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Wednesday, July 2, 2025

LycoRogue's Reading Corner: June 2025

Est. Read Time: 40min
This Month's Font: Comic Neue

Yup. Not even going to dance around it. Not going to be cute about it. Just going to accept the fact that (a) June's LycoRogue's Reading Corner is BEYOND late, making June the first (and hopefully only) month where I missed both updates entirely, (b) I don't really have much to say, which is why this update is so late, (c) I have no clue if anyone even noticed that it was missing and/or if this would be missed if I didn't publish it at all, and (d) I am literally forcing myself to write this because of a promise I made to myself at the beginning of the year that I'm trying desperately to keep, and I'm already pissed off at myself that I DID entirely miss June. I'd be livid for days on end if I just foregone this update entirely.

All because this is still basically me:

Panel from Shut Up, Takamori!
by Kamiharu Haruno
Crude edit by LycoRogue

Same deal as when I talked about it in my end-of-month May update, so I won't rehash it here. I'm just so burnt out. I'm going to need that week-long vacation for my birthday in a couple of weeks.

The burnout not only sapped me of any motivation to write (both fiction and this month's blog updates), but it also drained me of virtually any passion for reading, with a few exceptions. Which means, instead of adding to my list, like I have been doing every previous month, I've actually lessened how much content I'm consuming. Which is another big reason for this update's delay.

I have nothing new to really tell everyone.

To demonstrate my point, instead of keeping it at the end of the update, as I normally do, I've decided to share my reading list right at the top. So, as of May, this was everything I was reading.

Stories, such as I Am The Villain and At Your Mercy concluded their seasons and are currently on hiatus. So there's two down. Others, such as Mythic Item Obtained and Writer's Legacy I haven't kept up with because I'm just not feeling action comics again. Even Ultimate Shut-in tends to be at the bottom of my list. That's one where I only seem to read it when I'm in the app already, have read the other things I wanted to read, still feel like reading, look at my backlog, and then go, "Oh yeah. I guess I can read more of this."

I'm just not really feeling the action stories right now...

Tangentially, there's Fantasy High which I'm very much still itching to read to see how the adaptation resembles the original DnD Actual Play. However, since we watched the series together, and Hubby was kinda-sorta reading over my shoulder when I started up Fantasy High on Webtoon, I now save that for when Hubby and I can read it together. Which has put us 3 weeks behind as of this writing.

On top of those stories that I've been neglecting, there's also Dark Water. After being on hiatus since before I even started reading it (May 9, 2024), it is FINALLY back! Except, it's been so long that I can't really remember where the story left off when it went on hiatus in the first place (especially because it wasn't a season finale and therefore a natural stopping point). So, I have to more-or-less reread the story from the beginning, and I didn't have the energy for that. Which means this story is also just kind of hovering in limbo.... Honestly? I'm perfectly fine with that. It looks like Dark Water might be an abandoned series and Webtoon just finally unlocked the last 5 Fast Pass episodes since it has been on hiatus for over a year??? Soooooo, that series may stay on the To Read pile for a while....

Also, while this more-so affects July's LRRC as opposed to June's, another series just concluded and a 2nd soon will (I'll talk about each of those in a moment). Which reminds me, I never did go back to read the epilogue/spin-off episodes of Office Romance from Hell. So those are still there - along with the final epilogue for I Abdicate My Title of Empress and the final episodes of Divorcing My Tyrant Husband. (There's also the 3rd season of Lore Olympus that is still in my backlog....) Finally, since Hubby seems to be fixated on going through the vast Dropout back catalog, now that we can access it, as well as checking out shows via Hulu, since we also recently got that subscription, it seems like he fell off the KDrama kick for now. Which means no real need to tear through The Girl Downstairs (Doona!) anymore. Shifting THAT story to the back burner as well drops my reading list down to:

  • Daily Read:
    • The Makeup Remover
  • Sunday:
    • You Can't Kill Me: The Secret Bride of the Black Wolf
    • A Savage Proposal
  • Monday:
    • Not Your Typical Reincarnation Story
    • Seabird and the Wolf
    • Fantasy High (sorta... behind on this)
  • Tuesday:
    • I Will Live the Life of a Villainess
    • Lock Me Up, Duke!
    • Ultimate Shut-in (sometimes)
  • Wednesday:
    • Back to having nothing to read, currently
  • Thursday:
    • The Age of Arrogance
    • Maybe Meant to Be
  • Friday:
    • My Child Will Have a Different Father
  • Saturday:
    • Obsidian Bride

Yes, it's still 13 stories, but, man, does this list just LOOK so small.... Maybe because it's only consistently 11 stories out of the 19 I was reading last month?

Also, I am caught up on Dracula Daily, but June is the Slow Month for the story, as is the beginning of July. This is probably part of the reason I have a hard time sticking with it. I get hyped in May. I read the updates daily. Then there's a week-long pause. Then one or two entries. Then another week-long pause. Then another short entry. Then ANOTHER week-long pause.

You do other things with your life while waiting for the next entry; falling off of your reading rhythm in the meantime. You come up with a routine - like reading the Dracula entry while eating breakfast, or something - but then there's no entry so you do something else to fill that void. But you do the filler so many days in a row that when the one, lone entry drops in, you go "Oh, I'll read that later" and continue with the filler routine instead. You do that for nearly a month straight, and now the filler IS the routine and you have to figure out what you're going to do for Dracula Daily again come end of July.

Plus, the story gets back into the swing of things via the Log of the Demeter, which takes place my birthday week. So I'm usually on some sort of vacation for my birthday, and thrown off my normal day-to-day routine. Making wedging in Dracula Daily even MORE back-of-mind.

In the end, I don't really get back into a consistent reading rhythm again until August. By then, I'm nearly 2 months behind on entries and it's hard to catch up!

Tanuki Facebook sticker
by Yanare Ku

At least this year I'm staying caught up, even if I am a day or two late in reading the entry. Hopefully, by the time we get to the part of the book I haven't read yet, I'll be back into a daily routine and can once more enjoy the added flavor of reading the entries in real-time and feeling that time between updates.

In other words, my reading routine has been consistently keeping up with 11 Webtoons series, read a 12th if the mood strikes, read a 13th if Hubby is up to reading over my shoulder, and read the occasional Dracula update.

OH! And zenmisery started up yet another story, so I did eventually read that... after it sat in my notifications for a month!

Zen's latest foray into the world of Miraculous Ladybug AUs asks the question, "What if Marinette's class - including Adrien - had all actually met in kindergarten, but didn't remember that was their first meeting?"

The interactions between Adrien and Marinette are so friggen cute. Seeing Adrien get his first crush is all I needed to hook me. However, Zen's Muse moves fast and uncontrollably, so who knows if it will have her continue this story, add more chapters to any of the other WIPs she has going on, if she'll think of yet ANOTHER new story to try her hand at, or if she'll vanish for months again before hitting us with another surprise sneak attack of a writing update a few months down the road.

I can't really say much, though, since my writing schedule - despite myself - is equally unpredictable.

But let's talk about what I have been reading. Since I don't really have much to say in general about my June reads, it feels like a good time for some Recap Updates. I can think of things to say if I'm trying to recap 13 different stories.... Might make this late upload worth it. Who knows?

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Let's start with the story that concluded this week! Not Your Typical Reincarnation Story!

This is a rough one for me. Monday night, I read the series finale of NYTRS. I started up this story March 2024, and have been reading the free-release updates weekly ever since. Over a year I have been locked into this story. It helped inspire one of my most popular fanfics. And it will soon be gone. Concluded. Only fanfic left to fill my need to consume more Edith and Killian content. I don't think I'm ready!

There's spin-off/epilogue episodes planned for this series. So I still have a LITTLE more canon content to look forward to. Which is good, because the series finale left some pretty big loose ends still dangling.

The main plot is more-or-less concluded and wrapped up. Nearly all mysteries are solved. We've met OG novel Edith and the 12 transmigrated souls that also embodied Edith at one point. We also discovered who The Creator was, how their novel became its own living and breathing world (sorta), and how they became in charge of the stipulations on Edith's possessing souls. Suna Choi's version of Edith got to the ending of the original novel. I won't spoil anything by telling you how Suna's story turned out compared to the original novel (with the exception of saying she obviously survives).

We got more of Rhyse's original backstory and how she got wrapped up in everything as the original novel's protagonist.

Everything with Edith and Rhyse and Killian and the Rudwicks and even Rhyse's original family the Sinclairs has been nicely wrapped up.

But there's still a major plotline about the two brothers Cliff and Killian and their father that needs to be concluded. There was a hint of Edith maybe being pregnant that hasn't been confirmed. There's more side-plot with Princess Katrin that feels like it wasn't properly resolved yet. With everything that happened, I feel like Killian's mother has a lot of guilt that she should be relieved of, since none of it was her fault; it was The Creator's will forcing her hand.

I love that there will be more story via spin-off/epilogue episodes after a brief hiatus, but I also feel like a lot of this "extra" content should have been included in the main storyline. I'll have to read the English translation of Lemon Frog's webnovel to see if these "extra" bits were in the novel proper.

Either way, I may have to cope with this series ending by using its conclusion as an excuse to just reread the whole thing from the beginning. Something I'm planning on doing with another series, but I'll save that one for last...

Now, let's go in order, starting with my Sunday line-up: You Can't Kill Me: The Secret Bride of the Black Wolf

I reached the season 1 finale of YCKM, but there wasn't even a week-long break before the creator posted episode 1 of season 2! So, I got season 2's premiere this past Sunday!

It's been awesome to see Yeonwu coming more into her own. Becoming stronger. Standing up more for herself. It was tragic enough to know that she was tricked into an abusive marriage to Hyojo her first life. Extra tragic to know that she was forced into that same abusive marriage in her second life. A life that broke her to the point of committing a public suicide! But to THEN find out that the abuse actually started YEARS before she even met Hyojo? At the hands of her own family!? That's a new kind of rough.

Turns out that she had that classic rearing of "you're the older sibling, so you're essentially an extra parent for your younger sibling." Yeonwu's sister was babied and pampered and spoiled. If the house was a mess because her sister refused to clean, it was somehow Yeonwu's fault for either (a) not getting her sister to clean against her will, or (b) not sucking it up and cleaning the massive mess herself without being scolded by her mother to do so.

Their mother had no time for her children, and it took a lot of courage for elementary-aged Yeonwu to say how much that hurt. She expressed her feelings and then asked her mother if she could go to a sort of Career Day event at her school. Despite Yeonwu simply and earnestly saying how she felt, her mother spun it as Yeonwu guilt-tripping her into going. THEN came the accident!

Yeonwu's mother did go to Career Day. After school concluded, her mother spotted someone she needed to talk to across the street from the school. She told Yeonwu to watch her younger sister, then crossed the street to chat. Despite Yeonwu holding firm to her sister's hand and trying to explain to her sister that she needs to stay put, her sister was desperate to be with their mother. She broke free of Yeonwu's grip and sprinted across the street to their mother. Through traffic!

Yeonwu - who, again, was maybe 10 or so? - sprinted after her sister and shoved her out of the way of a truck. Her sister was still badly injured, but alive, and Yeonwu had a severe head injury along with other injuries after taking the brunt of the hit.

Even so, Yeonwu's mother blamed her for not taking better care of watching her sister to prevent the accident from happening at all. She also friggen blamed Yeonwu for the massive medical bills that crippled their family finances! They were forced to move and suffered other financial hardships, but that's just life sometimes! Instead, Yeonwu's mother vocally blamed Yeonwu for all of it. And her father stayed silent; not once standing up for his child, noting that everything was because their younger daughter wouldn't listen to Yeonwu, or simply pointing out that it was an accident and there should be no one to blame.

Yeonwu was then forced to constantly prove her worth to her family; forced to "make up" for all of the hardships "she caused" the family!

In her early adulthood, she excitedly became a music composer, and even started to get paid for her music! She was elated to share this joy with her family. Her mother, on the other hand, simply pointed out that Yeonwu therefore has more money that she can send to her family to help them stay afloat since they were still financially recovering from her medical bills.... SUCH. JERKS!

Knowing HOW MUCH Yeonwu was abused her WHOLE LIFE, it is so refreshing to see her finally stand up against her abusers and become stronger, thanks to Hwita's companionship and support.

EXCEPT! There's this new mystery! Hwita's twin Yuta (who maybe ISN'T a twin and is just Hwita's split personality??? Jury is still out on that) keeps trying to sabotage Yeonwu's relationship with Hwita. Telling her that Hwita isn't to be trusted. Trying to get her to be with him instead. He admitted - close to the end of season 1 - that he was there at Hyojo's birthday celebration during Yeonwu's second life. He witnessed her suicide. He was the one she saw crying over her death. WHAT DOES THIS MEAN? He had brown hair then, but Yuta has white hair (compared to Hwita who still has brown hair). Did Yuta do something that caused both his own and Yeonwu's hair to turn white on this life reset? Why does he keep pushing the narrative that Hwita isn't to be trusted? What is he trying to tell Yeonwu, and why can't he simply say it?

Yeonwu does ask Hwita about it, and he admits that he hasn't been entirely truthful with her. There is this thing - The Wife of the Reaper - that is this almost prophesized woman. Hwita admits that he's both a Reaper ("like my brother") and that he originally took Yeonwu in because her hair turning white is the first sign that she was potentially the Wife of the Reaper he had been searching for. The mark on her shoulder was another indicator. He promises that while he first took her in as a political bride due to his suspicions of her being the Wife of the Reaper, he has since grown actual affection for her, and he never once faked his feelings for her. That seems to be enough to get Yeonwu to trust him again. In truth, it was enough for me too.

Season 1 ended with Hyojo bursting in on a ceremony to declare to both Hwita and Yeonwu that Hyojo's father - the king of the Underworld - had died (possibly due to Hyojo poisoning him, but that's just speculation right now). It's implied that Hyojo, who is the new king, is about to pull some shenanigans either against Hwita, in a bid to steal Yeonwu away, or probably both. It was quite the cliffhanger!

A Savage Proposal

For this one, I have to almost ignore the comments section. No one seems to know how to put themselves into the mindset of the protag Princess Liene. Nearly all of the comments are frustrated with her deception and meekness (mostly because it's holding back the romance plot between her and Lord Tiwakan). No one seems to understand WHY Liene makes the decisions she does. They don't realize she doesn't have the information we, the readers, do. They can't grasp the complicated 4D Chess Liene has to mentally play at all times. She is a political head-of-state by title alone, with no real power behind it. She does all in her power to keep what little strenuous peace she can. She has this complicated balancing act. The other readers don't seem to understand that at all.

It's been implied that Liene's mother is still alive-and-well, but divorced or otherwise left Liene's father. Then, her father died while she was still relatively young (12? 13? 14? Somewhere in there). So Liene was essentially orphaned as a young teen; too young to actually hold political power. Which meant it more-or-less was passed to the chancellor: Kleinfelter. Chancellor Kleinfelter was then the one who kept financially backing Liene as she depleted the royal coffers in an attempt to keep her kingdom afloat and her people fed. It was Kleinfelter who arranged the betrothal between Liene and his nephew Lafitte, a betrothal she accepted because she felt she owed the Chancellor, and she feared he would withdrawal his support otherwise.

While Lafitte was originally presented as Liene's beloved when coming up with reasons for her to deny Lord Tiwakan's proposal, it's later revealed to the readers that Liene never cared for Lafitte, and he actually annoyed her. She feels like she's betraying her people if she admits that she much prefers her engagement to Lord Tiwakan than staying trapped with Lafitte. So she's already walking that tightrope.

It doesn't help that Liene originally tried to convince Lord Tiwakan to withdrawal his proposal by claiming that Lafitte is indeed her true love and that she's pregnant with his child (both lies). The lies backfired, but Liene felt that she was not in a position to then confess to Lord Tiwakan that her gambit failed and that she is neither pregnant nor in love with Lafitte. Besides, at the time, Lord Tiwakan was the aggressor who blackmailed her into a political marriage to stop a siege on her kingdom. Meanwhile, Lafitte was an annoying brat, but at least he seemed the better option for her people at the time. Why would she put herself further on the back foot by confessing her failed bluff to a man she wasn't sure she could trust? Despite the readers not understanding, I get how that would be a DUMB MOVE as far as Liene was concerned (given what she knew).

Complicating things further, Lafitte is OBSESSESSED with Liene and desperately possessive of her. So he's constantly trying to sneak into the castle to be with her, constantly trying to steal her away, and even plotted a shotgun wedding! Liene keeps denying him and trying to shoo him away. Desperate to spare his life for fear of Chancellor Kleinfelter causing a civil war to avenge Lafitte if Liene lets the man die/calls for his execution. Unfortunately, Lord Tiwakan sees all of the moments between Lafitte and Liene without seeing Liene's distress or Lafitte's aggression or manipulation. Despite Liene being afraid of Lafitte and desperate to get away from him, Tiwakan only sees Liene being gentle with Lafitte (in an effort to de-escalate the situation). Since Liene already led Lord Tiwakan to believe that Lafitte was genuinely her lover, Lord Tiwakan sees these de-escalation moments and decisions of mercy (to not start a civil war) as proof that Liene still loves Lafitte. He is quickly losing his trust and faith in her all while becoming more desperate for her affection himself. Worse yet, Liene feels like she can't just explain the situation - Lafitte cannot be harmed or it could cause a civil war - because it will also be a confession of her lack of power. It makes her even MORE vulnerable, and possibly not a good enough political bargaining chip to bother to marry and/or even keep alive.

Again, the readers are largely on Lord Tiwakan's side. We see his gentle moments and his sincere moments. Especially compared to Lafitte. We want the romance to blossom and we know that Tiwakan seems to genuinely care for Liene. We're rooting for them, so it frustrates readers that Liene is fighting against it. For me, though? That's fantastic writing. The author isn't letting Liene be genre savvy. She doesn't know she's in a romance story. She thinks she's in friggen Game of Thrones and can't make one misstep otherwise she dies, her kingdom falls, her people starve, there's a civil war, etc. She has 20 plates up in the air and doesn't realize Lord Tiwakan is there to help her catch them (she thinks he's one of the plates).

Gaaaah! It's just so frustrating to see the comments whining to the author about how much they can't stand Liene and how she's making every wrong decision by not trusting Lord Tiwakan despite all he's done for her. Completely ignoring that Liene SEES everything he's done for her, she IS falling for him, but then she has all the nobles and her people being vague about how Tiwakan is there for revenge and to not trust him. And, seeing how Lafitte manipulates things, it's easy to believe that Liene suspects Lord Tiwakan is also trying to play her for a fool. So all of his genuine gestures to prove his affections for her reads as ploys to get her to let down her guard. I get that! That's her mental state. I love that the author has her there. Now if the other readers could just understand that as well. The misunderstandings and misconceptions ARE the drama of the story. They're the conflict. That's the point.

There are plenty of other stories on Webtoon that clear up misunderstandings quickly, and I'll see the author praised for precisely that: “Thank you, author, for not dragging out misunderstandings just for the drama. That's so annoying.” If misunderstanding-led drama isn't your thing, if political chess matches aren't your thing, if someone struggling to learn to trust again after nearly a decade of having that trust abused isn't your thing, then give up on the whole “oo, sexy romance” of this story and move on. Enough with the whining!

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Seabird and the Wolf

For this one, we've gotten more backstory for the main portion of the Black Ocean crew.

We've learned that Keyelo (the male lead) and his fellow Vice Captain Utuguru are half-brothers not even a year apart. Utuguru is Captain Clusdo's legitimate son, and Keyelo's the captain's second son via his favorite prostitute. Keyelo was raised more-or-less in the brothel until his mother died, and then he was taken in by his father. For obvious reasons, Utuguru's mother - who is still Captain Clusdo's legal wife - can't stand Keyelo and is cruel to him. So, he moved out into a little hut on his own as soon as he was able.

We also recently discovered that Utuguru has been suffering abuse from his mother, who does not fear viciously verbally berating or straight up physically harming her own son if he doesn't match her impossibly high standards. In the last episode I read, Lott (the main character) jumped in front of Utuguru to protect him from a full porcelain tea cup his mother threw at him. Here's hoping that helps those two bond a bit more.

We also discovered that the ship's resident ray of sunshine - deckhand Domem - was actually orphaned after the dreaded Woohoppiage pirates (the same ones that kidnapped Lott's sister Raltia) raided the Black Ocean crew's home island. His parents are buried in front of his now-abandoned family home, and he crashes with his bestie Keyelo whenever the crew docks at their home base.

Speaking of the Woohoppiage pirates (I still HATE that name... sheesh!), we were given a little flash of Raltia's capture. Seems she was part of an attempted escape plot with some of the other villagers from her hometown. The pirates executed all of the others involved in the plot, and forced Raltia to watch as her punishment. However, they're purposefully keeping her alive as bait for Lott. Seems they know that Lott's pet bird Balca is the last fabled Sea Bird, and they want Balca's divine navigation and protection from the sea for themselves.

Aaaaand speaking of, Lott has met with a few mystical beings of the ocean. One was the Sea Witch Rurumi, who spoke an ominous premonition to Lott before gifting her some pearls to take as pills to ease the intense stomach cramps that have been crippling Lott ever since she joined the Black Ocean crew; a symptom of a mysterious curse put on Lott.

The second was a mob of sea monsters collectively called Aurora. Bipedal creatures with praying-mantis-like clawed arms, and human-like faces on pearls within oyster-like heads. Aurora are ghost-like monsters that glow a pearlescent pinkish purple, but are usually invisible. They were thought to be the souls of children lost at sea, but one that Lott fought had her father's face! Could her father have become an Aurora somehow? The Aurora also know that Lott can hear them when no one else can, and they beg her to help them find their ways home.

The third mythical being Lott encountered was a deity known as the Master of the Forest Sea, Ernori, and her pet/guardian, Quetzalcoatl. Just like Rurumi, Ernori mentioned that Lott reminded her of "an old friend." A lot of us fans are wondering if Lott is somehow an avatar or reincarnation of the killed God of the Sea. Ernori also gifts Lott something to ease the pain from the curse - two leaves from her crown - but lets Lott know that they are no cure. She'll have to figure that out herself.

We also met the crew of the Celipharm, a pirate crew made entirely of women (keep in mind, Lott disguised herself as a man because most people believe women are bad-luck out on the ocean). The Celipharm is captained by Scarlett, former lover of the Woohoppiage's Captain Feder. The Black Ocean was given some intel from Scarlett, and they rushed back to their home island, rumored to have been recently attacked by the Woohoppiage!

Side note: Despite all of us readers wondering if the members of the Celipharm were able to sniff out that Lott was a woman, and/or if she'd shift loyalties to the Celipharm, the status quo was upheld. No one is the wiser about Lott's actual gender, and she gleefully stayed with the Black Ocean.

Anyway, where I left off, the Black Ocean returned home. Yes, the Woohoppiage had attacked, but were chased off with minimal damage to the island. Even so, Captain Clusdo is using this oportunity to gift his "men" land leave while he sorts out where they should go next to continue their hunt of the Woohoppiage. Also, Utuguru's mother kind of strong-armed her husband - Clusdo - to stay for at least a little while.

Fantasy High

Where I left off with this series, we met the Halfling family The Cubbies; we were introduced to The Bad Kids' future favorite hang, Basrar's Soda Fountain and Ice Cream Parlor; Fabian took possession of Johnny Spells' demon-possessed motorcycle (which Fabian then names The Hangman); The Bad Kids are trying to sort out who Johnny was supposed to be meeting up with and how it may relate to the missing Adventuring Academy students; and the closing shot is of the cracked ruby that is imprisoning the devil Gorthalax (Spoilers, but... Fig's biological father).

I Will Live the Life of a Villainess

Somehow it feels like a LOT has happened but also virtually nothing?

I think the last update I gave you fine folks was while the main character Elena was dealing with curbing a pandemic. She succeeded, and returned to the imperial capital. There, she was honored for her efforts, and she shared the spotlight with some of her friends to help those ladies garner more political pull. In turn, it gives them more independence, especially from their fathers.

There was then a small time-jump, where the emperor has fallen ill, and Crown Prince Kaizen has attempted to step up and take over his father's duties. He hadn't been a terrible leader, at first, but then quickly became the entitled brat everyone knew him to be. Despite his father being on death's door (yes, due to being poisoned by the Crown Prince and his fiancée Rosetta), Kaizen planned to have a large engagement ceremony for himself and Rosetta. Meanwhile, Prince Lloyd has been dealing with some strange health complications of his own. He keeps suffering horrendous luck, resulting in a lot of injuries from incredibly benign activities; Final Destination style. Poor Elena even caught Lloyd not breathing as he napped, and she struggled to wake him back up. The duo now suspects that, since Lloyd died in the original novel, perhaps Seojun Lee was never meant to possess the character of the first prince. Perhaps Lloyd was destined to die, and Seojun's transmigration into that doomed character was a mistake. One that the God of Destiny - or whatever - of this world is now trying to correct. Again, Final Destination style.

Soooo, along with thwarting Crown Prince Kaizen's assassination attempt of the emperor, Elena has to figure out why she and Lloyd were transmigrated in the first place, why Lloyd's luck seems to have turned quite dangerous for him, and if there's a way to stop it so Lloyd stays safe.

Where I last left off, Elena, through a lot of help from her friends again, managed to prove the emperor was poisoned, prove that Rosetta was the one poisoning him (with Kaizen likely a co-conspirator/accomplice), and gave the emperor a remedy for the poison. Kaizen was able to whisk Rosetta away and claim sanctuary to keep them both safe, but Rosetta had her back against the wall. She realized Kaizen was never going to become emperor over Lloyd now, which meant he was no longer any value to her.

**SPOILER**
        Rosetta, in a horribly ill-conceived attempt to tie up loose ends, murders Crown Prince Kaizen!!!! She is then captured as she attempted to flee the palace in her still blood-stained clothes. The idiot....

Lock Me Up, Duke!

The romantic leads Jayna and Theo have easily and fully fallen for each other. Jayna is quickly discovering that the "locked up" ending she was originally gunning for may not be the heavenly lazy life she originally believed. Perhaps the game designers knew what they were doing when they had it as a bad ending?

Thankfully, Jayna is not a shy girl, and is very vocal about her wants, desires, and needs. She calls Theo out, and he's quick to course-correct to make her happy. Especially when she never asks for anything that would put a burden on him. With one exception.

It's not yet explained, but Jayna apparently has this GIFT to tame notoriously dangerous and fierce monsters with a simple word. She discovered a lost cub, which resembles a lion with a thick mane, fluffy tail, and little horns. She named her Cotton Candy and wanted to keep her as a pet. Theo was going to immediately put the cub down before it could grow into a dangerous beast, but eventually relented to letting Jayna keep Cotton Candy as a pet, as long as Jayna agreed to VERY strict restrictions on Cotton Candy to keep everyone in the castle safe.

Most recently, Jayna, tamed what is essentially a dire wolf. She realized that she had advanced to the part of the game where, if Theo went into town alone, he was killed. However, Theo, not wanting to disturb Jayna by waking her, decided to go into town alone, obviously clueless of the scripted mortal danger this put him in. As Jayna rushed to try to find him and keep him safe from assassins, she got kidnapped by slavers. She was then tossed into a room with this monstrous wolf as the beast's meal. Instead, Jayna was able to turn the wolf into a loyal puppy with a simple word. The wolf then helped Jayna bust both herself and a little girl free of the slavers. Jayna then came to Theo's rescue, with the help of her new pet wolf. Once again, fearing the monster would show its feral nature and attack Jayna, himself, or the residents of the castle, Theo wanted to put the wolf down. Jayna again got him to stay his hand, and she's quickly building up a menagerie of monsters.....

Theo still showcases the overly possessive/protective/obsessive personality that he had in the video game. However, it seems like the Jayna possessed by transmigrated A-Min Kim is able to tame Theo right along with all of those monsters. He's slowly becoming less intense, and more open to listen to her. She's also proving to him that she can hold her own, and so he doesn't have to worry as much about having to protect her and/or keep her safe. It's still a long road and Theo does still show red flags/toxic traits, but his love for her seems sincere and beautiful. Their romance is adorable. And I'm excited to see a Green Flag version of Theo in the near future.

Ultimate Shut-in

So far the drama of the series is still focused on Human Survivors vs monsters, and Jaehyeon (the main character) leveling up and gaining new powers. He's created new incentives for the survivors under his protection. His protective bubble has expanded to include basically the entire apartment complex he lives in. He can set up a shop - which he's placed on the first floor - that he can remotely fill with an endless supply of goods he scans in. He still has limited spots for individual items, but he's sorted out workarounds.

For instance, he can scan in an entire toolbox to fill one of the inventory slots, but he can then sell the individual tools from the toolbox without a hammer or tape measurer or screwdriver or nails each taking up individual store inventory slots. Same deal with first aid items. He scanned in a first-aid kid, but can now provide gauze, bandages, antiseptic creams, etc individually.

He also managed to arrange for the one woman's murdered young son to be revived for a single day as a reward for clearing out the goblin population around the apartment complex. We haven't seen the reunion yet. I feel like that is going to be rough. She says it's all she wants: just one more day with her son. However, how much more will it hurt when the day ends and she has to lose him a second time?

I like that THIS is the style of drama we're getting, and not necessarily survivors vs survivors yet. You can still have a compelling story with a lot of drama without it including internal fighting per se. That said, there was a little blip of that already. One of the new perks that Jaehyeon provided was to open up vacant apartments within the building, turning the water and power back on in those rooms, and offering the apartments as rewards for monster-hunting parties who kill x-number of y-type of monster first. This way the survivors that have migrated into Jaehyeon's building could have homes of their own, instead of having to camp out in the apartment building hallways. One party tried to work the system and use one of their partymates as bait; putting him in danger in an attempt to kill monsters faster with no regard of the partymate's wellbeing. Jaehyeon purposefully did NOT reward that sort of behavior, and even offered the abused party member an alternative in case he wanted to leave the group he was with.

I appreciate that in-fighting and cut-throat behaviors between the survivors is being kind of nipped in the bud. A way for the main character to establish a more unified community of survivors. One where they all help each other out. Bravo to both Jaehyeon and the author of the series.

Where I last left off, Jaehyeon had just leveled up again and unlocked a new power: Outposts. If one of his "knights" (one of the higher-level survivors that he then knights with his power) is in an area, and Jaehyeon's willing to spend the small fortune to establish one, he can create an outpost. A place outside of his apartment building that he can protect as if it were part of his home base. Aside from the exorbitant cost to establish an outpost, the other kink in the system is that he has to station at least 3 knights there at all times, otherwise the outpost loses protection and may be taken back by the monsters. It will be tricky for him to balance the value of having an outpost vs the monetary cost of setting one up and the security cost of not having access to three of his knights.

Obviously, Jaehyeon decided that if ANYWHERE was worth the cost, it's his parents' home. His next goal is to send his knights out to his parents' home, hope they are still safe, and then establish their home as an outpost. That does abandon some of his knights with his parents. So, again, there's bound to be some sort of drama there over that. I'm excited to see it, but, oddly enough, not excited enough to actually read the updates the day they come out.

It's a weird limbo where I still really enjoy this series - as I do Mythic Item Obtained and Writer's Legacy - but the romance vibes are still the ones calling out to me, so I focus those stories first-and-foremost.

The Age of Arrogance

We're in the home stretch. Most of the storylines are tied up. We've witnessed two different character weddings. The Happily Ever After is about to conclude the final panel. We're currently reading through Asha's backstory a bit more. We're learning more about her childhood in the war-torn land of Pervaz, how and why she trained to be a warrior instead of a Lady of Court, what happened to Asha's mother, and the pain of Asha watching her father and older brothers all fall in battle. It's a sad tale, but knowing that Asha has a happy ending - and seeing Carlisle comfort her as she tells it - helps with this bittersweet backstory.

It will be hard to see this story go. Especially so soon after completing another of Lemon Frog's stories (NYTRS).

Maybe Meant to Be

I'm still purposefully behind on this one. That way I have a little bit of a buffer in case I can't handle a cliffhanger and HAVE to go right into the next episode.

I will be honest, though, while this season is still cute, outside of the first few episodes where Jia and Mincheol were "stranded on a deserted island", this season hasn't really had me itching to get to the next episode. Not the way I did with the first season. I'm 28 episodes into the 2nd season, and it does NOT feel like I'm that far in. While a LOT happened in a short timeframe in season 1, it feels like virtually nothing has happened in season 2 yet.

Jia and Mincheol were caught in a nasty storm while out fishing with Jia's parents, and our favorite couple got washed up on a beach. They survived a few days on that beach with little-to-no supplies before being "rescued" (turns out they were just a couple of miles from the resort where Jia's parents ended up. Mincheol just never ventured far enough to find civilization.... whoops).

After those initial 8 intense episodes that very much kept the same chaotic vibe as season 1, the storyline slowed WAY down. Before heading home from their fishing trip, Jia and Mincheol were interviewed about their time lost on the beach after being swept overboard. During the outdoor interview, Mincheol, not thinking, held up his hand to shade Jia's eyes from the sun. Everyone found it adorable, and the interview went viral. This caught the attention of this big wig. I still don't really know who she is or what her significance is. She did, however, use the opportunity to talk to Jia's original publisher/agent/manager/whomever he was: Mr. Na.

The next 20-some episodes were just this lady strong-arming Mr. Na into getting Jia back into the public spotlight in any way possible. He and Jia's old college friend Yeonju tried a few more ploys at Yeonju's cafe where Jia works to try to lure her back into writing. When that didn't work, Mr. Na brought in a reality show director/producer to film something in the cafe, in hopes that watching HIM would convince Jia to write.

There's just this focus on getting her back into writing now that the main plot of Jia and Mincheol falling in love and admitting their feelings for each other concluded in season 1. There was a long backstory where Jia talks about how she wrote her first novel and got it published in the first place, but then how writer's block crept in and how she because so stressed that she swore off writing ever again. Really hits home, and I'm still invested in the series both for Jia's writer's arc and because she and Mincheol are still adorable little beans. But the "I have to know what happens next RIGHT NOW" itch from season 1 just didn't carry over.

On top of all that, the secondary couple of Sang-U and Suyeon have been more-or-less sidelined. There's mentions in passing that they're still trying to act professional at work, but everyone knows that they're dating and are just waiting for them to finally publically admit it. This led to a small side-plot of Mincheol finally learning how to drive so he didn't have to carpool with Sang-U and Suyeon to and from work anymore, given how awkward it was with the couple trying to hide that they're dating around him.

That's it. That's all that happened in season 2 thus far:

  • Jia and Mincheol have a pseudo honeymoon redo after believing they were stranded on an island for days
  • Mincheol shades Jia's eyes from the sun after she agrees to do a quick outdoor interview, and the video goes viral, which then kickstarts Mr. Na hounding Jia again about getting back into writing
  • Mincheol feels awkward about carpooling with Sang-U and Suyeon still when they're trying to hide that they're a couple. However, Mincheol doesn't know how to drive, so Jia teaches him and he successfully gets his license.
  • Mr. Na teams up with Yeonju as they plot ways to try to trick Jia into writing again/finding joy in writing again.
  • Jia tells Mincheol how she became a famous writer and why she stopped writing (which takes up 4 episodes alone)
  • Somewhere in there Jia realizes she forgot Mincheol's 32nd birthday, but stumbled into the perfect gift for him
  • Mr. Na sets up a reality show shoot at Yeonju's cafe as yet another ploy to try to lure Jia back into writing

Aaaaand that's everything for those 28 episodes....

My Child Will Have a Different Father

The romance is blooming in this one. The further in you get, the more you see how much Prince Lutz is falling for Hinael. He tries to spoil her. He listens to her. He compliments her. He drops everything to free up time for her. He does all that he can to help her thrive within the royal family and gets viciously defensive towards anyone cruel to his bride.

On the flipside, Hinael is seeing the effort Lutz is putting into their marriage, and she's starting to believe that Lutz isn't just preferable to her murderous first husband Chetaire; she may even learn to actually love Lutz.

Plot wise, the crown prince is on death's door, likely poisoned by third prince Kylo. While, as far as the characters are concerned, there was no evidence, there is also a near-absolute possibility that Kylo had plotted with Chetaire to have the Count kidnap Hinael. Kylo also purposefully spooked Hinael's horse while she was learning to ride, in hopes of injuring her. On the flipside, Kylo's mother - the current empress - invited Hinael to have tea with herself and her two other daughters-in-law. With Hinael's lady-in-waiting Deia's intel and Lutz's wallet, Hinael was able to get personalized gifts for the three imperial ladies that more-or-less won them over.

Hinael is now plotting to buddy up with Kylo's wife in order to hopefully get more intel from her about what Kylo's plotting. Meanwhile, she uses her memories from her first life to try to feed information to Lutz in an attempt to help him secure the crown for himself. The couple is working together beautifully to try to take down Kylo with little-to-no bloodshed. That way, either the crown prince's life can be spared, or, upon the prince's death, the emperor will instead name Lutz as the replacement crown prince.

Some Game-Of-Thrones-like political intrigue and plotting, mixed with some sensual romantic plotline. Totally my cup of tea right now!

Obsidian Bride

I'm not entirely sure how much longer this series is going to go, since the finale hasn't published yet. However, it does feel like it's coming close to the end. We know the true identities of most of the Jewel Box participants, and we've seen the true form of about half of them. We learned who The Moon Owl truly is. Lueri (the main character) discovered the true identity of the mystery boy from the library: her first, and only, love whose flame she has held since she was about 12. The missing Marianne has been found, and how/why she went missing has been revealed to the reader. Just about all of the Jewels have paired up, so the TV series Jewel Box should be coming to a close. Can't imagine the Webtoon series Obsidian Bride continuing much longer after that. But I could be wrong.

There is now a lot of political intrigue going on. The true reason behind the Jewel Box has been revealed. It seems that a handful of the Jewels - along with Moon Owl himself - wish to topple the empire. The pro-empire propaganda is starting to fail. Perhaps the fifth Jewel Box concluding ends up knocking down political dominos, and we end up following the ramifications of that. There could be a whole new season of the series just based off of that alone.

Also, there's a water dragon who needs to be hatched and magical creatures need to return to the empire!

Who knows? Maybe I'm NOT close to the end.

Either way, I hope Lueri and her true love get to be together soon, and can hold each other tight. Seeing them kiss now fully knowing who the other is and why they missed each other when they agreed to meet up as children... it was so beautiful. Did my heart good.

This is another one, along with My Child Will Have a Different FatherA Savage Proposal, You Can't Kill Me, Seabird and the Wolf, and both Lemon Frog stories, that I itch to consume as soon as the latest free update goes live.

The Makeup Remover

OK. So. This one. THIS ONE! This used to be a Daily Pass read. Then, I guess Webtoon did away with the Daily Passes???? Instead, all of my Daily Pass stories turned into Ad-Unlock ones. Just like how they've always worked in the app, if you watch a short ad (about 15-30sec) the episode will unlock for 3 days. So, no more "read as much as you want within 14 days" that you got with Daily Pass unlocks. However, it also means unlimited binge reading, as long as you are willing to sit through an ad before each episode. And, after 3 days, you can unlock that episode again with just a short ad as well.

I've grown to have a love-hate relationship with this new set-up.

On the one hand, I am ELATED that I can binge-read these stories. ESPECIALLY The Makeup Remover. On the other hand, what happened to my guardrail forcing me to keep this to a once-daily read???

Anyway, as I mentioned, I'm LOVING that I can binge this story in particular. Because holy smokes! It's addicting! The writing is so good. The makeup design choices are so engaging and beautiful. The character arcs are amazing and keep you in such a chokehold. The cliffhangers smack you around until you beg for the next episode. It is so hard to find a good stop point. You just want more and more and more. It is, by and large, the comic equivalent of a "page turner" story, and it should be getting more attention than it has in the 4 years since it published.

I started reading this series mid-April, and I'm already 123 episodes into a 129-episode series! How am I nearly done already!? If I let myself just binge the last six episodes (since I seem to be reading this series in 6-episode chunks), I could have it done TONIGHT! I'm not ready to let it go!!!!

It's been exciting to watch Yeseul (the main character) grow more confident in herself. In both her skills and her looks. She's learned to stand up for herself and become more vocal when she's uncomfortable or sees an injustice.

Heewon, the "popular girl" from the same college year as Yeseul, has also grown so much. She's no longer the snotty, typical "entitled, internet-famous model". She's realizing the impact she has on others, how lucky she is to have been famous to begin with, and that she may not want that internet-famous life after-all. She's also become a fierce defender of her new bestie: Yeseul! Watching Heewon's character arc has been as rewarding as watching Yeseul's!

Then there's the secondary protagonist: Yuseong, the "genius" makeup artist. He went from only focusing on the makeup competition Face-Off Cinderella to full-on falling in love with Yeseul. What's extra sweet is that he knew full-well that Yeseul already had feelings for her classmate Seungwoo, so Yuseong tried his hardest to hide his growing affections, not wanting to burden Yeseul with a love confession when she already had so much on her plate.

Speaking of Seungwoo, he was the only character I was disappointed in. When we're first introduced to him, he's the most popular guy in college. Handsome. Kind. Giving. Charismatic. Helpful. He seemed the whole package. So, naturally, Yeseul thought she wasn't worthy of his attention. Instead, she was (mostly) content with just admiring him from afar and fantasizing about having a relationship with him. Then, early in the series, Yuseong happens to run into Seungwoo, and Seungwoo takes Yuseong to an exibition of the photography students' work. Seungwoo points out a photo of himself that Yeseul took. He then noted how Yeseul saw him in a way no one else ever seemed to, and that made him want to know more about her in return. He seemed so smitten, and I was excited that someone Yeseul thought was out of her league was lowkey thinking the same thing about her.

Based on Yeseul and Yuseong being in the cover art, and based on them being the main characters of the series, it was pretty evident that they were supposed to be end-game. Even so, I had hoped that maybe Seungwoo was as sweet as he appeared, and the moral of his story was that no one is out of anyone else's league. That everyone has their own insecurities and everyone just wishes to be seen for who they truly are. I was hoping that the series would have Seungwoo eventually connect with Yeseul, and the two would date, just as Yeseul had fantasized. But, maybe Seungwoo and Yeseul just didn't click as much as she thought they would. Maybe Seungwoo indeed possessed all of those social traits that Yeseul saw - kind, friendly, defender of the weak, brilliant photographer, etc - but they didn't really have anything to say to each other outside of photography. Maybe they had no shared interests. Maybe they did click, but then Yeseul realized that she liked Seungwoo more as a friend than a romantic partner. Maybe she realizes that she gets butterflies around Yuseong that she doesn't get around Seungwoo now that she's no longer admiring him from afar. There isn't anything wrong with Seungwoo, but he just isn't the right fit, romantically.

Instead, the author went with Seungwoo secretly being a gaslighter and massive manipulator.

The lessons that the story taught about abuse, how to recognize toxic relationships, and how to break out of such relationships is an important one. I praise the story for everything it did with that storyline. I just wish Seungwoo was presented differently if that was the direction the author was going. It felt very "Han from Frozen heel-turn". Despite so many of the other readers calling it from a mile away (maybe because they knew the trope and knew Seungwoo was too good to be true?), I felt like the villain reveal was a bit of a sucker-punch from left field.

But that's the kind of thing that had me devouring this story. That, along with finding out what each team comes up with for the next round of the makeup competition. Or seeing how Yeseul and Yuseong come up with their concept. Or watching Yeseul deal with Seungwoo. Or sympathize with Yuseong as he struggles with his feelings for Yeseul. Or Heewon getting smacked by reality and learning to cope. Or cliffhanger misunderstandings (that, thankfully, get resolved in the next episode; the author doesn't like to draw out miscommunication).

In fact, this was the one series I was thinking of when I said people who can't stand the miscommunication-induced drama of Savage Proposal should just find stories without it. There's plenty. And so many in the comments of The Makeup Remover praise the author for NOT dragging out the miscommunication for drama purposes (a dig at series like Savage Proposal). So.... yeah.... if those people like slowburn romances that don't center on miscommunication, they should just read this series instead.....

Anyway, this series is so good. I'm excited to go back and rebinge it a second time once I've finished it. Now that I know all the twists and turns, I'm excited to start it over again and seeing certain scenes in a new light. Now knowing better what's going through the character's minds.

Man, now I want to just curl up in a corner and finish up The Makeup Remover instead of finishing this blog update.

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Also, the heel-turn of Seungwoo vs how I wanted it to go down lowkey has me thinking of my Hey Arnold! story What Is Truly Meant To Be. Mainly because I wanted Helga to have that "you're a great guy, but not for me" moment with Brainy. Maybe I need to step fully away from Miraculous Ladybug (especially since I still haven't started season 6 yet, so it's been over a year since I've watched the show), and return to HA instead....

BUT this isn't my writing update portion of my blog, so I'll save further contemplations for that.

Speaking of, I guess I should start working on that, huh? Here's hoping I'll catch you all again in a couple of days???

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Tuesday, February 18, 2025

LycoRogue's Reading Corner: February

Est. Read Time: 40min
This Month's Font: Itim

Looks like I'm two-for-two with publishing my LycoRogue's Reading Corner update on time. I'll give myself props for at least getting it done in the correct month again. Baby steps.

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What hurts is that I was actually keeping pretty on-schedule to be able to get this published on the 15th, as intended. Then I tripped at the finish line. Naturally, there was Valentine's Day on Friday, and you probably know by now how my husband and I are big mushes. Granted, we didn't celebrate ON Valentine's Day since we were both busy, but we then made a point of spending time together after work on Saturday to make up for it. Either way, it meant that I was focused on something other than this update because of V'day. Plus, as I mentioned, I was busy on Friday, so that day was a loss as well.

The main distraction, however, was entirely of my own making. Literally. I'll discuss it more in my writing update at the end of the month, but I created a Discord server for me and my writing friends. I then distracted myself from finishing this update by working on/posting to that server for about two or three days. The entire time I thought, "I don't need to do this NOW. Work on the blog update." But then that little devil on my other shoulder whispered, "Nah... this is more important..."

Sooooooo.... yeah. Whoops.

With regard to reading, I have been focused exclusively on WEBTOON the past month. Zenmisery hasn't updated any of the stories she had been working on. Which.... fair. It's been extra rough for a lot of us Americans since the newest administration took hold. I get having different priorities than working on fanfiction. 

Not that there's a shortage of other fanfiction for me. Besides the thousands of fics already published to AO3, there's been a big resurgence lately. After over a year, season 6 of Miraculous Ladybug has finally started airing.

Except.... I haven't been watching any of it because the release order is even more messed up than normal.

For season 1, the release/watch order didn't really matter. The show was episodic. You could watch in whichever order and you'd be fine. The only stipulations were (1) keep the two-part "Origins" episodes together, and (2) have "Volpina" be the season finale.

For season 2, the story started to get a bit more serialized. Most of it remained episodic, but there was starting to be an overarching season-long plot. If you watched some late-season episodes before some early-season episodes the character development might feel off or you might get a minor spoiler.

Season 3 is when the watch order really started to matter. It's also when I decided to exclusively watch the series in production order, as opposed to the random toss-out of episodes that was the air order. Mostly because there was a pretty big spoiler in an episode that aired at least 9 episodes ahead of production order.

Even so, season 6 is, as I've mentioned, by far the worst. At least with the previous seasons, the two-part episodes aired back-to-back and in the correct order, the season finale was the final episode(s) to be aired, and - with the exception of season 1, when it didn't really matter - the first episode of each season was indeed the season premiere.

Until now...

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Four episodes have already aired, one of which was the ELEVENTH episode in production order.

We are still waiting for an air date for THE FIRST EPISODE OF SEASON 6! Whyyyyyyyy?

Supposedly, you can watch season 6 in any order, just like season 1 or 2, but I'm probably still going to wait until at least the FIRST EPISODE IN PRODUCTION ORDER is finally aired before I jump into this new season. Which means a LOT of spoiler dodging for a little while. So.... I'm just going to step away from new fanfiction as well....

Most people are kind enough to tag spoilers, but some? Eh? It's just safest to step away.

Not that it matters. I am apparently determined to have my Webtoon nightly reading list be long enough to take up my goal of 1hr/day all on its little lonesome. Which means I've continued my habit of just subscribing to any promoted series that have a logline and artwork that intrigues me, even if I don't read the synopsis then-and-there to see if I even want to read it. I have so many of these that I still need to vet....

Anyway, that brings my subscription list count (excluding stories I've completed) up to 74 stories! Well, 90 stories, if you include the 16 Canvas series I'm also subscribed to.

Just so you know, I haven't even read the preview chapter for 62% of that subscription list.... But I get suggested pretty pictures and romance isekais so.... *hits subscribe button* I'm such an easy mark....

Regardless, I am still actively reading 16 Webtoons Original stories (the ones that are updated weekly, with official editors, yada-yada). I also regularly read 3 Webtoons Canvas stories (the ones where the creators are self-regulated and post on their own schedule) as they update.

That doesn't include 3 more Webtoons Original stories or 2 Webtoons Canvas stories or 3 Comikey stories that I might periodically bring up to read. I just need to be in the right mindset for them, though.

Point being, I started tearing though last month's reading schedule pretty quickly again. I had bouts of insomnia, and I was craving more content. This time, I at least went to that long subscription list I already had, and pulled some new options from that. 

First was the series You Can't Kill Me: The Secret Bride of the Black Wolf

Yeonwu Chae, a talented yet lonely composer from Korea, finds herself and her family trapped in the underworld after a car crash. In her first life, she marries Hyojo, who ultimately kills her. In her second life, she takes revenge by taking her own life in front of him. But despite her desperate wish for an end, she’s given another chance at life. However, this time, instead of encountering Hyojo, she is discovered by Hwita, a mysterious man with a black wolf as his guardian spirit. Can Yeonwu break the cycle and find true safety in this treacherous underworld?

    - Official Webtoon Summary

Honestly? This was a case of "Pretty pictures; instant subscribe" and I didn't even read the summary before checking out the series. I just saw the title, the gorgeous artwork, and it was giving the same vibes as, say, The Dragon King's Bride. So, going in relatively blind, I started up the series.

It opens with Yeonwu committing suicide in front of Hyojo as a sort of a "You cannot have me! I will be free" message. She did so on his birthday in front of the attendants, no less, to really drive home that Hyojo is so horrible that she'd rather die than have him touch her again. 

She hoped she was finally free and could pass on to the next life, only to wake up as her past self right after the fateful car crash. She was terrified. The past two times she lived through this moment Hyojo was the one who found her, and he declared Yeonwu as his.

The artist is SO GOOD at drawing the physical depictions of stress and panic. You could practically feel her shaking through the screen. My own heart races a bit, and my breath becomes shallow whenever Yeonwu panics about Hyojo. It is terrifying, but in the best way. I didn't need to know more. I was locked in.

The next episode, you officially meet the titular Black Wolf: Hwita. Yeonwu isn't sure what is different about this life reset that Hwita is there instead of Hyojo, but she is grateful. She instantly throws herself at him. If he takes her as his lover, maybe that will keep her away from Hyojo!

Understandably, Hwita is beyond confused as to why this person he has never met before is practically begging him to take her to bed. He seems to pick up that she's doing so out of fear, however, and does agree to take her in to protect her. He lets her know that he has no intention of sleeping with anyone he's not in love with, however. Either way, Hwita does still agree to present Yeonwu as his lover, and makes sure to have her room set up beside his so that even his servants will believe the rouse. 

Next comes the major hurtle: Hyojo is the son of the emperor, and Hwita is the emperor's distant relative; a high noble within the Underworld. He's frequently called to the imperial palace, and he can't hide Yeonwu away for too long. The moment Hyojo sees her, he wants her as his own; just as he's always wanted in Yeonwu's past lives.

Now Yeonwu has to push back against trauma and fear, and avoid the constant advancements and attacks from Hyojo (thankfully, Hwita is a very protective "lover").

Also.... Hwita has an alleged twin named Yuta, who is the Grim Reaper.... See, I say "alleged" because we have yet to see the two together. People refer to the Reaper as Hwita's twin, even Hwita's servants seem to have known the twins when they were young. However, there's a decent amount of evidence to suggest that maybe Hwita IS Yuta? That they just kind of cohabit Hwita's body, and that he transforms into Yuta whenever he takes on Reaper duties????

For instance, people talk about how The Reaper only has his powers at night, and so, the only times both Yeonwu and the audience ever sees Yuta, it's at night... when Hwita is conveniently not around. And, when Yeonwu was brutally attacked, Yuta later goes after the aggressor claiming the aggressor put his hands on "My woman" (implying Yeonwu is in a relationship with Yuta, not Hwita). 

On the flipside, though, Hwita, while talking to Yeonwu about her first encounter with Yuta - in which he saved her from thugs - mumbles "I can't believe my brother was actually useful for once." He also seemed put-off when Yeonwu commented on how similar Hwita and Yuta were: "I thought you two had a similar aura." Later, when he was alone with one of his most faithful servants, he notes that Yuta wears a mask because "he hates that his face looks so much like mine" (being twins and all). 

So... it feels like Hwita believes Yuta is a separate person, an actual brother/twin. Which SHOULD confirm that Hwita and Yuta AREN'T one and the same.... On top of that, in the most recent free-release episode, Yuta is seen attacking Yeonwu's assailant while Hwita is busy recovering from being poisoned. Does this confirm that they are two different people? Or is the the story being told out-of-order and Yuta attacking the guy happens AFTER Hwita's recovery, not before/during it?

Flipping back though.... In the opening scene of the series, when Yeonwu commits suicide at Hyojo's birthday celebration, she sees a man crying over her death. She can't tell who it is, but, after I went back to reread this scene, it's now obvious that the person crying over Yeonwu's suicide is Hwita. And Hwita is magically there before Hyojo when Yeonwu is again reverted to the moment her family crashed into the Underworld.

Did Yuta - as The Reaper - cause Yeonwu's life-rewinds? Did he also direct Hwita where to go to find Yeonwu? Did he do all of this for his brother - whom he seems to have a negative relationship with? Especially considering Yuta apparently considers Yeonwu HIS woman? OOOOR, does Occam's Razor suggest that Yuta HAS to therefore be Hwita during the day, when he loses his Reaper powers? In his daytime form (Hwita) he saw his love (Yeonwu) committing suicide to try to get away from Hyojo. He wants another chance to save her and maybe even be with her, so, in his Reaper form (Yuta), he rewinds time as far as he can control: the car crash (he, presumably, doesn't have the ability to alter anything that happened in the Overworld, aka, the world of the living). He then tries to get to Yeonwu before Hyojo, but, it's daytime again, so he has to arrive as Hwita.

Seems compelling... until you realize that - iirc - Hwita has visited Yeonwu at night, and has even specifically told her that he'd escort her if she needed to go anywhere at night since it's so dangerous.

EEEEE! This whole mystery behind Hwita and Yuta, and why Yeonwu is stuck in this time loop.... I love it all! I'm hooked just on that. But then seeing how tender Hwita is with Yeonwu, and watching them lowkey flirt with each other??? Beautiful!

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All-in-all, this is an awesome story. Definitely in the top among all the ones I read/have read. The artwork is gorgeous and really pulls you into the skin of the protagonist. Hwita is the softest of beans, but goes BEAST MODE when he feels he needs to protect Yeonwu. Which, surprisingly, is both a LOT and not as much as he'd think? Like, she's attacked. A LOT. But she's also learning that she can hold her own a lot more than she thought. So Hwita doesn't need to rescue her as much as you'd think.

Also, as I mentioned above with Hwita crying over Yeonwu's suicide, there's hints that maybe Yeonwu and Hwita interacted more in her past lives than she lets on, and/or that maybe Hwita is also aware of the time loop and has been in love with Yeonwu for a while now? The "aware of the loop" thing would explain how he'd know where to be to get to Yeonwu before Hyojo this life-reset, assuming it isn't some Yuta/Hwita shenanigans.

So.... yeah! I spent HOURS just binging this story on one of my days off, which then meant I was caught up and had to wait for the next free release. Boo. At least You Can't Kill Me is now an exciting addition to my weekly reading line-up. Bonus: It updates Sunday night in the US. Which means I finally have new weekly content on Sundays, and not just Daily Pass unlockables! Whoo!

Finally finding something for my Sunday evenings was exciting, but it also meant it didn't help me fill my nightly reading cravings. Still on the hunt to bulk up my nightly reading list, I got introduced to a brand new series: Lock Me Up, Duke!.

When doomed to get the bad ending, everyone would try to avoid it no matter what, right? But, that’s not the case for A-Min Kim. Reborn as Jayna Blake, the main character of her favorite game: “How to Fall in Love with the Obsessed Man”, A-min Kim is determined to get the locked up ending. Free food, limitless sleep, and no need to work! Who’d refuse that? At least, not Jayna!

    - Official Webtoon Summary

Not only was this story being promoted on Webtoon's rotating home page banner, but it was also being promoted at the end of Seabird and the Wolf. Seems the same publishing company in charge of Seabird and the Wolf is also translating and publishing Lock Me Up, Duke! I had some faith after getting into Seabird, and I liked that the publishing company Kisai both left amusing author's notes at the end of each episode and was relatively active on Webtoon itself. They keep up with the creator blogs to promote their various stories. That's neat to me. Plus, the concept for Lock Me Up, Duke! is so bonkers to me. I HAD to see where the story would take it.

I was not disappointed.

First, a little note on the in-story game "How to Fall in Love with the Obsessed Man". It is a unique dating sim that is notorious for it having FIFTY different bad endings! For context for non-gamers, typical branching-pathway games MAAAAYBE have a dozen endings TOTAL. Granted, there are some, such as Baldur's Gate III or Fire Emblem games, that have far more ending options. The main difference there is that you typically have dozens of potential romanceable partners, and so each pairing results in a different ending option. For the purposes of this in-story game "How to Fall...", the main character Jayna only has the ONE romance option. And yet, there's still 50 BAD endings, not including any neutral or good ending options! That is a DETAILED game. No wonder it's isekai fodder! Wonder if that will come up later in the series....

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Anyhoo... Lock Me Up, Duke! starts with A-Min getting the locked-up ending in "How to Fall...". While A-Min is playing, the reader can tell the video game character Jayna is scared and isolated. She's being hand-fed by the game's love interest/antagonist Theoris Lee Akrana. He drapes his cloak on her, noting how she must be cold. He then refuses her request to let her leave the room, and it's revealed that she's chained to the floor of her lavished bedroom. Theo then leaves, stating with an evil smirk how much he loves Jayna. She screams for him as the door closes behind him and he walks away. The scene concludes with a pop-up noting that A-Min got the locked-up bad ending.

A-Min disagrees with the 'bad ending' classification. Not taking into consideration the mental and emotional abuse of living imprisoned like that, A-Min thinks this locked-up ending is paradise. You get a lavished bedroom. You have gorgeous dresses. You can rest all you want. Eat delicious food all you want. AND a gorgeous man (Theo) personally takes care of you? What's not to like!?

The woman clearly has a bit of a warped view of the world as she laments her small apartment, no job prospects, no family, and no romantic options. The only things she has going for her are her near-encyclopedic knowledge of "How to Fall in Love with the Obsessed Man" and a stray cat she sometimes takes care of.

That is... until the cat runs out into traffic, and, in an attempt to save the cat, A-Min gets hit and isekai'd into Jayna. She awakens in a dusty attic bedroom. In your classic Cinderella-style treatment of unwanted and/or illegitimate children, Jayna was hidden away with only the barest necessities until the day she could be useful via her arranged marriage to Theo.

Knowing her life will be worlds better at Theo's castle than it could ever be locked away in a dusty attic at her father's estate, she gleefully packs. Who cares about Theo's cruel reputation? Based on the video game, A-Min knows Theo becomes obsessively devoted to Jayna. She knows she'll be better protected and better taken care of with Theo than her parents. 

She gives them both a cold and rude farewell - why should A-Min care? It's not like they were HER parents, and they clearly treated Jayna cruelly - and goes on her merry way to Theo's estate.

Once there, Jayna (A-Min) is startled by how minimalist, bleak, and filthy the castle is. She knew that Theo was an illegitimate son of the late empress, exiled into the perilous demon-infested lands to the north (because of COURSE there's magic and monsters...) by the jealous emperor. Still, she wasn't expecting something that resembled Dracula's castle! Theo's castle wasn't so terrifying in the game!

As she approached her new home, Jayna (A-Min) is stopped by what appears to be a pop-up similar to the kind in "How to Fall..." It's a disclaimer:

Will you play this game?
      Yes                 No

WARNING
Before you finish the game, you might be killed by the Male Lead. But if you proceed with caution, you will reach a happy ending.

Again being dismissive about the "bad" ending options, Jayna (A-Min) clicks "Yes". Upon which, a new pop-up appears.

WARNING
There's no turning back now. We pray for your safe journey!

The pop-up then vanishes. This is creeping Jayna out. This is nothing like how the game played out! Doesn't matter though. She has no other place to go and no funds to find her own lodging and food. She trudges forward. 

As she approaches what was the first decision you could take in the game, a pop-up of options appears for Jayna. She's relieved to see the options, that way she doesn't have to worry about potentially forgetting a choice option and picking the wrong ones. She doesn't care if choosing wrong might result in Theo killing her. Instead, she's afraid that the wrong choices won't lead to her getting locked up.

Anyway, she tries to select one of the options just as she clicked on "yes" in that first pop-up. Nothing is clickable though. Instead, she "selects" an option by just... doing it!

Should she (a) Knock on the door, (b) Ask who's inside, or (c) Open the door? Once she verbalizes that she's trying to click on "Open the door" her body goes into autopilot and literally just.... opens the door without knocking or calling out to see who is on the other side.

It's a really cool story mechanic for me, and ties into how action/adventure isekais tend to be written. The ones where the male protagonists get isekai'd into their favorite fantasy/action video games, and so they still have the Heads-Up-Display (HUD) as if they were still at home playing those games. It's also a similar set-up for the tangential isekai: the full-haptic VR story. Shows like .Hack//Sign or Sword Art Online or Bofuri: I Don't Want to Get Hurt, so I'll Max Out My Defense. For an American take, you have the movie Ready Player One.

Point being, A-Min as Jayna has the same HUD concept where she'll get the action prompts (that only she can see) as if she were still simply playing the game instead of living through it. Very neat.

Panels from Episode 3 of Lock Me Up, Duke!
by Kisai Entertainment

Getting back into the plot, it seems that the emperor neglected to let Theo know of this arranged marriage. The emperor needed funds. Jayna's family had plenty to give to the empire, but only in exchange for nobility prestige. Both agreed that the arrangement would be mutually beneficial, but neither trusted the other and so they both decided to marry off their respective illegitimate children. Fun! Great parenting all around!

Due to Theo being blindsided by the arrangement, he offered to get it annulled. Not at all what Jayna wants! She tells him that she has nowhere else to go if he doesn't take her in. He again questions her resolve, reminding her of his reputation: "the notorious duke with 'evil blood'... Who shows no mercy to monsters or humans alike."

Going off-script, Jayna, knowing Theo via the game, knee-jerk responds with, "So what? Those are just rumors - I don't believe a word of it. People gossip about me all the time too, but none of it is true. I trust that you're a warm-hearted person."

That last line - I trust that you're a warm-hearted person - really struck a nerve and resonated with Theo. His whole life, he had been despised. While neither us readers nor Jayna (who was originally from our world) seems to see anything wrong with Theo's appearance, everyone born-and-raised within the fictional world A-Min has been isekai'd to (called Ellen) finds Theo (specifically, his silver eyes) revolting and unsettling. Which is why he typically wears a mask hiding his eyes and the upper half of his face. Add in how ruthless he has to be simply to survive in a place nicknamed "The Devil's Nest", and you can imagine how shunned and feared the poor guy has been his whole life. To now have this pretty girl forced to be your wife gladly taking on the role and saying she believes you're a "warm-hearted person"?

Well, naturally the guy is instantly smitten (although, he also fears that Jayna is a trap sent by the emperor, so he's cautious)!

Jayna is shown her room and.... it's practically empty, dusty, covered in cobwebs, and the limited furniture that is in there is far from well-maintained. She almost missed her dusty attic bedroom in comparison. Because of the dangers of where Theo lives, as well as how much the emperor hates him, Theo has virtually no servants. He doesn't have the funds to pay for them, and no one would want to live in such a dangerous area. Which explains why the castle has fallen to such disrepair.

Jayna sets to cleaning her room herself, and freaks out upon finding a spider. Without noticing that the spider is another of her game choice options, she screams. Theo runs back to check on her, and she instinctively hugs him out of fear. He then destroys the spider for her. It isn't until after Theo (over)killed the spider for her did Jayna remember that, in the game, Jayna would calmly and gently remove the spider from her room. Theo - in the game - would see video-game version of Jayna being sweet to the spider, and begin thinking more fondly of her. Mostly because she showed that she was "gentler and different from other women." A-Min's Jayna is now terrified that she ruined her chances by freaking out the way she did. Little does she know that she still proved herself "gentler and different" simply because she called him "warm-hearted" and she was willing to strip down to her undergarments in order to scrub her room herself with no complaint.

The problem, though, was that - again, due to his low budget - Theo has limited linens within his whole castle... and... Jayna threw away his only spares because they were gross and thread worn, and she didn't think they were worth the effort to try to salvage. Whoops!

Theo decided that their only solution is to have Jayna use his bed instead, and they'll sort out the bed sheets situation the next day.

And... that's more-or-less as far as the free episodes have gotten, with the exception of a bit more of Theo's backstory being revealed.

Also... fun note... while most other people will try to blend in as much as possible when they possess a character, A-Min is full-on herself. Complete with cursing like a sailor, which confuses poor Theo because he has never heard such words before. Love it. The main character in Her Wish to be Isekai'd does the same thing. Both women are hilarious for it. Never change!

Anyway, Lock Me Up, Duke! is another one that updates Tuesday nights in the US. So... My Tuesday nights are solid for reading. May even spill some of it over to Wednesday. Still doesn't help with my daily reads outside of Tuesday per se, though.

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This next one had me a bit wary, if I'm honest. The concept intrigued me, but the treatment of a neurodiverse-coded character left a foul taste in my mouth: At Your Mercy.

Getting transported into a novel once? Unusual. Twice? Welcome to Ji-an Han’s reality. Her second possession lands her in the body of a noble lady with an unfortunate reputation—the court fool. While still adjusting to this twist of fate, the enigmatic Crown Prince Iskan enters the scene with an unsettling proposition: "Take me as yours," he says, "I’ll become your most cherished possession." Between her reputation as a fool and a prince whose motives remain unclear, can Ji-an navigate this complicated new reality?

    - Official Webtoon Summary

First of all, the official summary is inaccurate. Iskan is the second imperial prince, and therefore a grand duke, not the crown prince. Still, you get the idea. He's the son of the emperor.

Secondly, I'm loving the artwork of this series. There's a lot of "pull your heartstrings" moments that the artwork really captures.

As for the characters? Well.... Iskan is awesome!

Yeeeaaah... much like The Fateful Invitation, I'm more invested in the story of the male lead than the actual protagonist. 

The actual protagonist can jump off a cliff.

See, Ji-an Han was isekai'd into a novel once before. She lived in the world of the Barkyan Empire before. Then, randomly, she was transported back to her original life on Earth. She lived her normal office-worker life for an undisclosed amount of time before getting isekai'd a SECOND time into the same novel. This time, as a new character.

Ji-an can't remember anything about her previous character possession, only that it happened and that it was definitely the same novel she was just re-isekai'd into. She also laments who she became this second time: "Delinda Schultz, the Foolish Noble Lady."

Aaaand this is when I almost put the series down. Ji-an recounts what limited information the novel provided of Delinda and the Schultz family.

House Schultz.

One of the great founding families of the Barkyan Empire, a noble house with deep historical roots. 

That was, until the birth of their only daughter Delinda Schultz marked the beginning of their decline.

The reason? Because the body I'm occupying was the Foolish Noble Lady! 

Until age six, she could barely string words together... and communicating her thoughts to others was a struggle. 

The Duke exhausted every possible treatment to help her function somewhat normally, but in the process, he nearly depleted the family fortune.

The scene then cuts to Ji-an in her South Korean bedroom, re-reading the novel and dismissing Duke Schultz's devotion for his daughter: "Tsk, tsk... a family falling to ruin because of their daughter..."

Like... oof! That's really gross, right? Add in later episodes where it's revealed that Delinda never learned to read (so, maybe dyslexic?) and had poor emotional intelligence. So, novel-version of Delinda was autistic and/or some other neurodivergent. Right? Suuuuuper gross how condescending Ji-an is of Delinda because of that (as opposed to Delinda being a "fool" because she's vacuous or vapid). A LOT of people in the comments called the story out on it. We all agreed, it would be one thing if the CHARACTERS from the novel all considered Delinda "a fool" because she wasn't neurotypical, but to have a modern-day representative such as Ji-an also think that way? Disgusting.

I had put this story away after reading that first episode. The dismissiveness towards Delinda just left too foul of a taste in my mouth.

However, nearly two months later, I still hadn't unsubscribed from the series. The whole "Ji-an got isekai'd twice into the same story as two different characters" hook still had me snagged. I kept reflecting back on that concept. 

Despite myself, I went back to this story a couple of weeks ago. Maybe the characters evolve past that prejudice against neurodivergent people.

Eeeeeh.... not really, but now I'm even MORE hooked by Iskan's story, and that of Delinda's father. 

Yes, there's still gross moments. Since Ji-an is neurotypical, when she possessed Delinda she didn't take on any of Delinda's mental struggles. She doesn't have the potential autism or dyslexia. She doesn't know what Delinda had to struggle with. She seems to have grown no sympathy for the poor character, which SUUUUCKS. Also, since Ji-an is neurotypical, her goal is to con people into thinking that Delinda "got better". 

She used an injury - to her shoulder, mind you - to convince the doctors that she was traumatized into her brain working properly????? Sure.

She's learned to read, and has asked for a tutor to learn "about society and culture... as well as history and philosophy." Her father is constantly praising her for her increased emotional intelligence as well, and tears up with joy and relief that all of the "cures" he's tried have finally worked.

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Again, the real hook, for me, is that duel-transmigration (the term they use in Korea instead of isekai) that Ji-an went through. As well as the mystery behind Iskan and his relation with Ji-an's previous vessel. I'm trying to push past the neurodivergence discrimination to get more on those story hooks instead.

Quick pause here to talk about how isekais typically work. This will be relevant in a moment.

You have four main ways to tell an isekai/transmigration/portal fantasy story.

First, you have the more "portal fantasy" style where the main character doesn't die. They just somehow get transported to this new world/reality. Stories like The Chronicles of Narnia or Peter Pan (wherein Wendy and her brothers are isekai'd to Neverland) or animes such as The Vision of Escaflowne or Digimon or Inuyasha. In these stories, the person gets sent both body and soul to this new world, and they (usually) have to find a way back to Earth/their reality.

Then there's the more popular version of an isekai in recent years: reincarnation.

The protagonist dies in the real world, but some benevolent or trickster god decides to reincarnate the protag in a new - usually fantasy - world. They are straight up reborn in this new reality. And therefore learn how that world works the same way any child would, thus avoiding suspicion that they aren't originally from that reality. As an added bonus, even as young children, these isekai'd reincarnations tend to retain all of their memories - and adult reasoning - from their previous life. Examples of this style of isekai would include animes such as The Saga of Tanya the Evil and So I'm a Spider, So What?

In a similar vein, there's stories like You Can't Kill Me or Leveling Up My Husband to the Max, where the protagonist gets sent back in time to re-inhabit their past self, but now with all the knowledge of the future life/lives they've lived. Classic time-loop style. The character doesn't have to learn anything about the world because they already learned it their first go at life.

Finally, you have the popular version for the stories I've been reading: Character Isekais, aka transmigrations. The protagonist knows a story, be it a novel, a webcomic, or a video game. The story in question may be their favorite; one they know by heart. Or it could be one that they just read, and so it's fresh in their mind. Or it could be one they were currently obsessively reading and maybe daydreaming about being a character within the story, even if they don't know how it ends. Either way, they die suddenly in the real world. Their spirit then possesses a character from the story previously established as significant to the protag. Surprise! The story world is now real, and the protag can affect how the plot plays out.

In this version, the protag keeps all memories from their previous life, including their knowledge of how the plot is supposed to play out. This helps them know the characters ahead of time, as well as the basic world-build of their new life. But only so much of any given character can be presented within the confines of a story. Because of this, when a "real world" person possesses a story character, any "behind the scenes" information about that character - things the character (now a fleshed out actual person) would know even if it wasn't presented in the original plot - tends to flood the protag's mind, quickly catching them up-to-date on the life of the person they now have to pretend to be. This way they don't cause suspicion when, say, they run into a person they should know, but that person was never given a name in the original story.

The way the "life download" worked in Not Your Typical Reincarnation Story was particularly good. Suna Choi gets overwhelmed by the new information about Edith that she wouldn't have known from the story alone. Then, less crucial bits of information - such as the dance styles for that world - are revealed to Suna as needed. 

Anyway, getting back to At Your Mercy, Ji-an doesn't get this character infodump. She only knows as much about Delinda as was revealed in the original story... which... wasn't much.... So Ji-an has to figure things out on the fly. Luckily, Delinda being categorized as a "fool" means no one bats an eye when Ji-an asks questions that someone her age should know the answers to already.

It's a weird twist to the classic transmigration/possession style of isekai: not gaining any new knowledge about the world or the character you inhabited. That, plus the mystery of who Ji-an was originally, how she returned to the real world, and why/how she was isekai'd a second time are all main reasons why I'm continuing with this story despite not liking the main character.

But also... the tall, brooding, emotionally wounded Iskan.

Delinda stumbles across him while he's finishing up an assassination assignment. His blade still covered in blood. She's understandably terrified, but Iskan's intrigued. There was a magical barrier up that should have hidden him and his violent work from civilians. How did she manage to literally stumble through it? He lets her leave, then follows her home to try to sus out who she is.

The next day, Iskan swoops in as a financial backer for an investment Duke Schultz is trying to buy into in order to restore his family's finances. This gives Iskan the perfect excuse to interact with Delinda more. She's understandably nervous, wondering if he was there because he changed his mind and decided to kill her after all.

He corners her, to try to talk to her more about what she saw and ask her about her power to pass through the barrier. This causes her to fall into one of Ji-an's nervous ticks. A nervous tick she clearly did in her previous transmigration as well. One that Iskan instantly recognizes.

It felt very Disney's Aladdin with Jasmine piecing together that Prince Ali is Aladdin between the "Do you trust me?" pose and how he tossed her an apple.

Disney's Aladdin (1992)

Much like how Prince Ali asking Jasmine "Do you trust me?" raised a flag for her, the apple toss trick all-but confirmed he was Aladdin, and Jasmine officially confirmed who he was by asking him about Abu, Iskan went through the same journey.

First was a nervous tick that Delinda had when he cornered her. That was what raised the flag for him. He asked her, "Have we met before?" meaning her past life, but she thought he was referencing when she stumbled upon his assassination job.

Ji-an has allowed a few more of her personal mannerisms to temporarily bleed through into how she presents Delinda. The more Iskan spots those glimmers of Ji-an, the more he's reminded of her previous transmigration. He keeps asking Delinda, "Are you sure we've never met before?"

Her past life in Barkyan is slooooooowly returning to her, but she's desperate to keep that hidden. She learned that her previous vessel Ruyan was killed, and she fears that it was because they discovered her possession. Ji-an can't guarantee that Delinda dying will throw her back to the real world again, so she's fighting to keep her possession secret.

Especially when one of Ruyan's memories is of a crying Iskan telling her, "Then I'll be the one to kill you," followed by the memory of being choked to death. While Iskan seems kind and protective of Delinda, Ji-an is constantly wary of him, unsure if he plans to kill her in this life as he (presumably) did in the previous one.

Honestly, given how heartbroken Iskan looked in that memory, I'm assuming Ji-an grew tired of living in Barkyan, and discovered a way to return to Earth if Ruyan dies. She probably confided in Iskan, who couldn't stand to see his lover die. However, Old Yeller style, if she HAS to die, let it be by his hands so he can at least be there until the last moment with her. However, since Ji-an doesn't remember that much, it's understandable that she's misreading the situation.

That said... oof! For as much as Ji-an craps on Delinda being "a fool", Ji-an is the actual thick brick. I get that she's being cautious, but there's so many tells that Iskan means her no harm. In fact, her harm would cause him great grief. If Ji-an actually did have ANY semblance of emotional intelligence - for which Delinda is being praised for since Ji-an possessed her - Ji-an would notice how sorrowful Iskan is whenever she's being careless.

At one point, Delinda is up along her family castle's rampart. She has caught her betrothed - via arranged marriage - making out with her lady-in-waiting Rose. She gets distracted by Iskan approaching her, and she loses sight of the lovers. Delinda tried leaning forward over the wall to get a better look at where they could have gone, but poor traumatized Iskan gets a flashback to Ruyan falling from a ledge. (I personally suspect that Iskan caught Ruyan trying to commit suicide and that's why he offered to kill her instead) Anyway, Iskan instantly grabs hold of Delinda and pulls her back from the wall. We then get these closing panels.

Final panels from Episode 10 of At Your Mercy
by Team Lightsalt and Team honeybread

Like... COME ON! He yells things like THAT at you, and you see this mournful, heartbroken look in your memories...

Final panels from Episode 11 of At Your Mercy
by Team Lightsalt and Team honeybread

...and you still think he has ill will towards you?

Also, as I alluded to above, Ji-an (as Delinda) heard of mysterious cases of other people in the empire injuring themselves and it completely changing their personality. Thinking this is her best bet to hide suspicion about Delinda suddenly acting different, she tries numerous times to hit her head (at this point she assumes, as a possessed character, that she can't be hurt/killed). No matter where she goes or how outlandish her plot is to hurt herself, Iskan is right there to stop her, save her, and/or protect her (much to Delinda/Ji-an's dismay).

Like... COME. ON! And yet Ji-an thinks DELINDA is the simple-minded one? Please!

Sooooooo yeah. Delinda/Ji-an is an annoying lowkey-condescending jerk parading around as the charming protagonist in a very similar vein as Hillaria from A Fateful Inventation. But the male lead is a sweetheart that I want to learn more about, and the mystery has drawn me in. So, we'll see how long I can stomach this story.

Not many free episodes out, so I again caught up in more-or-less one sitting. Another to add to the Sunday Update pile, at least. So... that's cool.

Let's try that long Subscription list one more time. What else can I add to my overall reading so I can get about an hour in nightly?

This time, I pulled A Savage Proposal.

When the ruthless Lord Tiwakan seizes the kingdom of Nauk, Princess Liene Arsac faces an impossible choice: marry her captor or watch her homeland crumble. But Lord Tiwakan isn’t just after power; he desires Liene, and his devotion stirs a mix of fear and undeniable attraction within her. With her former betrothed, Lafitte, still missing, Liene must decide whether to trust Tiwakan's promises or hold out hope for a rescue. As dangerous secrets come to light, Liene’s decision could change the fate of Nauk—and her own heart—forever.

    - Official Webtoon Summary

This one has an interesting, while problematic, concept. A coerced arranged marriage. Troubling, to be sure, especially when presented as the main romance. However, tales of women becoming wives as spoils of war are not new. Marriages being arranged as part of peace treaties is also not a new concept. Even so, I think the author is taking pains to show how rocky this marriage will be since the foundation is that of a coerced arrangement, and how the male lead is trying to make things right.

For instance, every time Lord Tiwakan (we have no clue what his given name is yet) is kind and gentle to Liene, and she starts to soften for him, she reminds herself why she's betrothed to him in the first place. She's mad at him, dammit! He set siege to the already dying kingdom of Nauk! He cut them off from supplies for two weeks, while slaughtering any knights her kingdom sent out to push back the invading barbarians. Just a single fortnight, and her people were already starting to starve. They could MAYBE last another month holding out for reinforcements, but how many would starve to death in the meantime? How many more families will lose sons/fathers/brothers as more knights are easily dispatched? Could any form of reinforcement even save them, or is it just delaying the inevitable? 

No. She had no choice in the matter. Nauk was no match for the Tiwakan army. No reinforcements were coming to rescue them. If she were the only cost to save her people, she'd easily pay that price. She wouldn't be happy about the end result, though. No matter how gentle and protective and handsome Lord Tiwakan was, she would not soften for him! Begone, lustful and nurturing thoughts!

Meanwhile, as Liene is struggling against her growing affections for Lord Tiwakan, you see how horrid the nobility of Nauk actually are. You understand why the kingdom was dying to begin with if these are the people at the helm. You see how dismissive and cruel they are to Liene - their sovereign! - compared to how compassionate and encouraging the Tiwakan are towards her. So, as she does start to soften for her attackers, you understand why, and don't necessarily hate it.   

For instance, we are introduced to Liene at the tail end of the siege of Nauk. She is an orphaned princess, the only remaining royal within that kingdom (presumably; we don't know what happened to Liene's mother). Why, if Liene is the last surviving royal, is she still a princess? Why is she not the queen? Given how backwards everything seems to be with Nauk nobility, maybe there can only be a king for the KINGdom of Nauk, and therefore, despite being a blood heir, Liene, at best, could become the queen consort. Sooo, she's still just Princess Liene when we meet her despite apparently being the reigning sovereign. 

She is at her wit's end. She cannot find a way to break the siege without aid from neighboring kingdoms, but everyone is too afraid of the Tiwakan army to intervene. Her council reminds her that her betrothed Sir Lafitte Kleinfelter has ridden out with a platoon of his family's personal knights in an attempt to get reinforcements. She rebuts that Lafitte promised to be back in 10 days, and that deadline has come-and-gone. Despite Lafitte swearing that he cherishes Liene more than his own life, she cannot rely on him bringing reinforcements. Something must have happened to prevent or delay his return. She has stalled as long as she could. She is begrudgingly accepting Lord Tiwakan's proposal in order to make peace NOW and try to end the suffering of her people.

Instead of acknowledging this sacrifice for her people, her council berate her about it! The nobility of Nauk now claim Liene is a naive, inexperienced coward who was never fit to rule. That she's a traitor selling out her own people to heathen barbarians. She has betrayed her beloved Lafitte; not having any faith in him. They talk over her, and try to plot and plan a way to betray Lord Tiwakan, threatening the peace Liene is trying to broker with her betrothal. It's so frustrating watching her being undermined by people who are supposed to be her subordinates.

Hits a bit close to home, am I right, fellow fem peeps?

Upon meeting with Lord Tiwakan to accept his proposal, Liene hears a commotion. A battle! Lafitte and his reinforcements were able to arrive in time after all! Huzzah!

That is, until a blood-splattered Lord Tiwakan enters the tent Liene is waiting in, and presents Lafitte's sword to her. He's not coming to rescue her. The reinforcements have been dealt with.

Again seeing no other option, she tries one last gambit. Lord Tiwakan made it clear that he knew the owner of that sword was Liene's betrothed. Liene bluffs, claiming that she and Lafitte had already slept together prior to their marriage, and she is carrying his child. She then declares that any children she might have with Lord Tiwakan will be further down the succession line than Lafitte's child, and Liene will defend this child with her very life. Lord Tiwakan's bloodline will never become the rulers of Nauk, so if that's what he wants he might as well withdrawal his proposal. 

Liene isn't expecting Lord Tiwakan to agree to those terms. He will allow Liene to carry Lafitte's child to term, bear him, raise him in safety, and groom him to become Nauk's next ruler. Now that that's out of the way, does she agree to marry him?

Shocked and unsure how else to get Lord Tiwakan to withdrawal both his proposal and his troops, Liene submits. Now she has two new things to worry about. For one, she has to figure out how long she can milk the fake-pregnancy before faking a miscarriage to avoid being found out. Either that, or get Lord Tiwakan to impregnate her soon enough that she can pass his child off as Lafitte's. Which brings her to problem number two: Tiwakan now believes she's not a virgin, so she has to hide any pain she has when she does lose her virginity, and she has to act as if she knows what she's doing while having sex.

Understandably stressed beyond measure, Liene carved into the palm of her hand with her thumbnail via a repetitive nervous twitch during the marriage negotiations. Lord Tiwakan notices the wound, points it out to Liene, tells her to put ointment on it to make sure she fully recovers, and then tenderly kisses her wound. This is the first show of compassion and gentleness we see from Lord Tiwakan, and it confuses the heck out of Liene.

Now the nobility of Nauk and all of Liene's handmaidens believe she is pregnant, and try to use it as further proof that she can't submit to Lord Tiwakan. How could she forsake Lafitte like that? Especially when, upon Lord Tiwakan graciously returning the bodies of Nauk's fallen, Liene discovers the body believed to be Lafitte isn't actually him. Lafitte is probably still secretly alive! Maybe he's planning to mount a surprise rescue! She has to have faith in her former betrothed!

Problem THERE, however, is that, while walking the gardens with Lord Tiwakan, a hidden Lafitte shot an arrow at them. Here are some panels from that scene. 

Final panels from Episode 3 of A Savage Proposal
by Lee yuna and team IRUKA

Given that Lord Tiwakan tucks Liene in front of him so he can shield her, a lot of readers are wondering if (a) Lord Tiwakan was just overly cautious and Liene would have been fine, (b) Lafitte is a bad shot and Lord Tiwakan knew that the arrow would miss him and hit Liene instead, (c) Lafitte was aiming at Liene under the guise of trying to assassinate Lord Tiwakan once the barbarian leader was hit instead, or (d) that arrow was perfectly aimed at Lord Tiwakan (given that he had to pull Liene back in order to pivot her properly to shield her) and Tiwakan is using his shielding of Liene as a way to earn sympathy points. 

Regardless, to try to appease the Tiwakans, Liene makes sure that Lord Tiwakan is well cared for and bandaged up. When the lord begins to have a fever due to his body trying to heal the wound, Liene reluctantly offers to sponge his sweat away. To which, Lord Tiwakan gently teases her and asks how long his bride must find him repulsive. 

The two have a conversation, resulting in Liene willingly participating in a fairly hot make-out session. One that the lord pulls away from first, noting that he's unsure what he'd do in his fevered state, and so they should probably stop. It's then that Liene realizes that maybe she didn't want them to stop... only to berate herself because OF COURSE she should want them to stop! She shouldn't find Lord Tiwakan attractive and alluring!

She then reflects on how Lord Tiwakan waved off the arrow shot into his shoulder as if it were just an inconvenience. Reminded me of someone having their menstrual cycle: "Yeah, this is annoying and I'll feel like crap and it hurts and I may get a low-grade fever, but just give me a few days and I'll be right as rain again. No worries." Liene then compared that to when Lafitte had scratched up his arm on a branch while horseback riding. He whined about how much pain he was in and clung to Liene's hand, rubbing his face against her sleeve while he was being bandaged up. She equated it to a small child dealing with pain. Here's her thought bubbles from that flashback:

Time sure is flying by quickly...
How long do I have to be here?
His wound doesn't even seem that big.
There's so much to be done...
When will he let go of my hand?
I wanted to tell him so many times to let me go.

Clearly, even with her original suitor, it was an arranged marriage that Liene wasn't emotionally invested in. Lafitte may have been devoted to her, but it certainly wasn't the other way around. Aside from potentially losing an ally, there was little love lost when Liene believed that Lafitte was dead.

It then gets worse. While trying to discretely inform Lafitte to go into exile, and warn his uncle Grand Chancellor Lyndon to do nothing to prevent Liene's marriage to Lord Tiwakan, we see how deranged both men are. They are dismissive and abusive and clearly think of Liene as little more than an object to either use politically or keep as a trophy. 

The readers quickly realize that Liene dodged a MAJOR bullet now that she's forced to not marry Lafitte, especially after seeing - even when Liene isn't in the room - how warm and caring Lord Tiwakan is with regards to her. 

Really makes us question why he bothered with the siege at all instead of simply attempting to woo her away from Lafitte. Did he know that the nobles would stop Liene if she wasn't backed into a corner? (I mean, they tried to stop her even THEN soooooo)

I'm quite curious to see where this story goes. However, just as with the others, I again caught up with the weekly releases fairly quickly. At least I have my third Sunday Night Update story, right?

So.... I failed at my original goal to find more Daily Unlock stories that I could add to my reading rotation in order to lengthen my nightly reads. However, I DID add to a few more of my weekday reads, so each day should have close to an hour's worth of reading regardless now. Especially Tuesdays! I just need to bulk up the back half of the week, and find something for Wednesdays....

Which means my weekly reading schedule now looks like this:

On top of that list, I can also sprinkle in the Webtoon Canvas stories as they are uploaded. These are very scarely updated though, so I rarely know when I get the next installment. And Punderworld is the only one that gives significant story chunks when it updates. The others are pretty short reads. As I've previously mentioned, The Prince's Private Servant in particular usually only takes a few seconds to read each time....

Let's see how long this reading list satiates me before I dive back into that long subscription list and I add more to my reading schedule. Here's hoping for something other than those two daily pass reads on Wednesdays.

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Catch you all at the end of the month for my writing update! Take care!