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Monday, July 31, 2023

The Conclusion of CB vs RUST... Oh yeah... and I wrote Stuff, Too

Est. Read Time: 34min (8min if you don't read the conclusion of the Raymond vs Lang NoPixel saga)

Hoooooo boy! I'm- I'm getting later and later with these monthly blog posts. Aren't I? Talk about under the wire, huh?

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First of all, this month's font is back to Mali. I'm still trying to sort out which one I like best. So, yet again, I open the floor to you fine folks. Feel free to let me know below what you think about this font vs others I've shown off this year.

As for what happened this month, the start of July was a touch busy... obviously, with Independence Day on the 4th. Then I didn't really have any writing to talk about yet, so I didn't really have much to even say. Then I DID do some writing, but because I was doing said writing I didn't have the extra time to also work on my blog. Then, the back end of July has been a bit chaotic.

I had my nephew's birthday, my birthday, and then a straight eight-day work week with the coworker that annoys me while my manager took a vacation. Today is my first day off as a 39yo. I have a second day tomorrow. Then I'm at work for another THIRTEEN days straight as my annoying coworker is on HER vacation (she hasn't even been with the company for a year yet).

Meanwhile, heaven forbid I ask for a long weekend three times a year....

If anyone says anything about MY ten-day vacation at the end of the year so I can celebrate Hubby's 40th they can fight me.

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Let's be a bit more positive though. As I've mentioned, I did write something this month. TWO things, actually. Sadly, I didn't note what had inspired me, so I can't relay that over, nor can I use that information to try to re-inspire me to keep going. Not the most brilliant move on my part. Whoops. But, on the 15th I was just STRUCK with a desire to write. I still couldn't really sort out chapter 4 (let alone the next chapter) of Seduce With Caution, so I decided to just jump ahead.

It was time to get into the meat-and-potatoes of the story. Why I started writing it in the first place. I jumped into Act II. Specifically, I figured it was time to get to the conflict of Act II.

Sorry, Mom. This story WAS originally a smut story, so... I wrote the foreplay and the actual smut this month.

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For those of you who don't wish to know how far down the adult-content rabbit hole I went (or those who want to avoid vague story spoilers), you might want to jump ahead to the All Clear Bitmoji.... For the rest of you, feel free to read on. I promise I don't get explicit. This isn't the place for it. Plus, I don't want to give away too many spoilers to my story. It IS going to talk about me writing sex scenes though... soooooooo.... yeah.

The main conflict of Act II is the fact that Marinette and Chat Noir feel comfortable enough in their relationship and committed enough to each other to lose their virginity to each other. The problem there though is that Chat Noir literally can't. His superhero costume is magical and designed to not be able to be removed. Which means he can't disrobe or even expose himself in order to have sex. Not without de-transforming. Trick there though is that Marinette would then know who Chat Noir was. Chat Noir does offer that as a solution at one point, but Marinette is adamant that he CANNOT let her know who he is. For everyone's safety.

Chat Noir is a touch relieved that the only way for the two of them to have sex is for him to de-transform. He figures that would mean that Marinette would only sleep with him if she knew who Chat Noir was; that she'd know she was having sex with her close friend Adrien. He was feeling guilty that she wouldn't know that fact about her lover.

This initial conflict was the first thing I wrote, back on the 15th. Over 3200 words! Not bad for the first narrative I've written since late May.

The incomplete chapter - I still feel like I need to set up the opening a touch more - starts off with a make-out session. The two are getting pretty into it when Chat Noir's costume blocks them from going any further. Chat Noir laments the design choices he made when initially creating the costume. Marinette comments on his inability to take it off. Chat Noir offers to just reveal who he is to her. It would solve their problems with his costume, and help ease his concerns about her not knowing who he is. They get into a lengthy conversation about it. Marinette tries to reassure Chat Noir. It doesn't fully convince him, but it comforts him enough for them to get back into making out. Things get pretty heated, and he is again blocked by his costume. In frustration, he apologizes to Marinette and then leaves to think things through.

Jump ahead a couple of days, and to the last/penultimate chapter of Act II. Marinette has found a solution to Chat Noir's inability to remove his costume problem. She's also reassured him about the whole "don't know Chat Noir's identity" issue. There was some miscommunication between the two of them for a little bit, that made them question their relationship briefly. Then we get to the chapter I wrote: the actual smut in my "smut story".

Chat Noir just revealed that he's ready for their first time, and has utilized Marinette's solution for his costume problem. He's worried that she feels pressured to reciprocate. She reassures him that she's ready as well, and they stumble their way through their first time together. They have a talk about consent and promise to tell each other what they do and don't like to make sure they are as comfortable as possible. There's some awkwardness. Some laughing. Some bashfulness. Some redirection as some things didn't feel good. Classic first time stuff.

I still have the second half of their first time to write, but where I left it feels like a good chapter break. As it stands, the chapter is over 3300 words. Do I keep going so that their first night together is the last chapter of Act II? Or do I break it up into a sort of two-part final chapter, that way I can write half from Marinette's POV and the other half from Adrien's? I'm kind of leaning towards that second option.

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Okay. If you were one of the people who skipped over my discussion of what I wrote this month, fear not. I am done describing. The non-lewd highlights are that I wrote the majority of two different chapters, both taking place in Act II. The first one I wrote on July 15th, and it consists of over 3200 words. The second one I wrote two days later, and that one got to 3300+ words! I go from writing virtually nothing for WEEKS, and then I crank out roughly 6600 words in two days!

On top of the random internal motivation to write this month, I got a nice external boost earlier this week. Remember the local writing group I went to for three or four years prior to the pandemic hitting in 2020? I've transitioned to "mostly online friends but we still talk fairly frequently" with one of the members: Skarabrae-stone. Last Wednesday, they tagged me in a Tumblr "challenge" to list all of our WIP titles. I'm sure there's some that I missed, but here is my list of WIPs that I had posted the following day. Turns out, if I count WIPs I probably won't return to - such as the 365 Days of Writing challenge and Ronoxym's Flash Fiction challenge - I'm up to 24 WIPs! That's stories I've started at least world-building in! It's a much longer list if I include plot bunnies as well!

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Not only did Skarabrae tag me in the game in the first place, but they then asked me to talk more about Seduce With Caution. Naturally, I had to laugh a little because I have a full-on tag on my blog of nothing but me ranting, raving, gushing, and pulling my hair out because of this story! Gave me yet ANOTHER chance to gush about it though. Easier to do after actually working on it this month. Despite not being in the Miraculous Ladybug fandom, Skarabrae still found the concept intriguing, and offered to be a sounding board, should I need it.

Well, of COURSE I had to take them up on the offer! I sent them the master file I have, as well as those two chapters I wrote this month. We'll see what comes of that.

On the flipside, I did offer to be their sounding board for their many projects. I just need to figure out which one intrigues me enough to ask them to elaborate on.

Actually, I have quite a few people to send asks to. Part of the tag game was to tag as many people as you have WIPs. I do NOT know 24 different writers on Tumblr, but I did get about half-way there: 14 people! Already three of the people I've tagged have played along. Off of those 3 people, 5 others have played. Lots of intriguing titles!

Along those lines, I don't know if I simply tagged my answer to Skarabrae's ask just the right way to catch attention, or if some of the people who saw the tag game decided to check in to see if I was asked about any of the WIPs listed, or if I lucked out that the Miraculous Ladybug movie hit Netflix this Friday and people were craving some MariChat content, or if I just plain old lucked into catching attention this weekend. Regardless, that answer I gave to Skarabrae about SWC was liked by them and one other person whom I know follows me. Then there were six other people who liked it as well!? I've checked to see if they were bots, since they are prevalent on Tumblr. All of the blogs that liked my post seem legit though....

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Sooooo.... yeah! Between my own internal motivation getting me excited about this story again, and Skarabrae stoking the fire (excuse the pun???), and just... random ML fans also seemingly intrigued by my concept... Maybe I'll actually get more writing done for this story this upcoming month.

After all, August has been, historically, my "Smut Month" for whatever reason... the summer heat, maybe?

  • 2016: Work on Some Like It Flame Broiled and Rensin's Conquest
  • 2018: Rework of Some Like It Flame Broiled
  • 2019: Write and publish Sparks for the Moment (written in July, not August, but still summer!), ANOTHER rework of Some Like It Flame Broiled and rework on Rensin's Conquest
  • 2020: Start work on Seduce With Caution
  • 2021: Complete restart of Seduce With Caution

So... uh... here's hoping August works its magic again????

Along with the writing I did this month, there was also the two D&D sessions that Hubby hosted. We're all still trying to figure out our characters, but it's been fun stumbling our way through it.

My character Aubrianne has turned out to be a bit... naïve to the ways of the world. She has a good heart, but doesn't quite consider the full consequences. She just rushes in to try her best against any and all challenges; doing what she can to help people. It's caused... interesting results.

The set-up Hubby created for our characters to all meet each other is a festival. Each of the nine regions of the continent take turns hosting a festival showcasing the collective nobility: the Parade of Princes. The region all of our characters are from is the one hosting the festival this month. We have each ventured to the capital in order to attend. After the first event of the festival, Aubrianne has grown a crush on Prince Benson Foxly from the neighboring region. She knows her place as a commoner though, and won't act upon her feelings. She also doesn't want to root against her own prince during the festivities, so her rooting for Benson is in secret... while also rooting for her own prince (and the crowned prince of the realm) as boisterously as possible.

I don't have TOO much to report with regards to our gameplay quite yet. Like I said, we're still just kind of feeling out our characters. So Hubby's been fairly gentle with us the first two games. We're supposed to officially party up for our first real quest next Monday. We'll see how that goes.

With regards to my own creative endeavors, that's all I really have to report. I truly am hoping to have both more to talk about next month and the ability to post sooner than 11:30pm on the last day of the month.

Now, I was going to leave this last part out since it is MASSIVE. Plus, it kept me far too long to put together (when I could have been working on other projects). On top of that, it's not even about my own writing. However, I had already spent the past two months talking about the NoPixel conflict storyline between Raymond Romanov and Lang Buddha. I felt like I owed it to you guys to at least finish recapping the story. That way, if there are people who were interested in what was going on, I don't leave them hanging.

Also... well... the part about my own writing and creativity this month, while more than it has been for months, still only took up roughly an 8min read. Didn't felt worth publishing a blog post with "only" 2000+ words.

That being said... the "recap" of the final couple weeks of the conflict is still roughly a 25min read in and of itself! Which is why I saved it till the end. If you decide to pull the ripcord now, I do not blame you. Thank you for taking the time to read this far. I appreciate you so much. I hope to see you again next month!

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For everyone else: strap in. This is gonna take a hot minute....

Honestly, when the Raymond vs Lang drama on NoPixel died down my husband and I used it as a good time to cut the cord with Ray__C's streaming. We enjoy him greatly, but the man streams for 10+ hours nearly every day! That's... that's just way too much content to keep up with! And it's also way too much content to just sort of jump in mid-way, as evidenced by this unexpected 3-part segment I have had on my blog. So, with Ray, it seems to be kind of all-or-nothing. And we needed a break. Thankfully, he took a break as well. Since he would be in Paris anyway for Twitchcon Europe, he met up with a few of the people who play RUST members, and they went been backpacking through Europe. He got back on the 18th, but Hubby and I are almost afraid to check in on the storyline now....

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All that said, I'm not entirely sure what the true end of the saga is; if it continues past the point that I'm recapping. However, it felt pretty complete. Kind of an anticlimatic conclusion, but you could tell the roleplayers were getting tired with the storyline and wanted to move on. So I'll give them a pass. The whole thing WAS improvised, after all.

Now, even an abridged version of this saga is pretty lengthy, and I already went over most of it last month. So, please feel free to reread last month's post to catch yourself up on some of the more nuanced details. For this month's recap I'm just doing couple-sentence long highlights.

  • Ray__C's character Raymond Romanov was a member of the CLeanbois; a gang created by Buddha's character Lang Buddha. Raymond also considered Lang a brother, and the CLeanbois (CB) as his family. CB lived in the in-game mansion dubbed CLean Manor.
  • Lang went on to create Cerberus, a parent company for all of his many businesses (where he tends to host criminal activities). Raymond and CB co-founder Tony jointly created the street racing team Redline. Raymond created the gang Raymond's Unfortunate Scuff Team, aka RUST.
  • RUST was given their Golden Rule: Don't mess with Raymond's 1st found family, the CLeanbois. The city knew Lang's Golden Rule: Don't cause problems on his property. Unfortunately, a few RUST members were a bit unclear as to where those lines laid.
  • Lang wanted to punish Raymond's in-game adopted son Maxine and new RUST member Kate for kidnapping a Rooster's Rest customer who had bad-mouthed their gang (the kidnapping wasn't the issue, but they did so while still on Rooster's property). Lang and his right hand man Harry threatened to hunt down Maxine and Kate.
    • Raymond blamed Lang's lack of leniency - especially considering RUST had already punished both Maxine and Kate - on Rooster's Rest CEO Penny whispering lies about the situation into Lang's ear.
  • A couple of days later, Lang requested that Raymond bring Maxine to CLean Manor for a parley. Raymond and Maxine were then ambushed by Lang, Harry, and Lang's oldest friend Speedy. Raymond was tranquilized, Maxine was kidnapped with threat of torture and execution, and a fire fight between CB and RUST ensued.
    • Reminder that on NoPixel characters don't actually stay dead after "executions" unless the player wants to permanently kill off the character. Regardless, the threat is still very much roleplayed with the appropriate gravitas as if it were a permeant death.
  • After the shootout, Lang told Raymond that they were through. Raymond wasn't a CLeanboi anymore. The Manor wasn't his home anymore. Lang no longer considered Raymond a brother any longer. Still, Raymond refused to outright betray Lang to the cops despite having more than enough dirt to get Lang locked up for life and the cops stressing this fact to him.
  • Raymond and RUST decided to retaliate against Lang by hosting a free food truck event in the public street just outside of The Rooster's Rest. Penny was forced to close down the restaurant since they didn't have customers. Lang, Harry, Speedy, and fellow CB member Denzel tried to stop the week-long food truck event. They shot at event goers, hijacked one of the trucks, and dropped helicopters onto the event.
  • RUST managed to kidnap Speedy, and got into another shoot-out with Lang, Harry, and Denzel. In a panic, Raymond tried to get Lang, Harry, and RUST member MacGregor some off-the-books medical attention. The cops kept finding them before the doctor could meet up with them, however. When the doctor was finally able to reach them, stressed out RUST member Bruno held her at gunpoint to make sure MacGregor was stabilized first. He then accused Raymond of prioritizing CB over RUST. Bruno and MacGregor then nearly left the gang, either of their own volition or by being ousted for insubordination.
  • Seeking revenge, RUST tried blowing up cars at Cerberus. Harry's adoptive son Zaceed managed to ambush them, and Cerberus CEO Nancy called the cops on RUST, causing both a shoot-out and a police chase. During which, Lang got into his armored car and started hunting down RUST members that got away from the cops. Raymond tried to tell the cops that RUST couldn't surrender because "that armored car is shooting at them!" The cops spiked Raymond's tires, ending the chase and arresting all involved RUST members; Lang, being the mayor during this whole conflict, and his associates went scot-free.
  • Raymond asked for another parley. He was instantly disrespected and threatened, and the parley ended before he could even start negotiating for a truce. Enraged, Raymond gave the go-ahead for his second-in-command Chem (short for his street-name: The Chemist) to follow through with his "Dark Knight" plan. Despite wanting to kidnap Nancy and Penny, as revenge for their parts in the war, RUST ended up grabbing Nancy and fellow Deputy Mayor Eve.
  • Cops and Lang were able to find RUST before they could execute Plan: Dark Knight. There was a long chase and then a Last Stand fire-fight on a highway overpass. The fire fight ended up taking down something like 8 members (??) of RUST along with their opposition: Nancy, Eve, Harry, Lang, and 20 out of the 22 cop characters that were logged on at the time!!!
  • Four out of the six RUST High Command (including Raymond) were jailed and put on HUT (Hold Until Trial). Their HUT lasted nearly a week.
    • Raymond spent the time interacting with his three lawyers - James Haze, Grace Daniels, and Maya Mahmoud - as well as some "Lifers" (characters with a prison life sentence, and so the players exclusively roleplay within the prison).
    • RUST was charged with Coop's Law, a very rarely used in-game rule to put away characters that prove a repeat threat to civilians. It was a way for early NoPixel to combat the Griefers that other GTAOnline servers suffered. Along with jail time, the Coop's Law charge was seeking a 5 million dollar fine from Raymond and 1 to 2.5 million dollars each for the rest of RUST.
  • Despite Tony promising Raymond that he would stay neutral in the war between CB and RUST, he planted a spy camera in the prison visitation room for Lang. He also brought back intel that RUST was about 20min from getting a bail hearing. Enraged at the prospect that Raymond might get out of jail, Harry - unmasked - ran into the visitation room and shot down RUST hang-around and prospective member Nana, RUST high command member Perez's in-game girlfriend Cassie, and two out of Raymond's three lawyers.
    • Suspecting Tony was somehow involved in the shooting, an enraged Perez threatened him. When Raymond yelled at Perez for doing so and told him to not touch Tony, Perez called Tony back up to instead threaten Redline's 2nd in command (and Tony's ex-boyfriend) Goofy, assuming it would be the equivalent of going after RUST's visitors at the prison.
    • With 2 out of his 3 lawyers recovering in the hospital and his 3rd one not "awake" (logged on), Raymond had to postpone his bail hearing. Once his lawyers could be present, Raymond and the other HUT RUST members (excluding Perez) were given a long police escort to the courthouse.
    • Perez wasn't properly put on HUT, and when the game mechanics allowed him to leave the prison early the cop characters roleplayed that it was a prison break. Perez was instantly captured, placed back in jail, and listed ineligible for bail.

Okay. So, that's just everything that happened between mid-May (the kidnapping from Rooster's Rest) and early-June (Harry shooting up the prison visitors)! Sadly, due to how crazy-busy Hubby and I were the back half of June, we weren't able to watch Ray__C as much. Which means there's a lot of daily events that I ended up missing, but we'll see how much of the back end of this saga I can recap for you fine folks.

  • Raymond, Chem, and fellow RUST high command member Kiwi were able to get bail. Bail was originally set for the $5million that Raymond was charged with along with Coop's. However, since Raymond was able to convince the judge that RUST was under possible attack and would need to protect themselves, the judge just set the bail at $4million and allowed Raymond to use the last million dollars towards hiring bodyguards. The bail conditions included Raymond not getting drunk (so his character can't consume anything listed as alcohol), not being in possession of a firearm (originally it was all weapons, but then the judge thought it would be funny if Raymond had a knife to defend himself against people trying to shoot him), staying off of all Cerberus properties (which Lang had already banned him from anyway), and not interacting with Cerberus employees directly. Raymond, Chem, and Kiwi would also be considered accessories if any RUST members broke any laws while they were on bail.
  • With nothing better to do that wouldn't break bail, most of the next day was spent at the RUST compound with Raymond's security detail and taking meetings. Two RUST members had purposefully attempted to stay neutral in the CB vs RUST war since they technically worked for Cerberus (exceptions to Raymond's bail condition since they are RUST members). While Raymond talked with them, they joked about getting him civilian jobs within Cerberus. One such job is Dodo Freight: you sign in at the warehouse and then drive a box truck around the city to various delivery points marked on your map. You drop boxes off at those delivery spots, and then go back to the warehouse to return the truck. Upon returning the truck you get paid. Aside from a pseudo-freelance job as a flight instructor, Raymond had never held a civilian job before, making nearly all of his money off criminal activity. He joked that this is the perfect time – when he's being hunted and a security detail is trying to keep him safe – to try his first Dodo run. You could instantly tell how exasperated the head of the security company (Solomon) was by this SBS* play (but you could also tell that the player was having fun with this kind of roleplay because it was more interesting than having his character just stand around the ScrapYard for hours on end). Raymond even upped the SBS ante by also taking a selfie of himself in uniform in front of the Dodo warehouse and the box truck he was driving. He than twatted** out that he's trying his first ever Dodo run and included the selfie.
    • *SBS is short for "small brain syndrome". Basically, it refers to people who can't think of (or refuse to consider) the big picture or the consequences of their actions (such as purposefully putting oneself in danger by publicly announcing one is about to do a delivery run while being actively hunted); situations that are dumb for the sake of being silly, goofy, and dumb/entertaining; or the inability to keep up with a semi-complicated conversation/plot.
    • **Twatter is the in-game version of Twitter (now rebranded as X), therefore "twat" is the in-game version of "tweet".
  • The whole day was just that sort of SBS casual, goofy role play.
    • Buddha (the player) is now the CEO of NoPixel, and used his administrative powers to have Lang pack up Raymond's stuff from the Manor and send it to the RUST compound via box truck.
    • Whenever something suspicious happened within or around the RUST compound Raymond – out of reflex – was the first to poke his head out and check on it, only to be IMMEDIATELY reprimanded by Solomon and shooed out of sight.
    • Sometimes NoPixel players try to recreate reality TV shows or "the losers die" drama 'reality shows', such as the South Korean hit Squid Game. The week after Raymond was released on bail the city was hosting a "Survivor"-like game, and Raymond wanted to try out for it. He was told by his friend Kermy that he needed an audition tape, so they went to the airport Raymond freelances at, and rented a military plane to fly in for the opening shot of his audition tape. Raymond then forgot to lower the landing gear, and ended up blowing up both the plane and Kermy's car (with Kermy inside). Solomon playfully asked if Raymond offering to teach his team how to fly earlier was a joke and noted that his team shouldn't be at fault for Raymond's injuries since they could only save him from himself for so long.
    • While Raymond was waiting for Kermy to record his audition tape for "Survivor" Raymond ran into Chatterbox, the head of the Clowns (a Joker-esque gang). Chatterbox told Raymond that they have a common enemy: Lang Buddha. He then told Raymond he had a fantastic plan. He knew that the best way to hurt Lang isn't to go after him specifically but to instead go after his loved ones, and then Chatterbox proceeded to relay the "Dark Knight Plan" over to Raymond with a straight face (clearly the player had watched some of RUST's streams and saw their "Dark Knight Plan" and decided to have his character relay it over to Raymond word-for-word and act like it was his original idea.) Raymond was like "uuuuh, I'll have to get back to you about that" since it was the failed plan that resulted in the highway fire fight and RUST getting HUT. He then talked to one of his RUST members who told him, "You know Chem got that idea from The Joker, right? And The Clowns are related to The Joker? We basically stole the idea from them..."
  • The last day before the trial, Raymond continued the SBS roleplay, starting with another Dodo run (complete with selfie and twat again). The first stop (which is randomly generated when you start the job) was the building across the street from the Rooster's Rest, funny enough! So, of course, everyone was extra on edge while Raymond was purposefully chill and a little slow with making his box drop-offs. The next stop was right next to Betta Life, the Cerberus business that Kitty (Raymond's ex and Goofy's wife) runs. The third stop was near the Yokai house, which had Ray on edge because Yokai had just declared war against Redline (Kate promised to stay neutral since she's a member of the Yokai racing team). The war between Yokai and Redline meant a lot of gun fire and cars zipping around, and neither Raymond nor his security detail could confirm if everything was related to the street race war or if any of it was aimed at Raymond. Thankfully, the last 2 stops were less eventful before Raymond finished the job at the warehouse. When he went to pull up to the warehouse the security detail warned that the parking lot was swarmed by people waiting for Raymond. Thankfully, it turned out to all be RUST and Redline members. Raymond had texted Tony earlier asking for a one-on-one meeting to talk about what happened at the prison. Redline was there to let Raymond know that Tony was "awake" and waiting for him.
  • Raymond went to the meeting, accompanied by his 6 security guards, who refused to stay outside the meeting room despite Tony's request. Raymond compromised by having his security wait in the back of the room, by the only entrance. That way they could keep him safe - as is their job - but they would be too far away from the actual meeting to listen in. The only other people in attendance were the two RUST members that worked for Cerberus, and that was because they were higher-ups in Redline and were there as mediators. There was also a side room with the door closed and marked as locked that got Raymond and the guards all on edge. The way Tony was acting during the meeting made it hilariously obvious that Lang, Harry, Denzel, and/or Speedy* were in that side room listening in. Especially since Raymond was purposefully calling Harry a lapdog and a POS, and every time Raymond badmouthed Harry Tony would speak loudly about how amazing Harry is and how Raymond should watch his mouth, only to then talk soft and normal again the next sentence (so he clearly wasn't getting mad, he was just covering). The biggest bit of drama during that meeting was Kitty - another Redline higher-up - about to go feral because Goofy was threatened by RUST and she felt disrespected by the security guards because they refused to leave the private meeting room or present her with IDs. Raymond was able to more-or-less smooth things over to the point where Tony and Redline might actually be neutral this time, but Tony was given a warning that if he is even remotely tied to Lang and company's attacks on RUST Raymond wasn't going to hold his boys back again.
    • *turns out it was indeed Lang and Speedy in the side room listening in. Lang was also texting Tony during the meeting to see if it was safe to ambush Raymond again. Thankfully, they never had a clear opening this go. Probably because of the security team.
  • Raymond then had a few more meetings at the RUST compound. During one of those meetings, the one character that Raymond was interacting with was very squirrelly: “Why do you have a security team? Is it safe to talk to you if someone is trying to kill you? Why is your meeting room lined with open windows!?”* As they were talking, Raymond glitched. The world vanished around him and the character model looked like it was flailing while falling into a void. When the character “resurfaced” he spawned in the parking lot back at the Redline compound he met Tony at. Despite not leaving on the best of terms with Redline, Raymond was just like, “Uh... can one of you drive me back to the RUST compound?” Thankfully, a RUST member was still there and brought him back to the ScrapYard. Raymond's security detail was wondering where he went and he needed to explain the situation and warn them what car he was in so they could get back into the compound. When Raymond got back to the squirrelly guy he was meeting with, the guy was like, “WHAT HAPPENED!? DID LANG GET TO YOU!?” Raymond joked that it is possible now that Lang “has these new powers he is still trying out.”**
    • *the windows are purely decorative. You can't snipe someone through windows, the game literally won't allow it, but a lot of role players still act as if it were possible since it would be IRL
    • **Ray was probably referencing Buddha's new admin privileges now that he's CEO of the server. Especially since, when someone glitches like that, they tend to respawn where their game was last stable; usually somewhere only about 10min back in their gameplay. The fact that Raymond spawned in a semi-hostile area that he was at over an hour before did bring into question if Buddha was messing with Ray__C.
  • The trial was the next day, and took over two real-time hours to roleplay through! I have to admit, it was kind of rough to watch as a Ray__C fan.
    • He had to remind his chat multiple times that his lawyers are PLAYING lawyers and are not ACTUAL lawyers. His chat was getting so toxic and overly invested as they screamed about (a) his lawyers throwing, (b) the persecution's lawyer overly objected to everything, (c) half of the evidence against RUST being game mechanics that can't be roleplayed into the narrative, and so it shouldn't be included, and (d) all of the witness testimony was a waste of time.
    • Most of the persecution's witnesses straight up lied, but since the cops had been sweeping evidence against Lang under the rug the defense lawyers had nothing to prove perjury. One such lie was linking RUST to the multiple explosions at Rooster's Rest*. When it was Raymond's turn to testify, since the character has ALWAYS been vague and noncommittal when talking to cops, he defaulted to never mentioning anyone by name and answering with "I believe" or "I was informed" which turned most of his testimony into hearsay despite him literally being there to witness the events. Finally, the DEFENSE, for some unknown reason, called Zaceed (Harry's son and main aggressor along with Harry and Speedy in all of these conflicts) as THEIR witness. The prosecutor interjected with, "I would like to remind the witness of his 5th Amendment rights..." and Zaceed was like, "Nah, I'm good" only to then respond to every question with "I can't recall". Even for the question "Is Harry Brown your father," Zaceed was so far into the bit at that point that he just broke out laughing and choked out, "I can't recall."
      • *The "explosions" were actually Lang accidentally crashing the cargobob after hijacking a food truck, and Lang et. al. dropping helicopters onto the food truck event. However, since RUST was hosting said event, both of those instances were used as evidence against RUST with regards to putting "average citizens" in danger.
    • The guy playing the judge did try to lighten up everyone's time during the trial and brought in a lot of humor to the proceeding. He also attempted to rein everything in as much as possible so as to not waste everyone's time (both the players and the viewers).
      • At one point the persecution was trying to push back against Raymond's claim that he was tranquilized at CLean Manor (something that 100% happened) because there was a game-mechanic glitch that didn't include "tranquilized" as a status affect Raymond had on him when the cops found him. This is just one example of those "that's a game mechanic and can't be used as evidence" instances. The judge walked over to Raymond, held out his gun, and asked him "were you tranquilized?!" Raymond instantly shouted, "yes," and the judge put the gun away saying, "he was tranq'd. Let's move on."
      • Due to how chaotic and jumbled the trial was (you can watch the trial via Ray's YouTube channel), the judge had to take 24hrs to deliberate. His main concern was the use of Coop's Law. While it would apply, it's kind of a shitty call to slap it on a character instead of using it as punishment for poor roleplaying.
    • In the end, the judge did agree that it was a back-and-forth between RUST and Cerberus, but that doesn't forgive RUST for their crimes. He found them guilty, and convicted them under Coop's Law. He then declared that RUST would be THE LAST people to be convicted under Coop's. The law would be erased from the penal code. Instead, a new law - one that has semi-less vague wording - would take its place. A law pushed forward by Lang as one of his final acts as mayor: Restricting Undesireable Serial Targetings Act (or the RUST act). The RUST Act was designed to enact "harsher punishments against criminals who commit targeted violence against civilians and commercial entities." [from Lang's Events: Mayoralship page]
      • Raymond was sentenced 2 years in prison and 5 years on parole. In the case of penal sentences, each "year" is a real-world day. So, 2 more full days of his character in jail, and then 5 days of his character acting under parole.
      • Much like when the RUST members were on HUT, a lot of Raymond's friends and RUST members visited him while he was in jail. Two such friends were Yuno and Mickey, CLeanboi members who are closest to Raymond and stayed neutral during the conflict. They both told Raymond to just apologize to Lang, and indirectly blamed Raymond and RUST for the conflict escalating. To be fair to them, Raymond didn't explain himself too well, and so it did sound like he and Lang were equally at fault, instead of Raymond just responding to Lang's aggression.
  • After Raymond got back out of jail, he was contacted by Lang's disowned son Yeager. Yeager and Lang had a major falling out a few months prior to the conflict with Raymond starting. Yeager did not hide the fact that he didn't care what happened to Lang. Yeager's player vigors even messaged Ray__C as his character, simply saying, "Ray, habibi" at the start of the conflict with Lang. Despite Yeager not being around to help prior to the trial, Raymond hoped Yeager reaching out meant they would ally against Lang.
    • Yeager invited Raymond and a small handful of his closest allies to his island Sanguine Isle. This is a weird part of the game map. It's technically its own map, but it's not a sub-server or anything. You could, in theory, travel from the main game map to the island if you knew where to go. The standard "wall" that kept you locked onto the Los Santos map wouldn't be there, and you could transition to the Sanguine Isle map. More often than not, though, there was a sort of "loading screen" of your characters getting onto a plane that takes off and than lands in Sanguine Isle (kind of like fast travel in other video games or traveling to a different island in Animal Crossing: New Horizons)
    • Once Raymond and his entourage arrived, Yeager invited them to his courtyard. He then handed Raymond an AK rifle, a weapon that was pseudo-banned in-game, and so there's a limited supply of them to avoid flooding the market. Another reason why Raymond was shocked that Harry got away with using one to shoot up the prison. Anyway, Yeager offered Raymond the chance to try out the gun to see how it handles before pricing out how much it would cost to fit RUST with more semi-automatics. Yeager also priced up a number of explosives, offering to just give a bunch of them to RUST to start... as long as they used them in their retaliation against Lang.
    • Excited for the new partnership, Raymond and his friends followed Yeager to his office to talk shop a bit more. Except, Yeager was actually leading Raymond et. al. to a trap room hidden in his mansion. As soon as Raymond opened the door it transported him and his friends into a water-logged room where they quickly drowned.
    • Turned out that, while Yeager was originally on RUST's side in their conflict with Lang, the fact that RUST kidnapped Eve instead of Penny was their undoing. Eve is a member of The Guild, a pseudo-gang that Yeager was once a part of before being disowned by Lang, but a group he still considers family (very much like Raymond and CB). In a sort of "the enemy of my enemy is my friend" mentality, Yeager's and Lang's joint hatred for RUST over the attempted murder of Eve brought them back together. Yeager baited Raymond, drowned him, told him to keep his hands off of Guild members, and then handed him over to Lang, who told Raymond, "I'm always ten steps ahead of you, buddy." (which caused Ray__C to break out in laughter and joy over the new plot twist)
    • Yeager had told Lang that Raymond was GSR positive after trying out the rifle, and even let Raymond keep the AK on him to further frame him. Lang used a helicopter to bring Raymond back into the city and on top of one of the taller buildings in Los Santos: the casino. Lang then gave a speech about Raymond losing everything and how the Raymond that Lang knew died a long time ago*. Lang then threw Raymond off the top of the casino. Thankfully, the EMT that found Raymond knew of the conflict with the mayor, and set up protection around him.
      • *probably referencing the story arc where Raymond was forced into anger management; coming out the more calm and calculating Raymond who runs RUST, as opposed to the "shoot first, ask questions later" enforcer he was in CB
  • Now confined to a wheelchair while his back healed, Raymond was taken to the police station to question what happened to him. Raymond being Raymond, refused to outright say that Yeager drowned him and his friends, and that Lang threw him off the casino roof. He alluded to both things - including mentioning that he drowned while on Yeager's island - but never explicitly stated that's what happened (although, to be fair, since he was still unconscious from drowning, Raymond wouldn't know Lang was the one to throw him off the casino). The cop Raymond talked to said that he believed Raymond was being set-up, and wasn't going to charge him for the guns he had on him. Which means he wasn't considered breaking parole. Hooray! 
  • Now that Raymond had some trust in this cop, he called him to let the cop know that Mickey had contacted Raymond and wanted to meet up. Considering what had just happened with Yeager, Raymond wanted to make sure the cops investigated Mickey if Raymond went missing shortly after the meet-up. Raymond then called Kitty and left her the exact location that he was meeting Mickey so at least someone would know where to start looking for him, should the need arise.
    • Most of this concern came from the fact that, despite now being friends, Raymond once "ocean dumped"* Mickey. It was the main reason he was forced into anger management in the first place. While Mickey had since forgiven Raymond, he had also asked to meet up with Raymond in the exact same spot Raymond had ocean dumped him. Raymond was fearful that Mickey was going to betray him and ocean dump him in retaliation.
      • *An "ocean dump" is a bit of what it says on the tin: one character dumps another character in the ocean. Specifically, it's after the dumpee is unconscious, usually from an execution-style headshot, but it can be from torture/beating/being shot elsewhere. The dumpee can then decide if they want to perma-kill their character. If not, then it's an unwritten rule on NoPixel that the dumpee, upon either being rescued or "washing up on the shore" and recovering from their injuries, roleplays amnesia in relation to the ocean dump. They don't remember what happened, and generally don't recall who dumped them. If an ocean dump is the result of being blooded out of a gang, the dumpee forgets key information that can be used against their former gang. The dumpee can then slowly regain their memory. Also, the amount of memory initially lost is subject to the player, but general rule of thumb is "story first".
      • Mickey truly did just want a heart-to-heart with Raymond, and used the "ocean dump" spot as a metaphor of what they were both capable of overcoming.
    • As the two were bonding and Mickey was trying to get Raymond to end the feud with Lang, a couple of cop cars pulled up on the beach. Soon they were flanked by about 5 cop cars with their lights going. Mickey was in shock as the cops thanked him for getting a hardened criminal off the streets. Raymond was arrested for breaking parole, and was escorted into one of the cop cars as he yelled "What did you do?" to Mickey. Raymond then hung his head and muttered about being betrayed yet again by family as Mickey swore that he didn't know what was going on. As the cops drove away you could see that there was at least EIGHT cop cars there just to escort Raymond to the station! Ray__C was in hysterics over the excessive police detail.
      • Turns out, Mickey was telling the truth, and the shock on his player Blau's face was priceless. Raymond's unknowingly turned himself in. When he was talking to the cops about what happened to him on Yeager's island, he had forgotten that Sanguine Isle is a sovereign state. Admitting he was there also meant that Raymond admitted to "fleeing" the city while on parole. Since Raymond WAS GSR positive as well, the higher-ups also charged him with gun possession despite the obvious plant. Not only was the possession another violation of his parole, but the illegality of the guns made the possession all the worse. The cop that Raymond had talked to believed he shouldn't be charged with anything, but when the higher-ups saw the cop's report they decided to charge Raymond. Since Raymond also let the cop - and Kitty - know where he was going and who he was meeting with, it was easy for the cops to track him down for the arrest.
  • Raymond was charged for 4200 months (or 70 real-world hours) for breaking parole. Soon after going to prison, one of the Lifers informed Raymond that there were new corrections officer cadets that he should look out for. Turns out the cadets were Speedy and Lang! Raymond tried to set up a prison riot so he could get to and stab Speedy and Lang.
    • Unfortunately, one of the people in the riot planning was an informant for Speedy. He gave the other guards the heads up about the riot and that he and Lang were the main targets.
    • Lang set Denzel and Harry up as snipers along the prison roof with express orders to shoot any RUST members on sight because they are probably trying to smuggle in weapons for the riot (which is accurate, Raymond was trying to get a RUST member to air-drop knives).
    • Misunderstanding their assignment, Denzel and Harry started firing on Raymond as he ran from the visitation building to the main prison yard. The other guards locked Raymond up inside the infirmary to protect him from the assassination attempt. Raymond ended up missing the riot... which is probably for the best because it did not go well for the prisoners.
    • Raymond refused to work with the cops again since every time he did it screwed him over. Because of this stubbornness, the cops didn't have the statement they needed to actually charge Harry and Denzel for the attack. Whoops. Worse yet, because Lang and Speedy were now corrections officers, they were privy to the cops' progress on this investigation.
    • Missing her boyfriend on her birthday and wanting to help him with the riot, Raymond's in-game girlfriend Nunu parachuted into the prison. She was then quickly tasered and captured by the officers. Enraged, Raymond tried to ambush the cops to rescue Nunu. It did not end well for him either.
  • Within a week of Raymond getting out of prison again he managed to steal Lang's armored car, the one with the mini-guns in the headlights that Lang used to shoot down RUST members. When Lang and Nancy tried to recover the car, Raymond used the miniguns to blow up Nancy's car with the two of them inside. He then parked Lang's armored car next to their bodies and blew that up too.
    • In retaliation, Lang had the casino set up a tournament he knew Raymond would want to participate in (a la Prince John setting up an archery tournament to lure Robin Hood). Lang, Tony, and Goofy then ambushed Raymond and took him to the casino roof. Lang was going to drop him off the roof again, but a cop helicopter was flying overhead. Instead, the two had a heated heart-to-heart. Lang told Raymond to give up on his revenge because he hasn't succeeded once. He again warned Raymond that he was going to lose everything. Raymond told Lang that he could not stop now. He's in too deep and he can't hold his boys back any longer. Lang, disappointed, told Raymond to walk away with his life; this was his only chance. Defeated yet again, Raymond did indeed walk away from Lang. It was officially official now. The two were dead to each other.
  • At this point, Hubby and I had visited my mom for her survivorship celebration, so we weren't able to watch what actually happened next. The NoPixel wiki is also kind of bad at updating regularly on a lot of content... but... to be fair, there is a LOT of content to be updated on the daily. So, this is all I was able to sort out.
    • RUST was starting to implode and argue daily with Raymond.
    • Tony and Redline started attacking RUST
    • Lang, Harry, and Denzel tried to attack RUST and was wiped out by Kiwi
    • Other gangs smelled blood in the water and were itching to kick RUST while they are down.
    • Raymond knew he needed out of the conflict with Lang. They were winning a few battles but massively losing the war.
    • Raymond called Lang to end the conflict. Lang was clearly over it too and simply replied, "If you want to end it then end it. Simple as that." They agreed to not mess with each other's business ventures. RUST wouldn't mess with Cerberus, and Lang wouldn't block RUST from advancing their car crushing business and other such companies the members were trying to start up.

And... that was it.

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Like I said, kind of anticlimactic. It is all improv roleplay though, and the conflict did go on for over a month! It was time to let the story die and move on.

Anyway, I hope everyone enjoyed this journey through the Raymond Romanov vs Lang Buddha conflict. It was definitely a fun storyline for me and Hubby to watch together, as well as share with you fine folks. Thanks for indulging me going off about this roleplay.

With that though, I will officially sign off. Until next month, where, hopefully, I will have more to say about my OWN stories and less to say about GTA Online roleplay.

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Friday, June 30, 2023

Found-Family Feud and Caring for Spirits

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Why, hello, everyone! Coming in under the wire yet again. Like, MAJORLY under the wire! I was visiting my mom the past three days (note on that at the end of the post), and time to go online to finish and publish this post has been very limited. On top of that, due to massive construction traffic made worse by Independence Day traffic, Hubby and I didn't make it home until nearly 10pm tonight! So... while you probably won't see this post until July 1st, know that it WAS published before midnight on the 30th. Still counts as my 1 blog post per month.... right???

 

 

I'm still way burnt out, and just haven't really written anything. So I didn't really have much to talk about again (or, so I thought...). I kept pushing back working on this post in hopes that SOMETHING would come up. Nothing ever did. It just hasn't been a very conducive month for writing or any sort of major creativity.

My first struggle was me still recovering from having bronchitis. Then, it was trying to breathe through the Canadian wildfire smoke finally making its way down to my area.

This was June 6th, at the local laundromat, with no filter. In fact, the sky seemed even MORE yellow to my eye than it shows in these pics.

These were taken at 2pm! Even with us wearing our masks - a practice we never gave up since covid hit - my husband, who is allergic to most trees, could barely breathe. As soon as you opened the front door you were hit with the intense smell of a campfire. It smelled good to me, since I adore the smell of campfires. For someone who can't breathe around trees, however???? Yeah, he was coughing almost as soon as he stepped out the door.

Even when we were inside a grocery store for an hour, and on the opposite end from the doors so the smoke shouldn't be wafting in far enough to hinder his breathing, he was wheezing. Turned out, just standing outside for less than three minutes - between walking to the car from the house, to the laundromat from the car, back to the car, and then from the car to inside the grocery store - was enough for our masks to be caked with smoke. Not enough to be visible, especially on his black mask, but enough to leave visible traces of soot on the paper towel he used to clean off his mask before heading back to the car! And yet we had neighbors that were just chilling on their front porch in this - no mask - for the two hours we were gone!

The haze wasn't as bad the next day, but it was still bad enough to keep affecting Hubby's breathing, and mine a touch since I had just recovered from a lung infection.

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June 8th wasn't much better, but at least it wasn't as bad as it was down by my mom and sister. They were in the purple and even maroon! Thankfully, the air was finally back down the yellow "moderate" by June 9th, and green "good" by the 10th.

Now, here we are again, with Hubby still trying to recover from last time, and we're back in the red due to the wildfire smoke! Also, it's apparently wafted all the way to Portugal now!?

If you are somewhere still dealing with this smoke, or dealing with similar wildfire smoke, PLEASE be careful.

Jumping to June 20th, I made a point to have a one-on-one hangout with my niece (much to my nephew's dismay, but he'll have a one-on-one hangout with me in July). Then I worked 4 days straight with the coworker that rarely stops talking, so trying to focus and concentrate on writing wasn't going to happen at work.

This month also brought us ever closer to the conclusion of Miraculous season 5. We only have the two-part finale left! And that should be airing internationally in just a few HOURS from when I published this! I won't give any spoilers, but I'll continue to rage that this season somehow simultaneously has some of the best writing and worst writing of the series. Even within the same episode! The other day I watched a couple of episodes with Wolfhearted, and pointed out the parallels with an earlier episode, and how amazing the writing is for including those parallels. Only to then rage a few minutes later that the whole plot of the episode doesn't make sense and that character reactions felt out-of-character. Only to then turn around and enjoy some of the more significant character developments and arc advancements within that same episode I had just been complaining about!

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The season has taken forever, but has also sprinted by. It's hard to remember all the episodes that happened this season, because early-season episodes feel soooooo long ago now (I mean, they DID start airing in September, but that's not much longer than cartoon seasons used to be in the 90s). I can't imagine how they can wrap things up in just two more 30-minute episodes, and I'm nervous, but also super excited????

It's inspiring me to write more, but it's also exhausting me to the point that I have no energy to work on my WIPs, but also also... I want to write fix-it fics (stories that "fixes" the canon story)... which also means not touching my WIPs. So.... yeah...

It's a little bit of a whirlwind of emotions for me right now. Makes me a little glad I didn't join the one event last month. Over on Tumblr, there was an event being promoted. A way to give people accountability to push through and finish their dang WIP. You had until the end of April to sign up. You then had until the end of August, I think, to finish your WIP and publish it online. Between May 1 and Aug 31, you had check-ins you had to hit. Submitting a summary of your story, then submitting sample scenes, and then checking in with half your story complete, etc. As mentioned, these check-ins were supposed to add accountability so people are more likely to push through their doubt and writers block in order to just get the story done. The next-level push, though? Each writer would be paired with an artist. The story summaries would be provided to the artists so they can pick the story that best resonates with them. Then the scene samples are bits you'd want the artist to possibly create fanart for. Now, to clarify, the artists aren't specifically ones that draw art. They could be crafters as well, or AMV editors, or actors/directors/animators, or musicians. The fanart of your work could be the traditional drawing, but it could also be a fiber craft, or an animatic, or a song, etc. Either way, it's real cool! A great motivator to know you're GUARANTEED fanart of your work by the time you're done.

It was suuuuuuper tempting to sign up. Really give me the push I needed to at least finish Seduce With Caution before hitting that 2yr mark. However, I felt so drained and burnt out that I knew having those deadlines would be less motivational and more stress-inducing. Especially when it means I'd be holding someone else (the artist) up. Also, I wasn't sure even what scenes I'd WANT fanart of out of my story. I'd find it so hard to pick. On top of that, while it's cool to HAVE the fanart of my story, the fact that someone made it because they signed up for an event instead of being inspired enough from reading it to feel compelled to create fanart.... I dunno. Hits different. Even if they are still getting inspired based on what you've provided....

In the end, I felt like it would be more overwhelming than anything else, so I opted out of the event. I'm kind of glad now. I just haven't been feeling WRITING anything lately, sadly.

Doesn't mean I'm not still CONSUMING content though. For starters, the Raymond Romanov vs Lang Buddha saga is still going strong over on NoPixel (Well, actually, it may have finally wrapped up this week, but I'm a few days behind sooooo). I was going to recap what else happened between those two characters, but my first draft ended up being 11 pages long for just this recap section!

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So... uh... yeah... let's see if I can condense that recap any further. A lot of details and nuance will be removed, but if you're truly that interested in the story you can look it up yourself. A lot of the highlights are on Ray__C's YouTube channel. You can also check out Ray__C's, Buddha's, or AnthonyZ's Twitch channels to get a bit more of the story.

Okay, to recap what I told you last month:

  • Ray__C's character Raymond Romanov was a sworn brother of Buddha's character Lang Buddha. Raymond was a member of Lang's gang the CLeanbois (CB), and the two of them - along with fellow members Harry, Tony, Yuno, and Jean Paul - pooled finances to buy an in-game mansion dubbed the CLean Manor.
  • Lang then created The Guild, a shadow organization, and Cerberus, a legitimate parent company for all of his many businesses; much like how Lex Luthor and Wilson Fisk (Marvel's Kingpin) also have legitimate companies to hide their criminal activities. Raymond and Tony jointly created the street racing gang Redline, a group that Tony now mostly runs by himself with Raymond being a silent partner, as it were. And Raymond created the gang Raymond's Unfortunate Scuff Team, aka RUST.
  • Raymond made a key rule for all RUST members: Lang and the other CLeanbois were off limits. They were Raymond's found family and all RUST members are to treat them as such. The city also knows of Lang's golden rule: you do not cause trouble on his property; you do not give the cops a reason to come uninvited.
  • Earlier in the year, the RUST member G Baby was arrested after his truck filled with gun parts was found parked at Lang's prized business: The Rooster's Rest, a restaurant and the first legitimate business he owned. Lang's golden rule was broken, but Raymond convinced Lang to let G Baby live; banishing him from the city instead. This was probably what caused the rift in their relationship.
  • Early May, while Ray__C was away at a music festival for the weekend, four RUST members unintentionally caused problems at Rooster's Rest again. Raymond's in-game adopted son Maxine called for backup when a customer Elfy started talking shit about RUST and threatening to not only kill Raymond but also get away with it, because she could just hide behind Lang and she knew no one from RUST would touch her. Irritated with the woman's disrespect, newest RUST member Kate kidnapped Elfy, but accidentally did so while still on Rooster's property: the lower parking lot. Lang's golden rule is broken a 2nd time in only 2 or 3 months.
  • Raymond had a meeting with Lang, Lang's right hand man Harry, and the CEO of Rooster's Rest Penny. Due to Penny twisting the events of the kidnapping, Lang and Harry wanted blood, but Raymond protected Maxine and Kate.
  • A couple of days later, Lang requested Raymond bring Maxine to CLean Manor for a parley. Raymond reluctantly agreed, but was betrayed by Lang and Harry. They had hidden Speedy - Lang's oldest friend and probably the only person he truly thinks of as a brother - in a secret passage. Then the three of them ambushed Raymond, tranquilized him, handcuffed both him and Maxine, and then kidnapped Maxine with the intent to torture and execute him.
    • Reminder that on NoPixel characters don't actually stay dead after "executions" unless the player wants to permanently kill off the character. Regardless, the threat is still very much roleplayed with the appropriate gravitas as if it were a permeant death.
  • There was a huge shoot-out at CLean Manor as RUST members broke in to rescue Raymond and Maxine. Everyone that was at the Manor was shot down, but neither Raymond nor Lang actually shot at each other (they had their friends do the "honors" instead).
  • Lang called Raymond and basically told him the two of them were through. The rivalry was now official.

Now, to get into what has happened since my last post!

  • Despite Lang declaring the two of them no longer brothers, Raymond no longer a CLeanboi, and that the Manor was no longer Raymond's home, Raymond still didn't want to fully betray Lang. He refused to shoot him, told the RUST members that they were to only defend themselves and not actively hunt for Lang, Harry, or Speedy, and Raymond still wasn't willing to work with cop character Brian Knight in getting enough dirt on Lang to officially lock him up for good. Raymond isn't a snitch, after all.
  • Wanting to retaliate, but wanting to do so legally so the law would be on their side, RUST set up a free food truck event on the street (public property) right outside of Rooster's Rest where RUST gave away free food from all of the competitor restaurants in the city. This caused Penny to close down Rooster's for the day.
  • The next day Lang, Harry, and Speedy all decided to retaliate. They first tried using a Cargobob, a military-like helicopter capable of picking up and transporting vehicles. While Harry and Speedy were on rooftops across the street and shooting at the food truck workers, Lang scooped up one of the food trucks with the Cargobob. Unfortunately, Buddha, Lang's player, is known for his game glitching out (our Scuff Lord!), and right on cue, the Cargobob glitched and crashed shortly after picking up the truck, blowing up both the helicopter and truck. Harry and Speedy were able to sneak Lang to medical care before getting caught, but his blood was still at the scene of the explosion. Later that same day, the trio got fellow CB member Denzel to join them in dropping helicopters onto the food truck event.
  • RUST was able to track Lang, Harry, Speedy, and Denzel down, and kidnap Speedy. There was a shoot-out, and RUST member MacGregor chased after Lang and Harry against orders from Raymond. MacGregor was able to take down Lang, but was shot by Harry in the process. Raymond got to them just as MacGregor went down. Raymond took out Harry, and then piled everyone into his car to get off-the-record medical attention.
    • While the game's mechanics does allow any character to revive any other character under certain circumstances*, Ray likes to stay in-character as much as possible and leads the roleplay to follow suit. Meaning, if your character doesn't have the medical background to be able to save someone IRL, then they aren't medically trained enough to revive a character in-game.
    • *those circumstances are (1) that your character is an on-call doctor or EMT, or (2) that the character that needs to be revived is in a designated "medical" spot. These "medical" spots includes the hospitals, an ambulance, or "grandma's" and "grandpa's" - two off-grid makeshift "criminal hospitals" a la mob doctor offices.
  • Despite Lang yelling that Raymond is dead to him and Raymond should leave him, Harry, and Speedy on the side of the road somewhere because he doesn't want Raymond's help, Raymond still tried to revive them. He called up the doctor who did the toxicology report on him after getting tranquilized at the Manor and begged her to come help. Cops found them at Grandma's before the doctor could get there, so they ran to Grandpa's. Only for the cops to find them there first again. They moved a 3rd time and Raymond accused the doctor of working with the cops. Meanwhile, RUST member Bruno was screaming that MacGregor was dying and they needed to leave Lang and his group to the cops. Raymond finally agreed after Bruno held the doctor at gunpoint to make sure she saved MacGregor first. In the end, all RUST members got caught and jailed for kidnapping the mayor, the doctor, and the doctor's in-game husband and sister who were with her. MacGregor and Bruno nearly left the gang; either on their own or by being forced out for insubordination.
  • Seeking revenge - but still following Raymond's rule to not harm anyone unless it's in self-defense - a few RUST members went to Cerberus to blow up people's cars. Somehow Harry's adoptive son Zaceed caught wind and hid in one of the trunks in the parking garage. When he caught RUST pouring gasoline on the cars he popped out of the trunk and started shooting. Nancy, one of Lang's deputy mayors and a higher-up at Cerberus, called the cops before joining in on the shoot-out against RUST. Despite RUST telling cops they were the ones getting shot at, the cops still saw them as the aggressors and arrested them.
  • RUST broke out of their handcuffs and started a police chase. During which, Lang got into his one-of-a-kind (as far as I know) armored car with mini-guns hidden in the headlights, and started hunting down RUST members that got away from the cops. By the time Raymond found out what was happening and was able to catch up with the chase, there was only 1 RUST car left (out of the initial 3 or 4 that went to Cerberus?). Raymond drove beside the cops yelling that his boys couldn't pull over and surrender because "that armored car is shooting at them!" (he still wouldn't call out Lang specifically). The cops told Raymond "we don't care" and spiked his tires despite him not doing anything to impede the chase aside from yelling to the cops that his boys needed protection. All members involved were jailed yet again.
  • With things escalating, his boys getting killed or arrested, RUST taking a bunch of losses vs Lang, and Lang being able to plant seeds of doubt in the ears of members like MacGregor and Bruno, Raymond asked for another parley. He was instantly uneased because Lang would only meet in the same Manor office that Raymond and Maxine were ambushed in. Harry was also purposefully antagonistic, and every time Raymond verbally defended himself Lang would yell to not disrespect Harry in his own house. Knowing he wasn't going to get anywhere, Raymond left without having the meeting. He simply vaguely threatened that Lang should keep a close eye on those he cares about. To which, Lang tried to call his bluff. This just pushed Raymond to unleash his gang.
  • As Raymond left the CLean Manor, he gave the go-ahead for his second-in-command Chem (short for his streetname: The Chemist) to follow through with his "Dark Knight" plan. Basically, it's the Joker's ploy in The Dark Knight to try to break Batman: kidnap two people Lang cares about, threaten then both, and tell Lang to choose which one lives. The twist is that RUST would kill the one Lang decided to save, but make sure the other saw that Lang didn't choose them. They were originally going to kidnap Nancy and Penny, as revenge for their parts in this war, but Penny wasn't "awake" (logged onto her character). So they grabbed the two deputy mayors instead: Nancy and Eve... despite Raymond actually liking Eve and having no qualms with her.
  • RUST didn't get a chance to follow through with Plan: Dark Knight. Nancy was serendipitously on the phone with Lang when RUST kidnapped her. Lang and Harry were instantly on the hunt for her and had the police out in full-force. There was a BANANAS police chase, that ended with a Last Stand fire-fight on a highway overpass, which included Raymond unknowingly shooting down Lang! Raymond and one of his high command Kiwi were the last two still standing before the shoot-out ended (by the two of them being downed almost at the same time). The fire fight ended up taking down something like 8 members (??) of RUST - including Raymond and Kiwi - along with their opposition: Nancy, Eve, Harry, Lang, and 20 out of the 22 cop characters that were logged on at the time!!!
  • Four out of the six RUST High Command (including Raymond) were jailed and put on HUT (Hold Until Trial). Considering this is a roleplay server and the judges aren't guaranteed to work a normal 9-5 Monday-Friday schedule, HUT is usually a multiple-day jail sentence. For these RUST members it ended up being about a week.
    • While most players will consider their jail sentence a "time out" and will either play another character or another game entirely, Ray__C decided to roleplay his time in jail. He and his fellow HUT RUST members could plot and plan in jail. Also, instead of leaving them to gather evidence and build a case on their own, Raymond could interact with his three lawyers - James Haze (whom he keeps on retailer), Grace Daniels (Haze's former paralegal, now Jr. Attorney), and Maya Mahmoud (honestly, I don't really know how she got involved...) - giving them good roleplay content as well.
    • Most of the RUST members were able to get out early on bail, but even that was a struggle. The cops and Lang had tried to taint the judge pool so there wouldn't be an uncompromised judge available for the bail hearing, let along the actual trial. The DOJ also horribly screwed up filing evidence, hid evidence, never took statements from RUST about Lang and company being the aggressors but took Lang's statements against RUST every time, never gathered evidence of Lang's involvement (such as the blood at the cargobob explosion, despite cops straight up stating that they found it there), and the prosecutor kept editing the official case filing on the docket without noting what was edited.
      • The reason I said "most" members got bail is because poor Perez - the MVP during the Manor shoot-out - was incorrectly processed. He was only given something like 3 days jail time instead of being put on HUT. So, when his time was up, he left jail. Since he was SUPPOSED to be on HUT, and it's hard to roleplay a game mechanic releasing him when he shouldn't be released - narratively speaking - the cops instead roleplayed it as a jail break to seek revenge against Lang, Harry, and CB member Tony. So he was thrown back in jail, confirmed he was placed under HUT this time, and wasn't given a bail hearing option.
  • The reason Perez wanted to hunt down Tony was because Perez's girlfriend (as in, the character's gf) Cassie was shot down by Harry. While RUST was awaiting a bail hearing, the unjailed RUST members and friends would spend nearly all day in the visitation room at the prison; keeping the HUT members company and making sure they were safe from Lang and company (who was indeed trying to break into the jail to kill Raymond). Despite Tony promising Raymond that he didn't want anything to do with the war between him and Lang and that he (Tony) would stay neutral, he also quickly agreed to plant a camera in the visitation room for Lang. So he went in under the guise of looking for Redline 2nd in command Goofy, and "just happened" upon Raymond. The two had a little chat while Tony secretly planted the hidden camera, and then Tony went back to meet up with Lang. Thing is, RUST hang-around and prospective member Nana caught Lang staking out the prison, so he had to move before she could get backup. In an attempt to get Tony's attention to show him where Lang moved to, Harry stupidly threw a smoke grenade at him. Ray__C has superhuman hearing or something, and so Raymond was able to hear the grenade go off from inside the visitation room. He sprinted out to check on things and to try and find guards to protect RUST's visitors, which consisted of Nana, Cassie, and 2 of Raymond's lawyers Maya and Grace. While Raymond was away, Lang and Harry checked the camera Tony placed, and Tony informed them that the lawyers were there because RUST was getting their bail hearing in 20min. Harry went full SBS*, basically said, "oh HELL no", grabbed an automatic rifle from Lang's car, raced into the visitation room without hiding his identity, asked the ladies where Raymond was, and then shot them all down. Outside the visitation building, Raymond and Perez heard the gunshots and sprinted back in, only to see the four ladies bleeding out on the ground (Harry had already went back outside).
    • *SBS is short for "small brain syndrome". I'm not entirely sure where the term originated. I also don't know how widely spread it is among gamers/streamers or the greater internet slang lexicon. It could very well be a strictly NoPixel term, or even one just used by a small group of people who are friends with Buddha and Ray__C, since those two definitely use the term. Basically, it refers to people who can't think of the big picture or the consequences of their actions (such as throwing a smoke grenade to get someone's attention or shooting up civilian characters without hiding one's identity); situations that are dumb for the sake of being silly, goofy, and dumb/entertaining; or the inability to keep up with a semi-complicated conversation/plot.
    • Since Perez saw Tony in the visitation room, knew he was a founding member of the CLeanbois with Lang, and Perez's girlfriend got shot moments after Tony left... he tied the two instances together and felt Tony was at fault. So he called up Tony in a rage and told him, "You f***** up! Run!" Which.... didn't make things easier on Raymond later when he called Tony (after giving a statement to the cops) to try to see what happened and ask if Tony was somehow involved.
    • The timing of everything really screwed over Perez, since his prison time ended when the cops were there for the shooting anyway. Him leaving when he technically - based on the narrative - shouldn't have been able to, and ESPECIALLY with him raging about his girlfriend being shot... well? It was easy for the cops already there to catch him and roleplay that it was a prison break. Whoops.
    • With 2 out of his 3 lawyers recovering in the hospital and his 4th one not "awake" (logged on), Raymond had to postpone his bail hearing. Once his lawyers could be present, Raymond and the other HUT RUST members (excluding Perez) were given a long police escort to the courthouse.

Ooof! This "abridged" version is STILL taking forever! And I still have over 2 weeks of content to recap! I think I'm going to pause it here. If you don't want to wait for me to catch you up next month, you can see the highlights on Ray__C's channel.

But I'm sure you can all see why this improv drama is so captivating to me and Hubby! I also appreciate how much everyone involved - Ray__C, Buddha, Harry's player Harry, AnthonyZ, Brian Knight's player dasMEHDI - has complimented the roleplay of the other players, talked about how fun the storyline has been, and has done their best to make sure this in-character conflict doesn't become toxic IRL; they're all still friends. Ray__C even puts in the effort to stress that the CLeanbois (referring to the actual players) are still very much great friends who will still play together, even if the in-game CB is falling apart.

I also appreciate how much Ray__C tries to bring roleplay to as many people as possible. He doesn't just have one lawyer, he has 3. He doesn't just play a different character or game while Raymond is in jail, he makes a point of still roleplaying with those lawyers, and RUST members, and even other jailed characters that he might not otherwise have interacted with. He brought in a bunch of "civilian" characters by way of the food truck event, assuming it would also be a bunch of SBS, and then getting surprised with Lang escalated to the point of straight up attacking the event and the characters involved. The players for Nancy and Eve even thanked Ray__C and the RUST players for coming up with the whole Dark Knight plan, as well as trying to bomb the cars at the Cerberus parking lot, because it brought them into this intense RP, and they were having a lot of fun getting involved.

Hubby and I really don't get why such a relatively small streamer (Ray__C averages about 3000 subscribers) gets soooooo much hate from the viewers and chat when nearly every streamer who has ever interacted with him has sung his praises. They all talk about how much fun he is to play with, how hard he works with his roleplay, how he puts in that effort to include as many people as possible in RP, and how he's just genuinely a nice guy.

I'm not entirely sure how this turned into a Ray__C stan blog, but... I'm cool with it.

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The other main bit of content I have been consuming is the game Spiritfarer. The long-and-short of the game is that you play as Stella, the new spiritfarer (a psychopomp), taking over the ferrying-to-the-afterlife duties from Charon. You're then tasked to find lost souls and care for them as they come to terms with their death and prepare for their passage into the afterlife.

The game play is in the same vein as most other management games. You have to gather and manage resources (although, once you've unlocked a resource it's not too hard to maintain a steady flow of what you need); manage the happiness of the spirit passengers by way of feeding them - but they do have different dietary restrictions, which you need to sort out - completing the tasks they ask of you, and giving them hugs... lots and lots of hugs; and manage the space on your ship as you add new buildings and expand your ship size. The game is chill and filled with tons of different minigames for every task you need to complete: fetch-quests to recruit new spirit passengers, harvesting various resource types, processing said resources in forges or kitchens or on looms, etc, and helping your passengers come to terms with how they lived their life and how they died.

There is a lot of heart, and the passengers each have distinct personalities. Some you will connect with greatly. Others, maybe it won't hurt as much to say goodbye. I know that it hurt when I had to ferry my first spirit through the Everdoor, the passage to the afterlife. It also hurt when I had to say goodbye to Summer and Alice. I also know it will hurt when I have to say goodbye to the jolly and playful Atul. Especially because, as my passengers currently stand, I'll be stuck with a BUNCH of characters that I may find amusing, but I am not emotionally invested in. Astrid is alright, but a bit blunt and brazen. Giovanni is a cad who thinks he's so smooth that he'll never get in trouble for his womanizing. Bruce and Mickey are cartoonishly 1920s mobster muscle. Beverly just seems overly demanding. The only one I might be sad to see leave - as it stands - is Gustav, the eccentric museum curator. And that's mostly because he reminds me of Blathers from Animal Crossing. Gustav is even a bird of prey: taking on the form of a peregrine falcon when he joins your ship.

Oh! Yeah, I should mention, when you first meet them, all spirits are vaguely humanoid with their form hidden under cloaks. Once they join your ship, however, they transform into their "true" form: a humanoid animal in most cases (but not all. At least 2 passengers keep a purely animal form, one takes on a mythical creature's form, one is a swarm of butterflies in a vaguely humanoid form, and one takes on the form of a humanoid mushroom)

Anyway, the story of Spiritfarer is lovely. It's calm and soothing. You can go at your own pace, although, some of the passengers do get a little pushy if you haven't completed your task for them, calling out your name and then telling you "don't forget to ___". As you do help these spirits, however, you learn of their rough lives and the traumas they're trying to work through. One had a neglectful and emotionally distant father, so they picked up smoking to try to get him mad enough to pay attention... only for them to then die of lung cancer and still estranged from their father. Another speaks entirely in metaphor, but I'm pretty sure they also lost a long battle against cancer after watching their father suffer the same fate. Another suffered from dementia. While I haven't gotten far enough to know how this spirit died, I have also learned that one used to hide Jews during WWII.

As you play through the game, not only do you learn about these spirits, but you also learn why they are the first ones for you to ferry to the afterlife:

Also, according to the notes on the Spiritfarer wiki, just about every spirit (if not every spirit) is based on a lost loved one of one of the developers. The whole game is just very chill. Very soothing. Very beautiful. But also, a lovely way to work through grief. I didn't realize when I got Spiritfarer how much of that last bit there was. Reminds me of a few years ago when I bought When the Past was Around. I thought it was a simple, gorgeous looking, point-and-click puzzle game love story that also talked about resparking a passion for a beloved hobby. The story is about that, but it's also about heartbreak and grief. Wasn't expecting that in that game either.

Anyway, if you want a vibe game that tackles the struggle of coming to terms with your mortality, and you don't mind a bunch of minigames, puzzles, platforming, and reading, I do highly recommend Spiritfarer. Added bonus? It's relatively cheap - running about $30 USD - and frequently goes on sale on top of that. It's also a relatively long game, taking an average of about 30hrs to play; longer if you're like me and get sidetracked easily doing the minigames. I'm something like 14hrs in and only about 37% done? So it averages to a $1 or less per hour of gameplay. Not too shabby, right?

Good lord. You'd think this blog post was sponsored between me gushing about Ray__C and NoPixel and me gushing about Spiritfarer... Let's move along, shall we?

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You may have noticed that I haven't talked about Scum and Villainy for a little bit. Yeeeeaaaaahhhhh.... About that.... My brain is just too fried to come up with more quests for the group. I feel a bit guilty that I didn't give everyone a heads up that the last session we had would be the last one for a WHILE, but... it is what it is. Add in the fact that I still feel like the character development of the crew isn't to the point where their End Game goals make sense yet (feels like I'm skipping difficulty levels). However, as far as their actual character sheets go? There's not much leveling they can still do. Unless I come up with a way to give them more things to level up, their experience points are going to cap out and mean nothing to them. So, there's a lot I need to sort through logistically with that.

In the meantime, I'd have to sort through those missions. Do I finally bring back those background story points? Is there something else they should be doing? The crew still hasn't met about half of the factions within the Procyon Sector the game takes place in. Do I start shoehorning those in???? I just couldn't sort any of it out.

So.... the crew and the game are both on hold. Instead, Hubby decided to tag in as Games Master. We haven't played Dungeons & Dragons since the pandemic hit, and we've all been itching to get back into that game. So Hubby offered to run a campaign for us. That way I can still work on SaV in the background, and I can tag us back in once I'm more prepared/Hubby is burnt out and needs a break. We can then keep tapping each other out.

As for his game, Hubby is doing a Game of Thrones-inspired homebrew. There's VERY limited magic, to the point where he rolled a percentile die to see how adapt we are with magic. Rozsavaria got something like a 94, so it's possible their character isn't even fully human. My character, on the other hand? Twenty-one.

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Yeah. She can't even handle slight-of-hand illusions. Woo! But.. since it was a 21, Hubby determined it was a lucky star, because... Black Jack! Eh. I'll take it.

Now, I had gone into character creation with two different concept ideas.

  • Concept 1: reboot my gnome character Elymoxa as a human. She'd be a small (about 5ft) spitfire agent of chaos. She'd be a prankster with endless energy and would take very little seriously.
  • Concept 2: the exact opposite of Moxie. She'd be larger (about 5'9") and muscular, and be basically the "mom friend" of the party. She'd be stoic and protective but will go into Mama Bear Mode if provoked enough.

I rolled to choose, and got Mama Bear. Cool. Now that I had my concept, it was time to answer Hubby's questionnaire!

He discovered this Mother of All Character Questionnaires while prepping his world build. He was able to whittle down the 383 questions to about 160 or so. Still a LOT and it still kept me about 3 hours to answer the questions. Even then, I had to skip over about 45 questions because I didn't know my character enough yet.

Fun little side note: I have decided to answer as many questions in that questionnaire as I can for each of my OCs. It will be QUITE the undertaking, but it might be fun. A way to get back into the heads of my OCs. I also didn't realize how MANY I have. I have five D&D characters: Amara, Jolene, Arianna Snow (an older character I haven't thought about in a while), Kriv (my dragonborn I played in Hubby's last game), and now my new D&D character for this campaign. Then there's the 3 X-Future girls: Lia, Willow, and Trish. Then the characters from my first attempt at NaNoWriMo: Connor and Natalie. The characters from the urban fantasy story I wrote for Ronoxym: Colton and Zetelica. Finally, my genderqueer OC that I was going to use for a couple of different RPGs, but never got around to really doing so: Artemis. This isn't including other D&D characters I've played once or twice, my vampire characters for the Vampire: The Masquerade rpg, or other such one-off characters.

Anyway, back to the D&D campaign Hubby's about to run. The concept is that we all start as NPC classes; our characters are not yet adventurers. As we roleplay he will unlock possible player classes based on how we play. The questionnaires also helped us sort out our characters and unlocked our initial class options. Based on my answers, I can either keep my character as an NPC or start her as (1) a Fighter, (2) a Cleric of the Mask (god of Death), or (3) a Cleric of the Candle (god of Life)... because "haha... the Luisa-clone gets her powers from a candle...". I debated keeping her an NPC class. The personality I gave her didn't seem to quiiiiite fit with Fighter (although I was kinda leaning that way), and Quarthix's character was already going Fighter anyway. Her biggest fear is death (specifically, a loved one's death), so being a cleric of the God of Death just didn't feel right. Not yet anyway. I may still go that route with her, but she'd need to work her way there. Cleric of the God of Life feels right, but I don't know if she'd be full-on cleric when she meets up with everyone else. Maybe she finally left home in hopes of becoming a cleric??? I'm hoping to sort that out more while building the official character sheet this weekend.

Going back to the option to be a Cleric of the Mask, and the reason why Hubby offered it in the first place. Hubby created a 9-god pantheon, and then put the name of each deity on separate index card. While we were answering our questionnaires, he had us pick two of the cards at random and choose one. I can't recall what both options were for me, but out of the two, I had decided on the God of Death because the other option wasn't even remotely close to something that could relate to my character. So... my character, who fears death, is ironically born under the Death zodiac sign, essentially. Neat. I love me my contradictory characters.

So, without further ado: my newest character.

Meet Aubrianne Zani. She's vaguely based off of Luisa Madrigal from Encanto (one of the reasons Hubby offered Cleric of the Candle... ha...), Brienne of Tarth from Game of Thrones, and the version of Link you play as in the game Twilight Princess. She's the eldest of 5 surviving children (two younger siblings died early in childhood), and took on a maternal role to help her mother with her younger siblings. She's super close with her eldest brother (the 2nd child) who also took on a paternal role with watching the younger siblings. She's stoic and extremely protective. She has no problem with killing animals for food or survival (self-defense), but hates the idea of harming a human and will attempt to do as little damage as possible to end a conflict. Also, much like Luisa and Link, she's a people pleaser and very community-oriented. So she does all she can to do odd-jobs around the town to help out the villagers. Move some logs before winter sets in? On it. Help raise a barn? No problem. Wrestle loose goats to the ground until the farmer can wrangle them? I gotchu. Knock out the highway men trying to rob the town? No need to even ask!

By the way, another fun note about Aubrianne? While prepping for character creation, I went to FantasyNameGenerators.com and grabbed 8 randomly generated names that I thought could work with my "Mom Friend" concept. The name options were:

Selray Zephifra Koreena
Nareen Tavra Zani
Lalnah Aubrianne

I had read off my table to the other players to see which name would be easiest for them to remember and/or which one they thought best fit my character design. Quarthix picked Zani because it would be the easiest for him to remember. Rozsavaria picked either Selray or Aubrianne. Since each of those names was in a different column (as shown above), I rolled to see which column to pick from, and ended up with the second column. So, Aubrianne it was. It wasn't until I went to bed that night did I realize, "Waaaaait a minute! Aubrianne is loosely based off of Brienne of Tarth! Dangit! I basically gave her the same name!"

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Ah, well... I figured her nicknames growing up would be Bri, Aubrey, Annie, or just her last name: Zani (yeah, since it was the easiest one for Quarthix, I figured I'd just make it her surname). The players could call her any of those names, and maybe the whole Brienne of Tarth thing won't be as noticeable....

Eh. We'll see how this goes. We're hoping to get our first session in on July 3rd!

Aaaaaand this blog post is creeping up on the 30min-read mark (and it's almost midnight!!!!), so I should probably wrap things up.

No one commented on my last few posts, so I still have no exterior input on the font change. I'm giving Mali a second month in a row. I THINK I like this one the best, but I'm still unsure. I'm still very much open to input. You have Mali this month and last month, Kalam in April, and Josefin Sans back in March. Please, feel free to comment below on which font works best for you. Or, should I go back to the Coming Soon font that I have used for the past five years or so?

Finally, let's all give my mom a huge congratulations! She's up to 28years of being declared cancer free! Happy anniversary, Mom! Keep going strong!

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Also, for all of my American readers, happy Independence Day!

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Alright, everyone. Until next time!

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