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Thursday, August 21, 2025

LycoRogue's Reading Corner: August 2025

Est. Read Time: 35min
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Well, hello again, my fine friends. Welcome back. Not as soon after my last update as I would have liked. I should get used to it by now. These updates just take 10x longer than I ever give them credit.... No matter. Let's just get straight into what I've been reading as of late.

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First and foremost: Dracula Daily.

As it has been every year, it was rough coming back to the novel after going without for weeks. In truth, I fell off way back when we had a week-long break mid-June. Which means, aside from poking in here and there to read more about Renfield being the original "Little Old Lady Who Swallowed a Fly", I was behind on TWENTY-THREE entries! 

I missed Jonathan's final days at Castle Dracula (June 24th, 25th, 29th, and 30th). I skipped over the start of Mina's time with Lucy in Whitby, which included the Log of the Demeter (outside of the first entry on July 18th). That means I neglected to read the entries for July 22nd, 24th, 26th, 27th, 28th, 29th, and 30th. Along with the opening August entries: August 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 6th, 8th, 9th, 10th, 11th, 12th, 13th, and 14th! Sheesh!

Since Aurora has been doing Dracula Daily with me, I lamented how far behind I was to nir. I then noted the three main reasons I struggle with this part of the book every year.

  1. There's too large of a gap between entries, especially with regards to the same characters. 
  2. When Dracula Daily's updating comes back full-swing, it's right around my birthday. 
  3. Annoying, hardly-relevant side characters!!!!

To delve deeper in each of those issues that I have with the July entries, I'll start with #2: My birthday.

If it's not obvious, I'm generally a bit preoccupied that week anyway. Which wouldn't be that big of a deal if it was just a quick, couple-sentence entry about Renfield or the Demeter. The real issue is that the first entries after the hiatus tend to be longer. Which means, once I fall behind because I neglected my Dracula read the week of my birthday, it's a struggle to catch up.

It's also hard to really care if I'm behind. Mostly because of issue #1: Large Gaps Between Entries; Especially With Regards to the Same Characters.

You had all of this tension from wondering what was going on with Jonathan, but then it just drops off (excuse the unintentional pun). You don't get a conclusion to what happened to Jonathan at all throughout July. Why should I care about everyone else? Let me know if Good Friend Jonathan is alright!

There's also Renfield and his weird obsession with feeding his "pets" (flies, then spiders, then sparrows) to their predator in order to tame larger "pets". That's intriguing, and they're fairly short entries, which is why they're the only ones I made sure to check in on. Even so, they were only on July 1st, 8th, 19th, and 20th. Only 4 entries, and there's a week's wait between the 1st and 8th. Then another week+ wait until you get the next entry on the 19th. Hardly frequent enough to create a habit.

Finally, you have Mina visiting Lucy, and Dracula's Misadventures on the Demeter, but none of that happens until mid-month. There's these long pauses, and then you have to retrain yourself to stick with the daily updates the same way one would when Dracula Daily first starts in May. It's super easy to fall off the wagon during those lulls, is what I'm saying.

If that's not all damning enough, I think this year I've discovered what my hardest hurdle is with regards to the summer portion of Dracula. The main reason I messaged Aurora about my struggles with this read. The reason playing catch-up feels like such a chore. As I mentioned, some of these entries are LONG compared to the rest. And, while most of these daunting entries are from Mina's journal, the actual (indirect) narrator for those tedious reads are characters I have no interest in whatsoever. They're also super minor characters, to the point where I'm not entirely sure why one was included.

Those characters are the EXCEPTIONALLY long-winded newspaper correspondent that reports about the Demeter crashing at Whitby, and the heavily-accented and ancient Mr. Swales.

Mr. Swales wouldn't even be so bad, except Stoker (via his character Mina) insisted on writing Swales' incredibly thick accent phonetically. So I have to read his dialogue - which tends to be lengthy monologues - aloud to try to decipher which words are even being said! And THEN I have to mentally translate from "19th century speak" to modern tongue to further comprehend what the old curmudgeon was trying to complain about this time. All for a character who is only around for a handful of entries, and whose monologues seem to add virtually nothing to the overall narrative (but maybe that's because I can't wrap my head around what he's saying half the time?). I cringe whenever I get to the July 24th, August 1st, and August 6th entries simply because I know I'm in for a Swales Monologue....

Then you have the newspaper correspondent (written by someone who clearly had no clue how newspaper articles were actually structured; talk about burying the leads...). So much excessive atmosphere-building info-dumping. It's like reading Lord of the Rings and you're just screaming at Tolkien to move on from the damn tree/river/mountains/character family line already and get back to the plot. I mean, out of a 2261-word "article", it kept 1082-words to get to the Demeter shipwrecking within Whitby's port. Ya know, the PLOT-RELIVENT PART!? As for those first 1000+ words? They were spent talking about how bad the weather was and whether or not citizens expected it to be so bad. Did we need that for 1000+ words?

Comparatively, the May 26th entry; the one that was written by key-character Art Holmwood? Grand total of 18 words! The WHOLE ENTRY! But we get 1000+ words about how a storm rolled into Whitby....

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Since I'm talking about word-count, a little fun side note: I used Hemingway Editor to quickly get the word count for the passage about the Demeter crashing into Whitby (which is longer in the novel, btw, since that's where the Log of the Demeter was originally included). One of the free features of Hemingway Editor gives you a rough estimate of the reading level of the passage. Most of my blog updates are comfortably at a 4th- through 6th-grade reading level; the sweet spot for public consumption. Most news publications aim for a 5th-grade reading comprehension. Dracula? At least, the "news article" portion of the novel that I put into Hemingway? Yeeeeaaaah.... GRADE 16! What even IS that!? Is that the equivalent of saying a fourth-year undergrad? I mean, I get that part of it is because of the older style of writing being harder to comprehend in the modern era, but STILL!

Soooo, yeah! Those are my main hold-ups: too much downtime breaking me of my habit, my birthday keeps me too busy once the updates become fairly frequent again, and the passages you get at the end of July/beginning of August are filled with characters whose voices I don't care a lick for and whose narration actually makes me cringe. I'll have to find a way to get over these issues next year. In the meantime, I'm past those entries now, so, that's a bit of a relief. I'm hoping for smoother sailing for the remainder of this novel (apologies to the crew of the Demeter...).

By the way, if you personally know me and spot me online, feel free to ask me if I've read that day's Dracula entry yet. Hold me accountable.

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While I've been on the Dracula struggle-bus this past month, I've compensated by again greedily consuming various manhwas on Webtoon.

First, a refresher on what I was reading last month:

Alternatively, here's my new list:

  • Daily Reads:
    • Still none, technically, but I was reading the backlog of these stories daily until I hit that coins-unlock wall:
      • Love 4 a Walk
             (still have a backlog to read through)
      • Rules for Dating Trash
        (have since hit that pay-wall and now have to wait for weekly updates on Thursdays... see below)
  • Sunday:
    • You Can't Kill Me: The Secret Bride of the Black Wolf
    • A Savage Proposal
  • Monday:
    • Not Your Typical Reincarnation Story
           (I have 4 more Spin-off/epilogue episodes to go)
    • Seabird and the Wolf
  • Tuesday:
    • I Will Live the Life of a Villainess
           (I have 1 more Spin-off/epilogue episode left!)
    • Lock Me Up, Duke!
  • Wednesday:
    • Still none
  • Thursday:
    • Maybe Meant to Be
    • Rules for Dating Trash
  • Friday:
    • My Child Will Have a Different Father
  • Saturday:
    • Obsidian Bride
    • What the Evil Dragon Lives For
           (How do I only have 13 episodes left already!?)

I have again fallen off with regards to the more action-focused stories, such as Fantasy High, Ultimate Shut-in, Mythic Item Obtained, Writers Legacy, the Avatar: the Last Airbender series, and Fullmetal Alchemist. I've also fully completed The Age of Arrogance, so that's gone now too.

In their stead, I have added in two new modern-day romances: Rules for Dating Trash, and Love 4 a Walk. To be honest, between catching up to that pay-wall for What the Evil Dragon Lives For, reading all 17 free episodes of Rules for Dating Trash that were available at the time, and starting up Love 4 a Walk, it felt like a LOT more new reading.... it's weird for me to discover that the massive amount of reading I've been doing only translated to two new series that I haven't talked about yet.

First, however, I have to gush some more about What the Evil Dragon Lives For. When last I left off, I had read 44 episodes into this completed 105-episode series. I am currently up to episode 92! Sooooo yeah, that's where a LOT of this past month's reading came from.

My last update for you fine folks had brought the main character Elaine to the temple; offered up as a mandatory acolyte in her cousin's stead. No surprise there, the same happened to Elaine in her first life. Except, this go, with the new confidence she's gained through her friendship with Rabeth, Elaine is making sure to be more vocal. Which resulted in her actually forming a small tight-knit group of friends.

Elaine also confesses to Rabeth that, this go around, she wants to become a personal prayerist. Basically, they're persons certified by the temple as religious leaders. They are then hired by nobles to live on their estate and be the family's personal cleric. A way for nobles to follow religious practices without having to come out to a temple more than once a year. Since Elaine was forced to stay at the temple for a decade during her first life (as opposed to the usual cap of 5yrs), she is over-qualified for the job. It also gets her out of the Newts' clutches without her being stuck within the temple. She could live a comfortable life as a minor noble and be self-sustaining, since it would be a paid job (as opposed to the volunteer work at the temple, which then provides room and board in exchange).

Now that Elaine has someone to socialize with beyond Rabeth, and she is also preoccupied with studying for the prayerist exam, she won't necessarily feel Rabeth's absence as strongly as when she was at the Newt estate. She's also fairly safe at the temple. On top of all of that, Rabeth legit feels "icky" the longer he stays within the holy aura of the temple. He felt like this was the perfect time to distance himself from Elaine (at least, in his dragon form). He excused himself from Elaine's side under the guise of needing time away from the temple to recover from its holy aura, but he did stress that Elaine shouldn't hesitate to summon him when she is in need (or even want) of him. He then spent MONTHS away from his contractor so he could parade around more as Sergei. After all, Sergei needs to be properly known throughout the nobility if he is going to have the influence he wants to better provide for Elaine.

Meanwhile, the true villains of the series finally made themselves fully known. 

Yes, there's the Newt family abusing, humiliating, and neglecting Elaine. There's L'arc being extra creepy; obsessively possessive of Elaine. There's also L'arc's fiancé Lorina, who constantly schemes against Elaine (as if it's Elaine's fault or even desire to have L'arc so possessive of her).

All of those characters were great lower-stakes antagonists to overcome.

However, the TRUE villain is Marlek (and, to a lesser extent, his contractor Sasha; the emperor's mistress and mother of Prince Abel).

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Yes, there is yet another dragon parading around as a human in this story. Except this one is successfully canoodling with his contractor. In fact, he's full-on seduced her! Both with his looks and with his ability to gift her power. Not even "free" power the way Rabeth tries to gift some of his to Elaine. Marlek is cold. He needs offerings. He's more like a D&D Warlock patron. As such, Sasha gave up the VERY SOUL of her NEWBORN SON!

Well.... he was newborn at the time. See, instead of walking around in his human form, Marlek prefers to puppet a vessel. So, he convinced Sasha to get pregnant by the emperor, and then forfeit her child's soul to Marlek. The dragon allowed the boy to grow normally, but once he was of a useful age, Marlek took control of his puppet. He periodically traps poor Abel inside his own mind and pilots his body in Abel's stead. 

Despite looking still in her 20s - something the characters even mention - Sasha is old enough to be the mother of an older teen (Abel's about 18 or 19). She just appears so young still due to Marlek's magic.

Anyhoo, Sasha and Marlek then conspired to murder the empress via slow poisoning to make it look like she died due to prolonged illness. Now Sasha is whispering in the emperor's ear that he should revoke the crown from his daughter; the first-born and legitimate heir, Anaeis. Naming Abel the crown heir instead. Once they started their gambit (and Abel became a teen), Marlek started puppetting him more and more. Riding him around like a spirit mech. That way, Marlek can help "Abel" lay the groundwork of proving himself a more competent future emperor than his older sister.

All the while, Marlek is also on a fevered hunt for dragonstones.

In this world's lore, all magical creatures - such as dragons or demonic beasts - have a mana core. This core is essentially that creature's heart. They die if they don't have one, but it's also an anchor for that creature's soul. Rabeth had split his mana core to gift some of it to his first contractor Lansus. That way she could have a constant flow of a dragon's superior magic mastery and mana reserve; granting her wish to become the empire's most powerful mage.

Once a mana core is outside a dragon's body - either by how Rabeth gifted part of his, or, more likely, due to death - it is considered a dragonstone.

Before Rabeth hatched, back when the dragons of the world decided they should leave to a different plane of existence (similar to the elves leaving Middle Earth in Lord of the Rings), the power-hungry Marlek challenged the Dragon Elder in an attempt to prevent the self-exile of dragon kind. He not only failed, but also lost 90% of his mana core through battle injuries. He was shunned from dragon society and was barely strong enough to survive on his own. 

In this story's mythos, dragons, protectors of nature, hunt down demonic beasts: think rabid dire wolves, or murderous goblins, hellcats, that sort of thing. They then feed on the beasts' mana cores. Alternatively, they could, as Rabeth did, force the more intelligent demonic beasts into servitude. This is how Sergei has a fully-staffed estate: demonic beasts who parade around in their human forms in order to serve him.

As Marlek fed on some demonic beasts to try to survive, he accidentally ate a dragonstone (thinking it was a beast's mana core). Once he did so, his own mana core began to heal. Knowing full-well that consuming dragonstone was akin to cannibalism, Marlek still greedily absorbed as many dragonstones as he could find. Even when his own mana core was fully healed, he continued; now addicted to the power doing so gave him.

Oh, yeah! And Marlek was somehow responsible for Lansus sealing Rabeth away in the first place? Not sure yet as to why or how, and why Marlek didn't just try to kill Rabeth and Lansus to take both halves of Rabeth's mana core.....

It's also unclear as to how Marlek didn't sense Rabeth or Lansus' part of his mana core during Elaine's first life since Marlek very much senses both this go. Maybe the core's aura is stronger this life since both halves are in constant close proximity? Either way, along with attempting to overthrow the empire by placing a pawn on the throne, and trapping said pawn within his own mind, Marlek is ALSO trying to track down Rabeth's dragonstone - which was imbedded inside Elaine upon Lansus' reincarnation - and Rabeth himself!

A true cat-and-mouse game has started up between Rabeth, Marlek, and L'arc (to a lesser extent). One where they each try to outsmart the other and pull enough power over their opponent. I'm excited (but also a little nervous) too see how this all gets wrapped up in just 13 episodes! All while still keeping the fluffy romance parts!

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Phew! That was just the broad strokes of what's happened in the last 47 episodes! What about those other two stories, though? First up, the story that I quickly caught up on and now, sadly, have to wait for the weekly free-read releases: Rules for Dating Trash.

After a messy breakup with a trashy ex forces Ihyeon Seon to take a three-year-long break from college, the last thing she wants to do upon her not-so-inconspicuous return is to dive straight into another relationship. But then comes Chanu Nam, a notorious bad boy who finds himself having a vested interest in Ihyeon. And suddenly, what was supposed to be a low-key senior year is looking like it's going to be anything but. The harder Ihyeon pushes Chanu away, the stronger he keeps pulling her back. But something’s gotta give – so who’s giving in first?

    - Official Webtoon Summary

I will say that, if you're someone who feels movies like She's All That didn't age well... this probably isn't the series for you. While it's a brand-new story - premiering on English Webtoon this past May - the storyline feels very "early 00's school romcom".

As mentioned in the above summary, Ihyeon had a HORRID breakup with Taehyeok. We are fairly-quickly told that he had shamelessly cheated on her. When she found out and confronted him about it, he painted her as the obsessive, clingy, stalker girlfriend. He turned the entire student body against her! She had no choice but to return home to recover.

After a 3-year break, she was determined to finish her degree. She only had one more year to go. Just about everyone who had gone to that school when everything with Taehyeok went down had graduated (although, within the first few panels of the series, someone recognized Ihyeon because she took a class with Ihyeon the speaker's freshman year???? Super-senior, maybe?).

Despite it being literal years since she was humiliated - people should have graduated out, or at least moved on to new gossip by now - Ihyeon's return was INSTANTLY the main gossip of campus. It was almost too much for her to bear after just ONE DAY! And that's after she tried to switch up her look to not be recognizable: oversized, baggy clothes; baseball cap with the brim pulled low to help hide her face; her long hair chopped short.

If things weren't bad enough, Taehyeok ended up as a T.A. for one of her classes! Worse yet, he was acting SUUUUPER friendly to her; trying desperately to start up a relationship with her again!

While poor Ihyeon was at her lowest, she was noticed by campus Bad Boy Chanu. One of his friends pointed her out and joked about how crazy she must be. Chanu, on the other hand, seemed to see her hurt, and instantly became fixated on her. Even so, he continued his playboy ways; taking a new girl out nearly every night and openly making out with them in public.

And poor Ihyeon somehow stumbled upon Chanu's make-out sessions multiple times. Confirming her view of him as a complete dog.

Oh! And she discovered that he's unfortunately one of her housemates! Ihyeon was forced to get lodging at an off-campus apartment complex where there were designated "men's" bedrooms on the second floor, and "women's" bedrooms on the third floor; however, their common area was on the second floor. 

Embarrassed about constantly stumbling upon Chanu's dates - and, frankly, trying to fly as under the radar as possible anyway due to being a social pariah - Ihyeon tried desperately to stay as far away from Chanu as possible. Unfortunately, as I mentioned, she intrigued him, so he was constantly trying to say hi to her and start up a conversation with her.

The more he tried to greet her, the more she would dip out of the conversation like Batman. On the flipside, the more she would instantly shoot down any flirting he tried on her, the more determined he became. Despite his reputation of being a womanizer, he never had an issue finding a date before. Just about every woman instantly fell for his charms, regardless of (or maybe due to) his bad-boy reputation. The fact that Ihyeon seemed so indifferent to - or even repulsed by! - him made him all the more determined to woo her.

We didn't see a panel explicitly showing it, so it could just be Chanu's friend using poor wording, but it's implied that Chanu placed a bet that he'd get Ihyeon to fall for him.

Chanu's Steve-Urkel-like dogged pursuit in trying to woo Ihyeon, and his friend offering to let him out of the bet about getting her to fall for him, both leave some pretty foul tastes in a lot of people's mouths. I get it. This series is certainly shades of problematic.

There's actually one episode in particular that I want to give everyone a heads up about despite the spoiler, since it was a deal breaker for a lot of the top commentators. I wouldn't want you to start this series up if it's a deal breaker for you too. What's so offensive? Well, it involves Chanu and Ihyeon sleeping together.

Only 8 episodes in, Ihyeon has an incredibly emotionally draining interaction with Taehyeok. Instead of going to a club outing, she goes out to drink alone. Chanu, who's in the club with Ihyeon, worries about her not showing up to the outing, especially when she didn't come to school that day either (they share a class). He tracks her down as she's stumbling her way home. 

Despite her stumbling, her words aren't slurred, and she instantly picks up on his subtle attempts at flirting, making him wonder if she's actually more sober than she appears. He then deduces that she was drinking because of Taehyeok. He tries to get her to open up, and she shouts about how the rumors about her being clingy and obsessive were lies. If anything, that had described Taehyeok (and we've seen him being VERY stalker-y since she returned to campus). Everything had to be Taehyeok's way or nothing. 

Chanu tells her she needs to find someone to help her forget about Taehyeok.

"But maybe that's a good excuse for you to date someone you can speak up around... and maybe even initiate things with. I can help you out with that, if you want."

He then takes her hand and kisses the back of her knuckles tenderly; seductively.

The next panel, the two of them are on Chanu's bed that same night. As she undresses, he does stop her to ask if this was something she actually wanted; was she sure she wanted to continue.

After a pause, she straddles him, tells him, "This is what I want," and they kiss.

So. I mean, he DOES ask for consent. And, apparently, in the original Korean, there's more panels between him kissing her hand and asking if she wants to continue. Panels where they talk more about consent and if she's sober enough. No one who read the Korean version of the series has a clue as to why those important panels were cut for the English version.

Those missing panels causes a LOT of discomfort for readers for 3 reasons:

  1. While talking about consent, the discussion gets Ihyeon very emotional, and she starts crying. Without the context as to why she's crying, us English-only readers see Chanu kissing her hand, then Ihyeon on his bed, pulling off her sweater with tears still streaming down her cheeks while Chanu asks if she's sure about continuing. She seems too emotionally distraught and maybe even manipulated as-is!
  2. Since we don't have the panels where they talk more about her consenting, we also don't have her confirming that she's sober enough to make this decision. Even with those panels, do we trust a 25yo to realize whether or not she's too buzzed/drunk to make such an important decision? She was drunk enough to stumble a couple of times as she walked away from the pub. Could she have sobered up enough to give actual consent? It's dubious, at best.
  3. She starts the next episode waking up in Chanu's bed and FREAKING. OUT! Clearly, she had no memory of sleeping with him. At least, not at first. She starts remembering what happened throughout the day, but that initial shock of where she woke up is enough to confirm maaaaaaybe she wasn't sober enough to give proper consent.

That said, sometimes adults do stupid things, especially in their 20s. Sometimes, people will ask for confirmation, as Chanu did, and take the yes at face value without considering other factors. Ihyeon feels a bit embarrassed about the one-night stand, but she doesn't ever mention feeling violated. She considers it a stupid mistake, and even decides it's a good reason to ask Chanu if he'd pretend to be her boyfriend until she graduates at the end of the year. Maybe it will help ease the rumors about her and Taehyeok (as well as maybe recover Chanu's reputation of a bad boy and womanizer a little). So.... this whole set-up is problematic, sure, and I get why a lot of readers were uncomfortable, but it wasn't a deal breaker for me.

Episodes 9 onward are the Ihyeon-and-Chanu-Fake-Dating story arc. One where you KNOW Chanu isn't really fake-dating Ihyeon. You can tell he's into it, and legitimately considers her his girlfriend. However, due to his reputation, and the fact that Ihyeon herself witnessed his revolving door of women, she can't imagine he has any romantic interest in her.

Yeah. One of THOSE stories. If the characters were just honest and open with each other, they'd be legit dating within an episode or two. Instead, we get the classic, "my romantic interest couldn't POSSIBLY have any interest in ME" so they stay quiet and write any sign of affection off as a trick of their imagination, or the other person performing to make the fake dating look real.

Where I left off, one of Chanu's delusional exes claimed to still be his girlfriend, and tried to intimidate Ihyeon into not hanging out with him. The ex even convinced Chanu to go out drinking with her since a bunch of their high school friends would be there. Chanu originally turned the offer down, and even told Ihyeon that it was okay if she wanted to tell him not to go. Instead, Ihyeon, afraid of seeming possessive, practically shoved him out the door to meet his friends. Taehyeok decided to use this opportunity to swoop in and try to undermine Chanu and Ihyeon's "relationship" by making her jealous over Chanu going drinking with this other woman. 

Happy ending though. Ihyeon brushed Taehyeok off, and then found Chanu smoking outside as she came home late from work. Shocked to see him, especially with how much he beamed when he saw her finally walk up the street, she wondered if he was actually waiting up for her.

I'm excited to see how this story progresses. To watch Ihyeon rediscover her self-worth after all of the manipulation, gaslighting, and overall emotional abuse from Taehyeok. To see Chanu be her cheerleader and push her to become more assertive with what she wants, what she likes, and what are her boundaries. To watch Ihyeon and Chanu fall into being a true couple, much like how I watched Jia and Mincheol from Maybe Meant to Be. To watch as the problematic portions of Ihyeon and Chanu's relationship fall away.

Those are all my hopes for this series, at least.

OH! But, having mentioned Maybe Meant to Be, I wanted to give a quick update on that series before I move onto my other new one.

So, the entire series has been written as if Jia has been narrating it for us. As if Jia was telling us, the reader, how her and Mincheol ended up married. How they fell in love, and the aftermath. I thought nothing of it. There's plenty of stories with first-person narration like that.

Then we got to the second season. I haven't been itching to tear through the series the way I did in the first season. While there's still a lot of adorable Jia x Mincheol scenes - the season starts off with them believing they were stranded on a deserted island for a week - the focus has instead been on Jia's writing career (or lack thereof). We don't even get the cuteness of the secondary couple - Mincheol's coworkers Sang-U and Suyeon - since the focus has been SO MUCH on Jia, and Mincheol purposefully learned how to drive so he wouldn't carpool with the happy "secret" couple anymore.

Also, with all the focus on Jia's writing - or, more importantly, people trying to trick her back into writing - the secondary characters that have been getting the spotlight this season are Sang-U's older sister and Jia's former college roommate/best friend Yeonju, and Yeonju's (and Jia's former) publisher Yeongdeuk Na. While I'm not as repulsed by Yeonju and Mr. Na as the people in the comments, they're also not nearly as engaging as Sang-U and Suyeon were. We also get a lot of Jia's young coworkers Nari and Si-U (a little less of him). Nari's fun. She's excitable. She could be a mirror to how Jia was in her 20s, before she mellowed out. Otherwise, I'm kind of whatever on the side characters this season.

That all being said, as I mentioned, the main story arc of season 2 has been Yeonju and Mr. Na trying to trick/convince Jia into writing again after she had sworn off writing years ago. Looking at Jia's narration to us readers through that lens, it makes me wonder if maybe there will be an end-of-series reveal that Maybe Meant to Be - as in the manhwa itself - is Jia's return to story writing. Like, Jia's used the writing handle Flaming Hot Chicken Feet (a totally normal pen name) when she was first published, but what if she ends the series by revealing that she's now going by honeyskein, the irl writer for Maybe Meant to Be? 

I dunno. I'd just think that would be a fun little twist. What do you think?

Anyway, moving on to my second and final new story this past month. My current absolute obsession: Love 4 a Walk.

Pam's heart has been broken one too many times, and being dumped over her unruly dog Bob was the last straw. Now determined to care for Bob on her own, how long can this hopeless romantic resist falling for her mysterious yet compassionate neighbor Tyler—especially when he's so good with dogs?

    - Official Webtoon Summary

Hoe-lee smokes! This story! I ADORE this story. I am partially mad that I let it sit in my Subscriptions unread for so long, but also kinda glad? Because it's currently on hiatus after the season 1 finale published the first week of July. So I now have 68 episodes that I can just read as much as I want of. It is SOOOOOO hard to restrict myself to only 4 or 5 per day to stretch it out at least a little. I really should restrict myself to one per week, as if the Webtoon were active, or, at least, just one daily. That should cover me until the series returns for season 2 this fall.

I just can't resist, though! Just this morning, I read 2 episodes before even getting ready for work! And another 2 once I got to work! I also spent my morning off this week reading NINE before I even had breakfast! This is just such a cute and fluffy modern-day romance and the male lead Tyler is my new adoptive son!

Panels from episodes 1 and 8 of Love 4 a Walk by Nuria Sanguino

Don't let those panels fool you into thinking this 26yo is suave and confident. My favorite part of this series is watching my precious boy get TOTALLY undone and flustered! And it happens A. Lot!

Panels from episodes 6, 7, 17, 18, and 20 of Love 4 a Walk by Nuria Sanguino

Tyler's not the only one, but Pam getting flustered isn't nearly as visually dramatic.

THEIR DOGS! on the other hand... I love Nuria's artwork. She gave the dogs - Pam's Doberman Bob, and Tyler's (presumably) Shih Tzu Tequila - SUCH personality. These dogs are both so sassy, and Nuria has them SOOOO expressive. You can see a small sample above with Bob open-mouthed grinning beside a stunlocked Tyler on the couch, and Tequila freaking out as Tyler bemoans on his bed.

Here's some of my favorites from the first 39 episodes that I've read:

Panels from episodes 1, 3, 4, 5, 6, 17, 19, and 22 of Love 4 a Walk by Nuria Sanguino

You can also see in that panel of Bob proudly posing for a picture with Tyler at the bar, that Nuria also loves mixing art styles to better show off how elegant vs goofy a character looks at any given time. I adore every choice she makes.

It's not just the visual choices that Nuria made, though. See, Webtoon allows artists to add songs/sound effects to their episodes. These audio add-ons are set to start up/end once you reach a certain panel. Some of the other stories I've read have utilized this feature once or twice to help set the mood. Nuria, on the other hand, really loves to use this feature. Out of the first 39 episodes that I've read, she's used music in 22 of them! (and a thunder clap sound effect for another one) 

It reminds me of when EdenDaphne used to include mood music for each chapter of Discordant Sonata. Such a great and unique feature of that story. I almost liked it better than Eden's illustrations (and, I'm sure, long-time readers of this blog know how much I adore Eden's artwork). Kinda wish more Webtoon creators would utilize this feature more frequently like Nuria does.

Thus far, the music in Love 4 A Walk has mostly been the same 2 songs by AGGAPPÉ being tag-teamed as sort of themes/musical cues for the series. The first is a very up-beat song that usually plays when something plucky is going on, when the main character Pam is feeling good, when there's some sort of progression in Pam and Tyler's relationship, etc. This up-beat song is Junts arribarem al cel (which, according to Google Translate, means "together we will reach heaven"). It has been used 9 times, starting with the very first panel of the series! I've actually gotten so into it being this plucky little happy song that I'm listening to it on repeat as I write up this part of my blog update. Sitting on my front porch with this perky song playing is just giving me so much energy. 

The other main AGGAPPÉ song used for mood music - used 5 times out of 39 episodes - is Dins la pantalla ("Inside the screen", per Google Translate). This is a much more somber and sorrowful song, full of melancholy. Obviously, this song is used for the more emotional and dramatic scenes. Such as when Pam is dealing with her ex, or Tyler is cryptically wrestling with his past trauma (more on that in a bit). 

There was an 11-episode arc where Tyler and Pam are in the Caribbean. For that section, we got a bit more tropical with a song written specifically for the series!!! L4AW Original Soundtrack by Àngel Pérez Ortega. I haven't found it on Spotify or Soundcloud or the like to be able to link it. Sorry. But it's awesome, and has two versions: one with and one without saxophone. Nuria used it 4 times throughout the last 14 episodes that I've read. 

Spliced in throughout the Caribbean arc, giving more of a romantic slow-dance vibe, is an instrumental version of Follow Me by Faime. That was used three times.

Then, for episode 33, Nuria used yet another AGGAPPÉ song. (I'm starting to like this band as much as Nuria seems to!) This time, Nuria picked something sultry and high-energy. Perfect for the spiciest dance club scene I have ever read.

Santana Lopez from Glee

That song was Baby, cuando te vi, featuring THRILL. Google says "cuando te vi" is Catalan for "when I saw you" so.... yeah... appropriate. I'm getting a bit flushed just remembering that club scene....

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I should probably rewind though, and first give you fine folks a bit more context than the Webtoon summary.

Tyler is 26 and works at his Uncle Bernard's bar. Which means night shifts and day sleeping. Unfortunately, his downstairs neighbors, 29yo Pam and her boyfriend of 3 years, have been fighting A LOT lately. Mostly over their new dog Bob. The boyfriend clearly wanted nothing to do with having a pet, and only agreed to Pam adopting Bob as a way to placate her since he didn't want kids. Their arguments frequently woke Tyler up while he was trying to sleep before his shift. About a month before the start of the series, Tyler was about to step in and yell at them for being so loud (and maybe find a way to rescue Bob from this bad environment).

That's when he overheard their break-up. The still-unnamed boyfriend hated the poorly-trained and highly anxious Bob (and how Bob routinely destroyed the apartment to try to cope with his anxiety). The boyfriend wanted to return Bob to the shelter and pick out a calmer dog. Pam refused. This was HER dog and HER responsibility to train him! She wasn't going to abandon him! When the boyfriend put down the ultimatum - the dog or me - Pam chose Bob without hesitation. 

Tyler still hadn't officially met Pam yet, but overhearing her make that difficult decision and choosing to protect and love a helpless animal won him over.

Except... Bob still had separation anxiety, and would terrorize Pam's apartment whenever she wasn't home. Which meant Tyler was STILL routinely woken up when Pam loudly disciplined Bob upon returning from work.

The series starts with Tyler again realizing "enough is enough" and heading down to let Pam know she's too loud. There, he literally catches her as Bob excitedly drags Pam down the stairs for their evening walk. Having successfully saved Pam from a bad tumble, Tyler then sternly calls for Bob to return to the top of the stairs and wait. Dumbfounded that Bob instantly listens to Tyler, Pam begs for him to dogsit for her during her work days and help train Bob so he can finally stay home alone without becoming a tornado of destruction. 

It takes some convincing, but Tyler agrees. The next day, Pam excitedly tells her bestie (and coworker) Ann about her new dogsitter. Ann calls Pam naive and warns about giving a stranger free rein of her house. Panicked, Pam uses her lunch break to rush home to check in on Bob. After a heated confrontation with Tyler, where he quickly eases her mind, Pam is introduced to Tyler's over-protective dog Tequila (whom Tyler brought along since he'd be out of the apartment all day watching Bob). Just as Bob is Pam's furbaby through and through, Tequila is Tyler's pampered (and a bit spoiled) little princess. And she does NOT like other females near her owner. Hence that one panel above of her snarling and barking at Pam.

Anyway, when Pam hired Tyler she gave him a spare key to her apartment. That way he can come over to watch Bob after Pam's left for work (to stay out of her way as she gets ready). It's also so he can lock up when he takes Bob and Tequila on walks or to the dog park. Tyler then leaves about an hour before Pam comes home, both so he can get some sleep in before work and so Bob can start to learn to be OK alone. Because of this schedule - Tyler showing up after Pam goes to work and leaving before she comes home - the two rarely see each other. However, Pam quickly sees a huge change in Bob, who instantly bonded with Tyler. Knowing how much Tyler cares for Bob, and how much Bob loves him in return, really melted Pam's heart. Despite her efforts to not fall helplessly for her dogsitter/dog's trainer, she can't really help herself.

Likewise, seeing Pam's positive energy and how dedicated and loving she is to Bob is HURLING poor Tyler into love. We find out that he's really shy and socially awkward, though. His social focus has been (1) his customers as a bartender, (2) Tequila, and now (3) Pam and Bob. That's pretty much it. Tyler's uncle Bernard even mentions to Pam how happy he is that Tyler has a friend visit him at work. It reassures him that Tyler does have friends.

PAM IS TYLER'S ONLY FRIEND!?! MY BABY BOY!

Fairly early into their relationship, Tyler offers to cook dinner for Pam. She has no clue if this is a friendly dinner or if he meant for it to be a date, and she's too embarrassed to ask for clarification. Sooooo she just shows up dressed for a date. Tyler is confused about how fancy she's done up, but otherwise isn't going to say boo to it.

After dinner, Pam mentions that they don't really know each other, and suggests a drinking game to remedy that. Starts off slow and simple - asking things like how old they each are - but it quickly gets heated. Pam, thinking she has properly read the signals (she has) leans in for a kiss. EXCEPT! This is Tyler's apartment. Which means Tequila. Who doesn't like females getting close to Tyler. So she lunges at Pam!

Tyler catches Tequila in time and tries to calm her. I won't get into it, but the evening turns into a big fight where Tyler tells Pam he's not sure what she was expecting from that night, but he doesn't want any of "this shit" and basically rejects her. She storms out, and they avoid each other (while Tyler still takes care of Bob) for two weeks.

Then, Tequila goes missing. Again, I won't get into it, but Tyler is understandably distraught. This is when we first get a hint of that past trauma I mentioned above. Something to do with Tyler's dog before Tequila, maybe? During their dinner date drinking game, Tyler explained that the three-paw tattoo he has on his neck is in honor of his previous dog; his best friend and the companion that really helped support him during a real rough time in his life. With Tyler's added freak out over Tequila being lost, it seems to point to Tyler's previous dog prematurely dying somehow. Tragically.

My poor son!

Panels from episodes 9, 14, and 21 of Love 4 a Walk by Nuria Sanguino

We also have had some breadcrumbs left for that chest tattoo of a leaf falling from a branch. Tyler constantly tries to hide it, and refused to talk to Pam about it when she asked what the meaning behind that one was. He told her it was "too personal". However, Tyler's ex - the woman in the above panel that is telling him it wasn't his fault - has the same tattoo. Is it in reference to Tyler's abusive mother, and maybe the ex has an abusive parent as well? Is it simply a couple's tattoo and Tyler didn't want to talk about his ex? Is the branch tattoo another tribute to Tyler's previous dog like the paw prints? If so, why is he okay talking about the neck tattoo, but the chest one is too personal? 

Part of me actually wonders if maybe the ex had a miscarriage and the branch tattoos maybe reference that?

I haven't finished season 1 yet, so we'll see if I get to find out without having to wait for season 2.

Either way, fear not, Tequila fans/dog lovers. Pam managed to find her safe and sound (albeit filthy and scared). Pam and Tyler quickly made up for their fight. Tyler admitted that he snapped out of anger and fear. If the night got that heated he clearly wanted it too. He didn't mean it when he told Pam he didn't want "any of this shit" (referencing her flirting with him).

Buuuuut, of course, Pam is dense and apparently missed that part of Tyler's apology (or the creator forgot that she had Tyler apologize for it). Because Pam keeps flashing back to that comment any time she thinks Tyler might be romantically interested in her. AAAAAANY time she thinks she's picking up on his flirting, she remembers that he told her during that argument that he isn't interested. And she takes that as gospel. 

Which lead me to my favorite comment on this series:


It's a little blurry, but it says "I swear she's as thick headed as Adrien Agreste"
It has 76958 likes (and 219 dislikes) as well as 1118 replies!

A wild Miraculous Ladybug fan appears!

Pam isn't the only one though. Tyler's unsure if Pam's previous attempt to kiss him was just the cocktail talking or if she's honestly interested in him. Especially due to how much she emphasizes that they are JUST. FRIENDS. Her GOOD. FRIEND. Tyler. (She's doing so because she thought he wanted to keep it platonic and didn't want him to feel weird because of her romantic interest) So, she's throwing mixed signals at him, which is keeping our shy, anxious, unsure boy at bay. Which means he's not telling Pam plain and simple that he likes her romantically. 

Gee. I feel like I was JUST talking about this with Rules for Dating Trash....

Since Tyler's keeping things as platonic as possible (while quietly dying inside because dammit he wants to kiss her), Pam is constantly convincing herself that she's being delusional every time she gets a whiff of Tyler's interest. Whenever he's a bit too close, or he finds an excuse to touch her, or his gaze lingers, or he compliments her, or asks her to hang out.... she's just seeing things and making mountains out of molehills. This is just how he is with his friends. Clearly.

Those two idiots dancing around each other results in a deliciously painful slow-burn romance... and the above comment about Pam being as dense as Adrien Agreste.

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I've been going on-and-on about Love 4 a Walk for... *checks with Hemingway Editor* roughly a 10minute read! Like I said, it's my newest obsession.

One last thing before I move on, though.

Webtoon just launched (as in, this past Monday, Aug 18th) the beta of their latest feature: animations.

Within fandoms, there's a popular craft known as Comic Dubs. Basically, it's what's written on the tin. A fan will find a comic - usually drawn by a fan artist - and will get together either amateur or independent voice actors to line-read the dialogue boxes. Then, the fan will edit together the comic panels as an animatic, and include the voice acting audio, along with any background music or foley work. The end result is a Comic Dub.

Webtoon went a step further. They actually have individual components of a comic panel - such as the characters separate from the background - and do simple manipulation of those components to turn an animatic into a slightly more dynamic animation. They have done this for a while now to make their ads more eye-catching. Don't just flip through a few panels while a voice over talks about the series. Instead, "animate" a few panels of the series' opening comic and include comic dubbing to catch someone's attention for both the series being promoted and Webtoon in general.

It's how Webtoon got me to start reading I Will Live the Life of a Villainess and Mythic Item Obtained.

I guess those ads were so successful that Webtoon decided to expand into full-on comic dubs (or, as they call them, animations). They picked 14 popular series and had a bunch of their comics "animated". L4AW was one of the launch titles.

Very cool. The animation itself and sound work is really neat. Also, as it was pointed out by Nuria Sanguino when she promoted the animation launch, it's a great way to add accessibility. Now people who are visually impaired/blind, as well as people with mobility issues and therefore can't scroll through the episodes, can still enjoy comics on Webtoon. Heck, if it's someone who only understands English audibly and can't read it, now they can enjoy these different series as well!

Like I said: very cool.

My only caveat - and it may only be for L4AW; I haven't checked out any of the other series yet - the production value of the voice acting is.... a bit rough. I've watched actual fan-made comic dubs with better voice acting. But that could be on the director, not the actors themselves. Because some of the lines are powerful and moving. Made the scene more emotional than it was when I originally read it. But then there's others - read by the same actor for the same character - that just feel flat, like they were cold reads.

Also, Pam's bestie is named Ann, which is typically pronounced, "an". HOWEVER, for WHATEVER reason, Ann's name is instead pronounced "Awng". Gave me Shyamalan's The Last Airbender flashbacks. 

Finally, since, the feature is in beta, just the first 20 episodes are animated, and they waited until the final animated comic before including closing credits. You don't need to know who the voice actors, the theme-song musician, or the director are until that final video, I guess?

OH! And, even though they still use background music, they apparently couldn't (or didn't want to) use any of AGGAPPÉ's songs. So, no Junts arribarem al cel and no Dins la pantalla. Disappointing.

TL;DR - the Webtoon animations feature is neat, but (at least, for L4AW) the production value needs work.... Specifically, the directing. We'll see if that's improved once the feature moves out of beta.

OK. NOW I can move on!

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Although, I haven't officially started reading this next thing yet....

Out of the blue, zenmisery messaged me. She wanted to just check in, which was super sweet! Love her!

Part of her check-in was letting me know that she had gotten back into writing; knowing how much I love her writing. She also told me that I was frequently top-of-mind as a motivator since she wanted more content for me to read, enjoy, and squee at her about.

Yet another prime example of why reviews/comments on your favorite artist's works is so very important. Especially when said creator isn't getting paid for their craft.

Anyway, it warmed my heart that my comments meant that much to Zen!

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Nothing new within the ML fandom quite yet, but she has sent me links to her original content she'd been working on instead! She has a single "silly" chapter for a sci-fi romance, and then another file for a historical western romance.

Considering how long it's been taking me to write up this blog update, I haven't really taken the time to go through Zen's stuff quite yet. But it IS top-of-queue (assuming I can break myself away from L4AW long enough to read ANYTHING else).

Talking to Zen also got me thinking of Seduce with Caution again, considering it was Zen's one fic that had inspired me to begin with. I discussed it with her a little bit, and, at her request, I sent her my WIP file for the story.

But this is my reading blog update, not my writing one, so I won't go further about THAT right now. It gives me something to jump off with for my end-of-month post.

...

That I should probably start working on now, considering how long it takes me to finish these updates lately. (How did I used to write these up weekly???)

Hope to catch everyone again in about 10 days! Enjoy the end of your summer (or winter; depending on where you live).

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Wednesday, July 2, 2025

LycoRogue's Reading Corner: June 2025

Est. Read Time: 40min
This Month's Font: Comic Neue

Yup. Not even going to dance around it. Not going to be cute about it. Just going to accept the fact that (a) June's LycoRogue's Reading Corner is BEYOND late, making June the first (and hopefully only) month where I missed both updates entirely, (b) I don't really have much to say, which is why this update is so late, (c) I have no clue if anyone even noticed that it was missing and/or if this would be missed if I didn't publish it at all, and (d) I am literally forcing myself to write this because of a promise I made to myself at the beginning of the year that I'm trying desperately to keep, and I'm already pissed off at myself that I DID entirely miss June. I'd be livid for days on end if I just foregone this update entirely.

All because this is still basically me:

Panel from Shut Up, Takamori!
by Kamiharu Haruno
Crude edit by LycoRogue

Same deal as when I talked about it in my end-of-month May update, so I won't rehash it here. I'm just so burnt out. I'm going to need that week-long vacation for my birthday in a couple of weeks.

The burnout not only sapped me of any motivation to write (both fiction and this month's blog updates), but it also drained me of virtually any passion for reading, with a few exceptions. Which means, instead of adding to my list, like I have been doing every previous month, I've actually lessened how much content I'm consuming. Which is another big reason for this update's delay.

I have nothing new to really tell everyone.

To demonstrate my point, instead of keeping it at the end of the update, as I normally do, I've decided to share my reading list right at the top. So, as of May, this was everything I was reading.

Stories, such as I Am The Villain and At Your Mercy concluded their seasons and are currently on hiatus. So there's two down. Others, such as Mythic Item Obtained and Writer's Legacy I haven't kept up with because I'm just not feeling action comics again. Even Ultimate Shut-in tends to be at the bottom of my list. That's one where I only seem to read it when I'm in the app already, have read the other things I wanted to read, still feel like reading, look at my backlog, and then go, "Oh yeah. I guess I can read more of this."

I'm just not really feeling the action stories right now...

Tangentially, there's Fantasy High which I'm very much still itching to read to see how the adaptation resembles the original DnD Actual Play. However, since we watched the series together, and Hubby was kinda-sorta reading over my shoulder when I started up Fantasy High on Webtoon, I now save that for when Hubby and I can read it together. Which has put us 3 weeks behind as of this writing.

On top of those stories that I've been neglecting, there's also Dark Water. After being on hiatus since before I even started reading it (May 9, 2024), it is FINALLY back! Except, it's been so long that I can't really remember where the story left off when it went on hiatus in the first place (especially because it wasn't a season finale and therefore a natural stopping point). So, I have to more-or-less reread the story from the beginning, and I didn't have the energy for that. Which means this story is also just kind of hovering in limbo.... Honestly? I'm perfectly fine with that. It looks like Dark Water might be an abandoned series and Webtoon just finally unlocked the last 5 Fast Pass episodes since it has been on hiatus for over a year??? Soooooo, that series may stay on the To Read pile for a while....

Also, while this more-so affects July's LRRC as opposed to June's, another series just concluded and a 2nd soon will (I'll talk about each of those in a moment). Which reminds me, I never did go back to read the epilogue/spin-off episodes of Office Romance from Hell. So those are still there - along with the final epilogue for I Abdicate My Title of Empress and the final episodes of Divorcing My Tyrant Husband. (There's also the 3rd season of Lore Olympus that is still in my backlog....) Finally, since Hubby seems to be fixated on going through the vast Dropout back catalog, now that we can access it, as well as checking out shows via Hulu, since we also recently got that subscription, it seems like he fell off the KDrama kick for now. Which means no real need to tear through The Girl Downstairs (Doona!) anymore. Shifting THAT story to the back burner as well drops my reading list down to:

  • Daily Read:
    • The Makeup Remover
  • Sunday:
    • You Can't Kill Me: The Secret Bride of the Black Wolf
    • A Savage Proposal
  • Monday:
    • Not Your Typical Reincarnation Story
    • Seabird and the Wolf
    • Fantasy High (sorta... behind on this)
  • Tuesday:
    • I Will Live the Life of a Villainess
    • Lock Me Up, Duke!
    • Ultimate Shut-in (sometimes)
  • Wednesday:
    • Back to having nothing to read, currently
  • Thursday:
    • The Age of Arrogance
    • Maybe Meant to Be
  • Friday:
    • My Child Will Have a Different Father
  • Saturday:
    • Obsidian Bride

Yes, it's still 13 stories, but, man, does this list just LOOK so small.... Maybe because it's only consistently 11 stories out of the 19 I was reading last month?

Also, I am caught up on Dracula Daily, but June is the Slow Month for the story, as is the beginning of July. This is probably part of the reason I have a hard time sticking with it. I get hyped in May. I read the updates daily. Then there's a week-long pause. Then one or two entries. Then another week-long pause. Then another short entry. Then ANOTHER week-long pause.

You do other things with your life while waiting for the next entry; falling off of your reading rhythm in the meantime. You come up with a routine - like reading the Dracula entry while eating breakfast, or something - but then there's no entry so you do something else to fill that void. But you do the filler so many days in a row that when the one, lone entry drops in, you go "Oh, I'll read that later" and continue with the filler routine instead. You do that for nearly a month straight, and now the filler IS the routine and you have to figure out what you're going to do for Dracula Daily again come end of July.

Plus, the story gets back into the swing of things via the Log of the Demeter, which takes place my birthday week. So I'm usually on some sort of vacation for my birthday, and thrown off my normal day-to-day routine. Making wedging in Dracula Daily even MORE back-of-mind.

In the end, I don't really get back into a consistent reading rhythm again until August. By then, I'm nearly 2 months behind on entries and it's hard to catch up!

Tanuki Facebook sticker
by Yanare Ku

At least this year I'm staying caught up, even if I am a day or two late in reading the entry. Hopefully, by the time we get to the part of the book I haven't read yet, I'll be back into a daily routine and can once more enjoy the added flavor of reading the entries in real-time and feeling that time between updates.

In other words, my reading routine has been consistently keeping up with 11 Webtoons series, read a 12th if the mood strikes, read a 13th if Hubby is up to reading over my shoulder, and read the occasional Dracula update.

OH! And zenmisery started up yet another story, so I did eventually read that... after it sat in my notifications for a month!

Zen's latest foray into the world of Miraculous Ladybug AUs asks the question, "What if Marinette's class - including Adrien - had all actually met in kindergarten, but didn't remember that was their first meeting?"

The interactions between Adrien and Marinette are so friggen cute. Seeing Adrien get his first crush is all I needed to hook me. However, Zen's Muse moves fast and uncontrollably, so who knows if it will have her continue this story, add more chapters to any of the other WIPs she has going on, if she'll think of yet ANOTHER new story to try her hand at, or if she'll vanish for months again before hitting us with another surprise sneak attack of a writing update a few months down the road.

I can't really say much, though, since my writing schedule - despite myself - is equally unpredictable.

But let's talk about what I have been reading. Since I don't really have much to say in general about my June reads, it feels like a good time for some Recap Updates. I can think of things to say if I'm trying to recap 13 different stories.... Might make this late upload worth it. Who knows?

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Let's start with the story that concluded this week! Not Your Typical Reincarnation Story!

This is a rough one for me. Monday night, I read the series finale of NYTRS. I started up this story March 2024, and have been reading the free-release updates weekly ever since. Over a year I have been locked into this story. It helped inspire one of my most popular fanfics. And it will soon be gone. Concluded. Only fanfic left to fill my need to consume more Edith and Killian content. I don't think I'm ready!

There's spin-off/epilogue episodes planned for this series. So I still have a LITTLE more canon content to look forward to. Which is good, because the series finale left some pretty big loose ends still dangling.

The main plot is more-or-less concluded and wrapped up. Nearly all mysteries are solved. We've met OG novel Edith and the 12 transmigrated souls that also embodied Edith at one point. We also discovered who The Creator was, how their novel became its own living and breathing world (sorta), and how they became in charge of the stipulations on Edith's possessing souls. Suna Choi's version of Edith got to the ending of the original novel. I won't spoil anything by telling you how Suna's story turned out compared to the original novel (with the exception of saying she obviously survives).

We got more of Rhyse's original backstory and how she got wrapped up in everything as the original novel's protagonist.

Everything with Edith and Rhyse and Killian and the Rudwicks and even Rhyse's original family the Sinclairs has been nicely wrapped up.

But there's still a major plotline about the two brothers Cliff and Killian and their father that needs to be concluded. There was a hint of Edith maybe being pregnant that hasn't been confirmed. There's more side-plot with Princess Katrin that feels like it wasn't properly resolved yet. With everything that happened, I feel like Killian's mother has a lot of guilt that she should be relieved of, since none of it was her fault; it was The Creator's will forcing her hand.

I love that there will be more story via spin-off/epilogue episodes after a brief hiatus, but I also feel like a lot of this "extra" content should have been included in the main storyline. I'll have to read the English translation of Lemon Frog's webnovel to see if these "extra" bits were in the novel proper.

Either way, I may have to cope with this series ending by using its conclusion as an excuse to just reread the whole thing from the beginning. Something I'm planning on doing with another series, but I'll save that one for last...

Now, let's go in order, starting with my Sunday line-up: You Can't Kill Me: The Secret Bride of the Black Wolf

I reached the season 1 finale of YCKM, but there wasn't even a week-long break before the creator posted episode 1 of season 2! So, I got season 2's premiere this past Sunday!

It's been awesome to see Yeonwu coming more into her own. Becoming stronger. Standing up more for herself. It was tragic enough to know that she was tricked into an abusive marriage to Hyojo her first life. Extra tragic to know that she was forced into that same abusive marriage in her second life. A life that broke her to the point of committing a public suicide! But to THEN find out that the abuse actually started YEARS before she even met Hyojo? At the hands of her own family!? That's a new kind of rough.

Turns out that she had that classic rearing of "you're the older sibling, so you're essentially an extra parent for your younger sibling." Yeonwu's sister was babied and pampered and spoiled. If the house was a mess because her sister refused to clean, it was somehow Yeonwu's fault for either (a) not getting her sister to clean against her will, or (b) not sucking it up and cleaning the massive mess herself without being scolded by her mother to do so.

Their mother had no time for her children, and it took a lot of courage for elementary-aged Yeonwu to say how much that hurt. She expressed her feelings and then asked her mother if she could go to a sort of Career Day event at her school. Despite Yeonwu simply and earnestly saying how she felt, her mother spun it as Yeonwu guilt-tripping her into going. THEN came the accident!

Yeonwu's mother did go to Career Day. After school concluded, her mother spotted someone she needed to talk to across the street from the school. She told Yeonwu to watch her younger sister, then crossed the street to chat. Despite Yeonwu holding firm to her sister's hand and trying to explain to her sister that she needs to stay put, her sister was desperate to be with their mother. She broke free of Yeonwu's grip and sprinted across the street to their mother. Through traffic!

Yeonwu - who, again, was maybe 10 or so? - sprinted after her sister and shoved her out of the way of a truck. Her sister was still badly injured, but alive, and Yeonwu had a severe head injury along with other injuries after taking the brunt of the hit.

Even so, Yeonwu's mother blamed her for not taking better care of watching her sister to prevent the accident from happening at all. She also friggen blamed Yeonwu for the massive medical bills that crippled their family finances! They were forced to move and suffered other financial hardships, but that's just life sometimes! Instead, Yeonwu's mother vocally blamed Yeonwu for all of it. And her father stayed silent; not once standing up for his child, noting that everything was because their younger daughter wouldn't listen to Yeonwu, or simply pointing out that it was an accident and there should be no one to blame.

Yeonwu was then forced to constantly prove her worth to her family; forced to "make up" for all of the hardships "she caused" the family!

In her early adulthood, she excitedly became a music composer, and even started to get paid for her music! She was elated to share this joy with her family. Her mother, on the other hand, simply pointed out that Yeonwu therefore has more money that she can send to her family to help them stay afloat since they were still financially recovering from her medical bills.... SUCH. JERKS!

Knowing HOW MUCH Yeonwu was abused her WHOLE LIFE, it is so refreshing to see her finally stand up against her abusers and become stronger, thanks to Hwita's companionship and support.

EXCEPT! There's this new mystery! Hwita's twin Yuta (who maybe ISN'T a twin and is just Hwita's split personality??? Jury is still out on that) keeps trying to sabotage Yeonwu's relationship with Hwita. Telling her that Hwita isn't to be trusted. Trying to get her to be with him instead. He admitted - close to the end of season 1 - that he was there at Hyojo's birthday celebration during Yeonwu's second life. He witnessed her suicide. He was the one she saw crying over her death. WHAT DOES THIS MEAN? He had brown hair then, but Yuta has white hair (compared to Hwita who still has brown hair). Did Yuta do something that caused both his own and Yeonwu's hair to turn white on this life reset? Why does he keep pushing the narrative that Hwita isn't to be trusted? What is he trying to tell Yeonwu, and why can't he simply say it?

Yeonwu does ask Hwita about it, and he admits that he hasn't been entirely truthful with her. There is this thing - The Wife of the Reaper - that is this almost prophesized woman. Hwita admits that he's both a Reaper ("like my brother") and that he originally took Yeonwu in because her hair turning white is the first sign that she was potentially the Wife of the Reaper he had been searching for. The mark on her shoulder was another indicator. He promises that while he first took her in as a political bride due to his suspicions of her being the Wife of the Reaper, he has since grown actual affection for her, and he never once faked his feelings for her. That seems to be enough to get Yeonwu to trust him again. In truth, it was enough for me too.

Season 1 ended with Hyojo bursting in on a ceremony to declare to both Hwita and Yeonwu that Hyojo's father - the king of the Underworld - had died (possibly due to Hyojo poisoning him, but that's just speculation right now). It's implied that Hyojo, who is the new king, is about to pull some shenanigans either against Hwita, in a bid to steal Yeonwu away, or probably both. It was quite the cliffhanger!

A Savage Proposal

For this one, I have to almost ignore the comments section. No one seems to know how to put themselves into the mindset of the protag Princess Liene. Nearly all of the comments are frustrated with her deception and meekness (mostly because it's holding back the romance plot between her and Lord Tiwakan). No one seems to understand WHY Liene makes the decisions she does. They don't realize she doesn't have the information we, the readers, do. They can't grasp the complicated 4D Chess Liene has to mentally play at all times. She is a political head-of-state by title alone, with no real power behind it. She does all in her power to keep what little strenuous peace she can. She has this complicated balancing act. The other readers don't seem to understand that at all.

It's been implied that Liene's mother is still alive-and-well, but divorced or otherwise left Liene's father. Then, her father died while she was still relatively young (12? 13? 14? Somewhere in there). So Liene was essentially orphaned as a young teen; too young to actually hold political power. Which meant it more-or-less was passed to the chancellor: Kleinfelter. Chancellor Kleinfelter was then the one who kept financially backing Liene as she depleted the royal coffers in an attempt to keep her kingdom afloat and her people fed. It was Kleinfelter who arranged the betrothal between Liene and his nephew Lafitte, a betrothal she accepted because she felt she owed the Chancellor, and she feared he would withdrawal his support otherwise.

While Lafitte was originally presented as Liene's beloved when coming up with reasons for her to deny Lord Tiwakan's proposal, it's later revealed to the readers that Liene never cared for Lafitte, and he actually annoyed her. She feels like she's betraying her people if she admits that she much prefers her engagement to Lord Tiwakan than staying trapped with Lafitte. So she's already walking that tightrope.

It doesn't help that Liene originally tried to convince Lord Tiwakan to withdrawal his proposal by claiming that Lafitte is indeed her true love and that she's pregnant with his child (both lies). The lies backfired, but Liene felt that she was not in a position to then confess to Lord Tiwakan that her gambit failed and that she is neither pregnant nor in love with Lafitte. Besides, at the time, Lord Tiwakan was the aggressor who blackmailed her into a political marriage to stop a siege on her kingdom. Meanwhile, Lafitte was an annoying brat, but at least he seemed the better option for her people at the time. Why would she put herself further on the back foot by confessing her failed bluff to a man she wasn't sure she could trust? Despite the readers not understanding, I get how that would be a DUMB MOVE as far as Liene was concerned (given what she knew).

Complicating things further, Lafitte is OBSESSESSED with Liene and desperately possessive of her. So he's constantly trying to sneak into the castle to be with her, constantly trying to steal her away, and even plotted a shotgun wedding! Liene keeps denying him and trying to shoo him away. Desperate to spare his life for fear of Chancellor Kleinfelter causing a civil war to avenge Lafitte if Liene lets the man die/calls for his execution. Unfortunately, Lord Tiwakan sees all of the moments between Lafitte and Liene without seeing Liene's distress or Lafitte's aggression or manipulation. Despite Liene being afraid of Lafitte and desperate to get away from him, Tiwakan only sees Liene being gentle with Lafitte (in an effort to de-escalate the situation). Since Liene already led Lord Tiwakan to believe that Lafitte was genuinely her lover, Lord Tiwakan sees these de-escalation moments and decisions of mercy (to not start a civil war) as proof that Liene still loves Lafitte. He is quickly losing his trust and faith in her all while becoming more desperate for her affection himself. Worse yet, Liene feels like she can't just explain the situation - Lafitte cannot be harmed or it could cause a civil war - because it will also be a confession of her lack of power. It makes her even MORE vulnerable, and possibly not a good enough political bargaining chip to bother to marry and/or even keep alive.

Again, the readers are largely on Lord Tiwakan's side. We see his gentle moments and his sincere moments. Especially compared to Lafitte. We want the romance to blossom and we know that Tiwakan seems to genuinely care for Liene. We're rooting for them, so it frustrates readers that Liene is fighting against it. For me, though? That's fantastic writing. The author isn't letting Liene be genre savvy. She doesn't know she's in a romance story. She thinks she's in friggen Game of Thrones and can't make one misstep otherwise she dies, her kingdom falls, her people starve, there's a civil war, etc. She has 20 plates up in the air and doesn't realize Lord Tiwakan is there to help her catch them (she thinks he's one of the plates).

Gaaaah! It's just so frustrating to see the comments whining to the author about how much they can't stand Liene and how she's making every wrong decision by not trusting Lord Tiwakan despite all he's done for her. Completely ignoring that Liene SEES everything he's done for her, she IS falling for him, but then she has all the nobles and her people being vague about how Tiwakan is there for revenge and to not trust him. And, seeing how Lafitte manipulates things, it's easy to believe that Liene suspects Lord Tiwakan is also trying to play her for a fool. So all of his genuine gestures to prove his affections for her reads as ploys to get her to let down her guard. I get that! That's her mental state. I love that the author has her there. Now if the other readers could just understand that as well. The misunderstandings and misconceptions ARE the drama of the story. They're the conflict. That's the point.

There are plenty of other stories on Webtoon that clear up misunderstandings quickly, and I'll see the author praised for precisely that: “Thank you, author, for not dragging out misunderstandings just for the drama. That's so annoying.” If misunderstanding-led drama isn't your thing, if political chess matches aren't your thing, if someone struggling to learn to trust again after nearly a decade of having that trust abused isn't your thing, then give up on the whole “oo, sexy romance” of this story and move on. Enough with the whining!

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Seabird and the Wolf

For this one, we've gotten more backstory for the main portion of the Black Ocean crew.

We've learned that Keyelo (the male lead) and his fellow Vice Captain Utuguru are half-brothers not even a year apart. Utuguru is Captain Clusdo's legitimate son, and Keyelo's the captain's second son via his favorite prostitute. Keyelo was raised more-or-less in the brothel until his mother died, and then he was taken in by his father. For obvious reasons, Utuguru's mother - who is still Captain Clusdo's legal wife - can't stand Keyelo and is cruel to him. So, he moved out into a little hut on his own as soon as he was able.

We also recently discovered that Utuguru has been suffering abuse from his mother, who does not fear viciously verbally berating or straight up physically harming her own son if he doesn't match her impossibly high standards. In the last episode I read, Lott (the main character) jumped in front of Utuguru to protect him from a full porcelain tea cup his mother threw at him. Here's hoping that helps those two bond a bit more.

We also discovered that the ship's resident ray of sunshine - deckhand Domem - was actually orphaned after the dreaded Woohoppiage pirates (the same ones that kidnapped Lott's sister Raltia) raided the Black Ocean crew's home island. His parents are buried in front of his now-abandoned family home, and he crashes with his bestie Keyelo whenever the crew docks at their home base.

Speaking of the Woohoppiage pirates (I still HATE that name... sheesh!), we were given a little flash of Raltia's capture. Seems she was part of an attempted escape plot with some of the other villagers from her hometown. The pirates executed all of the others involved in the plot, and forced Raltia to watch as her punishment. However, they're purposefully keeping her alive as bait for Lott. Seems they know that Lott's pet bird Balca is the last fabled Sea Bird, and they want Balca's divine navigation and protection from the sea for themselves.

Aaaaand speaking of, Lott has met with a few mystical beings of the ocean. One was the Sea Witch Rurumi, who spoke an ominous premonition to Lott before gifting her some pearls to take as pills to ease the intense stomach cramps that have been crippling Lott ever since she joined the Black Ocean crew; a symptom of a mysterious curse put on Lott.

The second was a mob of sea monsters collectively called Aurora. Bipedal creatures with praying-mantis-like clawed arms, and human-like faces on pearls within oyster-like heads. Aurora are ghost-like monsters that glow a pearlescent pinkish purple, but are usually invisible. They were thought to be the souls of children lost at sea, but one that Lott fought had her father's face! Could her father have become an Aurora somehow? The Aurora also know that Lott can hear them when no one else can, and they beg her to help them find their ways home.

The third mythical being Lott encountered was a deity known as the Master of the Forest Sea, Ernori, and her pet/guardian, Quetzalcoatl. Just like Rurumi, Ernori mentioned that Lott reminded her of "an old friend." A lot of us fans are wondering if Lott is somehow an avatar or reincarnation of the killed God of the Sea. Ernori also gifts Lott something to ease the pain from the curse - two leaves from her crown - but lets Lott know that they are no cure. She'll have to figure that out herself.

We also met the crew of the Celipharm, a pirate crew made entirely of women (keep in mind, Lott disguised herself as a man because most people believe women are bad-luck out on the ocean). The Celipharm is captained by Scarlett, former lover of the Woohoppiage's Captain Feder. The Black Ocean was given some intel from Scarlett, and they rushed back to their home island, rumored to have been recently attacked by the Woohoppiage!

Side note: Despite all of us readers wondering if the members of the Celipharm were able to sniff out that Lott was a woman, and/or if she'd shift loyalties to the Celipharm, the status quo was upheld. No one is the wiser about Lott's actual gender, and she gleefully stayed with the Black Ocean.

Anyway, where I left off, the Black Ocean returned home. Yes, the Woohoppiage had attacked, but were chased off with minimal damage to the island. Even so, Captain Clusdo is using this oportunity to gift his "men" land leave while he sorts out where they should go next to continue their hunt of the Woohoppiage. Also, Utuguru's mother kind of strong-armed her husband - Clusdo - to stay for at least a little while.

Fantasy High

Where I left off with this series, we met the Halfling family The Cubbies; we were introduced to The Bad Kids' future favorite hang, Basrar's Soda Fountain and Ice Cream Parlor; Fabian took possession of Johnny Spells' demon-possessed motorcycle (which Fabian then names The Hangman); The Bad Kids are trying to sort out who Johnny was supposed to be meeting up with and how it may relate to the missing Adventuring Academy students; and the closing shot is of the cracked ruby that is imprisoning the devil Gorthalax (Spoilers, but... Fig's biological father).

I Will Live the Life of a Villainess

Somehow it feels like a LOT has happened but also virtually nothing?

I think the last update I gave you fine folks was while the main character Elena was dealing with curbing a pandemic. She succeeded, and returned to the imperial capital. There, she was honored for her efforts, and she shared the spotlight with some of her friends to help those ladies garner more political pull. In turn, it gives them more independence, especially from their fathers.

There was then a small time-jump, where the emperor has fallen ill, and Crown Prince Kaizen has attempted to step up and take over his father's duties. He hadn't been a terrible leader, at first, but then quickly became the entitled brat everyone knew him to be. Despite his father being on death's door (yes, due to being poisoned by the Crown Prince and his fiancée Rosetta), Kaizen planned to have a large engagement ceremony for himself and Rosetta. Meanwhile, Prince Lloyd has been dealing with some strange health complications of his own. He keeps suffering horrendous luck, resulting in a lot of injuries from incredibly benign activities; Final Destination style. Poor Elena even caught Lloyd not breathing as he napped, and she struggled to wake him back up. The duo now suspects that, since Lloyd died in the original novel, perhaps Seojun Lee was never meant to possess the character of the first prince. Perhaps Lloyd was destined to die, and Seojun's transmigration into that doomed character was a mistake. One that the God of Destiny - or whatever - of this world is now trying to correct. Again, Final Destination style.

Soooo, along with thwarting Crown Prince Kaizen's assassination attempt of the emperor, Elena has to figure out why she and Lloyd were transmigrated in the first place, why Lloyd's luck seems to have turned quite dangerous for him, and if there's a way to stop it so Lloyd stays safe.

Where I last left off, Elena, through a lot of help from her friends again, managed to prove the emperor was poisoned, prove that Rosetta was the one poisoning him (with Kaizen likely a co-conspirator/accomplice), and gave the emperor a remedy for the poison. Kaizen was able to whisk Rosetta away and claim sanctuary to keep them both safe, but Rosetta had her back against the wall. She realized Kaizen was never going to become emperor over Lloyd now, which meant he was no longer any value to her.

**SPOILER**
        Rosetta, in a horribly ill-conceived attempt to tie up loose ends, murders Crown Prince Kaizen!!!! She is then captured as she attempted to flee the palace in her still blood-stained clothes. The idiot....

Lock Me Up, Duke!

The romantic leads Jayna and Theo have easily and fully fallen for each other. Jayna is quickly discovering that the "locked up" ending she was originally gunning for may not be the heavenly lazy life she originally believed. Perhaps the game designers knew what they were doing when they had it as a bad ending?

Thankfully, Jayna is not a shy girl, and is very vocal about her wants, desires, and needs. She calls Theo out, and he's quick to course-correct to make her happy. Especially when she never asks for anything that would put a burden on him. With one exception.

It's not yet explained, but Jayna apparently has this GIFT to tame notoriously dangerous and fierce monsters with a simple word. She discovered a lost cub, which resembles a lion with a thick mane, fluffy tail, and little horns. She named her Cotton Candy and wanted to keep her as a pet. Theo was going to immediately put the cub down before it could grow into a dangerous beast, but eventually relented to letting Jayna keep Cotton Candy as a pet, as long as Jayna agreed to VERY strict restrictions on Cotton Candy to keep everyone in the castle safe.

Most recently, Jayna, tamed what is essentially a dire wolf. She realized that she had advanced to the part of the game where, if Theo went into town alone, he was killed. However, Theo, not wanting to disturb Jayna by waking her, decided to go into town alone, obviously clueless of the scripted mortal danger this put him in. As Jayna rushed to try to find him and keep him safe from assassins, she got kidnapped by slavers. She was then tossed into a room with this monstrous wolf as the beast's meal. Instead, Jayna was able to turn the wolf into a loyal puppy with a simple word. The wolf then helped Jayna bust both herself and a little girl free of the slavers. Jayna then came to Theo's rescue, with the help of her new pet wolf. Once again, fearing the monster would show its feral nature and attack Jayna, himself, or the residents of the castle, Theo wanted to put the wolf down. Jayna again got him to stay his hand, and she's quickly building up a menagerie of monsters.....

Theo still showcases the overly possessive/protective/obsessive personality that he had in the video game. However, it seems like the Jayna possessed by transmigrated A-Min Kim is able to tame Theo right along with all of those monsters. He's slowly becoming less intense, and more open to listen to her. She's also proving to him that she can hold her own, and so he doesn't have to worry as much about having to protect her and/or keep her safe. It's still a long road and Theo does still show red flags/toxic traits, but his love for her seems sincere and beautiful. Their romance is adorable. And I'm excited to see a Green Flag version of Theo in the near future.

Ultimate Shut-in

So far the drama of the series is still focused on Human Survivors vs monsters, and Jaehyeon (the main character) leveling up and gaining new powers. He's created new incentives for the survivors under his protection. His protective bubble has expanded to include basically the entire apartment complex he lives in. He can set up a shop - which he's placed on the first floor - that he can remotely fill with an endless supply of goods he scans in. He still has limited spots for individual items, but he's sorted out workarounds.

For instance, he can scan in an entire toolbox to fill one of the inventory slots, but he can then sell the individual tools from the toolbox without a hammer or tape measurer or screwdriver or nails each taking up individual store inventory slots. Same deal with first aid items. He scanned in a first-aid kid, but can now provide gauze, bandages, antiseptic creams, etc individually.

He also managed to arrange for the one woman's murdered young son to be revived for a single day as a reward for clearing out the goblin population around the apartment complex. We haven't seen the reunion yet. I feel like that is going to be rough. She says it's all she wants: just one more day with her son. However, how much more will it hurt when the day ends and she has to lose him a second time?

I like that THIS is the style of drama we're getting, and not necessarily survivors vs survivors yet. You can still have a compelling story with a lot of drama without it including internal fighting per se. That said, there was a little blip of that already. One of the new perks that Jaehyeon provided was to open up vacant apartments within the building, turning the water and power back on in those rooms, and offering the apartments as rewards for monster-hunting parties who kill x-number of y-type of monster first. This way the survivors that have migrated into Jaehyeon's building could have homes of their own, instead of having to camp out in the apartment building hallways. One party tried to work the system and use one of their partymates as bait; putting him in danger in an attempt to kill monsters faster with no regard of the partymate's wellbeing. Jaehyeon purposefully did NOT reward that sort of behavior, and even offered the abused party member an alternative in case he wanted to leave the group he was with.

I appreciate that in-fighting and cut-throat behaviors between the survivors is being kind of nipped in the bud. A way for the main character to establish a more unified community of survivors. One where they all help each other out. Bravo to both Jaehyeon and the author of the series.

Where I last left off, Jaehyeon had just leveled up again and unlocked a new power: Outposts. If one of his "knights" (one of the higher-level survivors that he then knights with his power) is in an area, and Jaehyeon's willing to spend the small fortune to establish one, he can create an outpost. A place outside of his apartment building that he can protect as if it were part of his home base. Aside from the exorbitant cost to establish an outpost, the other kink in the system is that he has to station at least 3 knights there at all times, otherwise the outpost loses protection and may be taken back by the monsters. It will be tricky for him to balance the value of having an outpost vs the monetary cost of setting one up and the security cost of not having access to three of his knights.

Obviously, Jaehyeon decided that if ANYWHERE was worth the cost, it's his parents' home. His next goal is to send his knights out to his parents' home, hope they are still safe, and then establish their home as an outpost. That does abandon some of his knights with his parents. So, again, there's bound to be some sort of drama there over that. I'm excited to see it, but, oddly enough, not excited enough to actually read the updates the day they come out.

It's a weird limbo where I still really enjoy this series - as I do Mythic Item Obtained and Writer's Legacy - but the romance vibes are still the ones calling out to me, so I focus those stories first-and-foremost.

The Age of Arrogance

We're in the home stretch. Most of the storylines are tied up. We've witnessed two different character weddings. The Happily Ever After is about to conclude the final panel. We're currently reading through Asha's backstory a bit more. We're learning more about her childhood in the war-torn land of Pervaz, how and why she trained to be a warrior instead of a Lady of Court, what happened to Asha's mother, and the pain of Asha watching her father and older brothers all fall in battle. It's a sad tale, but knowing that Asha has a happy ending - and seeing Carlisle comfort her as she tells it - helps with this bittersweet backstory.

It will be hard to see this story go. Especially so soon after completing another of Lemon Frog's stories (NYTRS).

Maybe Meant to Be

I'm still purposefully behind on this one. That way I have a little bit of a buffer in case I can't handle a cliffhanger and HAVE to go right into the next episode.

I will be honest, though, while this season is still cute, outside of the first few episodes where Jia and Mincheol were "stranded on a deserted island", this season hasn't really had me itching to get to the next episode. Not the way I did with the first season. I'm 28 episodes into the 2nd season, and it does NOT feel like I'm that far in. While a LOT happened in a short timeframe in season 1, it feels like virtually nothing has happened in season 2 yet.

Jia and Mincheol were caught in a nasty storm while out fishing with Jia's parents, and our favorite couple got washed up on a beach. They survived a few days on that beach with little-to-no supplies before being "rescued" (turns out they were just a couple of miles from the resort where Jia's parents ended up. Mincheol just never ventured far enough to find civilization.... whoops).

After those initial 8 intense episodes that very much kept the same chaotic vibe as season 1, the storyline slowed WAY down. Before heading home from their fishing trip, Jia and Mincheol were interviewed about their time lost on the beach after being swept overboard. During the outdoor interview, Mincheol, not thinking, held up his hand to shade Jia's eyes from the sun. Everyone found it adorable, and the interview went viral. This caught the attention of this big wig. I still don't really know who she is or what her significance is. She did, however, use the opportunity to talk to Jia's original publisher/agent/manager/whomever he was: Mr. Na.

The next 20-some episodes were just this lady strong-arming Mr. Na into getting Jia back into the public spotlight in any way possible. He and Jia's old college friend Yeonju tried a few more ploys at Yeonju's cafe where Jia works to try to lure her back into writing. When that didn't work, Mr. Na brought in a reality show director/producer to film something in the cafe, in hopes that watching HIM would convince Jia to write.

There's just this focus on getting her back into writing now that the main plot of Jia and Mincheol falling in love and admitting their feelings for each other concluded in season 1. There was a long backstory where Jia talks about how she wrote her first novel and got it published in the first place, but then how writer's block crept in and how she because so stressed that she swore off writing ever again. Really hits home, and I'm still invested in the series both for Jia's writer's arc and because she and Mincheol are still adorable little beans. But the "I have to know what happens next RIGHT NOW" itch from season 1 just didn't carry over.

On top of all that, the secondary couple of Sang-U and Suyeon have been more-or-less sidelined. There's mentions in passing that they're still trying to act professional at work, but everyone knows that they're dating and are just waiting for them to finally publically admit it. This led to a small side-plot of Mincheol finally learning how to drive so he didn't have to carpool with Sang-U and Suyeon to and from work anymore, given how awkward it was with the couple trying to hide that they're dating around him.

That's it. That's all that happened in season 2 thus far:

  • Jia and Mincheol have a pseudo honeymoon redo after believing they were stranded on an island for days
  • Mincheol shades Jia's eyes from the sun after she agrees to do a quick outdoor interview, and the video goes viral, which then kickstarts Mr. Na hounding Jia again about getting back into writing
  • Mincheol feels awkward about carpooling with Sang-U and Suyeon still when they're trying to hide that they're a couple. However, Mincheol doesn't know how to drive, so Jia teaches him and he successfully gets his license.
  • Mr. Na teams up with Yeonju as they plot ways to try to trick Jia into writing again/finding joy in writing again.
  • Jia tells Mincheol how she became a famous writer and why she stopped writing (which takes up 4 episodes alone)
  • Somewhere in there Jia realizes she forgot Mincheol's 32nd birthday, but stumbled into the perfect gift for him
  • Mr. Na sets up a reality show shoot at Yeonju's cafe as yet another ploy to try to lure Jia back into writing

Aaaaand that's everything for those 28 episodes....

My Child Will Have a Different Father

The romance is blooming in this one. The further in you get, the more you see how much Prince Lutz is falling for Hinael. He tries to spoil her. He listens to her. He compliments her. He drops everything to free up time for her. He does all that he can to help her thrive within the royal family and gets viciously defensive towards anyone cruel to his bride.

On the flipside, Hinael is seeing the effort Lutz is putting into their marriage, and she's starting to believe that Lutz isn't just preferable to her murderous first husband Chetaire; she may even learn to actually love Lutz.

Plot wise, the crown prince is on death's door, likely poisoned by third prince Kylo. While, as far as the characters are concerned, there was no evidence, there is also a near-absolute possibility that Kylo had plotted with Chetaire to have the Count kidnap Hinael. Kylo also purposefully spooked Hinael's horse while she was learning to ride, in hopes of injuring her. On the flipside, Kylo's mother - the current empress - invited Hinael to have tea with herself and her two other daughters-in-law. With Hinael's lady-in-waiting Deia's intel and Lutz's wallet, Hinael was able to get personalized gifts for the three imperial ladies that more-or-less won them over.

Hinael is now plotting to buddy up with Kylo's wife in order to hopefully get more intel from her about what Kylo's plotting. Meanwhile, she uses her memories from her first life to try to feed information to Lutz in an attempt to help him secure the crown for himself. The couple is working together beautifully to try to take down Kylo with little-to-no bloodshed. That way, either the crown prince's life can be spared, or, upon the prince's death, the emperor will instead name Lutz as the replacement crown prince.

Some Game-Of-Thrones-like political intrigue and plotting, mixed with some sensual romantic plotline. Totally my cup of tea right now!

Obsidian Bride

I'm not entirely sure how much longer this series is going to go, since the finale hasn't published yet. However, it does feel like it's coming close to the end. We know the true identities of most of the Jewel Box participants, and we've seen the true form of about half of them. We learned who The Moon Owl truly is. Lueri (the main character) discovered the true identity of the mystery boy from the library: her first, and only, love whose flame she has held since she was about 12. The missing Marianne has been found, and how/why she went missing has been revealed to the reader. Just about all of the Jewels have paired up, so the TV series Jewel Box should be coming to a close. Can't imagine the Webtoon series Obsidian Bride continuing much longer after that. But I could be wrong.

There is now a lot of political intrigue going on. The true reason behind the Jewel Box has been revealed. It seems that a handful of the Jewels - along with Moon Owl himself - wish to topple the empire. The pro-empire propaganda is starting to fail. Perhaps the fifth Jewel Box concluding ends up knocking down political dominos, and we end up following the ramifications of that. There could be a whole new season of the series just based off of that alone.

Also, there's a water dragon who needs to be hatched and magical creatures need to return to the empire!

Who knows? Maybe I'm NOT close to the end.

Either way, I hope Lueri and her true love get to be together soon, and can hold each other tight. Seeing them kiss now fully knowing who the other is and why they missed each other when they agreed to meet up as children... it was so beautiful. Did my heart good.

This is another one, along with My Child Will Have a Different Father, A Savage Proposal, You Can't Kill Me, Seabird and the Wolf, and both Lemon Frog stories, that I itch to consume as soon as the latest free update goes live.

The Makeup Remover

OK. So. This one. THIS ONE! This used to be a Daily Pass read. Then, I guess Webtoon did away with the Daily Passes???? Instead, all of my Daily Pass stories turned into Ad-Unlock ones. Just like how they've always worked in the app, if you watch a short ad (about 15-30sec) the episode will unlock for 3 days. So, no more "read as much as you want within 14 days" that you got with Daily Pass unlocks. However, it also means unlimited binge reading, as long as you are willing to sit through an ad before each episode. And, after 3 days, you can unlock that episode again with just a short ad as well.

I've grown to have a love-hate relationship with this new set-up.

On the one hand, I am ELATED that I can binge-read these stories. ESPECIALLY The Makeup Remover. On the other hand, what happened to my guardrail forcing me to keep this to a once-daily read???

Anyway, as I mentioned, I'm LOVING that I can binge this story in particular. Because holy smokes! It's addicting! The writing is so good. The makeup design choices are so engaging and beautiful. The character arcs are amazing and keep you in such a chokehold. The cliffhangers smack you around until you beg for the next episode. It is so hard to find a good stop point. You just want more and more and more. It is, by and large, the comic equivalent of a "page turner" story, and it should be getting more attention than it has in the 4 years since it published.

I started reading this series mid-April, and I'm already 123 episodes into a 129-episode series! How am I nearly done already!? If I let myself just binge the last six episodes (since I seem to be reading this series in 6-episode chunks), I could have it done TONIGHT! I'm not ready to let it go!!!!

It's been exciting to watch Yeseul (the main character) grow more confident in herself. In both her skills and her looks. She's learned to stand up for herself and become more vocal when she's uncomfortable or sees an injustice.

Heewon, the "popular girl" from the same college year as Yeseul, has also grown so much. She's no longer the snotty, typical "entitled, internet-famous model". She's realizing the impact she has on others, how lucky she is to have been famous to begin with, and that she may not want that internet-famous life after-all. She's also become a fierce defender of her new bestie: Yeseul! Watching Heewon's character arc has been as rewarding as watching Yeseul's!

Then there's the secondary protagonist: Yuseong, the "genius" makeup artist. He went from only focusing on the makeup competition Face-Off Cinderella to full-on falling in love with Yeseul. What's extra sweet is that he knew full-well that Yeseul already had feelings for her classmate Seungwoo, so Yuseong tried his hardest to hide his growing affections, not wanting to burden Yeseul with a love confession when she already had so much on her plate.

Speaking of Seungwoo, he was the only character I was disappointed in. When we're first introduced to him, he's the most popular guy in college. Handsome. Kind. Giving. Charismatic. Helpful. He seemed the whole package. So, naturally, Yeseul thought she wasn't worthy of his attention. Instead, she was (mostly) content with just admiring him from afar and fantasizing about having a relationship with him. Then, early in the series, Yuseong happens to run into Seungwoo, and Seungwoo takes Yuseong to an exibition of the photography students' work. Seungwoo points out a photo of himself that Yeseul took. He then noted how Yeseul saw him in a way no one else ever seemed to, and that made him want to know more about her in return. He seemed so smitten, and I was excited that someone Yeseul thought was out of her league was lowkey thinking the same thing about her.

Based on Yeseul and Yuseong being in the cover art, and based on them being the main characters of the series, it was pretty evident that they were supposed to be end-game. Even so, I had hoped that maybe Seungwoo was as sweet as he appeared, and the moral of his story was that no one is out of anyone else's league. That everyone has their own insecurities and everyone just wishes to be seen for who they truly are. I was hoping that the series would have Seungwoo eventually connect with Yeseul, and the two would date, just as Yeseul had fantasized. But, maybe Seungwoo and Yeseul just didn't click as much as she thought they would. Maybe Seungwoo indeed possessed all of those social traits that Yeseul saw - kind, friendly, defender of the weak, brilliant photographer, etc - but they didn't really have anything to say to each other outside of photography. Maybe they had no shared interests. Maybe they did click, but then Yeseul realized that she liked Seungwoo more as a friend than a romantic partner. Maybe she realizes that she gets butterflies around Yuseong that she doesn't get around Seungwoo now that she's no longer admiring him from afar. There isn't anything wrong with Seungwoo, but he just isn't the right fit, romantically.

Instead, the author went with Seungwoo secretly being a gaslighter and massive manipulator.

The lessons that the story taught about abuse, how to recognize toxic relationships, and how to break out of such relationships is an important one. I praise the story for everything it did with that storyline. I just wish Seungwoo was presented differently if that was the direction the author was going. It felt very "Han from Frozen heel-turn". Despite so many of the other readers calling it from a mile away (maybe because they knew the trope and knew Seungwoo was too good to be true?), I felt like the villain reveal was a bit of a sucker-punch from left field.

But that's the kind of thing that had me devouring this story. That, along with finding out what each team comes up with for the next round of the makeup competition. Or seeing how Yeseul and Yuseong come up with their concept. Or watching Yeseul deal with Seungwoo. Or sympathize with Yuseong as he struggles with his feelings for Yeseul. Or Heewon getting smacked by reality and learning to cope. Or cliffhanger misunderstandings (that, thankfully, get resolved in the next episode; the author doesn't like to draw out miscommunication).

In fact, this was the one series I was thinking of when I said people who can't stand the miscommunication-induced drama of Savage Proposal should just find stories without it. There's plenty. And so many in the comments of The Makeup Remover praise the author for NOT dragging out the miscommunication for drama purposes (a dig at series like Savage Proposal). So.... yeah.... if those people like slowburn romances that don't center on miscommunication, they should just read this series instead.....

Anyway, this series is so good. I'm excited to go back and rebinge it a second time once I've finished it. Now that I know all the twists and turns, I'm excited to start it over again and seeing certain scenes in a new light. Now knowing better what's going through the character's minds.

Man, now I want to just curl up in a corner and finish up The Makeup Remover instead of finishing this blog update.

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Also, the heel-turn of Seungwoo vs how I wanted it to go down lowkey has me thinking of my Hey Arnold! story What Is Truly Meant To Be. Mainly because I wanted Helga to have that "you're a great guy, but not for me" moment with Brainy. Maybe I need to step fully away from Miraculous Ladybug (especially since I still haven't started season 6 yet, so it's been over a year since I've watched the show), and return to HA instead....

BUT this isn't my writing update portion of my blog, so I'll save further contemplations for that.

Speaking of, I guess I should start working on that, huh? Here's hoping I'll catch you all again in a couple of days???

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