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Tuesday, March 2, 2021

Little Flashes of Writing

I did it again. Just completely ignored this blog last week. Even though I AGAIN had actual writing to promote.

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I don't know why I keep doing this. It also kept me two full hours of having Blogger open this morning before I started working on this post. I just have been struggling hardcore with starting any sort of writing lately. Once I get those first couple of sentences down I can go OFF for hours; gladly lost in a craft I enjoy. However, getting the motivation to put those sentences down, or even forming sentences in the first place? I dunno, guys, it's still rough going for me.

I mean, I know I stated last time that I need to give myself another break; that I'm clearly more burnt out than I keep giving myself credit. So, I'm sure you fine folks didn't bat an eye about the fact that I missed last week.

The irony there though, was that I randomly wrote a little vignette pretty much right after saying I need to be on a writing break. I published it online. I've had a fair amount of positive feedback - which I'll get into in a little bit - and I was feeling pretty good about my writing after that. I was all pumped to tell you guys about it, and I'm back to having my Tuesdays off. I really had no reason to NOT write up the post. Instead, though, I just... sat on YouTube catching up on my subscriptions list and playing on my Switch.

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During the first few days of my "writing hiatus", I decided to focus on reading fanfic again. I was looking for fluffy pieces to maybe inspire me for a belated Valentine's Day piece or a way to FINALLY get the "Your Voice" prompt from last year's Fluff Week to form into a publishable story.

I can't quite recall anymore which story did spark something, but all of these identity reveal/love reveal/Love-Square becoming a couple stories made me want to write my own. I think one of the stories had Adrien so excited to find out that Marinette loved him that it took all he had to not just literally sweep her off her feet or something? 

Anyway, I couldn't figure out a full story, but I did have a scene that needed out of my head, and so I complied.

There is a much larger story here. I know there is. Mostly, I don't don't know where Adrien and Marinette are in this vignette, or why she suddenly decided it was time to abruptly (and kind of aggressively) confess her feelings to Adrien. I also don't know how the story concludes; how it resolves whatever conflict has Marinette confessing in the first place. There's so much that could bookend this scene to build it up into a full story, but, whatever.

I didn't want to sit on a scene that I enjoyed but had NOTHING for what came before it or after. At least other scenes I have waiting in the wings have surrounding stories I'm trying to form - mostly just threading those scenes together for One and the Same - and so sitting on them makes sense. This, though? To pull my hair out to force myself to come up with the surrounding story? Or to shelve something I enjoyed because it's incomplete, and who knows when I will complete it?

Screw that! This is my way of being self-indulgent: just go ahead and post the thing; let the readers sort out the details surrounding it. I mean, fan-artists do it all the time with concepts surrounding a single image, right? I'll actually touch on that in a moment.

So, anyway, I went ahead and posted my vignette of less than 1000 words (I know, right!?) up on Tumblr as one of my few Tumblr exclusive drabbles. I mostly do that because I don't like posting incomplete stories/drabbles up on FFN or AO3. However, I had torn through so many stories that were either around or under the 1000-word mark leading into that spark of inspiration. So, ya know what? Let's do this. Everyone else posts short little blips, why shouldn't I?

It kept me until the 24th - about a week after publishing to just Tumblr - but I finally went ahead and published in my normal spots as well.

So, for your consumption, I give you

Is It True?
Summary: Marinette instantly regrets confessing her feelings for Adrien. He decides it might be time for a confession of his own.

It's been about a week since I published to FFN, AO3, and DA, so might as well check out my stats. This story truly has blown up. I get it though. It's suuuuuper short, especially for me. It's a love confession. It's Adrienette fluff. If ANY of my stories were going to blow up, I'd be surprised if it WASN'T this one.

Also, reminder that the story was up only on Tumblr for nearly a week before I published to the other sites, so the stats for Tumblr is actually for the 2 weeks it's up. That said, it wasn't until I reblogged the story with the links to the off-site publications (and remembered to tag discoveringmiraculouswriters) did I get most of the notes. That first week, I only had 7 likes and one reblog.
FFN: 508 views, 27 faves, 9 followers, and 7 reviews
AO3: 664 hits, 115 kudos, 6 bookmarks, and 6 reviews
DA: "1k views" but no favorites or comments*

Total Results: 2172* views! 142 faves, 15 followers, and 13 reviews
      *I don't know if it's exactly 1000 views on DA once the site switches count to 1k. For all I know, it could be 1010 views, but DA just keeps it in a "1k" category.

Tumblr Notes: 31 notes; 22 likes, 8 reblogs, and 1 comment

FFN reviews:
  1. This was sweet. I love the mutual love without identities coming into play. Great work.
- sparklehannah
  2. Great one-shot. Thank you for writing it.
- Agiani
  3. Ahhh. So cute! Marinette running away is so like her. Very nicely done. But you're right. I sense a larger story... Lol thank you.
- Wildfire's Flame
  4. Holy crap this was so cute ;w;
- puppydogs68
  5. Great! Adrien is so cute that he was desperate to kiss her after her confession.
- CharlieBoneFan
  6. Awwww so cuuuuteee
- Marichat.crazed
  7. Cuute
- Wrightless

AO3 reviews:
  1. That was very sweet. It gave me cavities.
- GalaxyWanderer
  2. Ooooooooh this was great!!! Sometimes, we just need fluff and self-indulgent love confessions.
- P_Artsypants
  3. This was cute!
- mayuralover
  4. Marinette's fear of rejection is borderline crippling. She even suffered under its weight as Ladybug in Origins.
- AFWebster
  5.
"Almost all the time." Smooth! / They're so cute. πŸ’• - chatonne-rousse (thefullbeaumonty)
  6. Aw, so sweet! Very nice story!
- pkk

Tumblr comment:
  - THIS IS FANTASTIC
πŸ˜­πŸ‘πŸΎπŸ‘πŸΎπŸ‘πŸΎ - rikareena
The fanfic promotional blog Ladynoir Feed also shared it once I published to AO3. Their promotion on Tumblr on the 25th has garnered an additional 19 likes and 1 reblog as of this writing. The story itself isn't shared to Tumblr with this promotional post, so those were at least 19 people who were directed to my AO3 publication. Likewise, 5 of my reblogs were either directly or indirectly connected to discoveringmiraculouswriters, allowing at least 4 new people (5th reblog would be DMW themselves) to see my story. Thanks for the assist, guys!
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Also, one of the bookmarks of my AO3 post included "THIS IS SO CUTE / I LOVE NON-OBLIVIOUS ADRIEN" in the notes. So.... yay!

It's been a nice week to get so many emails and alerts to let me know someone new liked, favorited, reblogged, or commented on my story. Heck, I think even I have re-read this short vignette about 2-dozen times by now.

If only I had more of the story to build off of it....

Which brings me back to what I was saying before about fanartists capturing a small scene - such as my vignette - and just leaving the core story behind it open for the consumers to figure out.

One of the people I follow on Tumblr - carpisuns (formerly chatnoirinette) - had posted some fanart of Alya and Adrien in matching red sweatshirts with "LADYBUG SIMP" embroidered on the front. She also included the caption:
they battled fiercely for the title of #1 ladybug simp but in the end alya won because she pulled the “i run the ladyblog” card and poor adrien was unable to play the “im chat noir” card so he had to graciously accept the #2 slot. and then they had a photoshoot in their custom-made hoodies
 Carpisuns then reblogged with a screenshot of the tags someone included. She added the comment:
#marinette totally made those for them #mari totally embroidered a secret heart on the inside of adrien's
can pieces of art have backstory canon....if so I declare this canon thanks @miraculousmolls
So, right out the gate, a single scene, captured by fanart and a caption about the backstory to it, birthed a deeper story.

And I want to keep digging.

I haven't figured out whose POV I should use for this story - Adrien's, Marinette's, or 3rd omniscient - and I don't know how to start the argument between Adrien and Alya about who is the #1 Ladybug Simp. I'm also trying to decide if Adrien should find the hidden embroidered heart... or maybe Plagg finds it and keeps that info to himself????

There's so much potential here that I can't quite lock down, but I WANT TO.

So, I'm again on a bit of a writing break - in part because work has been crazy - as I let that stew. 

My point, though, is that, much like how fanart captures a single moment, ignoring the bigger story surrounding it, and forces the consumer to try to figure out the surrounding story, my doing the same with my vignette should be fine. I don't know why I can't embrace that more frequently, though. Why must my stories be complete? Why can't they just be small moments?

In a similar vein, I did mange a little bit more writing as recent as yesterday. One of the writing blogs I follow on Tumblr had reblogged an ask list for writers about their OCs. The way this works is a person reads the list, decides which questions from it they'd like the blog owner to answer, and sends them via the Ask feature on Tumblr. Usually the questions are accompanied with an emoji so the asker doesn't have to worry about rewriting the question they want to ask.

It is very rare that I find people - on both Tumblr and Facebook - who will actually play along and ask me the questions from these lists. But I've also noticed that I'm over 300 followers on Tumblr, and I received something like 6 new follows this week alone - probably because of my Adrienette story? - so I figured, "what the hey?" Not even 24hrs later I did indeed get an ask! It was by someone not even on my Following list, nor do I recognize their handle as someone who has liked/reblogged my posts at all recently. I honestly have no clue where this person came from, but they asked, and so they received.

When I reblogged the initial list of questions I had added a small bio of sorts of my 7 most fleshed out OCs that people could ask about:
  1. Amara Yori
  2. Lia Madrox
  3. Willow Driver
  4. Trish Morrison
  5. Jolene Crislebaulm (I think that's how I spelled her last name? Why the heck did I come up with a last name I can never remember how I spelled????)
  6. Kriv Myastan
  7. Emerald Gaze
That way people could ask me about any of these OCs, even if I haven't really talked about them much on Tumblr. The ask was for Lia and Trish. The questions are a bit involved, but the long-and-short is asking how they handle being scared, and how they handle being sick/cared for. Fairly easy to know the answers to those questions for both of these ladies since those exact situations more-or-less already canonically happened within the X-Future roleplay game. 

If you want to know my answers, you can read them on Tumblr here.

So, uh, yeah. I've actually had quite a bit going on with writing, so I have no clue why I skipped last week, or why it kept me just about all day to get around to writing this week's blog. I'm just glad to be writing ANYTHING again though. Guess that's a start, right?
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Let's keep this train a-chuggin' along. Hopefully it will keep chugging right into an on-time blog post next week. We'll see, I guess.

Friday, January 3, 2020

End of Year Stats and Reflections

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After years of reposting other artist's "Happy New Year" images, I'm happy to find an abundance of images through Bitmoji that I can use instead. Especially when I also have a bunch of images that perfectly showcases my feelings about 2019.
How at least the back half of 2019
treated me.
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And in turn, my feelings for 2019 as well.
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This past year has been rough - as a lot of them seem to have been the past couple of years - but I'm hoping the fresh year, as well as the fresh decade, brings a much more promising future; this week and belated post notwithstanding.
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I also have those chakra beads from my mom that I have been wearing since I got them. The month was still super stressful, but perhaps it wasn't as stressful as it COULD have been, and perhaps the lapis lazuli bracelet did indeed help inspire my writing - more on this later - who knows? Frankly, I'll take any good mojo coming my way at this point. I really need to just hit a giant reset button right now. To start, I hope this is my one and only belated blog post this year. Kind of unlikely that it's my only one, but I can HOPE it is... right?

Such a bummer too, because it would have been a great "last post of the year" since New Year's Eve was on my normal posting day. Even a SINGLE day delay would have had this post go up on New Year's Day; equally fitting. The following weekend, though?

Meh. I still persevered and managed to not miss this week completely. I get points for that, right?

Alright, so this year we're breathing in good vibes. Exhaling poor thoughts. Expanding the mind to better embrace the views of others. Opening the heart for new blessings. Releasing the imagination to find springs of inspiration.

2020 will be a good year. The 2020s will be a good decade. Life is looking brighter going forward.

Everyone zen now?
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I need that zen right about now. Especially since I DID start working on this blog post Monday night in an attempt to have it done and scheduled to go live at noon Tuesday. That way I could finish the year off right by having at least one last post publish on time.

The main reason that didn't happen was because I want to go present a bunch of stats for the year as a way to reflect back on what blessings I DID get in 2019. I figured said stats would be easier to read within blockquotes. However, for whatever reason, the HTML coding fought me for a good 2hrs.

...

The HTML won the battle, and I ended up waving the white flag before I decided to just throw my laptop across the room, or, at the very least, waste more time. I DO still need to clean my apartment as well, and couldn't afford to take much more time on this blog. Ironic... right? Considering I ended up spending more-or-less a week working on it???

Anyway,  I'm also on my last day of a 9-day work week, so I was working on both Tuesday and Wednesday, and all other days around those two. With my need to spend my post-work hours cleaning for my family visiting tomorrow, I have only had at-work hours to try to knock out this blog. Of COURSE this has also been one of the busiest weeks we've had in MONTHS, so I've barely had a moment at my desk. I've been able to chip away at this blog about an hour here and twenty minutes there and forty minutes over extended lunch breaks, etc, but I haven't been able to do much more than that.

Finally, I spent roughly two hours last night distracting myself by venting about Miraculous Ladybug and the poor treatment of Marinette's characterization in season 3. Poor Skarabrae-stone. She knew not what she did when she asked me questions about the show.... I don't think she's ever seen an episode either, so it was full dump while also trying to explain canonical events that proved my point and... whoo boy.

Point being, I was venting to poor Ska instead of either cleaning or working on this post. There's two hours neither of us will get back. At least she was polite enough to seem amused by my info-dumps, and perhaps she actually was entertained....

Sooooooo, yeah.... no significant writing time this week, which made this whole blog post update super tricky to finish.

All of this work, and my lack of writing free time, also relates to my other big reason I really need to zen myself out right now. My last functional day off was Tuesday, December 10th!

In theory, I COULD claim that it was the 13th, but I spent so much of that day off working on my writing that I didn't do too much of anything else. I mean, I guess you could count that since I was relaxing and recouping, but I wasn't able to attack any out-of-work stuff I needed to do beyond my self-appointed "need" to write something Plagg/Chat Noir related for Friday the 13th.

Now, I'll admit that I did have Sunday, December 15th, off as well, but with places like the post office and the bank closed on Sundays, my productivity was limited to cleaning and Christmas prep. Then my next day off to be "productive" - things like get an oil change, last-minute shopping, hit the bank, hit up the post office, etc - happened to be the last bad snow storm we had; so none of THAT was done as Hubby and I hid inside instead. The weather ended up causing the Writing Group meeting to be cancelled, so I didn't even leave my apartment to go to that.

Aside from Christmas Eve and Christmas Day - where the store was closed, as were most other businesses - I really haven't had any other days off outside my vacation that first week of December. Also, of course I would be busy on Christmas Day; spending it with Hubby's family. I don't think that day counts as a "potentially productive" day off....

Needless to say, I am so glad December is DONE! January isn't going to be TOO much better, but at least I'll be back to two days off a week after today.
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So, in truth, I used most of my final week of 2019 to just mentally shut down. I spent my limited downtime at work mindlessly sifting through Tumblr or playing my mobile games. I've crashed on the couch after work. I've gone to bed at like 10:30pm. I've watched some of Hubby's and my backlog of YouTube videos with him; mostly OutsideXbox and Outside Xtra stuff. A new Oxventure started up on Monday, and concluded yesterday, so we've been excitedly watching that as well.

Before I turned off my brain, however, I made sure to get my Miraculous Ladybug Secret Santa gift done. It was a trying journey, and I ended up staying up until 2am finishing it, formatting it, and then publishing it to Tumblr so my recipient - mouserzwuzhere, by the way - could hopefully find it Christmas morning.

Christmas day, after Hubby and I watched more movies, had breakfast, and opened our gifts - we are both nerds that bought each other D&D themed stuff - I then went to work on publishing my story on my other sites and re-promoting it.

In case you missed it, you can find it in my normal four spots.

"The Great Debate"
On FanFiction       On ArchiveOfOurOwn       On DeviantArt       On Tumblr
Summary: When Ladybug agreed to meet up later with Chat Noir, she never imagined they would end up discussing the validity of Santa being real. It's funny the things you do for your loved ones.
Word Count: 4032
Rating: General Audiences (fluffy goodness for everyone)
Much like with my Kyoru Week anthology Hearts Together, I'm not the biggest fan of my title. But it works, it kind of sets up the feel/theme of the story, and it was all I could come up with at 2am, so....

I ended up going with my original story idea of Ladybug and Chat Noir debating the validity of Santa actually being real, despite them meeting Santa during two different akuma attacks. It felt like such a flat story for most of December, but when Crunch Time hit, I managed to come up with a framing opening and closing to the story that felt like it gave their playful debate some weight and purpose. In the end, I was happy with what I came up with. As I said at the top of this post, perhaps those lapis lazuli beads truly do help open the mind and inspire creative thinking.

Anyway, if I knew mouserz at all, or could talk to them about the things about ML that they liked, the tropes they enjoyed, the ones they were tired of, and other such things - so I better understood them - then maybe I could have been more confident that I was writing something they liked. As is, though, with me just kind of blindly swinging, I must say that I'm a little proud that I feel like I at least connected with the ball. Jury is still kind of out as to how good of a hit it was, however.

Speaking of, I'm a bit of a moron.

So, I rushed to get my story written by Christmas Eve; failed, but still got it done before going to bed on Christmas morning. I then re-formatted and published to my other sites on Christmas itself. The story hadn't had much attention on Tumblr by that point, but that was to be expected. Everyone was enjoying the holidays in one way or another, I'm sure. People were busy. I doubt many were looking for fanfics that day. So I was able to (mostly) focus on my niece, nephew, and sister-in-law on our visit. My father-in-law, and Hubby's brother-in-law kind of disappeared to talk for most of the day, but it was still nice to hang with Hubby's sister and her kids. All-in-all, I think I was able to restrict my check-ins on my story to just the drive up, the drive back - Father-in-Law was driving - and possibly while transitioning from dinner to dessert???? Not TOO obsessive.... Right?????

I did note, however, that not even the ML Secret Santa blog had reblogged the story, which was part of the exchange process. Honestly, that was the main reason I signed up. Sure, it would be fun to get something, and it would be cool to "meet" someone new within the fandom, plus making someone's day with a gift from me is never a bad thing. All that aside, the real incentive for me to sign up was so that everyone looking through the exchanged gifts could potentially find my work: get my name out within the fandom more. Along those lines, I have to admit that part of me was also hoping that either an author/artist I admired received me as their giftee, or I would get one of them as mine and could try to show off my writing skills. Regardless, signing up would also remind to check the blog to find other artists/writers myself. I mean, I already did find amazing creators the first few days of posting.

I do still need to go back and look through everything that posted from about the 20th on, though. I had to stop myself from actually reading any of it, or I would never get my own writing done.

Back to my point: the ML Secret Santa hadn't reblogged my story, and I'm a moron.

First thing Christmas morning, after I had published The Great Debate on AO3, FFN, and DA, and I was editing my Tumblr version to include those links, I noticed that it wasn't reblogged yet. "It's still early, and the admins are probably celebrating Christmas themselves," I reminded myself, "Give it time."

Then, at the end of the day, while riding home with Hubby and his dad, I noticed that my story STILL wasn't reblogged, but there WAS new content on the page. "Maybe it's all in a queue," I told myself, "and mine just hasn't come up yet. Maybe a lot of people posted on Christmas Eve/Christmas Day, and I'm just backlogged."

So I waited again.

Then in the morning of the 26th, I saw even more new content on the blog, but my story wasn't one of them. I was getting views on my other sites, but not on Tumblr. Mouserzwuzhere hadn't reacted either. So I checked my links three different times to make sure I at-ed them properly, and that it was linked to them alright. Both links worked. They should have received notifications that someone mentioned them in a post. I started to panic a little, but I still gave it some time. "The queue," I reminded myself, "maybe I'm still in the queue."

I spent the surprisingly busy work day near-obsessively checking Tumblr whenever I had a few precious minutes of downtime. I just kept scrolling through the ML Secret Santa blog for a) my story finally getting reblogged, and b) the gift for me getting posted.

It wasn't until 4:30ish did I remember something crucial about the ML Secret Santa. Not only were you SUGGESTED to tag them and your gift recipient, but you were REQUIRED to fill out a form alerting the blog where you published your gift, and who it was for. That way they could better keep track of everything, and could make sure everyone who signed up did indeed receive a gift in return. They were juggling people asking for extensions, backup-writers/artists stepping in for original participants who had to drop out, and keeping up with the gifts that were being posted. I imagine it was a lot - especially since I don't know how many people work together for the blog, if it IS more than one person - and I completely get the need for the form.

I just forgot it existed....
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I filled out the, like, 5-question survey, submitted it, and ML Secret Santa Exchange reblogged my story about a half-hour later.
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So... yeah... like I said: a bit of a moron.

Still no notes from mouserzwuzhere, so I'm still unsure if they saw their story, and if they did, if they liked it. In the meantime, though, here are the other week-long stats for The Great Debate. These were all collected on the 1st, so when the story was indeed but a week old. I haven't gone back to see how much these numbers have changed since.
FFN: 201 views, 10 faves, 4 followers, and 2 reviews
AO3: 214 hits, 32 kudos, 2 bookmarks, and 3 comments
DA: 5 views, 2 faves, but no comments

Total Results: 420 views, 44 faves, 6 followers, and 5 reviews

Tumblr Notes: 19 notes; 15 likes and 4 reblogs

FFN reviews:
  1. Very cute and entertaining. Keep writing and happy Christmas.
  2. Oh... this is adorable! And I love that Chat still believes in Santa!

AO3 reviews:
  1. This is an absolutely adorable story! But why can't Ladybug just let him believe!?!
  2. ladynoir + snow = merry winter
Thank you, yellow_14, CaptainMalcolmReynolds - formerly chubbyunicornmama - who is also MalcomReynolds on AO3, and thelunaticghost.

And thank you to my first-ever comment on this story, which also happens to be my longest comment.
HotelCoffee: omg this manages to have the best ladynoir stuff.. ladybug accepting chat’s silliness outside of akuma battles? exchanging xmas presents? chat complimenting tom & sabine’s bakery without knowing it’s ladybug’s parents? ladybug using lucky charm outside for something other than akumas?? (a painfully underrated trope) perfect, amazing, glad to see this on my ao3 feed
After wrestling for so long over this story - whether or not it felt flat, and whether or not people would like it - it did my heart good to see "this manages to have the best ladynoir stuff" and "perfect, amazing, glad to see this on my ao3 feed."
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Thank you so much, HotelCoffee.

I'm still curious if mouserz also enjoyed it - or has even seen it yet - but it is comforting that those who have read it seem to like it.

With my story written, published, and finally reblogged, I started my mental shut-down for the last week of the year. My only true goal was to mindlessly scroll through the ML Secret Santa Tumblr looking for my gift. The week kind of flew by, and I was getting nervous. Nothing was coming up. I even checked my notifications to see if maybe my Secret Santa did the same whoopsie as me and forgot to fill out the reblog form for the event's page. Still nothing. I had to keep reminding myself that the posting cycle lasted until the 31st, that my Secret Santa might have needed an extension, that there's always the backup Santas if my original one had to drop out, and that the event coordinator(s) would take pains to make sure everyone who participated would also receive a gift.

Still had me feeling a touch bummed at first: no gift for me, and no response from the person I gifted something to.

Then, on the 31st, as I hit up Tumblr to grab stats to use in this blog post, I saw that I had a mention in a post. IT WAS MY SECRET SANTA GIFT! YAY!

It's called The Lucky Ones and was written by Moonie. It is mostly a canonical Miraculous Ladybug story. They're both seemingly 14, Marinette is Ladybug and Adrien is Chat Noir, both superheroes are powered up by their kwamis, and neither knows the identity of the other. However, there's a slight fantasy twist to it: both Marinette and Adrien are insomniacs who can't sleep at night due to a mysterious and magical past. Chat Noir manages to figure it out, and patiently waits for the time to let Marinette know. Meanwhile, Chat Noir contents himself being Marinette's friend and companion as they both spend their long evenings together.

There's so many small elements of the story that makes it feel like Moonie somehow knows me personally - although, I don't recognize the handle - which was a pleasant surprise. I won't get into what those elements are here, because they are all vague spoilers. However, you can read the story, and then read my gushing about those "did you spy on me?" bits in my reblog. You can also catch Moonie's reaction to my review here.
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Now that you know what I've been doing since Christmas, I think it's time for the true Meat and Potatoes of this post, the reason why I wanted to fling my computer on Monday.

*~*~* End of Year Stats! *~*~*


I gathered all of these stats on Monday, and was a touch too crazed trying to write this blog on Tuesday to actually go back through and see if the numbers needed to be updated. I don't wish to update them now that it's 2020, so we'll call these close enough.

One of my New Year's Resolutions for 2019 was to again attempt to write one completed work of fiction per month. I know I missed November, and I think I missed one other month. However, with my participation in Kyoru Week in September, plus cranking out multiple gifted stories this past year, I managed to finish 2019 with a grand total of 21 completed stories, and one story that I have no clue where I'm going with it. These stories span four fandoms, as well as my first original story in years.
Fandoms:
      Miraculous Ladybug (9)
      Fruits Basket (10 one-shots)
      D&D OC (1)
      Graceling Realm (1)
      Original Story (1)

Gifted Stories:
      Miraculous Ladybug (1 multi-chapter story; 2 one-shots)
      Fruits Basket (1 long one-shot)
      Original Story (1 semi-long one-shot)
Let's look back at those nine Miraculous Ladybug fanfiction stories:
  • Woven Heartstrings - Chaptered 2018 Christmas gift for Taurus Pixie that kept until the end of January to finish. Chat Noir goes to Marinette for help on a Christmas gift for Ladybug, only to have second thoughts about actually gifting his homemade scarf to his partner. 
  • Prescription for Love - Chaptered story. My headcanon about how Adrien spent his weekend in London during the season 3 episode "Backwarder"
  • I Was Thinking of You - One-shot birthday gift for Taurus Pixie. After watching a Chick Flick with her friends, Marinette realizes the romantic lead of the movie reminded her of someone other than Adrien. 
  • Acting Weird - An originally unplanned one-shot sequel to I Was Thinking of You. Adrien has noticed that everyone has been strange around him lately, and wonders if it has anything to do with Marinette's new beau. 
  • Painfully Close - One-shot story retelling the season 3 episode "Puppeteer 2" through Tikki's point of view. 
  • I Don't Care - An unintended continuation of my Tumblr Exclusive story Stranger in a White Dress. A currently 2-chaptered love story about Gabriel and Emilie Agreste's courtship. 
  • Breaking Monotony - My first Plagg Appreciation Day story. A one-shot Day in the Life of Plagg tale. 
  • Forever in Darkness - My second Plagg Appreciation Day story. My headcanon of what Plagg's life was like the last millennium before meeting Adrien.
  • The Great Debate - My ML Secret Santa story for mouserzwuzhere that I posted above.
Total FFN, AO3, and DA stats among all stories:
      31,603 views/hits
      1281 likes/kudos/faves
      357 follows/bookmarks
      212 comments/reviews

Total Tumblr Notes for all stories:
  367 notes; 312 likes, 53 reblogs, and 2 comments

  • I Was Thinking of You is the most popular on Tumblr with 99 notes: 81 likes, 17 reblogs, and 1 comment.

Let us now compare with my Fruits Basket fanfiction:
Total FFN, AO3, and DA stats among all stories:
      4279 views/hits
      184 likes/kudos/faves
      25 follows/bookmarks
      49 comments/reviews

Total Tumblr Notes for all stories:
  293 notes; 230 likes, 60 reblogs, and 3 comments

  • My final entry for Kyoru Week - Meet, Remember, and Love Again - was the most popular on Tumblr with 63 notes: 50 likes, 11 reblogs, and 2 comments.

Next up is my mostly original story about my D&D OC Emerald Gaze. The Tabaxi are a D&D species/race of cat people, and I used the rules established in the D&D rule books to define a pact to create a new warlock. Because of those facts, technically this would be a D&D fanfiction story:
Sigil's Pact - A one-shot telling the backstory of my Tabaxi warlock, and how she managed to create a magical pact with a unicorn.
Total FFN, AO3, DA, and FictionPress stats:
      131 views/hits
      4 likes/kudos/faves
      1 follower
      3 comments/reviews

Total Tumblr Notes for all stories:
  I haven't received any notes on this story yet.

The last of my fanfiction stories is one I'm equal parts embarrassed and proud of. Let's check the stats on my Graceling Realm story:
Sparks for the Moment - My one and only attempt (thus far) at writing fanfiction for this book series, specifically the book Bitterblue. It's also my first ever published smut. It's my take on Bitterblue and Sapphire's evening together. Due to the nature of the story, I only published it on AO3 and Tumblr.
AO3 stats:
      200 hits
      13 kudos
      no bookmarks
      1 comment

Total Tumblr Notes for all stories:
  I haven't received any notes on this story yet.

Finally, we have my first fully original story in... goodness... I can't even really say. Two years, I think? All of my other "original" stories are D&D stories like Sigil's Pact, or they are fanfiction written so vaguely it might as well be original work, such as One Last Hope, or the "original" story is reworked fanfiction, such as all of "Glitches".

Ronoxym, whether he know it or not, or even means to, always seems to push my writing, push me out of my comfort zone, and helps me evolve as a writer. Yet another reason he's my Wonder Twin. So, I shook off the dust and tried my hand at original work again. It hasn't had much love, but I'm still proud of it, and I hope that Ron enjoyed it.
Blame Fate for This - A one-shot birthday gift for Ronoxym. Colton is thrown into the world of the supernatural when he confronts his stalker, and discovers that banshees, grim reapers, and other such harbingers of Death are all real.
FictionPress and DA stats:
      101 hits
      1 like
      no bookmarks/faves
      no comments/reviews

Total Tumblr Notes for all stories:
  I haven't received any notes on this story yet.

It's fairly obvious to see that my ML stuff is the most popular simply due to volume of content I put out, as well as how massive the fandom is. I was surprised my Furuba stuff did so well comparatively, but that fandom is fairly large too.

For my smut, I'm torn between being glad not too many people have experienced it and being a bit bummed it's lost in obscurity. To be fair, though, it is a fairly dead fandom at this point, and it's smut, which thins out the overall readership.

My D&D stuff might as well be original, and I'm apparently not quite established enough with my limited repeat readers for them to venture out of the ML fandom, let alone try out wholly original content from me. It's to be expected. It stings, but I'm alright, because it IS about what I expect. Plus, they have gotten SOME love. Also, I have to also remember that there just aren't that many people on DA looking for reading material, and who knows how thriving FictionPress even is?

I don't even know where to begin when it comes to tracking down any new repeat-readers I've received this year, and no one has the time for me to go and try to physically count every last kudos/like/reblog/comment/fave/bookmark in order to figure it out. I have noticed more and more readers, though, and I'm beginning to recognize more and more handles.

Same with Tumblr. I've blossomed over there. I haven't checked to see if I need to weed out bots in a couple of months, so take this number with a grain of salt, but I am up to 243 followers on Tumblr. I know that's barely a drop in the hat for most Tumblr blogs, but I'm proud of it. I also don't know how may followed me due to the content I reblog, and how many followed for my original content - including posting my stories - so there's also that to think about. Still, it's the only gauge I have.

The other sites - excluding AO3 - are even trickier since I've had them for so long, and I don't know who had followed me back when I would post Hey, Arnold! stuff, and just never stopped. For all four of them though - including FictionPress - I can't figure out stats for just 2019, so also take these stats with a grain of salt. Keep in mind, this is of all time; not just this year. I really can't say how many found me and decided they liked me based on what I posted this year. Either way, though, here are my stats for the other sites:
FanFiction.net:
    Author Favorites: 129
    Author/Story Alerts: 140

Archive of Our Own:
    User Subscriptions: 43
    Story Subscriptions: 268

DeviantArt: 52 Watchers (subscribers)

FictionPress:
    Author Favorites: 1
    Author/Story Alerts: 2

This past year I also participated in all three NaNo months: the April and July Camp NaNos, and the original November NaNoWriMo. I... did not succeed with any of them. It just wasn't my year for structured, "forced" daily writing - although, I did fairly well with writing most days outside of those months, ironically. Or, more accurately, perhaps, it just wasn't my year to complete One and the Same. I did make progress on it, and it has surpassed 50,000 words in its current draft, but there's still SO much work I need to do this year. I want this story done while the show is on seasonal break.

I could go through and also talk about how I did on my New Year's Resolutions, as I normally do at the end/beginning of the year. However, this post is already epic and 3+ days late. So instead I'll state that I did alright with them, and didn't give up on any of them all year long, regardless of how many times I was thrown off the horse. The only one I really failed at was reading. I read a LOT, but I feel like I barely read anything at all because I didn't track any of it. I don't know how many fanfics I've read, and I can only recall reading.... three professionally published works? Maybe four? Five at the most. I'm going to try to crack down on that this year.
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Speaking of, a much belated but still fully felt "Happy New Year" to all of you! May 2020 treat us all much kinder than 2019 and the 2010s did.
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Until next week, where I will HOPEFULLY use my day off to get my blog published on time. We'll see....

First, let's fully get rid of that rotten 2019...
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...so we can make way for a bright and shiny 2020! May it lead the way into an amazing new decade.
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Ahh, much better. For reals now, catch ya on Tuesday. Enjoy your weekend! Byeeeeeeee!

Tuesday, December 17, 2019

I Dive Too Deep Sometimes

I got a late start to writing today. I got distracted by the John Legend rework of "Baby, It's Cold Outside" playing on the holiday XM station I had on. This... this version really kind of enrages me for just being so stupid???? And... I went down a rabbit hole as that rage had me look up past lyrics - I had a few versions in mind, but there's over FIFTY VERSIONS TO PICK FROM - and look up who wrote the song and why - it was a husband and wife team as a way to sing off guests at the end of parties, and then sold to MGM for a movie - and other such factoids to defend the original version of the song.

It kept me about an hour, I'm not done with my drafting of anything yet, I needed to get started on this week's blog post, and I should probably simmer down before writing a rage post about Christmas music salt. So instead, here is an old article I found while doing my research that more-or-less says what I wish to about the original lyrics of the song: Listening While Feminist: In Defense of “Baby, It’s Cold Outside”

I'll now just quietly fume - while listening to less "problematic" Christmas songs - and focus on my writing...
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Last week I knew that my focus needed to be my Friday the 13th story about either Chat Noir and/or Plagg for my personal movement to have a sort of Black Cat Appreciation day every Friday 13th. I still needed to get my act together for my Secret Santa exchange as well, so my focus was a bit split.

I do not do well with a split focus... I end up only doing a little on each project, and spending most of my time worrying about which should have priority and how far behind I am. If I'm focused, or if it's obvious which project has priority, however, I can usually get things done a bit easier. This is probably why I'm such a procrastinator. As I get closer and closer to crunch time the item(s) that should get priority surfaces and I know where to focus.

So that of course means I didn't even start my Friday 13th story until - you guessed it - Friday. I spent most of Wednesday and Thursday trying to narrow down if I wanted to do a Chat Noir appreciation story, or a Plagg one again. I thought I wanted to focus on Chat Noir this time, but for an "appreciation" story, I wanted Chat Noir to shine. He had to be the one to lift Ladybug up, or figure out the akuma, or defeat the akuma almost by himself - he'd still need Ladybug to purify it - or otherwise be the "hero" of his story instead of sharing the spotlight with Ladybug. I just couldn't think of anything that I didn't want to include in "One and the Same" so the days of brainstorming resulted in only one thing: deciding to focus Plagg again.

Thursday I was also a bit distracted as we again played D&D. This wasn't supposed to be a weekly thing, but we somehow stumbled into it becoming one???? One of the players isn't available this week, so no D&D this week. With next Thursday being the day after Christmas, and the following being the week that Mom and Sis are coming to visit, we might not host another game for nearly a month, so I guess it was fine that we played last Thursday. We were able to work in Quarthix's character. It was glorious.

Seems Kriv - my dragonborn bard - is a bit of a Fan Favorite among the players. I'm not sure how Quarthix's character Solf, or Omnibladestrike's character Faelyth feels about Kriv, but at least the players seem to get a kick out of him.

I know that Wolfhearted's character Cutter finds Kriv an exhausting idiot... which is kind of perfect since I inadvertently modeled him off of this moron.
Natsuhiko Taki from Eyeshield 21
Faelyth probably has mini panic attacks whenever she's in public with the big moron. She's a surface Drow. Drow are black skinned elves, and the ones raised in the Underdark - deep, deep, DEEP underground; further than even Dwarves - typically are evil in nature. Because of this, Drow - even surface Drow who tend to be more neutral or good in nature - are typically hated upon. There is also a heated feud between Elves and Drow; depending on the campaign, the two practically kill each other on sight, no questions asked.

Kriv does not understand this. He's dragonborn, so he too grew up with hate thrown at him, and therefore SHOULD get where Faelyth is coming from. HOWEVER, his mother told him his entire childhood "you have done nothing wrong to earn that hate; prove to them how good your heart is" so he's trying to do the same with Fae. He's CONSTANTLY trying to throw her in the limelight - already problematic since she has social anxiety to begin with - and singing her praises to change people's minds about Drow.

He has a good heart, but he's a moron. Especially when he's singing the praises of a Drow in the middle of an Elven-run pub....


You should have SEEN the panic and FELT the weight of the air around the table as I had Kriv carelessly point out that Fae is a Drow, AND THEN POINT HER OUT AS SHE WAS HIDING IN A CORNER. The whole playgroup is like
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And poor Faelyth is like
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But Kriv was like
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Because shortly after Kriv, Faelyth, Cutter, and a few NPCs survived a shipwreck, the party ran into an isolated village of wood elves. As the only one who spoke Elven, Faelyth was the party's interpreter. Kriv couldn't understand the conversation, but he felt that those Elves didn't have an issue with Faelyth, so why should the Elves in the pub be a threat? Thankfully, Hubby doesn't run "kill on sight" campaigns without first warning the players, so Faelyth wasn't in terrible danger. Kriv, shrugging off his partymates' concerns - and oblivious to Fae's scared fidgeting - continued his story, and by the end of it most of the Elves in the bar at the very least weren't on edge to have Faelyth there. They still didn't particularly LIKE her, but at least she could come and go un-harassed as long as she kept to herself and didn't "cause trouble."

So... win for Kriv???

Also, while not quite on par with Olaf's retelling of Frozen within Frozen 2, I had Kriv do a fairly similar recount of the campaign up until that night. It was a way to beguile the pub patrons and build up renown, while also giving Quarthix a sort of recap of what he and his character missed. The entire time I did the performance Quarthix was in hysterics. He also told Hubby later that he absolutely loved how I'm playing Kriv. So... win for me? And, as I've mentioned in the past, while Kriv gets on Cutter's last nerve, Wolfhearted loves him too.

I think I have a winner here.


Anyway... yeah, that was more-or-less Thursday night. Thankfully, I had Friday off, so I wasn't stressing too much. I could easily write up a short story for the 13th ON the 13th, and post it by the afternoon.

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Riiiiiiiight. When has that EVER actually happened for me!?!?!

My "short story" for Friday ended up being over 4700 words and kept me ALL FRIGGEN DAY to write!

First, it kept me a few hours to figure out what to even do with Plagg for this story. I already did a Day in the Life of story, and I couldn't think of an akuma or something along those lines where Plagg is the Hero. I thought maybe a story where Plagg is cheering up Adrien, to show appreciation for how he takes care of our Sunshine Boi. I couldn't really lock it down though. I started watching a bunch of Plagg scenes in various episodes of Miraculous Ladybug while trying to figure it out. I also focused on the season 2 episode "Sandboy" since that's one of the few episodes that showcases a lot of Plagg.

Specifically, I think that episode shows a lot of Plagg's character. Pair that with how he is in the season 3 episode "Oblivio", and a bunch of headcanon for Plagg started to form. I also saw this Tumblr post by miraculouspecial about Plagg's character growth throughout the series thus far. I think that's what finally hooked me.

For a while now - probably since "Sandboy" first aired or there abouts, so over a year - I headcanoned that Plagg had been in a similar situation as Nooroo: being used for evil and having to battle against Ladybug and Tikki. He seemed to really empathize with Nooroo's predicament of being weaponized by Hawk Moth, and fans always point out how easy it would have been for Adrien to have been a villainous Chat Noir. THERE'S EVEN A SUB-GENRE OF FANFICTION CALLED "ENEMY AU" WHERE IT SPECULATES WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF ADRIEN WAS ON HIS FATHER'S SIDE.

Like... it's totally possible that Plagg was once weaponized as well, right?

I was going to focus on that. I was going to tell my story of how Plagg was used for evil purposes in the past, and that scarred him, which is why he seemed to hate powering up Chat Noir at first, but now doesn't seem to mind it at all. It would explain why he doesn't seem to care or wish to express human emotions, whereas Tikki freely embraces them. It also would explain why he seemed irritated at first with Adrien's constant pining for Ladybug, but now seems to enjoy the Love Square chaos as well as ships Adrien with Marinette/Ladybug.

I wanted to tease another headcanon of mine to start it off; a sort of base-line of what Plagg's life was like with a semi-neutral owner. That headcanon is that Plagg is the "Lesser Genie of the Ring" in the story of Aladdin presented in later versions of 1001 Arabian Nights. For those who don't know the non-Disney version of the story, a mage posing as Aladdin's uncle convinced the youth to enter a booby-trapped cave in order to fetch the magical lamp; Aladdin not knowing the significance of the lamp. As a way to convince Aladdin to enter the cave, the mage gives Aladdin a magical ring for protection. When Aladdin gets trapped inside the cave, he rubs his hands together in desperation, unintentionally rubbing the ring and releasing a Lesser Genie. This genie gets Aladdin out of the cave, and he's able to return home with the lamp; the mage at this point returns home to North Africa thinking the lamp is forever lost to him. When Aladdin's mother goes to clean the lamp he brings home, she accidentally releases the Greater Genie who can make all of their wishes come true. Since the Lesser Genie of the Ring cannot surpass the power of the Greater Genie, Aladdin all but forgets/abandon that genie; focusing on the lamp. When the lamp is stolen from him, and the Greater Genie is forced to teleport Aladin's palace and wife to North Africa, THAT is when Aladdin calls upon the Lesser Genie again as a means to retrieve the Greater Genie and return everything back to Aladdin's home country - presumably China since Aladdin is mentioned as a Chinese youth, even though the rest of the story has a much more "Arab feel" to it.
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Point is, with Plagg being a magical creature that inhabits a ring, his dismissive tone about once meeting the "genie of the lamp", the fact that the Genie of the Ring is considered "lesser" - aka possibly can't grant wishes??? - and we only know that the Genie of the Ring is used to get Aladdin out of the cave, as well as "defeat the mage" who stole the Genie of the Lamp from Aladdin.... those could be Cataclysm perhaps????? I dunno. It's a fun headcanon, and I wanted to include it.

Buuuuut, I also couldn't trust my own memory of the tale since I haven't attempted to read it since the Arabian Nights miniseries came out in 2000. Side note: I remember really liking that miniseries, and I might have to track down a DVD copy of it, if they exist.... Anyway, I couldn't trust that my years of adoring the Disney version - both the movies and the TV series - and my vague memory of the miniseries - which also has its own creative interpretations - didn't taint my memory of the actual story. I have it somewhere, but it's buried under tons of other books, so I didn't have the time to find it. Instead I spent far too much time trying to track down everything I could on the original telling via the internet.

All to make sure my headcanon of Plagg being the Lesser Genie would hold water... for about two paragraphs....

Yup. Sounds like me.


Also, Master Fu became the sole Guardian of the Miraculous roughly mid-1800s, so I struggled with the realization that the tale of Aladdin didn't get added to Arabian Nights until the early 1800s, when a Frenchman - appropriate - translated the tales, and included one a friend of his told him he heard in Asia.

It seemed weird to have Aladdin be Plagg's last owner before meeting Adrien. Especially since the stories all FEEL older than the 1800s.... So... it could be a much MUCH older story that had been told for centuries, turned into legend, and THEN was added to Arabian Nights, right?

That's the conclusion I went with, anyway....

Anyway, after concluding my Aladdin research, I was going to just jump right into Plagg being weaponized. Aladdin cared little for Plagg - the kwami and Miraculous were simply tools - but he was a standard wielder for Plagg, and not cruel. Then Plagg was picked up by a cruel owner, and then Master Fu fled the monastery under attack, and then Plagg was gifted to Adrien. That would be my story. Easy peasy.

Buuuuuuut, in the season 2 episode "Style Queen" Plagg and Fu debate how dangerous Plagg is on his own, and Master Fu mentions the Tower of Pisa. I wanted to include that in the story, and it wasn't something maliciously done either. Plagg states, kind of defensively, "I didn't see it!"

I was going to have him run away from his "evil" owner, who possibly found Plagg's ring after Aladdin's passing. However, the tower started tilting in the late 1100s, and that's just sooooo much time between when Plagg was used for evil and when Fu fled the monastery in the late 1800s. I mean, I'm sure 700 years isn't THAT long for a being 1000s of years old, but still... So I gave Plagg a hand-waved Italian owner that he tries to run away from after feeling abandoned a second time - this time because a more "useful" Miraculous is given to his owner as opposed to a "greater genie" discovered - and that's when he bumps the Tower.

I still needed the Big Baddie, and debated Genghis Khan after discovering that he CREATED THE PERMANENT DESERT in Afghanistan after destroying their irrigation system. Sounds like Cataclysm to me. Plus, during his invasion of China, and moving western through Afghanistan, he could TOTALLY hit up Tibet and steal the Cat Miraculous. Right?

Three problems:
  1. The whole turning Afghanistan into a desert country thing happened relatively soon after the Tower of Pisa started to lean. I think it was less than 50 years? I wanted Plagg to be "punished" for trying to run away from his owner and ruining the Tower, but less than 50 years before being stolen just seemed too quick for me???
  2. If Genghis Khan had ransacked the monastery for Plagg's Cat Miraculous, there isn't really any way that it was left standing, right? It would have to be rebuilt. What happened to the other Miraculouses during the raid? Why did Genghis Khan only use the Cat Miraculous? It just didn't track.
  3. It would be friggen Genghis Khan! Through interviews and posts to his Instagram and Twitter, the show's creator Thomas Astruc has released his list of past Miraculous holders, and I believe a few others were added in via the short-lived comic book runs. There have been historical/mythical figures such as Joan of Arc, Hippolyta, and the Pied Piper of Hamelin named as previous Miraculous holders. You'd think that Genghis Khan would be a "known" Cat Miraculous holder in that case.
    • We'll forget that he wouldn't be named if Astruc didn't think of it, and that doesn't mean he couldn't have been one....
Buuuut, while double checking the list of "known" past holders via the Miraculous Ladybug wiki, I noticed a bit of a numerical discrepancy between Cat holders and Ladybug ones. The list the wiki has includes 11 previous Ladybug holders, whereas there was only 2 mentioned for Chat Noir. Now, one of the Ladybug holders is an Aztec warrior named and sketched out by Astruc: Micazoyolin. When a fanartist-turned-staffer - Feri GonzΓ‘lez - redid Micazoyolin's design, she included a female Chat Noir: Mistontli. Which would have brought the number of previous "known" Chat Noirs to three. However, I can no longer find the originals that GonzΓ‘lez - ferisae - did up, so perhaps Astruc didn't want Mistontli to be canon, and so GonzΓ‘lez had to delete her designs??? And the previous Chat Noirs is back to only 2???

Anyway, those two happen to be the Chat Noir depicted in the Miraculous Spellbook, and an unknown European knight whose painting is hung in the Louve, as shown in the season 3 episode "Feast." I guess Astruc didn't really think much about who could have been Chat Noir in the past???

Getting back to the point, the "Ancient European Cat Miraculous Holder" - as he's called on the wiki - is listed as existing anywhere between 1200 and 600 years ago! What a range! I guess none of the contributing fans really know historical armor well enough to know. Not that I'm picking on them; I'm completely clueless as to when this armor would be appropriate, let alone which country it would be appropriate for.
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Well, Joan of Arc - or, rather Jeanne d'Arc - existed about 600 years ago as well. So I pretended that armor was appropriate for the French army near the end of the Hundred Years' War, and ran with that for the villainous Chat Noir. I looked up compatriots of Jeanne d'Arc, decided against the two main named companions of hers, which would be likely candidates for Ladybug's Chat Noir: Jean de Metz and Bertrand de Poulengy.

I had the same hold-up with those two as I had with Genghis Khan, but I also figured that the story of Joan of Arc kind of overshadows those two, so perhaps it isn't AS bad??? I was also trying to see if either of them died during the war, because my initial plan was that one of their squires killed them for the Cat Miraculous, which is why Plagg stressed to Adrien to not let anyone know about him, not even his father Gabriel. He was afraid of someone else wanting the power and killing Adrien over it. We'll ignore that basically Hawk Moth has EXACTLY that train of thought....

I then jumped over to the Black Death since Plagg's name derives from the word "Plague" but that felt too on the nose. Plus, that wasn't how Plagg's Cataclysm works. He couldn't transfer his powers to rats to then spread a plague.

By about 2:30 or so - roughly when I wanted to post the story - I was still researching who I wanted Plagg's evil owner to be. I then picked Hubby up from work, we caught up on our day, we had a late lunch, and then I just got smacked with exhaustion; passing out at my laptop every time I tried to type the next couple of words. I ended up taking a nap, waking up around 5pm or so. At that point I was already running fairly late, and just went "screw it" and had Jean de Metz my villain. Sorry if there's any de Metz stans out there or whatever. I also gave him a similar motivation for misusing Plagg as Gabriel has for Nooroo. I didn't aim to do that, but it just kind of happened as I wrote it and I just let the story tell me where to go.

There were a few more hurdles to still jump over, but I got the main one out of the way. I got the story written by the time Hubby had dinner made up at about 9pm, and then post-dinner I got in my edits. Finally it was time to fight with formatting for my main four sites, because of course none of them format the same way, so that's always a chore. Especially when I've gotten into the habit of putting in the HTML while writing - so, for instance, I'll put <i> and </i> around things that need to be italicized - so it's good to go over on DeviantArt. Especially since I never did learn how to upload a Word document like you could on FFN. After getting DA sorted, I go back through and edit out the HTML, since the brackets delete themselves when I upload the file as-is to FFN. I happened to have forgotten that step in my hurry on the 13th, so anything italicized looked like this: iAdrien/i.

Of course I didn't notice that until I went to transfer my edits - Author's Notes included - over to AO3. So I had to copy/paste the Author's Notes to the start and end of my main Word file, edit out the HTML, delete the FFN file, and re-upload. THEN I brought over the proper edit of the file from FFN to AO3. If I just copy/paste from my Word file to AO3 there are extra line breaks between paragraphs, and it's a pain to delete them in a long story. Anyway, now that DA, FFN, and AO3 are formatted properly, edited, and published, I had to then publish to Tumblr, but I had to manually go back through and italicize everything since the italics don't transfer over in a copy/paste from FFN or AO3 to Tumblr, even though it DOES transfer from FFN to AO3.


In the end, I think I've missed at least one of the times I originally italicized... this whole formatting and posting my stories bit is tedious and exhausting....

I was also nervous that I hit a word cap on Tumblr. I thought there wasn't one if you typed the post up on a computer, as opposed to mobile, but at least once in the past my post wouldn't publish because it exceeded word cap. Tumblr never told me what the cap was though, so now I'm just always nervous I'll exceed it. Then I'll have to figure out where would be a good point to cut and add in a "finish reading" link to my other 3 uploads. The real annoying part is in the past I've done that with a story, only to STILL somehow be over word-cap and had to cut MORE and...
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Anyway, the point is that I DID manage to get the story up before the 13th was done. It was published about 11:15pm, and I didn't finish promoting it on places like Tumblr, Twitter, and FB until about 11:45pm, BUUUUUT that is still Friday the 13th my time! Still counts! Plus, there were people on like the west coast that still had like 3 whole hours before their Friday was done.

And if YOU would like to read this story after I rambled about writing the darn thing for forever, you can find it in my normal spots.

"Forever in Darkness"

I'm trying to be better at remembering trigger warnings so I have already included these with the story, but I'll also state them here: the story includes emotional abuse and torture, execution mention, child death mention, and war mention.

I forgot to jot down my 24hr stats again, but I did note that my first fave and review of the story was something like a half hour after I posted! So that's cool!

It's been live for less than four days, but here are my stats right now.
FFN: 201 views, 17 faves, 6 followers, and 4 reviews
AO3: 245 hits, 41 kudos, 6 bookmarks, and 5 comments
DA: 37 views, but no faves or comments

Total Results: 483 views, 58 faves, 12 followers, and 9 reviews

Tumblr Notes: 13 notes; 10 likes and 3 reblogs

FFN reviews:
  1. I love this fic. The point of view of Plagg 1nd his story is really good-found ans interesting
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  2. I really liked this. It might be headcanon, but it all hangs together really well.
  3. Oh... this is so dark and twisty and makes me just want to hug Plagg! Poor baby. That's it. I'm adopting them both!
  4. This is beautiful, Plagg deserves more appreciation.

AO3 reviews:
  1. aaaa im crying this is so heartfelt and amazingly written, plagg deserves SO much more appreciation and love in this fandom!!! <333 beautiful piece, thank you so much for sharing!! ToT <33
  2. I read this on Tumblr a moment ago!! It's so good and so painful but so hopeful I'm rambling I can't even 😭 Such an amazing fic and tribute to our favourite stinky cat πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•
  3. Oh, poor Plagg! I'm sorry he has been so badly treated!!! I love that you're starting Plagg Appreciation day! I'm in for next Friday the 13th! looks like 3/13/2020 will be a Friday!!! (and one next November!) But you've gotta remind me....
  4. Great story! It was interesting to follow Plagg’s development through the centuries and see why he grows attached to Adrien.
  5. really loved that!
So, thank you to all of my reviewers: Majaix15, leafgreenflower, CaptainMalcolmReynolds, PaulaAbsol, Wythi, Maribug, MalcomReynolds, pkk, and mmmmmmmph!

And to the other 480-some people who have read my story: you guys are also just so glorious! Thank you! I love you guys!

What's really fun for me is that, while this story is again kind of off-radar since it doesn't include any romance and barely even includes Adrien - let alone Marinette - it's still about par with my last Plagg Appreciation story. In fact, it may even be a touch more appreciated? I posted Breaking Monotony for the September Friday 13th. Here it is, over 3 months later, and here are the current stats for that story.
FFN: 316 views, 16 faves, 8 followers, and 3 reviews
AO3: 412 hits, 49 kudos, 7 bookmarks, and 3 comments
DA: 34 views, but no faves or comments

Total Results: 762 views, 65 faves, 15 followers, and 6 reviews

Tumblr Notes: 11 notes; 10 likes and 1 reblog
I mean, those stats are super close, aren't they?

Oh, and side note about the one reblog of Breaking Monotony.

So, last week I was lamenting how I saw a Tumblr blog that tries to reblog as many ML fanfic writers as possible in order to get our writing out into the fandom a bit easier. For a refresher, that blog is discoveringmiraculouswriters. Well, when I promote my weekly blog posts on Tumblr, I include a sort of summary of what is in that week's post. Since I talked a little bit about that blog and my desire to work past my mental hold-ups and try to send my stuff to them, I went ahead and tagged the blog, or rather at-ed them so others had the link, in case they too wanted to try to promote with them. I didn't even CONSIDER that it would catch their attention, and not too long after my promotion last week, discoveringmiraculouswriters reblogged Breaking Monotony, Stranger in a White Dress, I Don't Care (the "Alone in a Party" chapter), and Acting Weird.

They haven't hit the majority of my stories - Build Your Own Luck, Painfully Closeall the chapters of Peeping Tomcat, my PT companion stories, the Lukanette story I Was Thinking of You, my first Lukanette story Kisses, my angsty drabble Fused Akumathe chapters of Prescription for Love, or the chapters of last year's holiday story Woven Heartstrings - but that IS a lot to backtrack through, so I get it. I also forgot to include them as a tag at the end of Forever in Darkness when I posted to Tumblr, so they probably didn't see that one either. It's my fault for still not sending my stuff to them, but it WAS cool to see them almost instantly snatch up four of my stories. Especially since they were a Plagg-centric one, two Gabriel and Emilie Agreste romance stories, and an "Adrien realizes he likes Marinette too late" story. A weird cross-section of my work, but it was still fun to see them reblogged with tags such as #I_Need_To_Read_This and #aaaaaaah.

Sooooo, yeah. I managed to just barely squeak in my Plagg Appreciation Day story, I got promoted by a ML fanwriters promotional blog, and my current Plagg-centric story almost has the same stats as one I published 3 months ago! Neat.

BUUUUUUT what about that ML Secret Santa story?

Wellllllllll.....
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Sometime around Thanksgiving I saw a Tumblr post commenting about the logical fallacies behind Christmas movies where Santa is a character - he does indeed exist in those movie universes - and yet children STILL have to prove that to the adults, who have long stopped believing in Santa. I wish I could refind this post to link it, because it brought up good points.

Anyway, for whatever reason, as I was going to bed sometime this week - I don't even remember when - I thought about that, and I thought about Chat Noir's excitement over Santa in the season 3 episode "Chris Master" vs Ladybug's almost disbelief of the man. That's when I thought of the two superheroes taking a break to just bond and debate over whether or not Santa is real.

I spent the weekend typing up the story. It's about 5000 words long or so, I think. I still need a lead-in to the story, which currently starts with Ladybug asking "Do you still believe in Santa?" Not too shabby of a cold-open if I can't think of a better option, but still, I'm trying.

The trick, though, is I don't know if I like it enough to gift it to someone. Either way, I'll be posting it before Christmas, because it's Christmas themed, it's written, and I need to make up for my drop of production throughout the second half of October and all of November.

Trying to see if I could be inspired at a more "giftable" story, I've been reading more and more holiday themed fanfics this past week. I have read probably more fanfiction so far this month than I have all year! Also, yesterday was the first day to post your gifts, so I've been kind of stalking the MLSecretSanta blog, and trying to consume as much content as possible. I've already had about 3 plot bunnies show up, but none of them are holiday themed. Now, you don't HAVE to write/draw something holiday themed, and I've already read through quite a few stories that certainly were NOT holiday themed. However, my personal restriction on this gift is that I want it to be "Christmas-y" in some way. So none of those plunnies are going to work.

I did take some solace in two things: 1) the person I'm gifting to hasn't posted anything yet, and 2) I haven't received my gift yet. So I don't COMPLETELY feel like a slacker. We do have until the 31st, after all.

I do want to shout out a few stories I did read though.

First up is
Water Under the Bridge by Wow_girl1244

Summary: Marinette can't pretend she doesn't want Chat Noir. Not anymore.
Word Count: 1700
Status: Completed one-shot

My Thoughts: This is the story that sprung up a lot of plot bunnies for me. Watching Marinette struggle with her feelings was bittersweet, and the writing was lovely.
Second is
I'll Be Your (Wing)Man by Boogum

Summary: When Chat Noir finds Marinette sighing over her failed love life, he decides to help her get the boy of her dreams. Nothing can go wrong here. Absolutely nothing.
Word Count: 3690
Status: Ongoing; 2 of 4 chapters are published

My Thoughts: It is just adorable watching those two morons dance around each other; missing completely. In particular, it was fun to watch Chat Noir/Adrien try to piece together who Marinette's crush could possibly be. I have yet to have time to read the second chapter - it must have gone up while I was working on this never-ending blog - but I greatly enjoyed the first chapter, and can't wait to have the time to continue it.
The third one is actually the gift for Boogum.
Two Hundred and Fifty-Four by Taliax

Summary: Marinette had replayed the video enough times. She'd know Adrien's voice saying those three words anywhere. (Set the same day as the episode Felix.)
Word Count: 5007
Status: Completed one-shot

My Thoughts: I'm a sucker for reveal fics, and the way Taliax did it was fantastic. Also, the intimate moments of just whispering to each other and gentle touches made MY heart race. I just squee-rambled in my review. It's so fluffy and fantastic.
Next up is a story that was actually written by a long-time reader of mine. So let's give it up for LivreVer!
Secret (Hero) Santa by LivreVer

Summary: **NOTE: AUTHOR DID NOT INCLUDE A SUMMARY ON TUMBLR; THIS IS MY SUMMARY FOR IT**
The quartet of Marinette, Alya, Nino, and Adrien meet up for a Secret Santa gift exchange, but things get a bit sticky when an akuma shows up.
Word Count: 2376
Status: Completed one-shot

My Thoughts: This is just silly and fun fluff. It was awesome to see what gifts LivreVer came up with for each of the characters, as well as how said characters came up with those gifts. It was also nice to see the friends just hang out and bond. Once the akuma attacks, though, I had to let out a few giggles at the ridiculousness of it, but it was supposed to be kinda silly, so it works!
Last, but not least, was the gift for LivreVer that was actually made by one of her best friends in the fandom! What are the odds?
Dissonance by LyraMaeArcher

Summary: When Adrien dies, Luka is there to pick up the pieces. A Not Fluffy At All Angsty Secret Santa gift for my friend CaptainMalcolmReyolds.
Word Count: 1864
Status: Completed one-shot

My Thoughts: As noted in the summary, this is far from fluffy. Adrien is killed off, it is permanent, and Marinette has to deal with it. Thankfully, she has Luka as support. It is a bittersweet story that was beautifully painful to read. It hurt. I don't know if I'll want to re-read it. But it was poignant, and visceral, and it was indeed a good read. I just don't know if my heart could handle a re-read is all.
Now, I have read much MUCH more content then those four, but they're the ones that really stuck with me. Also, further proving my point about the gifts not needing to be Christmas-y, only LivreVer's story is set around the holidays.

Okay! It is now past 5pm because life sucks for me and I had to pause for a few hours after that late start in order to do ANYTHING with my day off, so I should stop doing whatever the writing equivalent to talking your ear off is, and get back to work.

I still have gifts to purchase, an apartment to clean, a Christmas tree to put up (don't judge), and a Secret Santa gift exchange to finish up.
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Busy, busy, busy! Until next week!