Tuesday, May 20, 2025

LycoRogue's Reading Corner: May

Est. Read Time: 30min
This Month's Font: Lumanosimo

Oof. Man. My peeps, I thought that maybe - JUUUUUUST maybe - with my improved reading habits, this would be my year to ACTUALLY, FINALLY read every Dracula Daily email. On the date they went out, no less. I was determined to not fall off the horse this year. I was going to stay on top of it. I was going to keep up with the meme-posts on Tumblr. This was going to be my year!

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Folks, I didn't even get ON the horse this year...

A little bit of LycoRogue lore. My husband first asked me out on May 3rd. We dated for 8 years - a day shy of 100 months, to be exact - before getting married. May 3rd was our anniversary for a LOOOONG time. So, even though we are married for over a decade now, we still very much celebrate May 3rd. We go on little dates. We spend the day together. It's a day to celebrate "us" just as much as our wedding anniversary - October 2nd - is. 

Guess what day the novel Dracula starts on....

Yup. May 3rd.

Since I spent the day in my PJs and cuddled next to my hubby on the loveseat all day, I didn't even think about Dracula

Due to my manager going on vacation the first week of May, my schedule got shifted so I had my two days off at the start of the week. This resulted in me lucking into having a 3-day weekend: May 3rd through 5th. Hubby and I took advantage of this rare occurrence in my work scheduling by - as I mentioned - just having a PJ Day on the 3rd, and then embracing our nerdiness by "celebrating" May the Fourth (be with you) with some Star Wars binging via Disney+ (rewatching the 1st season of Andor, mostly, to refresh my memory before going into season 2). Then the 5th was our normal "need to get all of our errands done today since it's the only weekday I have off".

Which means Dracula Daily wasn't even a blip on my mental radar until I was back at work on the 6th... and then I had a bit of a chaotic day, so I didn't start reading then either.

I wasn't too disappointed since I've faithfully read the first few months of Dracula Daily for 3 years in a row. I know the plot beats. I know what happens. I know the transition from Dracula presenting to modern audiences as a comedy to finally being like "Oh! Right! This is a horror story!" I know all the jokes about Jonathan not being able to handle paprika, Dracula pretending to be his own castle staff, and crawling along the castle walls "in lizard fashion," and tossing Jonathan's mirror out the window after blaming it for Jonathan cutting his cheek while shaving.

Buuuut still, I feel like I've failed when (because?) I haven't even started.

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It doesn't help that each year past that initial one where Tumblr was obsessed with Dracula Daily, fewer and fewer people seem to participate in the annual reread as well as fewer and fewer new readers joining in. At least, among my mutuals. As has been my battle cry all year: less engagement means I'm less likely to push myself to participate in something - reading; writing; whatever.

Despite Aurora Morgen doing Dracula Daily with me yet again, it seems ne has failed just as hard as I did when it comes to actually keeping up with the entries a mere WEEK into the event! Soooooo... we're kind of failing each other when it comes to Dracula reading motivation. Whoops....

We now have "read today's Dracula Daily entry" as a joint daily task on Finch. We'll see how well that keeps us on track.

On the flipside, however, for whatever reason, that lack of engagement with other people doesn't matter to me with regards to the comics I read on WEBTOON. Maybe the visuals within each story is enough that I don't need external engagement????

I mean, to be fair, I DID fall behind on my Daily Pass unlock stories - The Girl Downstairs (Doona!) and The Makeup Remover - for a little bit. I discussed this already in my last writing update. In order to try to get any semblance of sleep, I had to forego reading as much before bed. Part of May 4th - when not spending time with Hubby or binging Star Wars content - was spent finally catching up on all of that story backlog. Considering how long it had been since I read Doona in particular, I was hours away from some of the unlocked episodes locking again. Which meant catching up on those stories took priority over using that reading time to properly start Dracula Daily.

Anyway, caught up I did, and I've been staying relatively on top of these stories since. Sure, there's still a night or two that I'm just too beat or I got started on my daily reading too late, and I again opt out of reading that night's update/unlock. I usually take time at work reading those skipped stories the next day, however. Which is when I was going to read Dracula, so, again I fail with Dracula Daily....

There's also two stories who - along with Lore Olympus - I have been avoiding finishing. They're both of my former Daily Pass unlock stories: Divorcing My Tyrant Husband and I Abdicate My Title of Empress. While I stopped reading Lore Olympus largely because the plot wasn't as interesting to me anymore - much like how I struggled to get into the story to begin with - that wasn't the reason for me abandoning the other two. For I Abdicate My Title of Empress, I got to the conclusion of the main story; the main romance. I even read the little epilogue episodes where it talked about the secondary romance, and brought that to a lovely conclusion as well. Then, us readers were blessed with a second epilogue story about the Baldur brothers: the male leads for the primary and secondary romance plot lines. It's a 6-episode epilogue, but, until the update this past Thursday, I wasn't sure if this 2nd epilogue was the actual conclusion of the series. Unfortunately, it seems that the final 3 episodes of this series will be locked behind a pay-wall - the Webtoons Coins - and I didn't want to start up that 2nd epilogue without being able to conclude it without delay. 

This week, the latest episode had been updated. There's a third epilogue of unknown length. I'll have the same issue once I hit that episode. In the meantime, however, I can add this story back into my rotation for the next week. Then it will again be shunned until I've actually bought some coins. That way I can make sure I can unlock whichever ends up being the final three episodes of the series without interrupting that final epilogue (whenever that may be).

Which brings me to why I haven't finished Divorcing My Tyrant Husband yet. Namely, the final 3 episodes are coin-locked, and, as I just mentioned, I haven't purchased Webtoon Coins yet. I haven't had the drive to, either, considering how much Divorcing... seemed to have jumped the shark at the end there; the author seemingly scrambling for a satisfying ending as to whether or not the main character is possessing Robellia's body or actually has been Robellia ALL ALONG (as in, she was fully reincarnated and born again as Robellia, but somehow lost memory of her life prior to her presumed possession of the character).

It's such a confusing premise; I'm not in the biggest rush to conclude that story....

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Until I do pull the trigger on buying Webtoon Coins, those stories have more-or-less fallen off of my reading list, with the exception of the aforementioned reading of the 2nd epilogue of "I Abdicate..."

What IS on my reading list, however? Well, quite frankly, the same 18 stories I mentioned last LRRC. Plus two more (because I'm a masochist who loves to add to my already overwhelming reading pile). 

At the tail end of watching season 2 of Solo Leveling, I was watching a lot of content about the show on YouTube. The algorithm locked on, and started suggesting shorts about the series. One such short commented on how Solo Leveling originated as a manhwa - a Korean comic - and posed that a brand new manhwa could be "the next Solo Leveling." This new series looked familiar to me as the narrator went through a few panels and the cover art. He then concluded by mentioning that the series could be read in English on Webtoon. I rushed to the app to look the series up and, lo and behold, it was one I had just added to my subscription list because it did look interesting to me. Guess I know why.

What was the series this short suggested? Ultimate Shut-in.

Kill monsters, save your neighbors, and expand your domain, all from the comfort of your couch. When his city becomes infested with monsters, Jaehyeon discovers an ability that makes him the absolute master of his apartment building. But his ability comes with a catch -- he cannot leave his apartment. Now, he must arm his neighbors and lead them beyond their building to survive the post-apocalyptic world they find themselves in.

    - Official Webtoon Summary

Basically, the world is set up very much like Solo Leveling or Mythic Item Obtained, wherein, out of nowhere, monsters randomly started spawning on Earth. The main difference is that Ultimate Shut-in starts barely a week after mobs of monsters overran the world. There are no "gates/dungeons" where the monsters spawn and awakened heroes can clear the dungeon before the monsters can attack the masses.

In Solo Leveling and Mythic Item Obtained, the story begins years after the monster onslaughts started, the monster populations have been detained within these gates/dungeons, awakened heroes have become fairly commonplace to the point of dungeon-divers/adventurers being a profession that people train in, and society has rebounded to the point of basically prospering off of these dungeons.

None of that is set up yet in Ultimate Shut-in. It's still so new into the monster apocalypse that no one is sure if there are survivors nearby, and, if so, how many and whether or not they will prove just as hostile as the monsters. Basically, think just about every Zombie Apocalypse movie/TV series. 

The news, cell towers, power, and water all seem to have been cut off way earlier than expected, which makes people panic all the more as they decide whether or not they can survive hunkered down in their homes.

One such person? Jaehyeon. When we first meet him, he's at his wit's end. Before the news blackout (along with literal power blackout), there was some reporting of heroes awakening with supernatural abilities to help them fight against the hordes of monsters. Jaehyeon is one such awakened hero, but he has no clue how his ability is supposed to help anyone, least of all himself. His power is called The Ultimate Shut-in, and it throws up an impenetrable barrier around his top-floor apartment. Perfect for keeping him safe against the monsters, except, along with keeping the hostiles out, it keeps him IN. No matter how hard he tries, he cannot exit his apartment!

Which means he can't get more supplies like food or water, he can't check in on his family (since cellphone service is gone), and there's no way he can fight the monsters even if he wanted to.

That is, until one fateful day when a flying monster saw him through his balcony window and dived for him. It slammed into his barrier like a bird smacking into a window, and it died from the impact. Despite Jaehyeon never physically attacking the creature himself, since it was his power that effectively killed it, he still got the experience points (EXP) for the monster's death. Such a high-level monster gave him enough EXP to level up, which opened up a bunch of new strategic possibilities.

First and foremost, he now has a magical "digital" store. He has an allotment of store slots, so he can't go ham, but he can fill each slot by scanning an item he physically has on hand. The scanned item will be added to his store's inventory - filling one of the slots - and an infinite amount of that item will forever be kept in stock. He can buy as much of it as his money allows (and he earns money along with EXP with each monster death). Now he doesn't have to worry about running out of food or water!

He also discovered that he can spawn items purchased from his store a few feet outside of his barrier (and he can throw inanimate objects through the barrier as well). He quickly learns to combine the two - spawning from his store and just straight up chucking things - to attack monsters from his balcony. His power quickly turns his apartment building into a Tower Defense game.

Then he levels up enough to start a community. His barrier expands. He can now leave his individual apartment and walk the entire top floor; visiting neighbors and granting them protection as well. In exchange, he can turn them into his vassals. The more they kill the more money and EXP he also earns! As he turns them into his vassals he also helps them become awakened heroes themselves. Granting them a greater chance to protect themselves and others, clear out the monster hordes, and help Jaehyeon further level so his own powers can evolve and expand as well.

It's been fun watching Jaehyeon basically play Tower Defense. It's awesome to learn about these community members he takes in, and so many of them have had that traumatic experience with the monsters that you're rooting for them to find a way to build a peaceful life. I will throw out a bit of a trigger warning, however, (and the episode itself does have a trigger warning attached to it), one such tragic backstory is of a young mother who witnessed her small child being brutally killed by goblins the day the monsters first spawned. It has been a delight seeing her literally Mama Bear (spoiler: her awakened power is she's a werebear) and just take out all of her grief and rage on any/all goblins in the area. (Remember: it's not even a month since her son died)

Likewise, one of the younger adult characters (he's in his early 20s, I think?) is in a panic because his sickly grandmother was home alone when the monsters started attacking, and he's worried for her health and safety. Watching him push so hard to try to get to - and hopefully rescue - his grandmother is so heart warming. Especially with Jaehyeon doing all he can to help the guy rescue his grandma.

There's action. There's strategy. There's heart. There's tragedy. There's little moments of comedy to help lighten the mood. I enjoy the artwork. And, at least so far, none of the characters have been assholes. That's bound to show up later in the series, once Jaehyeon's community is better established, but at least his first 100 (there abouts) citizens have been a helpful community that are willing to work together to help everyone thrive.

Also, Jaehyeon's power magically turned the water and power back on for anything within his barrier, so his citizens are just happy to have a steady supply of food, clean water, safety, warmth, electricity, and the ability to shower/wash their clothes/wash dishes. YAY!

I'm excited to see where this series goes and if it truly can hold a candle to Solo Leveling.

On the flipside, the other series I recently started up I KNOW is a great story. Last month, Hubby finally signed up for the streaming service Dropout. One of the main reasons is for the comedy game show Game Changer. The other: the D&D Actual Play series Dimension 20. I already talked about this - using, I think, the exact same wording - in my last blog post.

The reason I bring up Dimension 20 in my reading update is because its first campaign just became a Webtoon original comic: Fantasy High.

When girls at Aguefort Adventuring Academy go missing, six heroes who meet in detention band together to investigate their new high school for clues. This gang of self-anointed “Bad Kids” sets off on a wild journey, encountering vicious corn chowder and debaucherous wizards, among other perils that threaten their lives and the world they know and love. Based on the hit Dimension 20 show helmed by Brennan Lee Mulligan.

    - Official Webtoon Summary

I already teased a little bit about this series in my last update, but now I can dig into it a bit more.

First and foremost, the Webtoon summary fails to include the original campaign concept that Brennan Lee Mulligan pitched to both his players and then the audience: "Now we can answer the age-old question of 'What if John Hughes ran a tabletop RPG game?'"

So, the setting of Fantasy High - Elmville - is supposed to be that classic John Hughes' style Americana town. The weirdly anachronistic suburb where the characters themselves act as if they were modern teenagers, but the buildings all scream "USA in the 50s". Naturally, there's also "the bad side of town" where buildings are run down; borderline slums. On the flipside, there's the "rich side of town" where the uppercrust live. There's abandoned factories with a bunch of employees reliant on the factory now unemployed for years. Of course, there's also a cute little ice cream/shake parlor.

Ya know, your basic small Americana town you'd find in the likes of The Breakfast Club or Pretty In Pink. In fact, the main set-up for Fantasy High - a bunch of kids with seemingly nothing in common become friends in detention - is ripped right out of The Breakfast Club. Five out of the six Bad Kids even map pretty well with the titular Breakfast Club.

But first, how about we meet The Bad Kids?

Fabian from Fantasy High Gorgug from Fantasy High
Adaine from Fantasy High Kristen from Fantasy High
Fig from Fantasy High Riz from Fantasy High

These guys are just adorable! No shade on the artist for the original official artwork for the campaign, but I love the glow-up Denaseey gave everyone. Plus, they all actually look about 14/15 now. They're supposed to be freshmen, after all. The campaign's official artwork does make them look a bit more... late-teens/early-20-somethings.

Fitting for a John Hughes campaign, given how old the actors where while playing high schoolers.

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Anyway, as I mentioned, a lot of the players can map their character to one of the members from The Breakfast Club.

  • Fabian, son of a famous - and filthy rich - pirate, was incredibly loved and doted on at home. Perhaps too much so, and he starts off a bit full of himself, believing he cannot fail at anything he attempts. This prospective Bloodrush (basically American football) player would be Elmville's equivalent to Andrew Clark, a varsity wrestler.
  • Gorgug, a half-orc adopted and raised by gnomes in a house becoming increasingly far too small for him to literally fit in, is kind of a gender-swapped Allison Reynolds, the withdrawn loner. He's gangly and doesn't know how to fit in his own home or with his own parents (who don't understand his barbarian rage). This awkwardness translates to him struggling to make friends and hiding in the corner as much as possible to avoid accidentally hurting anyone.
        Case and point, while the above image I pulled of him is while he's raging, the image I shared last time is more-or-less a better depiction of this absolute cinnamon roll.
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    of Fantasy High
  • Fig, who was a preppy cheerleader who believed herself an elf just the year before, discovered over the summer that she was actually a Tiefling (specifically, a half-devil) when her horns came in and her skin changed color. It was a rude awakening to both Fig and her elven father Gilear that Fig's mother had clearly cheated on her husband. In his hurt, Gilear refused to interact with Fig. This, paired with her mother refusing to discuss Fig's fiendish heritage with her, has put Fig on a self-destructive rebellious spiral. Clearly, she's a gender-swapped John Bender, the rebellious delinquent.
  • Adaine, the neglected younger daughter of the Elven ambassador, fills the role of popular socialite Claire Standish (although, Adaine's older sister Aelwyn does better fit the "popular socialite" trope...). Her family is rich, and Adaine does try the "daughter of an ambassador/diplomatic immunity" card to get out of trouble quite frequently. However, Adaine is fairly down-to-Earth due to her parents' neglect and constant comparisons to Aelwyn.
  • Finally, Riz, son of a police detective and deceased special agent, has a hard time making friends despite his efforts. Instead, he hones his own detective skills, proclaiming himself an official junior detective (despite his mother's objection that there is no such role within the police department). While we don't know how academic Riz actually is, he can still more-or-less fit the role of Brian Johnson, the socially awkward academic of the Breakfast Club. 

The one member of The Bad Kids that doesn't translate to The Breakfast Club (mostly because there were only 5 Breakfast Club members and 6 Bad Kids)? Religious zealot and prophet/cleric of the Corn God Helio, Kristen. She was basically raised in the equivalent to a Mormon home. She actually requested to get detention in hopes that she'd be able to convert the other students.

Spoiler: Kristen ends up getting a bit of a rude awakening about her religion and MAJORLY 180s. I'm currently watching the Sophomore Year campaign for these characters, and I think Kristen might be the "baddest" one.

Before then, however, these six kids have to become an adventuring party. And what better way than for the detention they meet in to be interrupted by an evil corn chowder monster attacking the cafeteria?

Throughout the campaign itself, they also combat against a motorcycle gang of dancing greasers; elemental cheerleaders at a house party; a zombie DJ at a night club filled with werewolves, vampires, and zombies; and a haunted arcade. (Among others, but that's getting into spoiler territory)

All of those battles are in the pursuit of a mystery Riz has been trying to crack all summer: the case of the missing Aguefort Academy female students. One of the missing girls is Riz's former baby-sitter-turned-friend Penny. He's determined to find her and the other missing girls, all while more girls continue to disappear. After the corn chowder incident, the other five Bad Kids are just as determined as Riz to sort out what on Earth is going on at Aguefort. It IS a school to train future adventurers, but is it supposed to be THIS perilous???

Anyway, the campaign was fantastic. For the debut season of this Actual Play series, the characters are engaging and endearing, the vibe around the table is welcoming and fun, the story Brennan weaves is intriguing and intense, and the weekly set-pieces they built were amazing! I do highly suggest watching it if you're into TTRPG Actual Plays.

For obvious reasons, the Webtoon adaptation does have a few tweaks. The introductions to each character and their families is shifted slightly, so we haven't truly met too many of the characters' parents yet in the comic. Also, because it doesn't really add anything to the plot, the adaptation removed some running gags, such as nearly every player failing acrobatic rolls in order to jump onto the cafeteria tables during the corn chowder attack; resulting in just about all of them wiping out as their characters try and fail to hurdle the tables. Other running gags, such as Fig joking about Vice Principal Goldenhoard constantly flirting with her (and him becoming flustered as he frantically tries to deny it before anyone starts to believe her), also seem to be removed to make the story as a whole a bit more sanitary for a broader audience.

They did, however, keep in the running gag of an increasingly confused Gorgug asking just about every man he meets if they are his biological father. Again, I love this adorable half-orc with my whole heart. He is my son and I will cut anyone who attempts to harm him! (The fact that his player Zac Oyama just gives that "loveable, awkward nerd" vibe is probably part of why I love Gorgug so much....)

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Moving on to the last new addition to my reading list. Yes, I said I only added two new stories, and I already told you about them: Ultimate Shut-in and Fantasy High. However, I was recently surprised by yet another new addition to Webtoon: an adaptation of the original Fullmetal Alchemist manga! In truth, however, I didn't officially include it in my count for my current reading list because I'm planning on saving it for later. No clue how much later. But I already know the story. I've watched both anime adaptations of it, as well as the live-action adaptation, and so I'm not itching too bad to read it right as it comes out. Might wait for a decent amount of episodes are uploaded first so I can binge? Either way, the Fullmetal Alchemist (FMA) series will probably be saved for when "I'm bored and need something to read outside of Mythic Item Obtained" just like I do with the Avatar: The Last Airbender comic The Promise.

Oh, for the uninitiated, here's the official Webtoon summary for FMA:

After losing their mother to an illness at a young age, two young and talented alchemists, brothers Edward and Alphonse Elric, attempt the forbidden act of human transmutation to bring her back. But little did they know there was a heavy price to pay for breaking the ultimate taboo in alchemy. Edward loses his left leg after the transmutation fails, and his only remaining family, Alphonse, is taken from him. Desperate to bring his precious brother back, Edward sacrifices his right arm in exchange for Alphonse’s soul and successfully binds him into a suit of armor. The brothers must now embark on a journey to regain everything they have lost.

ⓒHiromu Arakawa/SQUARE ENIX CO., LTD.

That's a pretty decent broad-strokes summary of the series, but it is way more than that. First of all, there are artificially-made humans - homunculi - and each is named for a different one of the Seven Deadly Sins. They are the main antagonists of the series, but the Elrics' fellow alchemists are also routinely villainous. A third main antagonist is the anti-alchemy terrorist Scar who specifically hunts down and slaughters alchemists. Finally, there is a world-ending conspiracy afoot amongst all of this relatively low-scale conflict. As the Elrics attempt to find a way to reclaim all that they lost that fateful night they attempted human transmutation, they must also avoid Scar, bring fellow alchemists to justice, thwart the homunculi, and unravel the conspiracy in time to stop it.

There's a reason this series is still so beloved roughly 20 years later. It is intense. It is hilarious. It asks tough questions about morality and survival instincts. It shows many shades of love: romantic love, familial love, platonic love, love for one's country, love for one's work, love for one's duty, love for knowledge, love for power, etc. It has characters you will root for and boo against for years to come. It will pull at your heart strings. There are two scenes in particular - both involving young children - that I will still openly weep about. (One is an internet meme that my friends and loved ones enjoy sending to me as a prank just to give me psychic damage....)

MOVING ON!

So, those were all of my new reads, but what about existing ones?

As I mentioned, throughout the month of April - and the start of May - I was actually up to 20 different series, on top of Dracula Daily.... but I'm not going to count Dracula since I haven't truly started reading it yet....

That list is now back down to 19... unless I decide to start up FMA. I should probably not pile too high onto that read list though, considering where I'm at with Dracula... I'll be losing even more stories shortly, however, so I could probably work in FMA after all. Or it's time to go back to the massive subscription list I have on Webtoon. That said, I kind have already done that, which I'll elaborate on in a minute.

Either way, there will be quite a few change-ups by my June update, I'm sure. First, I read the 100th and final episode of The Dragon King's Bride on May 13th. It was a nice ending. Classic "And they lived happily ever after." I'm not mad. We get a few flash forwards so we could see Lucina and Hakan over the first decade or so of their marriage. They reflect back on their lives before getting married, and how they have both grown since their wedding. Things are resolved nicely. The author did indeed explain Puka's disappearance during the war, but it did seem a bit like the author forgot about him and had to shoehorn in an excuse. There's also room left for spin-off or sequel stories to grow out of the ending. All-in-all, one of the more satisfying conclusions to a series that I've read on Webtoon. A nice send-off for one of the earliest stories that I had started reading on this platform.

Another series I'm about to say farewell to, though, was shockingly short. Also on the 13th, after I had read the conclusion of The Dragon King's Bride, I brought up relatively new series Office Romance from Hell. Only to see "(Series Finale)" listed behind the episode number! What!? We only get 64 episodes!? (Also, I've torn through 64 episodes already? How did the 100 episodes for The Dragon King's Bride feel that much longer? Same with the 77 episodes I'm up to for I Am The Villain!) Anyway... there's still an epilogue to the series, so I have at least another month before I officially have to say goodbye to these characters. I'm just surprised that the ruler of the underworld and a mortal could fall in love, combat opposition from the lord of heaven, and find their happily-ever-after in such a short time! It was a lovely ending, but it felt so abrupt. You barely had a chance to get to know the characters. I wish the author had slowed down a bit, and gave the story and the characters more room to breathe. Some stories are just short, however. And what little bit we did get was statisfying. I'm just hoping that the epilogue episodes will help me feel like I have closure with these characters.

The next one that is winding down - and only has seven episodes left for me to read - is my beloved Not Your Typical Reincarnation Story. Another one that truly started me on this Webtoons journey. A story that inspired me to write a fanfic - of which I will be talking about more in my end-of-month update. A wonderful story of love and trust and battling against seemingly insurmountable odds. A story with some of my favorite artwork out of all of the stories I've read on Webtoon. The story that pointed me towards Lemon Frog's writing in the first place. Man, I'm not ready to say goodbye!!!! It's a good thing I still have over a month before I have to let this story go.

All-in-all, this leaves open two new Tuesday slots and a Monday slot. At least, it will in the near future. However, I kind of preemptively filled those slots already. Ultimate Shut-in effectively filled The Dragon King's Bride's Tuesday slot a couple of weeks before I officially concluded the series; causing a bit of an overlap. Likewise, despite NYTRS not relenting its Monday slot quite yet, I've basically already replaced it with Fantasy High. So, I guess Office Romance from Hell is the only one I actually still need to replace? Even so, I have at least 4 weeks to figure out what to slide into my soon-to-be-vacant Tuesday reading slot.

Yes, those are the only changes, which means neither Dark Water, Retired Demon King, nor Rental Hero are back from hiatus yet (and neither is The Fateful Invitation, but I'm less concerned about that series). No further changes in my reading list also means that I'm still reading At Your Mercy. Now that we're a bit further into the story and the main character Delinda has successfully proven herself not a fool (*big groan*), the plot has largely shifted to whether or not she can trust Prince Iskan and the mystery of how her previously possessed character Ruyan died. I have to admit, I still find Ji-an's possession of Delinda quite annoying. The other characters she interacts with, though, are intriguing enough that, paired with the mystery of what happened to Ruyan and why Ji-an was transmigrated a second time, I'm still hooked. So it's still on my weekly Sunday Reads list.

Finally, although I'm not including it in my overall reading-schedule-count because I have already completed it in one sitting, I did stumble across a suuuuuper short series on the 14th. As I finished reading this week's release of I Am The Villain I noticed two suggested reads. One in particular looked like it was just the characters from I Am The Villain, and it was written by the same author: Sejji. It was simply called High School Days. Turns out, as I expected - considering the cover art characters looked identical to I Am The Villain - High School Days is a side project AU of I Am The Villain.

Unfortunately, High School Days is only 27 episodes long, many of which are just a simple image. This project was clearly used to help Sejji with creative blocks and/or warm-up images. Get the "what ifs" out of their head so they can focus on I Am The Villain instead. It also hasn't been updated since 2022, so it's probably (sadly) dead. Such a shame, because it was really cool to see Sejji reimagine the core cast of IATV as modern high school kids. Seeing certain scenes replay out in the modern setting was also very cool.

Lucy is still the same goofy, clumsy, determined, and charismatic girl that we fell in love with in IATV. She also still pulls a full harem of men to her side.

Instead of her personal knight/bodyguard, Noah is Lucy's childhood friend. A very protective friend that she feels safe and comfortable around. One who is fighting desperately against his romantic feelings for her, fearing they are not appropriate to have given their current relationship. Noah also routinely gets injured in his attempts to protect Lucy or do things for her. This resulted in her always keeping bandages on hand to mend him (her medical training from IATV shining through). At one point, Noah came to "rescue" Lucy from a heavy rain when he realized she wouldn't have an umbrella. They joked about him being her "knight in shining armor". Very cute, Sejji, I see what you did there. Noah also ends up catching a bad cold from running in the rain to bring Lucy said umbrella, and then refusing to huddle together under it on their way back home. Lucy ends up nursing him back to health, and he nearly lets his romantic interest slip in his fevered daze; surprising and mortifying himself later when he realizes everything he thought was a dream was real.

As for Leo, sadly we haven't gotten much of him. He protected Lucy - making Noah jealous - when his basketball went wide and nearly hit her. (We'll ignore the curious question of how he had enough time to get to her before the ball if he was the one who threw it...) He also accidentally splashed her with rain water when he drove his motorcycle too quickly through a puddle in the road. He ran back to apologize, especially when the puddle-soaked Lucy proceeded to slip and fall a moment later due to how slippery her shoes were.

Finally, there's Arthur, who is just as awkward around Lucy as he is in the main series. They ended up meeting in the library when they both reached for the same book and accidentally brushed hands. The two awkward beans then didn't know how to be in the same area without blushing. Then, when they noticed how heavy the rain was and Lucy started to shiver from the cold, damp air, Arthur recreated the scene from IATV where he protected Lucy from the rain with his cloak. Except, being a modern-age dude, this Arthur didn't have a cloak. Instead, he took off his sweater and plopped it in her arms before walking away while ignoring her confused protests.

Continuing the parallel with the main comic, a jealous Noah ended up placing his zip-up hoodie over Lucy's head to help shield her further from the cold rain (so it looked like the cloak-draping scene). In kind, she returned his hoodie by also draping the hood over his head and wrapping him tight within the sweatshirt.

So cute. These precious beans! We even get to see one of Noah's adopted younger siblings (not all of them, though). On the flipside, we, unfortunately, didn't get a chance to meet Lucy's adopted brothers Alexander or Theodore.

Such great potential. It's a shame Sejji seems to have abandoned it. 

Oh well. C'est la vie. At least I have NINETEEN other stories I can read to help ease the pain! As well as Dracula.

OH! Speaking of! I just made a fun discovery. Apparently Dracula Daily has sparked a trend of fictional works within public domain being periodically emailed for free to Substack subscribers. I can't recall if I had mentioned this when I first signed up, but, shortly after the conclusion of my first year subscribed to Dracula Daily, I had signed up for Edgar Allan Poe Fortnightly. Then, last year while meeting up with a friend, they told me about Whale Weekly, a TWO YEAR! committment to reading Moby Dick within the same length of time the book takes place. Fast forward to just this morning, when I discovered two more such Substacks: Frankenstein Weekly and Les Mis Letters. Despite being nearly 140 days into Les Mis Letters, I just recently started seeing an influx of content about it on Tumblr. Seems it's 2025's Tumblr Book Club novel the same way Dracula was in 2022. I might be skipping this one, however. Struggling enough as it is with my old "book club" classic novel.

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It is such an awesome trend, though! I love how stuff like this gets people excited for classic literature again while making the previously daunting novels more bite-sized and manageable within this fast-paced modern era of limited individual free time. I hope it both continues and expands.

Now to get people to still talk about Dracula instead of flooding to the "new kid on the block" (Les Misérables). Although, that is kind of a big ask. Les Misérables has been a Tumblr darling for ages now.... Either way, some engagement would really help me stay on track with Dracula Daily. Plus, I just love chatting about what I'm reading.... clearly.

That said, in case you do wish to have reading discussions with me, here's a reminder of everything I'm reading. There's Dracula, of course, and everything on my Webtoons weekly reading schedule:

  • Sunday:
  • Monday:
    • Not Your Typical Reincarnation Story
    • Seabird and the Wolf
    • Fantasy High
    • Daily Pass Unlocks:
      • The Makeup Remover
      • The Girl Downstairs (Doona!)
    • Mythic Item Obtained
  • Tuesday:
  • Wednesday:
    • I Am The Villain
    • Daily Pass Unlocks only:
      • The Makeup Remover
      • The Girl Downstairs (Doona!)
    • Mythic Item Obtained
    • Catch up on any missed episodes thus far that week
  • Thursday:
  • Friday:
    • My Child Will Have a Different Father
    • Writers Legacy
      • Which feels all the more appropriate to read with everyone focusing on Victor Hugo's works right now with Les Mis Letters....
    • Daily Pass Unlocks:
      • The Makeup Remover
      • The Girl Downstairs (Doona!)
    • Mythic Item Obtained
  • Saturday:
    • Obsidian Bride
    • Daily Pass Unlocks:
      • The Makeup Remover
      • The Girl Downstairs (Doona!)
    • Mythic Item Obtained

Now to stop dillydallying with this blog update and officially get started on my Dracula read. I'll catch you next month with an update on how well I did. And I'll see you in a little less than two weeks for my writing update.

I'm hoping I actually have one this month....

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Thursday, May 1, 2025

I Formed A Terrible Habit (But At Least I'm Still Reading)

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Well, peeps, I seem to have missed my deadline by just a touch. Probably not the brightest move that I didn't start working on this update until April 29th. Lately, I've been averaging about a week to write up, format, and edit a blog update. And yet, like the mad-lad that I am, apparently, I didn't sit down to work on this update until my day off the day before I wanted it to go live.

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Actually, I lied. I didn't do this intentionally. Clearly. This is the first month this year that I didn't publish my monthly update within the month it was for.... Streak smashed. 

[Insert Pacman Dying Sounds]

My brain just stalled out this month. I could not focus enough to work on this update any earlier than the 29th, when the self-imposed deadline and my publishing streak would both loom overhead the most.

You see, the first half of April was instead focused on reading and working on my LycoRogue's Reading Corner update and Easter was in there too and it was finally getting nice enough to sit outside again. Oh yeah, and the USA political landscape right now is... a lot.... Heck, even while working on this update on the 29th, there was a major car accident up the street from my home, so trying to figure out details of what happened took up roughly an hour of my would-be writing time! Lots of distractions, in other words. Writing wasn't really in my forethought this month, despite how well I had been doing previously.

Also... insomnia is a thing....

I get that classic 3pm/4pm afternoon crash, but, for obvious reasons (*cough*I'mAtWork*cough*), I can't exactly go to sleep then. I drink some tea or whatever to get a kick of caffeine (but not too much because I am a caffeine lightweight) and that carries me to about 8pm. Hubby's been working until 10pm lately, so I can't straight up call it a night when I want to. Best I can do is a quick nap... but then I will be too awake to go to bed later....

Plus, I have such little "Me Time" these days where I'm not spending it driving people or doing errands outside the home, like grocery shopping or laundry. I then have to decide how I use those precious few hours: catch up on shows/movies that Hubby isn't particularly interested in, play video games that I keep itching to get (back) into, write, work on a crafting project, enjoy the nice weather finally returning by being outside, be an adult and do household chores/organize financing paperwork? 

Somehow, the answer always seems to land on: "Sit on social media in a veiled attempt at socializing and engaging with a broader community."

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Along those lines, I did come across a Tumblr post that really hit home for me the other day.

teddywesworl        Dec 11, 2024
i do write for attention, actually, because that's a normal reason to create art
teddywesworl         Dec 11, 2024
did you hear about that actor performing a play in front of a crowd? clearly only doing it for attention
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im trying to say something and im not gonna say it in an empty room
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#I wish people understood that when writers/artists bring this up they're not complaining about a lack of NOTES/STATS #they're complaining about a lack of COMMUNICATION and COMMUNITY #this is what all the pieces of fanworks you see mean. the people who make them are trying to have a conversation with you!! #they say 'this is what I think' or 'wouldnt it be cool if' or 'hey everyone look at the neat guy we all like' #and you're not obligated to be a part of that conversation if you don't want to! #but if you do want to hear more of what they have to say? you can't ask them to monologue about it #it REQUIRES your participation

Which is kinda precisely what I have been complaining about with regards to "I need interaction". This is where my imposter syndrome comes from: lack of engagement.

Are people finding my stories? Are they reading them? Do they like them? Does it stick with them? Does it inspire them? Does it make them feel? Am I shouting into a void? Are people simply reading my stories out of obligation because they personally know me? How many of those hits on my story are someone coming back to reread? How many are people simply opening the tab but never actually getting around to reading? How many are bots? Can I trust any of the numbers?

For instance, late last year, I started getting DMs on FanFiction.net again. Messages that made me think that people were actually reading and engaging in my stories!

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They have all been art-commission cold-call bots. The ones who say things like "Your story inspired me. I think I could improve it with some art. Reach out to me for pricing." Alternatively, they'll offer to convert my story into a comic for a small fee, or design cover art for it. So on and so forth.

I've actually been compiling all of these bot messages into a Tumblr thread.

Feels good when the only engagement you have for your stories is bots - who "themselves" admit to sometimes not even reading the stories....

"I recently found your book and, while I haven't read it yet, I'd love to create a cover design for you."

Really makes a girl feel special...

Soooooooo, yeah. I crave engagement and social interaction, which I've been lacking a lot lately due to my husband's weird work hours, since working around his schedule means that I only have a few hours here and there to work with. The minimal socializing paired with limited Me Time paired with stress over current events paired with lack of engagement with my writing.... Well, it doesn't add up to the best mental health or a lot of writing inspiration, I'll tell you that much.

So, as you've probably guessed, based on how long this update is compared to my latest LRRC, I've been taking in a lot more media than I've been creating myself.

Remember what I said about having insomnia? Since I can't crash at 8pm or 9pm like I'd wish, I end up catching my second wind. Hubby needs a few hours post-work to decompress, and I tend to stay up with him. We hang out until 1am most days, but I still want to get my daily reading in. The series I read on WEBTOON don't update until 9pm my time. Which means there's nothing new to read while waiting for Hubby to get home. Therefore, reading gets reserved for bed time. I curl up in bed - usually next to Hubby and hiding under the covers so the light from my tablet doesn't keep him awake - and I read my daily updates before officially turning in for the night.

Most nights, I have two weekly-updated series, two daily-unlock series, and my "read as much as I want while catching up" series; five stories total. It takes me about an hour to read it all, I'd wager, depending on how long each update is. Then there's Wednesdays and Saturdays, which only have one weekly-release series plus the other three daily reads. But there's also Sundays with three weekly-updated series, and Tuesdays with FOUR! That's a hefty amount of reading those days. 

So, depending on what day of the week it is, my evening reading takes me anywhere from 40 to 90 minutes to get through. When one starts reading at 1am, one tends to not go to sleep until nearly 2am... unless one neglects some of the series updates....

Which one has. I haven't read my daily unlock of The Girl Downstairs (Doona!) in over a week, or my daily unlock of The Makeup Remover in about three days. Just so I can attempt to get SOME sleep at night. I still unlock them daily, though. That way I can binge them once I have free time again, and I don't fall behind my original schedule. Especially for Doona since Hubby wants to watch the K-Drama adaptation of it.

Even with me cutting out some of the nightly reading, I want to be careful to not drop the habit completely. I'm proud that I've gotten back into reading and I have this nightly routine. I don't want to mess with that. Hubby and I have had discussions about it. We're going to try to do better so that I, at least, make it to the bedroom to read no later than midnight. It's just hard when that limits the time I have with my husband to only an hour or two per night (plus the half-hour that I visit him for his lunch breaks).

There's also the elephant in the room, which is the fact that I'm going to attempt to work the novel Dracula into my reading rotation one more time.

That's right, friends! Saturday marks the start of Dracula Daily yet again! Fourth time's the charm, yeah????

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My attempt to read in the morning while I have breakfast - either catching up on the series I neglected the night before in favor of sleep, or more episodes of Mythic Item Obtained as I try to catch up - has been kind of tanking. With the struggle to go to bed before 2am most nights, I obviously have just as hard of a time getting up in the morning. Which means I almost never eat breakfast at home. I eat at my desk at work. Most mornings are slow enough that this isn't an issue and I have plenty of downtime. Enough, in fact, to lead me to believe that I could start this habit of reading while I eat in the morning. I mean, I used to sit on my socials for an easy 30min before. Why not use that time to read instead?

Problem being, suddenly everyone wants to talk to me in the morning, now. Not even about work stuff, per se. Just... socializing. Which, as I noted above, I am craving, so I, of course, wish to engage. But that means no reading time for Dracula after all. Maybe at lunch??? If not, then it's at the end of the day, which I wanted to avoid. For one, everyone who is going to post about Dracula on Tumblr would have already done so, and I'll be a day behind on the collective commentary (which is part of the point of participating). For two, as I mentioned, I already have a lengthy evening reading list that keeps me up too late....

Maybe I could read Dracula in that awkward hour of Me Time between getting back from Hubby's lunch break and my Webtoon stories updating? That means less time for the other things though. Ya know: watching media, playing games, Adulting, writing, etc....

Eh, I'll figure it out. Who's with me on the journey this year? Anyone?

In the meantime, I have plenty of other content I'm consuming, as I've mentioned.

One of the newer series I've started up is Writers Legacy. I talked about it a bit in my April update of LRRC, but in doing so I also mentioned the new TV series To Be Hero X and how the two are similar in how the superpowers work in their respective worlds. Simply, both rely on the power of the people. If they are popular and the populous engages with them their power-set grows.

In Writers Legacy, special authors can be approved to have their works published via magical printing presses. Once their work is printed on one of those magic presses, the story is linked to them. The more popular that book becomes - the more times it is read - the more powerful the author becomes in turn. They will gain preternatural strength and speed and other such powers. Eventually, they may gain the ability to manifest parts of their beloved story. An example from the series is Lewis Carroll manifesting the Queen of Hearts's soldiers. If an author dies while their work is still popular, the powers that would otherwise be bestowed onto the author would instead pass onto the author's children and other future descendants. Basically what happens to author royalties IRL. These legacy Writers (capital W means they have these supernatural powers) started to cause chaos throughout the world. In response, the Holy Order was formed to regulate these Writers, and better control whose works are published via the magical printing presses. In order to qualify as an author whose works may eventually be printed on the magical presses, you must swear loyalty to the Holy Order and promise to never use your powers to attack anyone else (and other such vows). If you refuse to take this oath (or, if your ancestor did), you are branded a Heretic and the Holy Order sends out executioners to hunt you and your whole bloodline down to make sure your power isn't passed onto someone else.

This is the situation in which the protag of Writers Legacy unknowingly finds himself. He doesn't realize that the Holy Order has branded him a Heretic due to him being an illegitimate heir to the legacy of Victor Hugo.

I haven't gotten far enough into the series to really know much more than that, but I may have more to say come my May update of LRRC. So, check in for that.

As for To Be Hero X, superheroes are born from the faith of the people around them. For example, a firefighter became an indestructible superhero when the girl he was trying to save had faith that he'd protect her from the falling rubble of the burning building they were both trapped in. She trusted that he'd stand firm and be strong enough to hold up the debris, and so he was.

The more people believed in you, the more powerful of a superhero you become. In order to broaden your platform - so you can garner more trust and therefore gain more power - superheroes essentially turn themselves into a brand and find corporate backing. The flipside of this world's way of creating superheroes is that it gives nearly full control of any superhero's life to these corporations and/or the public's opinion. This was first demonstrated by the character Moon. Despite not having any romantic interest in the superhero Nice, the public as a whole shipped the two heroes together. They wanted her to be with Nice above all else. She had developed the power to teleport, but, because the populous wished for her to be with Nice, she could only ever teleport to him. To be by his side. To be with him, literally. In a similar vein, the latest episode that was released had the main character called out by a villain. He wanted to confront the villain and rescue the villain's hostage. His fans, however, feared the aftermath of such a battle. They tried to persuade him against the fight via chanting, eventually getting enough people to collectively wish for the MC to stay put that he literally couldn't move. He became paralyzed by the populous chanting for him to stay put; don't go.

It's kind of a messed up series, and apparently the third installment in the To Be Hero franchise. To have your powers gifted, removed, and manipulated to the point that you lose your own agency or even control over your own body!? All at the whim of the population at large? That's a little insane! But such a cool premise. I'm addicted already.

Also, the series uses multiple art styles throughout - including Arcane-like 3D models, traditional 2D anime/donghua, and a more comic book/manga/manhua paper-craft style - all while seamlessly transitioning between them. A great example of this is showcased in the series opening.

It's gorgeous and so fun to watch! Hubby and I are watching it on Crunchyroll. If you can access this series, I do highly recommend it just for the visuals alone.

Another series we started up is an Actual Play D&D campaign. For those unfamiliar, Actual Plays are exactly what they say on the tin. They aren't scripted. It's just actual players playing an actual gaming session for the entertainment of the internet. The most popular of this style of media is Critical Role. The individual sessions are so long, however, and the campaigns have been going on for A DECADE NOW! There's an insane amount of content, and it's a bit daunting to get into. So, Hubby and I haven't gotten into Critical Role ourselves, but we know it's the OG. 

The Actual Play we started with was Oxventure. Much more manageable session chunks to get through, and they have fewer episodes over-all. They also have shorter campaigns, so it's easier to just binge/catch up on their stories. 

Just recently, however, Hubby finally signed up for the streaming service Dropout. We mostly did so to watch episodes of the improv game show Game Changer. However, we have heard great things about their D&D Actual Play Dimension 20, and we really enjoy Brennan Lee Mulligan, who DMs/hosts most of the Dimension 20 sessions. 

Naturally, we had to start with both Dimension 20's first and most popular campaign: Fantasy High

I won't get too much into Fantasy High right now. Mostly because Webtoon JUST (as in, March 31st) released a comic adaptation of the campaign. After Hubby got me hooked on the first session I knew I had to get into the comic, so I'll be talking about that in May's LRRC.

I will say though, that Gorgug the half-orc is a precious bean and my beloved son and I will protect him with my life. I mean, look at his widdle face!

Gorgug from Fantasy High

Poor guy is a half-orc adopted by gnomes, so he breaks things - like his bed - a LOT as he's crammed into too small of a home. Despite his parents being loving, caring, and very attentive, they still can't fully relate to him. So he's desperate to discover who his birth parents are. Also, despite being one of the most gentle, meek, shy, and awkward guys, he struggles with some serious anger issues (he's a barbarian; he rages). 

You know the story of Ferdinand the Bull, who was thought to be a ferocious beast when someone saw him rage from a bee sting, but he never wanted to fight in the bull ring? Yeah, that's kinda Gorgug. 

Anyhoo... 

Circling back to the insomnia, there's kind of a key starting point to the unfortunate new habit of staying up until 1am in the first place. Part of that is the fact that Hubby was covering for people rushing to use the last of their vacation time before they expire at the end of the fiscal year: the reason he was at work until 10pm most nights. The other reason is Hubby's new addiction to K-dramas. As he was looking for a new one to binge he discovered Vincenzo.

The series summary is simply: During a visit to his motherland, a Korean-Italian Mafia lawyer gives an unrivaled conglomerate a taste of its own medicine with a side of justice.

Hubby was expecting a Godfather-esque style Mafia action series. I was expecting the same. I also don't get into the K-dramas as much as Hubby does. With a few exceptions that he's suckered me into, for the most part, he can watch them and I'll be able to do my own thing without getting distracted: write, read, play games, fold laundry, etc. I was actually happily reading Webtoon as Hubby started up the series. I missed the opening 30min or so of the titular lead Vincenzo being his badass mafia consigliere self.

Then, Vincenzo heads to South Korea in order to smuggle gold hidden within a shopping district, and chaos ensues. As the series switched from serious mafia action to Shakespearean comedy I got hooked.

The broad-strokes of the plot of the series is:

  • The head of the mafia dies, and the new head Paolo is attempting to kill Vincenzo (I won't get into why, if you want to know, go watch)
  • Vincenzo flees to his motherland of South Korea. While there, he decides to recover roughly $110 million worth of gold and other priceless items hidden in a secret vault buried under the Geumga Plaza shopping center
  • The plaza is a dying shopping center with only a handful of businesses still open in it. However, the tenants also live at the Plaza in adjoining apartments, and they refuse to leave the building. Unfortunately, the only way for Vincenzo to get into the vault is to blow up the building (again, if you want details, go watch the show)
  • Another complication crops up when super-conglomerate Babel Group illegally takes possession of Geumga Plaza. Now Vincenzo has to side with the tenants against Babel to prevent the conglomerate from destroying the building and stumbling upon the gold
  • Meanwhile, Babel and its shady lawyers at Wusang Law Firm battle against Geumga Plaza lawyer Hong Yoo-chan, both over the possession of the plaza as well as allegations of Babel knowingly killing medical test subjects and trying to push through a dangerously addictive and potentially lethal drug.
  • The series then becomes a weird but entertaining maelstrom of Vincenzo trying to get the tenants to move while also helping defend them against Babel's claim to the building, all while Vincenzo tries to find alternative ways to smuggle out the gold without destroying the building, as well as Vincenzo seeking revenge against both Babel and Wusang (I won't say why; spoilers) and so he breaks out both his lawyering and mafia skills to expose Babel's knowledge of the dangerous drug (as well as other shady dealings)

The series is part mafia action, part cat-and-mouse procedural, part delightful slow-burn romance, part Shakespearean comedy, part goofy heist planning, part vigilante justice, and part espionage thriller (with a touch of "cheesy crouching moron hidden badass kung fu", as my husband put it). It's a weird mishmash of genres, but done so well that it drags you into the chaos, and leaves you itching for the next episode.

Therein lies the problem: Each episode is about 80min long!!! When we started up the series and sat through two episodes back-to-back, we had no clue how it got so late so quick. We also commented on how much happened in each episode. Only to discover that's because each episode was basically a 90's-era movie! Sheesh!

Starting up an episode of Vincenzo after Hubby got home from work each night was largely why we were up so late to begin with. There's also 20 episodes available on Netflix. Which meant more-or-less 20 days in a row of watching this series. That's... that's how you form a habit, isn't it? And now that we've completed Vincenzo? Well, we filled that 80min slot with those episodes of Fantasy High....

Not... the... greatest habit we've formed.

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To recap: I've been reading a lot more on Webtoon, I've been watching new shows, and I've gotten into another D&D Actual Play. I've also gotten into the horrible habit of staying up until 1am BEFORE starting my hour-long reading before bed... only to be up by 7:30 the next morning.

Considering I slept through my alarm and was 15min late for work earlier this week, I'd say maybe my body requires a touch more than 5.5hrs of sleep per night.....

As I said, not the greatest environment for creative function.

I have come up with yet another isekai-genre plot bunny, though. Not as strong as the one I came up with in March with the transmigrated author trying to stop her own story plot points, but it was still a fun mental exercise. The only bit of creativity I did this month. I'll take it.

I will preface by saying this idea probably already exists and I just haven't come across it myself. Feel free to let me know in the comments if you know of any stories that fit. Also, I know that there are western movies that have similar vibes, such as Free Guy and The Lego Movie. I'll get more into that in a moment.

Anyways, as is (new) tradition with isekai stories, the title pretty much gives away the whole premise. By the way, this is done on purpose. Apparently publishers/marketing/whomever realized that virtually no one bothered to read simple story summaries anymore, and not enough titles alone caught attention. So publishers/writers started turning their titles into the story's premise/summary. Along those lines, the title of my little isekai plot bunny would probably be something like "My Mediocre Life Had Me Become An NPC Who Then Derailed The Whole Campaign" (colloquially called "NPC Who Derailed The Campaign" or something). 

Being an action fantasy series this go, the protagonist would probably be male. Most protags of this genre seem to be male. I could see them being female, though. We'll have to see if this little seed blossoms further and which gender my protag grows into if/when it does. For the purposes of this blog update, however, we'll just stick with a male protag.

The story would probably start in medias res, with the protag walking around a standard high-fantasy style market place. He's ignored by most people, not out of spite, just because people largely mind their own business. He then comments on the adventuring party that just came to town. This leads him to reveal that the setting is actually within the world of a video game, that the player usually controls the leader of the adventuring party, and that the protag isn't just an NPC - Non-Player Character - but he's also just a simple background character so insignificant he doesn't even have a name!

He goes on to lament his character's lack of personality or development. It's not just that his house is more-or-less bare and that it's hard to have any semblance of a social life, it's very much the fact that he doesn't have a personal identity! And that's insane, right? Especially when he wasn't "born like this."

It's then revealed that he used to be an average office worker in his late-30s/early-40s. And when I say "average" I MEAN it.

He lived a completely mundane and mediocre life. He was neither poor nor rich. Instead, he had a comfortable life style where he didn't have to worry about having money for bills, he had a small nest-egg saved up in case of emergencies, and he could indulge in a minor (under $300) splurge now and again, but he still had to think hard over expenses $300 or greater, and never went away for vacations (he preferred staycations anyway). He owned the average of every item. No big-name brands (read: status symbol brands), but also nothing of "Walmart quality" either. It's decent stuff made to last, but not Name Brand™. 

He had a middle-management job; no real power at work, but also not an introductory grunt. The company he worked for wasn't widely known, but it was a large enough organization to not be considered a "small business".

He was also healthy, but not particularly athletic/gym rat/health-nut/ripped. He liked to play games, but was never particularly good at them (but not comically bad at them either). People liked him well enough, but he also wasn't particularly popular. He could easily find a date whenever he was so inclined (so it's not like he was "shunned by romance" like some protags, or completely overrun by a harem of potential partners like others), but he hadn't been in a committed relationship (by choice) since high school or maybe college.

He didn't have any distinct physical features that would make people find him either particularly ugly or attractive. He's kind to his neighbors and strangers, but wasn't an activist, per se. He was neither particularly talkative nor quiet. He wasn't off-putting, but he also wasn't especially charismatic.

He was simply "Default Mediocre Person".

The only "remarkable" thing about him was the tragic way he died. (Probably by the classic Truck-kun trope, just to add a bit of meta mediocrity)

The Deity of Life or Reincarnation or Whatever-Feels-Appropriate saw his death and decided, "Well, if they are OK with being Mediocre Person #1, have I got a life for them!"

The protag was then transmigrated into a fantasy realm. Probably based off of an RPG he had played while alive or something. Problem is - as the audience was already informed - he's just a nameless NPC that was programmed into the game simply to fill out the population and make the world feel more alive. As the protag awoke in his new life, he realized that he knew nothing about this character. He didn't get a "character recap" mentally downloaded into his brain like normally happens in isekais. In fact, he didn't even realize that he was transmigrated into [insert game name here] until he went out into the market to try to get his bearings and figure out what was going on. He was still a grown man, and had retained his memories of his life in the modern world, but he didn't recognize his reflection. In fact, he had no recollection of his new body or new home or growing up in this new world. He was freaking out and looking for answers when he realized he recognized different parts of the town, and various named NPCs that you would interact with as the player character.

It was a bit of a shock to realize he was essentially possessing a game character, and that the gaming world was now a real one. He still didn't recognize the character he was possessing, though, and couldn't remember anything about the character's life, including his name. Now hyperaware of anyone else calling out to him - in pursuit of figuring out what his new name was - he realizes that NONE OF THE OTHER PEOPLE there actually refered to him by a name. It was always "Hey, Neighbor" or "You there!" or "This one right here...", etc.

Is he LITERALLY a NAMELESS NPC!?! That can't be right! He must have SOME identity!

And that brings us back to the in medias res opening. In his pursuit to establish some semblance of an identity (starting with actually coming up with a name that feels natural for that world's naming mechanic, but still close enough to his former name because he actually liked that name), he somehow manages to warp the game's narrative.

Before he knows it, he's roped into joining the main adventuring party and (as the isekai name suggests) derails the whole campaign. Because he just wanted an identity! He didn't want to be a HERO, though! How does he get out of this mess of helping the actual heroes!? Every attempt to break away from the adventuring party keeps sending them all on side-quests and derailing the whole plot.

So, yeah, he would be very Guy from Free Guy, except, instead of a self-aware NPC, this protag is someone who originally had an identity and is now going "Hold up!"

Likewise, that mundane, mediocre, repetitive, Average Dude lifestyle my protag has - and the subsequent "roped into the Grand Adventure despite not having any applicable skills" - gives off a lot of Emmet from The Lego Movie vibes.

Basically, he's a little of both. He's a bit like Guy in how the protag starts off more-or-less as a blank slate without so much as a name (both "Guy" and "Buddy" were likely intended to be vague ways of addressing the NPC; not their actual names. Guy and Buddy just decided to adopt them as their names.) Much like both Guy and Emmet, he would have a basic routine to follow (maybe he has this compulsive sense of "I should go here/do this" as part of the original NPC's "programming"?). My protag would then be more Emmet leaning in how he's just roped into the Main Plot despite seemingly having no skills that will actually help with the quest, and having no desire to actually be included: "I already died once, maybe let the actual Heroes handle this alone..."

I want to stress that I don't want my protag to have ANY secret/hidden skills that would magically make him crucial to the quest or otherwise secretly overpowered (OP) for the battles the party will face. So many of the isekai stories Hubby watches has that premise. This seemingly weak character, due to their memories from their life on Earth, ends up being the exact OP hero the world needs. 

They know how to modernize the fantasy world, kicking it into an industrial revolution. They were a civic servant in their past life, and use that knowledge to improve the economy/infrastructure of this new world. They were a recluse in their past life who spent every waking moment playing the game they are now teleported into, so they know all of the hacks/speedruns/best stat builds to essentially break the balance of the game and become OP. They're a damn vending machine, but know how to manipulate supply-and-demand/their inventory to become a main negotiator. Their naïveté means they accidentally befriend a dragon or demon lord that any other person would instantly try to slay. Said dragon/demon lord/etc gifts their new friend with godly powers. Their plucky disposition in their past life won over the gods who all favor this reincarnated person, making them OP via divine blessings.

So on and so forth. People with qualities that were a hindrance to their life on Earth are now magically the reason they are god-like in this new world. A way to say, "It's not the qualities that's the problem, it's the environment the person is in."

I don't want that. I want this poor shmuck to remain delightfully average/mediocre. Just your basic, standard, everyday little dude who is fully aware of how over his head he is by going with the adventurers and desperately just wants out. Even his knowledge from Earth doesn't give him much of an edge. Not to say this guy can't have wins, but everything in balance.

For instance, since he played this game in his former life, perhaps he knows that this particular monster the party is battling has one specific weak spot, but as a player he never could get the timing or aim quite right to hit the spot, and as the NPC he is just as bad at actually executing the attack. So, he has the knowledge, but isn't OP because he doesn't have the skills to back up that knowledge. Or, he could try to help by telling the adventuring party, but they act like "Yeah, everyone knows that trick." And the NPC protag remembers, "right, that's explained in this portion of the game, which these guys would have already gone through at this point..."

I dunno, something like that. He'd still have to somehow endear himself to the party, which is why he's dragged along and why the party follows him instead of the main plot whenever he tries to break away. I'd just have to sort out what that endearment point is....

Aurora Morgen suggested that my protag could just be incredibly wholesome. Which, fair. That's one of the reasons I fell for the otherwise wonderfully pathetic Gorgug in Fantasy High

Actually, the more I think about my premise, the more it sounds a bit like Baelin's Route by Viva la Dirt League. I haven't actually gotten around to watching more than the trailer for it, so I don't know how close my idea is to theirs. I guess that's yet another piece of media to bump to the top of my To Read/Watch/Play pile. I'll try to remember to touch base again about the similarities between Baelin's Route and my NPC isekai idea in my May writing update.

Anyway, much like the Lovers-Unknowingly-Isekai'd-Together plot bunny I had in February, this isekai'd NPC idea is just broad strokes. I definitely feel like I have more of a grasp of the concept with regards to my "Author Transmigrated Into Her Own Story" plunny. 

The "Average Dude Derails the Quest" concept just kind of briefly popped into my head one day.

Still, it's the only bit of creative writing I've done all month, so I'll gladly take it. Better than nothing at all.

What are everyone's feelings about my isekai ideas? Any seem more intriguing than others? Do any of you wish for me to develop any of these further? Which one? That comment section is always available right at the bottom of these updates. I have to approve of the comment (to help weed out bots here too... *la sigh* ), but they are otherwise always welcome!

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Moving onto my final segment of this update, I'm gonna be honest, it was a struggle to think of a blessing for April. Clearly there wasn't much going on in the writing department. Sleep has been on the decline. Mental health as a whole has been a bit beaten up. It kept me a WHILE to think of anything I could be grateful for within April specifically.

Then I remembered my niece's birthday. She's of that age where she's really interested in fashion design. For Christmas, Hubby and I got her a few drawing/portfolio books for her fashion designs. She showed a few of them off to me. She really loves that beach/coastal aesthetic.

Well, for her birthday, we got her one of those doll fashion sewing kits. It comes with six little dress mannequins. The right size to display clothes that would also fit on a Barbie. The kit also came with some fabrics, buttons and other embellishments, needles and thread, bobbins, fabric scissors, a pin cushion, disappearing ink pens, some simple patterns, and basic instructions on how to use patterns/construct clothing. There's even accessory pieces like necklaces that you can include with your outfit.

It was awesome to see her so excited to get the kit, taking each item out to look at it. The wheels already turning in her head as to the first outfit she wanted to make. Not even 3 days later, she sent me a picture of her first design.

I personally love the tulle drape off of the hip.

I don't know if my niece will stick with fashion design. I had grand plans of being a fashion designer myself when I was about her age. I'm actually getting her a lot of the same stuff my parents once got me. I then realized that I don't really have the talent to put together unique fashion looks, I struggle drawing even stick figures, and my ability to sew is functional, at best. That was more-or-less when I pivoted towards communications (originally print media, which again changed to visual media in college).

For all I know, my niece will likewise change her mind. This fashion design thing will have been a typical preteen fad.

Until she tells me otherwise, though, I'm going to act like fashion design is end-game for her. A calling. She's also a Miraculous Ladybug fan, and maybe she's our Marinette Dupain-Cheng.

Regardless if this is a passing fad or a life-long goal, it was so awesome to see her be so excited to craft and express herself through art. I truly hope she continues finding ways to create, even if it isn't always through fashion.

Likewise, I hope I can find a way to create (preferably via writing) by the time I give everyone my next update at the end of the month. Hopefully within the intended month again....

In the meantime, I'll catch you in about two weeks for May's LycoRogue's Reading Corner.

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