wednesday, I watched that instead of cleaning or writing. Also a bad decision on a night where I was already in a poor mental-health spot. Watching the celebrities talk about how important the anonymity of The Mask Singer was for their self-confidence reminded me of my own Writing Funk(s), and that got me sobbing again.

Since I was mostly paying attention to the show, I figured that was the perfect time to try to mindlessly catch up on Tumblr... where I found even MORE emotional posts of one nature or another, and posts talking about giving creators love and appreciation, and posts talking about struggling with self-confidence in writing but how the littlest things really help, and fanart of fanfics because they are just "too amazing" and it inspired the artist who wanted to help promote it - usually these posts are followed up with people adding in how everyone should read said fanfic. I wondered if I would ever become that renown in the fandom; could that ever be me?

It... it wasn't a good night for me, is what I'm trying to say. I saw once that crying is like taking the lid off a boiling over pot: it won't solve anything - the pot will still be boiling over - but it will remove the added pressure so there's time to correct the problem before it gets worse.

So, on Sunday, I took off the lid, I guess.

I still need about a week to really be ready for a holiday that is essentially "here" already, and the "heat" is probably up too high, as it were, but at least I'm not boiling over anymore. Hopefully, within the next few days, I'll have time to get myself to a "proper temp."

Needless to say, no writing on Sunday.

Yesterday was my last day of work before these two days off, and then back to working straight through until my mom and sister visit. So that heat is actually probably going to go right back up again. Hubby's trying to be a better chef, and keep a more watchful eye of that burner for me.

Hey, Kettle, is this enough stove top analogies for a day?

Anyway, yesterday was work, followed by one MORE day of "last minute" shopping, and Hubby trying to both help unwind me as well as get me more into the Christmas Spirit by watching The Knight Before Christmas on Netflix.

It. Was. Cheesy. But... not in a bad way? Hubby and I joked "It's a Hallmark Channel Christmas movie, but with DIVERSITY!" There's even three different inter-racial couples spanning 4 races: Latina/Asian, Latina/White, and White/Black. So... cool.

The Knight Before Christmas was probably on par with Detective Pikachu: better than I was expecting, while simultaneously being about as cheesy as I was expecting, and having real head-slap moments that really should have been written/directed/acted/edited better.

After our wind-down and Christmas movie - and a bunch of Christmas goodies Hubby got from work - it was nearing 11pm again. I ended up staying awake until 1am chatting with friends online, checking in on the ML Secret Santa blog, and trying to clean a touch. But the mental wherewithal was not there for writing.

Yesterday was of course the day I thought of the winter-themed fanfic idea, and figured if I could finish my existing story - so I had something to gift, at least - then I could use today and tomorrow to try to get this new idea done.

Yup. That.... fell through hard.
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Now, normally this would be the time where I'd say "Fear not, for I had downtime at work that I used for writing!" but alas, I can't even say that. Most of the week was spent wrangling the endless price tags at work. We had to update all of the clearance items in the store, and... due to reasons I won't get into... it takes longer than it should up front so that life is easier for us on the back end. So that was pretty much three solid work days. Our Christmas sale ended yesterday as well, so that was two more days spent scanning the store, printing and folding tags, and putting them up, all while still helping customers and taking an hour-long lunch break for a mini office Christmas party yesterday. What little time outside of tag-updating I had was spent pushing through to finish Part II of Hubby's gift. It's not quite up to par with my standards - which, admittedly is more "perfectionist" level for my own crafting - but Hubby's more laid back, and tends to love anything I make him. He's good people like that. So I hope he's going to love what I did, and I can polish the rough edges later; when life isn't as chaotic.

So... yup.... no free time at work either, and the limited amount I did have earlier in the month were "wasted" on reading as much fanfic as possible... and slowly dipping into despair at how fantastic and lovely those stories are compared to what I wrote.

I'm so. So. So. Sorry, Secret Santa giftee. I swear I'm trying to put in the effort!


Clearly this all means I do NOT have a link to my story for you guys to all read. Next week, though. I do have until the 31st to complete my story. I want it up for my recipient before Christmas concludes; preferably some time today so they can "find it Christmas morning" as it were. But I DO have another week, should the need arise.

I'm hoping for a much more stable week and less "whiny" post next week. I'm also hoping the joy of Christmas finally strikes me when I'm with Hubby's side of the family tomorrow.
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And, to all African American readers I might have:
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Again, please tell me if I missed a holiday you, my dear reader, celebrate.

Until next week! May each and every one of you have a less-stressful closing week to 2019, may you find comfort and love among family and friends, and may you get to celebrate with your family - be them blood, adopted, married-in, found, or a happy combination of that list.
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Tuesday, December 17, 2019

I Dive Too Deep Sometimes

I got a late start to writing today. I got distracted by the John Legend rework of "Baby, It's Cold Outside" playing on the holiday XM station I had on. This... this version really kind of enrages me for just being so stupid???? And... I went down a rabbit hole as that rage had me look up past lyrics - I had a few versions in mind, but there's over FIFTY VERSIONS TO PICK FROM - and look up who wrote the song and why - it was a husband and wife team as a way to sing off guests at the end of parties, and then sold to MGM for a movie - and other such factoids to defend the original version of the song.

It kept me about an hour, I'm not done with my drafting of anything yet, I needed to get started on this week's blog post, and I should probably simmer down before writing a rage post about Christmas music salt. So instead, here is an old article I found while doing my research that more-or-less says what I wish to about the original lyrics of the song: Listening While Feminist: In Defense of “Baby, It’s Cold Outside”

I'll now just quietly fume - while listening to less "problematic" Christmas songs - and focus on my writing...
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Last week I knew that my focus needed to be my Friday the 13th story about either Chat Noir and/or Plagg for my personal movement to have a sort of Black Cat Appreciation day every Friday 13th. I still needed to get my act together for my Secret Santa exchange as well, so my focus was a bit split.

I do not do well with a split focus... I end up only doing a little on each project, and spending most of my time worrying about which should have priority and how far behind I am. If I'm focused, or if it's obvious which project has priority, however, I can usually get things done a bit easier. This is probably why I'm such a procrastinator. As I get closer and closer to crunch time the item(s) that should get priority surfaces and I know where to focus.

So that of course means I didn't even start my Friday 13th story until - you guessed it - Friday. I spent most of Wednesday and Thursday trying to narrow down if I wanted to do a Chat Noir appreciation story, or a Plagg one again. I thought I wanted to focus on Chat Noir this time, but for an "appreciation" story, I wanted Chat Noir to shine. He had to be the one to lift Ladybug up, or figure out the akuma, or defeat the akuma almost by himself - he'd still need Ladybug to purify it - or otherwise be the "hero" of his story instead of sharing the spotlight with Ladybug. I just couldn't think of anything that I didn't want to include in "One and the Same" so the days of brainstorming resulted in only one thing: deciding to focus Plagg again.

Thursday I was also a bit distracted as we again played D&D. This wasn't supposed to be a weekly thing, but we somehow stumbled into it becoming one???? One of the players isn't available this week, so no D&D this week. With next Thursday being the day after Christmas, and the following being the week that Mom and Sis are coming to visit, we might not host another game for nearly a month, so I guess it was fine that we played last Thursday. We were able to work in Quarthix's character. It was glorious.

Seems Kriv - my dragonborn bard - is a bit of a Fan Favorite among the players. I'm not sure how Quarthix's character Solf, or Omnibladestrike's character Faelyth feels about Kriv, but at least the players seem to get a kick out of him.

I know that Wolfhearted's character Cutter finds Kriv an exhausting idiot... which is kind of perfect since I inadvertently modeled him off of this moron.
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Faelyth probably has mini panic attacks whenever she's in public with the big moron. She's a surface Drow. Drow are black skinned elves, and the ones raised in the Underdark - deep, deep, DEEP underground; further than even Dwarves - typically are evil in nature. Because of this, Drow - even surface Drow who tend to be more neutral or good in nature - are typically hated upon. There is also a heated feud between Elves and Drow; depending on the campaign, the two practically kill each other on sight, no questions asked.

Kriv does not understand this. He's dragonborn, so he too grew up with hate thrown at him, and therefore SHOULD get where Faelyth is coming from. HOWEVER, his mother told him his entire childhood "you have done nothing wrong to earn that hate; prove to them how good your heart is" so he's trying to do the same with Fae. He's CONSTANTLY trying to throw her in the limelight - already problematic since she has social anxiety to begin with - and singing her praises to change people's minds about Drow.

He has a good heart, but he's a moron. Especially when he's singing the praises of a Drow in the middle of an Elven-run pub....


You should have SEEN the panic and FELT the weight of the air around the table as I had Kriv carelessly point out that Fae is a Drow, AND THEN POINT HER OUT AS SHE WAS HIDING IN A CORNER. The whole playgroup is like
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And poor Faelyth is like
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Because shortly after Kriv, Faelyth, Cutter, and a few NPCs survived a shipwreck, the party ran into an isolated village of wood elves. As the only one who spoke Elven, Faelyth was the party's interpreter. Kriv couldn't understand the conversation, but he felt that those Elves didn't have an issue with Faelyth, so why should the Elves in the pub be a threat? Thankfully, Hubby doesn't run "kill on sight" campaigns without first warning the players, so Faelyth wasn't in terrible danger. Kriv, shrugging off his partymates' concerns - and oblivious to Fae's scared fidgeting - continued his story, and by the end of it most of the Elves in the bar at the very least weren't on edge to have Faelyth there. They still didn't particularly LIKE her, but at least she could come and go un-harassed as long as she kept to herself and didn't "cause trouble."

So... win for Kriv???

Also, while not quite on par with Olaf's retelling of Frozen within Frozen 2, I had Kriv do a fairly similar recount of the campaign up until that night. It was a way to beguile the pub patrons and build up renown, while also giving Quarthix a sort of recap of what he and his character missed. The entire time I did the performance Quarthix was in hysterics. He also told Hubby later that he absolutely loved how I'm playing Kriv. So... win for me? And, as I've mentioned in the past, while Kriv gets on Cutter's last nerve, Wolfhearted loves him too.

I think I have a winner here.


Anyway... yeah, that was more-or-less Thursday night. Thankfully, I had Friday off, so I wasn't stressing too much. I could easily write up a short story for the 13th ON the 13th, and post it by the afternoon.

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Riiiiiiiight. When has that EVER actually happened for me!?!?!

My "short story" for Friday ended up being over 4700 words and kept me ALL FRIGGEN DAY to write!

First, it kept me a few hours to figure out what to even do with Plagg for this story. I already did a Day in the Life of story, and I couldn't think of an akuma or something along those lines where Plagg is the Hero. I thought maybe a story where Plagg is cheering up Adrien, to show appreciation for how he takes care of our Sunshine Boi. I couldn't really lock it down though. I started watching a bunch of Plagg scenes in various episodes of Miraculous Ladybug while trying to figure it out. I also focused on the season 2 episode "Sandboy" since that's one of the few episodes that showcases a lot of Plagg.

Specifically, I think that episode shows a lot of Plagg's character. Pair that with how he is in the season 3 episode "Oblivio", and a bunch of headcanon for Plagg started to form. I also saw this Tumblr post by miraculouspecial about Plagg's character growth throughout the series thus far. I think that's what finally hooked me.

For a while now - probably since "Sandboy" first aired or there abouts, so over a year - I headcanoned that Plagg had been in a similar situation as Nooroo: being used for evil and having to battle against Ladybug and Tikki. He seemed to really empathize with Nooroo's predicament of being weaponized by Hawk Moth, and fans always point out how easy it would have been for Adrien to have been a villainous Chat Noir. THERE'S EVEN A SUB-GENRE OF FANFICTION CALLED "ENEMY AU" WHERE IT SPECULATES WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF ADRIEN WAS ON HIS FATHER'S SIDE.

Like... it's totally possible that Plagg was once weaponized as well, right?

I was going to focus on that. I was going to tell my story of how Plagg was used for evil purposes in the past, and that scarred him, which is why he seemed to hate powering up Chat Noir at first, but now doesn't seem to mind it at all. It would explain why he doesn't seem to care or wish to express human emotions, whereas Tikki freely embraces them. It also would explain why he seemed irritated at first with Adrien's constant pining for Ladybug, but now seems to enjoy the Love Square chaos as well as ships Adrien with Marinette/Ladybug.

I wanted to tease another headcanon of mine to start it off; a sort of base-line of what Plagg's life was like with a semi-neutral owner. That headcanon is that Plagg is the "Lesser Genie of the Ring" in the story of Aladdin presented in later versions of 1001 Arabian Nights. For those who don't know the non-Disney version of the story, a mage posing as Aladdin's uncle convinced the youth to enter a booby-trapped cave in order to fetch the magical lamp; Aladdin not knowing the significance of the lamp. As a way to convince Aladdin to enter the cave, the mage gives Aladdin a magical ring for protection. When Aladdin gets trapped inside the cave, he rubs his hands together in desperation, unintentionally rubbing the ring and releasing a Lesser Genie. This genie gets Aladdin out of the cave, and he's able to return home with the lamp; the mage at this point returns home to North Africa thinking the lamp is forever lost to him. When Aladdin's mother goes to clean the lamp he brings home, she accidentally releases the Greater Genie who can make all of their wishes come true. Since the Lesser Genie of the Ring cannot surpass the power of the Greater Genie, Aladdin all but forgets/abandon that genie; focusing on the lamp. When the lamp is stolen from him, and the Greater Genie is forced to teleport Aladin's palace and wife to North Africa, THAT is when Aladdin calls upon the Lesser Genie again as a means to retrieve the Greater Genie and return everything back to Aladdin's home country - presumably China since Aladdin is mentioned as a Chinese youth, even though the rest of the story has a much more "Arab feel" to it.
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Point is, with Plagg being a magical creature that inhabits a ring, his dismissive tone about once meeting the "genie of the lamp", the fact that the Genie of the Ring is considered "lesser" - aka possibly can't grant wishes??? - and we only know that the Genie of the Ring is used to get Aladdin out of the cave, as well as "defeat the mage" who stole the Genie of the Lamp from Aladdin.... those could be Cataclysm perhaps????? I dunno. It's a fun headcanon, and I wanted to include it.

Buuuuut, I also couldn't trust my own memory of the tale since I haven't attempted to read it since the Arabian Nights miniseries came out in 2000. Side note: I remember really liking that miniseries, and I might have to track down a DVD copy of it, if they exist.... Anyway, I couldn't trust that my years of adoring the Disney version - both the movies and the TV series - and my vague memory of the miniseries - which also has its own creative interpretations - didn't taint my memory of the actual story. I have it somewhere, but it's buried under tons of other books, so I didn't have the time to find it. Instead I spent far too much time trying to track down everything I could on the original telling via the internet.

All to make sure my headcanon of Plagg being the Lesser Genie would hold water... for about two paragraphs....

Yup. Sounds like me.


Also, Master Fu became the sole Guardian of the Miraculous roughly mid-1800s, so I struggled with the realization that the tale of Aladdin didn't get added to Arabian Nights until the early 1800s, when a Frenchman - appropriate - translated the tales, and included one a friend of his told him he heard in Asia.

It seemed weird to have Aladdin be Plagg's last owner before meeting Adrien. Especially since the stories all FEEL older than the 1800s.... So... it could be a much MUCH older story that had been told for centuries, turned into legend, and THEN was added to Arabian Nights, right?

That's the conclusion I went with, anyway....

Anyway, after concluding my Aladdin research, I was going to just jump right into Plagg being weaponized. Aladdin cared little for Plagg - the kwami and Miraculous were simply tools - but he was a standard wielder for Plagg, and not cruel. Then Plagg was picked up by a cruel owner, and then Master Fu fled the monastery under attack, and then Plagg was gifted to Adrien. That would be my story. Easy peasy.

Buuuuuuut, in the season 2 episode "Style Queen" Plagg and Fu debate how dangerous Plagg is on his own, and Master Fu mentions the Tower of Pisa. I wanted to include that in the story, and it wasn't something maliciously done either. Plagg states, kind of defensively, "I didn't see it!"

I was going to have him run away from his "evil" owner, who possibly found Plagg's ring after Aladdin's passing. However, the tower started tilting in the late 1100s, and that's just sooooo much time between when Plagg was used for evil and when Fu fled the monastery in the late 1800s. I mean, I'm sure 700 years isn't THAT long for a being 1000s of years old, but still... So I gave Plagg a hand-waved Italian owner that he tries to run away from after feeling abandoned a second time - this time because a more "useful" Miraculous is given to his owner as opposed to a "greater genie" discovered - and that's when he bumps the Tower.

I still needed the Big Baddie, and debated Genghis Khan after discovering that he CREATED THE PERMANENT DESERT in Afghanistan after destroying their irrigation system. Sounds like Cataclysm to me. Plus, during his invasion of China, and moving western through Afghanistan, he could TOTALLY hit up Tibet and steal the Cat Miraculous. Right?

Three problems:
  1. The whole turning Afghanistan into a desert country thing happened relatively soon after the Tower of Pisa started to lean. I think it was less than 50 years? I wanted Plagg to be "punished" for trying to run away from his owner and ruining the Tower, but less than 50 years before being stolen just seemed too quick for me???
  2. If Genghis Khan had ransacked the monastery for Plagg's Cat Miraculous, there isn't really any way that it was left standing, right? It would have to be rebuilt. What happened to the other Miraculouses during the raid? Why did Genghis Khan only use the Cat Miraculous? It just didn't track.
  3. It would be friggen Genghis Khan! Through interviews and posts to his Instagram and Twitter, the show's creator Thomas Astruc has released his list of past Miraculous holders, and I believe a few others were added in via the short-lived comic book runs. There have been historical/mythical figures such as Joan of Arc, Hippolyta, and the Pied Piper of Hamelin named as previous Miraculous holders. You'd think that Genghis Khan would be a "known" Cat Miraculous holder in that case.
    • We'll forget that he wouldn't be named if Astruc didn't think of it, and that doesn't mean he couldn't have been one....
Buuuut, while double checking the list of "known" past holders via the Miraculous Ladybug wiki, I noticed a bit of a numerical discrepancy between Cat holders and Ladybug ones. The list the wiki has includes 11 previous Ladybug holders, whereas there was only 2 mentioned for Chat Noir. Now, one of the Ladybug holders is an Aztec warrior named and sketched out by Astruc: Micazoyolin. When a fanartist-turned-staffer - Feri González - redid Micazoyolin's design, she included a female Chat Noir: Mistontli. Which would have brought the number of previous "known" Chat Noirs to three. However, I can no longer find the originals that González - ferisae - did up, so perhaps Astruc didn't want Mistontli to be canon, and so González had to delete her designs??? And the previous Chat Noirs is back to only 2???

Anyway, those two happen to be the Chat Noir depicted in the Miraculous Spellbook, and an unknown European knight whose painting is hung in the Louve, as shown in the season 3 episode "Feast." I guess Astruc didn't really think much about who could have been Chat Noir in the past???

Getting back to the point, the "Ancient European Cat Miraculous Holder" - as he's called on the wiki - is listed as existing anywhere between 1200 and 600 years ago! What a range! I guess none of the contributing fans really know historical armor well enough to know. Not that I'm picking on them; I'm completely clueless as to when this armor would be appropriate, let alone which country it would be appropriate for.
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Well, Joan of Arc - or, rather Jeanne d'Arc - existed about 600 years ago as well. So I pretended that armor was appropriate for the French army near the end of the Hundred Years' War, and ran with that for the villainous Chat Noir. I looked up compatriots of Jeanne d'Arc, decided against the two main named companions of hers, which would be likely candidates for Ladybug's Chat Noir: Jean de Metz and Bertrand de Poulengy.

I had the same hold-up with those two as I had with Genghis Khan, but I also figured that the story of Joan of Arc kind of overshadows those two, so perhaps it isn't AS bad??? I was also trying to see if either of them died during the war, because my initial plan was that one of their squires killed them for the Cat Miraculous, which is why Plagg stressed to Adrien to not let anyone know about him, not even his father Gabriel. He was afraid of someone else wanting the power and killing Adrien over it. We'll ignore that basically Hawk Moth has EXACTLY that train of thought....

I then jumped over to the Black Death since Plagg's name derives from the word "Plague" but that felt too on the nose. Plus, that wasn't how Plagg's Cataclysm works. He couldn't transfer his powers to rats to then spread a plague.

By about 2:30 or so - roughly when I wanted to post the story - I was still researching who I wanted Plagg's evil owner to be. I then picked Hubby up from work, we caught up on our day, we had a late lunch, and then I just got smacked with exhaustion; passing out at my laptop every time I tried to type the next couple of words. I ended up taking a nap, waking up around 5pm or so. At that point I was already running fairly late, and just went "screw it" and had Jean de Metz my villain. Sorry if there's any de Metz stans out there or whatever. I also gave him a similar motivation for misusing Plagg as Gabriel has for Nooroo. I didn't aim to do that, but it just kind of happened as I wrote it and I just let the story tell me where to go.

There were a few more hurdles to still jump over, but I got the main one out of the way. I got the story written by the time Hubby had dinner made up at about 9pm, and then post-dinner I got in my edits. Finally it was time to fight with formatting for my main four sites, because of course none of them format the same way, so that's always a chore. Especially when I've gotten into the habit of putting in the HTML while writing - so, for instance, I'll put <i> and </i> around things that need to be italicized - so it's good to go over on DeviantArt. Especially since I never did learn how to upload a Word document like you could on FFN. After getting DA sorted, I go back through and edit out the HTML, since the brackets delete themselves when I upload the file as-is to FFN. I happened to have forgotten that step in my hurry on the 13th, so anything italicized looked like this: iAdrien/i.

Of course I didn't notice that until I went to transfer my edits - Author's Notes included - over to AO3. So I had to copy/paste the Author's Notes to the start and end of my main Word file, edit out the HTML, delete the FFN file, and re-upload. THEN I brought over the proper edit of the file from FFN to AO3. If I just copy/paste from my Word file to AO3 there are extra line breaks between paragraphs, and it's a pain to delete them in a long story. Anyway, now that DA, FFN, and AO3 are formatted properly, edited, and published, I had to then publish to Tumblr, but I had to manually go back through and italicize everything since the italics don't transfer over in a copy/paste from FFN or AO3 to Tumblr, even though it DOES transfer from FFN to AO3.


In the end, I think I've missed at least one of the times I originally italicized... this whole formatting and posting my stories bit is tedious and exhausting....

I was also nervous that I hit a word cap on Tumblr. I thought there wasn't one if you typed the post up on a computer, as opposed to mobile, but at least once in the past my post wouldn't publish because it exceeded word cap. Tumblr never told me what the cap was though, so now I'm just always nervous I'll exceed it. Then I'll have to figure out where would be a good point to cut and add in a "finish reading" link to my other 3 uploads. The real annoying part is in the past I've done that with a story, only to STILL somehow be over word-cap and had to cut MORE and...
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Anyway, the point is that I DID manage to get the story up before the 13th was done. It was published about 11:15pm, and I didn't finish promoting it on places like Tumblr, Twitter, and FB until about 11:45pm, BUUUUUT that is still Friday the 13th my time! Still counts! Plus, there were people on like the west coast that still had like 3 whole hours before their Friday was done.

And if YOU would like to read this story after I rambled about writing the darn thing for forever, you can find it in my normal spots.

"Forever in Darkness"

I'm trying to be better at remembering trigger warnings so I have already included these with the story, but I'll also state them here: the story includes emotional abuse and torture, execution mention, child death mention, and war mention.

I forgot to jot down my 24hr stats again, but I did note that my first fave and review of the story was something like a half hour after I posted! So that's cool!

It's been live for less than four days, but here are my stats right now.
FFN: 201 views, 17 faves, 6 followers, and 4 reviews
AO3: 245 hits, 41 kudos, 6 bookmarks, and 5 comments
DA: 37 views, but no faves or comments

Total Results: 483 views, 58 faves, 12 followers, and 9 reviews

Tumblr Notes: 13 notes; 10 likes and 3 reblogs

FFN reviews:
  1. I love this fic. The point of view of Plagg 1nd his story is really good-found ans interesting
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  2. I really liked this. It might be headcanon, but it all hangs together really well.
  3. Oh... this is so dark and twisty and makes me just want to hug Plagg! Poor baby. That's it. I'm adopting them both!
  4. This is beautiful, Plagg deserves more appreciation.

AO3 reviews:
  1. aaaa im crying this is so heartfelt and amazingly written, plagg deserves SO much more appreciation and love in this fandom!!! <333 beautiful piece, thank you so much for sharing!! ToT <33
  2. I read this on Tumblr a moment ago!! It's so good and so painful but so hopeful I'm rambling I can't even 😭 Such an amazing fic and tribute to our favourite stinky cat 💕💕💕
  3. Oh, poor Plagg! I'm sorry he has been so badly treated!!! I love that you're starting Plagg Appreciation day! I'm in for next Friday the 13th! looks like 3/13/2020 will be a Friday!!! (and one next November!) But you've gotta remind me....
  4. Great story! It was interesting to follow Plagg’s development through the centuries and see why he grows attached to Adrien.
  5. really loved that!
So, thank you to all of my reviewers: Majaix15, leafgreenflower, CaptainMalcolmReynolds, PaulaAbsol, Wythi, Maribug, MalcomReynolds, pkk, and mmmmmmmph!

And to the other 480-some people who have read my story: you guys are also just so glorious! Thank you! I love you guys!

What's really fun for me is that, while this story is again kind of off-radar since it doesn't include any romance and barely even includes Adrien - let alone Marinette - it's still about par with my last Plagg Appreciation story. In fact, it may even be a touch more appreciated? I posted Breaking Monotony for the September Friday 13th. Here it is, over 3 months later, and here are the current stats for that story.
FFN: 316 views, 16 faves, 8 followers, and 3 reviews
AO3: 412 hits, 49 kudos, 7 bookmarks, and 3 comments
DA: 34 views, but no faves or comments

Total Results: 762 views, 65 faves, 15 followers, and 6 reviews

Tumblr Notes: 11 notes; 10 likes and 1 reblog
I mean, those stats are super close, aren't they?

Oh, and side note about the one reblog of Breaking Monotony.

So, last week I was lamenting how I saw a Tumblr blog that tries to reblog as many ML fanfic writers as possible in order to get our writing out into the fandom a bit easier. For a refresher, that blog is discoveringmiraculouswriters. Well, when I promote my weekly blog posts on Tumblr, I include a sort of summary of what is in that week's post. Since I talked a little bit about that blog and my desire to work past my mental hold-ups and try to send my stuff to them, I went ahead and tagged the blog, or rather at-ed them so others had the link, in case they too wanted to try to promote with them. I didn't even CONSIDER that it would catch their attention, and not too long after my promotion last week, discoveringmiraculouswriters reblogged Breaking Monotony, Stranger in a White Dress, I Don't Care (the "Alone in a Party" chapter), and Acting Weird.

They haven't hit the majority of my stories - Build Your Own Luck, Painfully Closeall the chapters of Peeping Tomcat, my PT companion stories, the Lukanette story I Was Thinking of You, my first Lukanette story Kisses, my angsty drabble Fused Akumathe chapters of Prescription for Love, or the chapters of last year's holiday story Woven Heartstrings - but that IS a lot to backtrack through, so I get it. I also forgot to include them as a tag at the end of Forever in Darkness when I posted to Tumblr, so they probably didn't see that one either. It's my fault for still not sending my stuff to them, but it WAS cool to see them almost instantly snatch up four of my stories. Especially since they were a Plagg-centric one, two Gabriel and Emilie Agreste romance stories, and an "Adrien realizes he likes Marinette too late" story. A weird cross-section of my work, but it was still fun to see them reblogged with tags such as #I_Need_To_Read_This and #aaaaaaah.

Sooooo, yeah. I managed to just barely squeak in my Plagg Appreciation Day story, I got promoted by a ML fanwriters promotional blog, and my current Plagg-centric story almost has the same stats as one I published 3 months ago! Neat.

BUUUUUUT what about that ML Secret Santa story?

Wellllllllll.....
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Sometime around Thanksgiving I saw a Tumblr post commenting about the logical fallacies behind Christmas movies where Santa is a character - he does indeed exist in those movie universes - and yet children STILL have to prove that to the adults, who have long stopped believing in Santa. I wish I could refind this post to link it, because it brought up good points.

Anyway, for whatever reason, as I was going to bed sometime this week - I don't even remember when - I thought about that, and I thought about Chat Noir's excitement over Santa in the season 3 episode "Chris Master" vs Ladybug's almost disbelief of the man. That's when I thought of the two superheroes taking a break to just bond and debate over whether or not Santa is real.

I spent the weekend typing up the story. It's about 5000 words long or so, I think. I still need a lead-in to the story, which currently starts with Ladybug asking "Do you still believe in Santa?" Not too shabby of a cold-open if I can't think of a better option, but still, I'm trying.

The trick, though, is I don't know if I like it enough to gift it to someone. Either way, I'll be posting it before Christmas, because it's Christmas themed, it's written, and I need to make up for my drop of production throughout the second half of October and all of November.

Trying to see if I could be inspired at a more "giftable" story, I've been reading more and more holiday themed fanfics this past week. I have read probably more fanfiction so far this month than I have all year! Also, yesterday was the first day to post your gifts, so I've been kind of stalking the MLSecretSanta blog, and trying to consume as much content as possible. I've already had about 3 plot bunnies show up, but none of them are holiday themed. Now, you don't HAVE to write/draw something holiday themed, and I've already read through quite a few stories that certainly were NOT holiday themed. However, my personal restriction on this gift is that I want it to be "Christmas-y" in some way. So none of those plunnies are going to work.

I did take some solace in two things: 1) the person I'm gifting to hasn't posted anything yet, and 2) I haven't received my gift yet. So I don't COMPLETELY feel like a slacker. We do have until the 31st, after all.

I do want to shout out a few stories I did read though.

First up is
Water Under the Bridge by Wow_girl1244

Summary: Marinette can't pretend she doesn't want Chat Noir. Not anymore.
Word Count: 1700
Status: Completed one-shot

My Thoughts: This is the story that sprung up a lot of plot bunnies for me. Watching Marinette struggle with her feelings was bittersweet, and the writing was lovely.
Second is
I'll Be Your (Wing)Man by Boogum

Summary: When Chat Noir finds Marinette sighing over her failed love life, he decides to help her get the boy of her dreams. Nothing can go wrong here. Absolutely nothing.
Word Count: 3690
Status: Ongoing; 2 of 4 chapters are published

My Thoughts: It is just adorable watching those two morons dance around each other; missing completely. In particular, it was fun to watch Chat Noir/Adrien try to piece together who Marinette's crush could possibly be. I have yet to have time to read the second chapter - it must have gone up while I was working on this never-ending blog - but I greatly enjoyed the first chapter, and can't wait to have the time to continue it.
The third one is actually the gift for Boogum.
Two Hundred and Fifty-Four by Taliax

Summary: Marinette had replayed the video enough times. She'd know Adrien's voice saying those three words anywhere. (Set the same day as the episode Felix.)
Word Count: 5007
Status: Completed one-shot

My Thoughts: I'm a sucker for reveal fics, and the way Taliax did it was fantastic. Also, the intimate moments of just whispering to each other and gentle touches made MY heart race. I just squee-rambled in my review. It's so fluffy and fantastic.
Next up is a story that was actually written by a long-time reader of mine. So let's give it up for LivreVer!
Secret (Hero) Santa by LivreVer

Summary: **NOTE: AUTHOR DID NOT INCLUDE A SUMMARY ON TUMBLR; THIS IS MY SUMMARY FOR IT**
The quartet of Marinette, Alya, Nino, and Adrien meet up for a Secret Santa gift exchange, but things get a bit sticky when an akuma shows up.
Word Count: 2376
Status: Completed one-shot

My Thoughts: This is just silly and fun fluff. It was awesome to see what gifts LivreVer came up with for each of the characters, as well as how said characters came up with those gifts. It was also nice to see the friends just hang out and bond. Once the akuma attacks, though, I had to let out a few giggles at the ridiculousness of it, but it was supposed to be kinda silly, so it works!
Last, but not least, was the gift for LivreVer that was actually made by one of her best friends in the fandom! What are the odds?
Dissonance by LyraMaeArcher

Summary: When Adrien dies, Luka is there to pick up the pieces. A Not Fluffy At All Angsty Secret Santa gift for my friend CaptainMalcolmReyolds.
Word Count: 1864
Status: Completed one-shot

My Thoughts: As noted in the summary, this is far from fluffy. Adrien is killed off, it is permanent, and Marinette has to deal with it. Thankfully, she has Luka as support. It is a bittersweet story that was beautifully painful to read. It hurt. I don't know if I'll want to re-read it. But it was poignant, and visceral, and it was indeed a good read. I just don't know if my heart could handle a re-read is all.
Now, I have read much MUCH more content then those four, but they're the ones that really stuck with me. Also, further proving my point about the gifts not needing to be Christmas-y, only LivreVer's story is set around the holidays.

Okay! It is now past 5pm because life sucks for me and I had to pause for a few hours after that late start in order to do ANYTHING with my day off, so I should stop doing whatever the writing equivalent to talking your ear off is, and get back to work.

I still have gifts to purchase, an apartment to clean, a Christmas tree to put up (don't judge), and a Secret Santa gift exchange to finish up.
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Busy, busy, busy! Until next week!

Tuesday, December 10, 2019

A Lot On My Plate

Full disclosure: I was on vacation last week, and I just kind of let my mind vacation as well.
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(Disclaimer: this is not what my vacay looked like)
I was just feeling so burnt out after the second half of this year. I still don't quite understand it, honestly. I was really in a groove. I was doing well and had a good writing pace. I thought I could succeed this year with writing regularly, posting a story each month, and updating my blog around noon EVERY Tuesday. I was on track. I was feeling like 2019 was going to be a fairly decent year. Then my birthday happened, and life kinda went down hill???

Being 35 sucks, is what I'm saying...


I'm not sure what exactly changed at that turning point, but that seems to be roughly the time where I started really feeling worn out, my creativity slowed, my blog posts stopped updating regularly on their "proper" day and time, and writing just kinda became hard.... My Kyoru week not withstanding. Then there was the struggle to FINALLY figure out an original birthday story for Ronoxym, quickly followed by prep-work for NaNo, only for THAT month to just... go horrendously poorly.

I just feel so lost when I haven't written anything, but, in a glorious case of Catch 22, I also can't seem to focus on writing because I feel so lost.
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I've tried to hit the Reset Button, as it were, by just letting my mind wander and not really focus on anything this past week. For starters, I played a lot more Super Mario Odyssey. I'm only in the third main stage of the game, but I made sure to get every Power Moon and purple currency that I could on each level before moving on.

Hubby and I have also caught up on TV shows, and enjoyed socializing. Sadly, we didn't get to socialize on his actual birthday because, well....
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However, Wednesday we kinda had an impromptu D&D session, and guess what? WE GOT OUT OF THE DUNGEON!

In case you don't quite remember, about mid-October our one friend couldn't make it to Anime Night, but Wolfhearted could come down to hang out, so we pulled an audible with Omnibladestrike, and Hubby decided we'd have a D&D night. It was SUPPOSED to be a one-shot campaign, where we could start AND END the quest/adventure/campaign/whatever in just one gaming session.

Since it wasn't going to be an on-going thing, Hubby didn't bother world building, and instead had a dungeon randomly generated for us.

IT. KEPT. US. FOUR. SESSIONS. TO. FINISH. THIS. DUNGEON.

So much for a "one-shot", eh?

Well, luckily, we all seem to enjoy the characters we created, and both Wolf and I are eating up the dynamic we created for Cutter and Kriv, so this is just... a standard campaign, I guess? Quarthix's wife has been busy and drained herself, which means she hasn't really been running HER campaign, so Quarthix already talked to Hubby, and created a character for ours. Now that we are out of the ziggurat, we can meet his character on Thursday. Rozsavaria is also looking for a new playgroup, so if we can physically fit six people in our living room - me, Hubby, Wolfhearted, Omnibladestrike, Quarthix, and Rozsavaria - with a large enough table to play on, then she's in too. It's going to be tricky though, since Hubby needs a side to himself for DM stuff, and our card table isn't large enough for nearly 2 to a side.... it will be interesting though to see how this campaign goes now that Hubby is back to actually creating the campaign/world again. It's been a while since he's done any world building.

We'll see how it goes this Thursday...

Anyway, yeah, that was the Big Thing from this past Wednesday: FINALLY finishing our "one-shot" campaign.

Continuing with the socialization Hubby and I did while on vacation, last Thursday was Rozsavaria's birthday...
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...but she was a bit too wiped with other Birthdaying things to hang out. So instead she swung by Friday and.... we drank, and drank, and drank some more.


Vacations are fun, kiddies!

We played Unstable Unicorns and Monopoly Gamer: Mario Kart with drinking rules and... let's just say we crashed at about 9pm - we started at about 3pm - and yes, Roz spent the night like a responsible adult. Word of advice: don't try playing drinking games with my husband. It's bad enough that he's basically The King of Games from Yu-Gi-Oh, but he also doesn't get drunk without an inhuman amount of alcohol...

Roz and I, on the other hand...
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To save our livers, we switched over to Truth or Dare instead of taking shots in the later portion of Monopoly. We also devoured about half a loaf of wheat bread between the two of us....

Saturday, surprisingly, I did NOT wake up with a hangover. Probably because Hubby practically funneled water down our throats the night before to make sure we were well hydrated.
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Saturday saw the post-holiday return of Anime Night, although we did start late with it. See, Saturday was my first day back to work, but I also had to stay about an hour or so after closing. The town's Christmas parade, Christmas tree lighting ceremony, and photos with Santa were all on Saturday, to kick off the holiday season. Santa always has pictures taken on my work's large front porch, so my co-worker and I stuck around to monitor that, run electric to the Christmas tree we had set up for the photos and the DJ who was also on the porch, and pass out hot cocoa to the kids waiting in line outside.

It was hella cold though, so poor Santa only had about a dozen kids show up in the hour that he was there. I... was inside and didn't realize the massive parade crowd scattered without stopping to see Santa. So I was zipping away with my assembly line of hot cocoa, and WAY overdid it for the "crowd" we got.

In the end, I ended up taking home a carafe of THIRTY-SIX CUPS of hot cocoa for me and the guys... I think Hubby and I are down to about 10 cups by now... which reminds me, I should break some out of the fridge and heat it up to finish writing this blog. Mmmmm morning hot cocoa.
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Oh! Right! I forgot to mention another thing I did to let my mind wander... Bitmoji!

So, the app updated to now include something I had wanted pretty much since I downloaded it: further customization!
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I can still grab pre-designed outfits via that hanger icon, OR I can customize a more simplistic outfit. I have an assortment of shirt, pant, shoe, and cover shirt/jacket designs to pick from, as well as a descent selection of colors. That little toggle on the side of the Tops and Bottoms selection screens also allows me to decide if I want the shirt tucked or untucked. I could make my Bitmoji have even MORE of my style of clothing!

Here's the finished product if I were to dress her as close to accurate as possible.
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By and large, I should have on that dark gray/black cover shirt. Mostly because my skin tone does not work well with yellow. However, I kind of have a blue and gold/yellow color theme going for my LycoRogue online persona - mostly because those were my college colors, but also because I love the blue/yellow color combo - so I decided to switch it up for my Bitmoji.
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The yellow doesn't look so bad on her...

The BEST part, especially for me, since I frequently switch between my LycoRogue design and IRL design, THERE'S NOW A CLOSET!!!!
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I don't know if it only keeps the last 6 outfits your Bitmoji has worn, or if it will keep building as I keep switching out outfits, but it's so cool that I can now easily shift between Bitmoji designs. I still have to go through the tediousness of switching out the hair color and style for my IRL version, but it's a lot less annoying than having to scroll through about 50 outfits to find the other one I had my avatar wearing.
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So, now I can have a "cold months" avatar here that still has that blue and gold/yellow theme! Whoot!
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OH! Maybe I can better generate outfits for My Girls now!

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I'm having too much fun with this app....

Okay. Okay. Okay. I haven't been COMPLETELY in Vacay-Mode all week. I HAVE been doing some semblance of "work" with regards to writing.

Kinda, sorta....

Back before NaNo started, I had signed up for the Miraculous Ladybug fandom Secret Santa gift exchange. I have all of December. I can come up with a new story throughout the month of December. Prior to my birthday, I was cranking out a story a month anyway. I could easily do this!

I got my assigned Miraculer via email early November, and I've been periodically stalking their Tumblr account since. When each of us signed up for the exchange, we had to fill out a survey stating our personal preferences on if we want fanart and/or fanfiction, what themes we'd like, what ships we wouldn't mind receiving, which ships or topics we want to avoid, and what ratings we don't mind receiving: General Audience, Teen, Mature, Explicit, etc. In the email with my assigned Miraculer for the exchange, I also received all of those preferences, as someone else got mine in their email. So I know what themes/ships they would like, and which they want me to avoid. Still, I don't know this person, so might as well check out their Tumblr to try to get to know them better. Try to go through their ML tags to see what fantheories or tropes they tend to lean towards.

I still got nothing.


I changed tactics, and started searching for other Christmas themed fanfics and fanart to try to inspire me. Now, although it's a Secret Santa exchange, it doesn't HAVE to relate to the holidays. Still, it's due late-December, it's part of a Secret Santa, and most people are in a holiday mood now anyway. How can I not make it Christmas/winter themed?

To try to help inspire me, last week, among the other vacation-y things I have been doing, and then during the past couple days of work, when I have some down time, I've been reading some quick Christmas-y one-shot stories.

They've been cute, but nothing has really struck me yet for my own story. I even attempted talking it through with Hubby, since that seems to be the key I've been missing for YEARS. Still not really anything. He's into Pokemon: Sword right now, and I don't know how much he was actually paying attention this time as he was also focused on defeating a gym....

Bad timing on my part....

As I was going to bed last night, however, I had the slightest hint of a potential idea. It would be a rare case of me writing just pure fluff with no real drama in it if I follow the train of thought I was on while passing out, so we'll see.

All I know is that, with how controversial the song is, I REALLY need to stop plotting out a "Baby, It's Cold Outside" song-fic between Chat Noir/Adrien and Ladybug.... Although, the Idina Menzel and Michael Buble lyric rewrite isn't as problematic, and could work with teenage characters.... At least it isn't the "too woke for its own good" version that John Legend and Kelly Clarkson just released...


Side note: With them rewriting pretty much the WHOLE SONG, Legend and Clarkson still kept the "But maybe just a cigarette more" line!?!?! Just.... no.... go away... this song is way worse than the controversial original.

Anyway, if anyone has any fun Christmas-or-winter-themed prompt ideas or short fics or fanart/fancomics they want to send my way, feel free to drop a link in the description. I need help for this one.

Especially since I'm also completely sidetracking myself this week!

We have another Friday the 13th this week, and it's the last one until March 2020. It's not THAT far away, but still, I kind of want to take advantage whenever Friday the 13th comes up, and make them Chat Noir/Plagg appreciation days within the fandom. So I'm planning on getting another short fic up before Friday. Thing is, much like last Friday the 13th, I don't really have anything planned. So I need to crank my mind into gear for this. Any fun writing prompts for that you guys wish to share?

Backtracking a touch, over the Thanksgiving weekend I got to see my mom again for the first time since June, and so she managed to finally give me my birthday gift:
This is only part of my gift. I also got a
table top game and a Triforce alarm clock.
They are chakra alignment beads. The one with the heart is to help focus all 7 chakra points, and the blue one - made of lapis lazuli - is supposed to help specifically with the throat chakra, although some sources have it as the stone for the third eye chakra, and various sources have different assortments of stones in their list of seven. So, take this all with a grain of salt?

Anyway, lapis lazuli supposedly "promotes critical thinking, so it's perfect for people who are writers, journalists, psychologists, and executives by profession." It also is supposed to promote awareness of my spiritual purpose in life, promote confidence and courage, encourage me to speak from the soul, spark enlightenment, and surround me with tranquil and calming energies. Finally, lapis lazuli is the gemstone of communication, intuition, inner power, honor, wisdom, love, fidelity, harmony, spirituality, and removal of negativity.

Considering the inconsistency of information I found online about this topic, I don't know how much I subscribe to it. However, work or no, placebo-effect or not, ever since my mom gave these to me - and I've worn them daily since - I have felt a bit calmer and focused.

It could be because they do indeed work. It could be a placebo effect: I'm expecting to be calmer, so I am. It could be the fact that these were given with love from my mom, and with the intention to help me through my tough times, and I just feel that love whenever I wear these beads, and THAT helps calm and focus me. It could all just be a simple coincidence since I've only had the beads for a week, and I WAS on vacation.

Regardless, I'm feeling better since getting them, and, trusting that they work - even on a purely placebo/psychological-trickery sort of way - I'm hoping that these beads help me find my stories this week/month. Besides, they're just pretty, and so I'd wear them regardless....

OH! And speaking of finding stories! I have a couple of shout-outs to make!

First and foremost, as of last week, Cyhyr was able to switch her profile pic to this:
Designed by the people at NaNoWriMo
I think she said this was her first win? So let's all give her a huge congrats! The project still needs polishing, but I'll be sure to share once she has it posted somewhere.

Huge congratulations to you, Cy!
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Another congrats goes out to Omnibladestrike. He was hitting a writer's block with his main story, so he moved onto another one within the saga he's writing. He now has two chapters up for it, but, since it's original content, it seems like he's having a hard time getting views. So let's give Omni some love!

Summary: A shadow has spread across the land of Akierna. Kingdom after kingdom has fallen; even the grandest of armies have crumbled. A collection of survivors now seek a home on a new continent. After a massive storm sunk their ship, Raina, the queen of the Dragonesium kingdom, now leads her people into a hopeful future.

Chapters: 2 out of ?

Word Count: 4,050

Rating: Teen and older
There is violence, due to the war time atmosphere, but it's not graphically described. Still, if blood and/or death mentions are triggers, just know they're in there. Otherwise, go give this guy some love and let him know we want more of his story.

I also need another shout-out for a shout-out for me! This faithful reader of mine actually has a different user name on every site she has followed me on, so, since the shout-out was on Tumblr, we'll just use her Tumblr account name.

Long-time readers of this blog knows my love for EdenDaphne and both her art and writing. Well, on her Tumblr, someone commented about a previously suggested ML fanfic promotional blog no longer being active. Eden was then asked if she had a list of fic recommendations or author recommendations. She listed quite a few authors - a lot of which I would have also hands-down suggested - and then apologized that she knew she was missing a lot of great writers. She then told her followers to feel free to reblog with even more author suggestions.

Well, I was shocked to find that LivreVer made sure to go ahead and drop four more names, and *I* was one of those authors! Like... huh!? I got an author rec? On Tumblr? It honestly kept me about two friggen weeks to fully process that. Even with knowing how encouraging my readers are, stuff like this still surprises me. I just had to share the love, so I went ahead and added Taurus Pixie and Megatraven to the list, and in turn Megatraven added names of her own. It's so great to see authors getting recognized like this! Which reminds me, I need to check out the other authors LivreVer suggested.

For those curious, the other authors are:

Another thing I need to do is remember that it's okay to promote my OWN works as much as I've been promoting other people's. While it's nice that Eden started up a thread of people sharing their favorite fic writers, and there is the blog ao3feed-ladynoir that seems to indiscriminately reblog stories published on AO3 and FFN as long as they're tagged with some part of the Love Square, I also found another blog I need to really pay attention to.

Discoveringmiraculouswriters is exactly what it sounds like: "This is a blog meant to reblog and spread the works of writers in the fandom for them to become more popular!" A way to try to get my name out there more. I really REALLY need to remember it, and make sure to send them links to my stories.

HOWEVER, there are two hurdles. First is that it looks like the reblogged stories are all Tumblr stories, and since my works are too long for Tumblr more often than not, I don't know if I'd be one of the writers they'd promote. Secondly, I have to send them my stories to begin with and... I... can't????

I don't know why, but I just have this block. It's cool to promote OTHER PEOPLE'S work because I genuinely enjoy it and find it good and want these pieces of creativity to get more love. However, saying the same thing about my OWN stories - outside of here on my blog or over on my personal Tumblr - feels... cocky??? I don't know why, but I guess that's why LivreVer's shout-out meant so much to me, because it meant SHE believed enough in my work that SHE thought others should read it.

I just need to get past my mental block. I'll never get anywhere as a professional - assuming I get to that point - if I'm afraid that promoting my story seems cocky.

I dunno. I've got a LOT on my plate for this week. Buuuut, I'm already over three hours late publishing this post, and it's stupid-long, so I should stop using this blog to procrastinate and get started on that Friday the 13th fic.
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